mourning dove

Yu Gu's illness was sudden and unexpected, like a blizzard that suddenly swept through a good midsummer, regardless of the reason.

Yu Yuanzhen tried his best to stay by Yu Gu's side, but the journey on the road came to an abrupt end and was delayed halfway.Yu Zhen also wanted to come and ask a few words, but he felt that he couldn't find any reason to start a conversation. Yu Yuanzhen also watched closely, so he could only touch his nose and let it go.

In the end, I still have a little bit of worry in my heart.

It turned out that Yu Zhen's room was different from Yu Yuanzhen's and the others, and was deliberately staggered.But I don't know what happened, because the vague reason could not be delayed in Yu Gu's body which was getting hotter and hotter, so he changed rooms in such a hurry, and lived in the opposite of Yu Zhen.

Even Yu Yuanzhen didn't expect this, but he still said the original sentence, with a hint of warning, "Don't bother your brother."

Yu Zhen pursed her lips, but didn't respond, for the first time, she had the thought of wanting to try and defy.

Obviously he... is so eager to see that person.

This kind of longing is something that Yu Zhen can't deceive herself, thinking about it day by day and dreaming about it at night.

Yu Zhen found that she seemed to be following Yu Ku's traces, chasing Yu Ku's shadow, tracing his life trajectory, and unconsciously raised a desire to walk with him.This is really weird, so weird that he doesn't care about Yu Yuanzhen's order, just like that... wanting to capture that vague emotion that he has never experienced before into his arms, hide it in his heart, and lock it up.

That is his treasure.

He has to hide it well.

That's what I thought, but I only dared to bury all my emotions in my heart and think about it.

After all, everyone knows that he really doesn't like his younger brother, this bastard who came from nowhere, this Yu Ku who never gets along with him when he meets him.

Thinking about it carefully, Yu Zhen realized that Yu Gu had always been superior and sharp in front of him, or in front of everyone, and never showed weakness.It was the only time I accidentally caught a glimpse of him who was sick, his rare weakness and...

Daydream.

It's unbearably ticklish.

Yu Zhen suddenly fell ill just like Yu Gu, regardless of the reason, and also hated cats for no reason.

Whenever he thought of Yu Gu, he would scratch and scratch like a cat in his heart... The scratching made him gradually feel pain from itching.

The more unwilling the pain is, the more difficult it is to suppress it.

The seed of jealousy spread out of the vine, and after slowly climbing and growing, Yu Zhen didn't know what it would be like to continue.

Break his throat, water this evil seed with blood or more jealousy?

The only thing Yu Zhen knows is that he clearly and vaguely understands that he vaguely seems not to want to get rid of this jealousy.

He will remain.

What are you saving for...

This is also a question that requires Yu Zhen to carefully weigh and think over and over again. Even if he knows the answer, he still pretends to think for a while, but he refuses to divert his thoughts to Yu Gu.

He was afraid that he would not be able to help but say something when he saw this person again, just like he couldn't help but peek away a few times on weekdays.

It's been a while.

...So it's been a while.

Yu Chen answered the question knowingly, and suddenly felt lost.

Yu Gu lifted his eyelids weakly, avoiding the kiss that Yu Yuanzhen leaned over to try to fall on, the other party smiled wryly and said, "A Gu, let me touch your body temperature."

With a dry voice accompanied by a slight hoarseness, he resolutely refused: "No."

He also deliberately emphasized: "I don't want it."

Yu Yuanzhen was silent for a while, then said softly, "Let me pour you a glass of water..."

It pained him to hear this voice.

"Neither." These three words were crushed between the lips and teeth, as if they were pitifully murmured, the fragile and slender person is like a transparent crystal, which can be broken as soon as you hit it, making Yu Yuanzhen dare not take it too easily at this time To stimulate each other.

He even became a little annoyed, annoyed at the pleasure of doing it for a while...

should be tolerated.

Not intolerable.

Yu Yuanzhen's heart shattered into pieces following Yu Gu's pale and feeble appearance.The flowers in winter bloom in the cold wind. When they are extremely beautiful, they are drying up, and they are drying up when they are blown off. In the end, they only turn into a handful of dust that is not worth mentioning and blows in the air.

Blow and blow, he can't blow away his lover.

Compared with Yu Gu, everything is nothing worth mentioning.

It was rare for Yu Yuanzhen to be in pain and bewilderment. He didn't understand his excesses before, but now he understands, but he is still so excessive.

He murmured bitterly: "Ah Gu, you must... really hate me, you really hate me."

"It's no use saying I'm wrong..."

