mourning dove

Liberty is a bird.

Yu Gu repeated that line of poetry over and over again, muttering to himself and pressing the lighter.The flames were suddenly lit, his eyes flashed with jumping flames, and he gently set the pages of the book on fire.

When Yu Yuanzhen pushed open the door, he smelled a burning smell.

He squinted.

Yu Gu quietly curled up at the foot of the bed, he tried his best to shrink himself into a ball, a pile of ashes spread before his eyes.

Yu Yuanzhen walked over and recognized that the pile of ashes was the book he handed to Yu Gu before, and the cover of the bookcase had not been completely burned.

He ignored it uninterestedly, and turned his eyes to Yu Gu.

He curled up there, weak and helpless, his face hidden in the shadows, making people unable to help but speculate on what kind of expression he is now.

A choking