You know it.

I will not change.

I know.

I can't change it.

Who can tolerate other things occupying the heart of his sweetheart?

What's more, his sweetheart didn't put him in his heart, but never put him in his eyes.

Yu Yuanzhen never knew regret, he only knew that if he had to do it, he would not do anything that would make him regret it.Up to now, he has also considered and asked himself whether he regrets it, and the answer is no, absolutely no.

Yu Yuanzhen knows himself too well, just as he knows Yu Gu, no matter how many times he tries again, he will still choose the original option.

Whether it is in the name of love, Yu Yuanzhen is selfishly aware of his selfishness and possessiveness, but when these completely hurt his lover, even Yu Yuanzhen can't help questioning his right or wrong several times .

He suddenly had a thought for no reason, such Yu Gu, is he still alive?

...an inexplicable fear emerged.

Yu Gu seemed to have a feeling, even though he was still in a coma of illness, he gave Yu Yuanzhen a sneering smile.

In the end, Yu Yuanzhen got up, his steps were a little swaying, he looked down at Yu Gu's half-asleep appearance, and said in a difficult voice: "...I'll go buy medicine for you, wait for me to come back."

Not sure what to avoid.

Yu Gu heard the heavy slamming of the door, and his eyelids were no longer tossing about opening and closing. Instead, they closed and slowly fell into a deep sleep.

... Dreams are also bad dreams, nightmares.

So in the end, where is it good?

Yu Zhen heard the sound of the opposite door closing harder, and through the cat's eyes he saw Yu Yuanzhen's leaving figure, and doubts arose in his heart. Yu Yuanzhen had been by Yu Gu's side since his illness, but now he wanted to go again. Where, what happened to Yu Gu?

Thinking of Yu Gu, Yu Zhen's heart trembled subconsciously, and he thought logically, so why didn't he go to visit this person?

So I obeyed my inner thoughts and struggled to unscrew the armrest of the door of the room, fighting fiercely in my heart.Knowing that going might end up becoming more and more obsessed, but not going...

He couldn't help it.

Yu Zhen thought, he still couldn't bear it.

He wanted to know the other party's emotions, wanted to hold his hand, and wanted to...

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, but when he opened that door, and then reached another door, he unscrewed that door with trembling hands without hesitation.

There was a smell of medicine and a slightly stuffy feeling of suffocation, the air conditioner was turned on inside, it would inevitably be a bit stuffy after staying for a long time, but it was just right for Yu Gu.

Yu Zhen closed the door, and walked gently into the person lying on the bed who seemed to be sleeping.His heart was also beating faster and faster, an unbelievable speed for him.

How strange.

His feet stepped on the soft carpet, and there should have been no sound, but he saw the person on the bed move, and he let out a muffled groan, and before Yu Zhen could react, he murmured, "Water..."

His voice was hoarse, and he sounded thirsty.

Yu Zhen's heart was slowly restrained by his efforts not to beat so eagerly and quickly, at the same time, she pursed her lips and touched the table to pour Yu Gu a glass of warm water.

He looked down at the warm water, hesitated for a moment, and walked over, slowly approaching this person.His footsteps trembled unbelievably because of his drumming heart.

... He is getting closer and closer to this person.

He finally saw the person he was thinking about day and night, and his face no longer had the arrogance and domineering that made him jump in anger, but was pale and fragile, curled up in the bed so small, weak and pitiful.

An uncontrollable tenderness came over Yu Zhen's heart, he held the cup of warm water and looked at Yu Gu helplessly, seeing that he was thirsty but didn't know how to feed him.

He thought for a while, then hesitantly helped Yu Gu up slightly. When this person leaned against him, the warm body temperature penetrated his clothes and pressed against his body. At that moment, Yu Zhen thought, is this another way? What about a skin-to-skin relationship?

His heartbeat seemed to jump out of his throat, Yu Zhen tried hard to swallow it back.Then he handed the glass of water to Yu Gu's mouth, watching the dry and chapped lips suddenly take on another color, another color that became alive when they touched the moist water source.

He stared at the thin lips, which were covered with a layer of water, very moist, but still not enough.

Yu Gu frowned and longed for more, and he also gave him more as he wished. He fed more without paying attention, and saw the water slowly slipping from the corner of his lips, and when it was about to drip onto the lapel, Yu Zhen lightly Gently, involuntarily wanting to kiss away the drops of water that slipped from the corner of her lips.

Involuntarily want to kiss the corner of this person's lips.

A dark voice came from behind Yu Zhen.

"……What are you doing?"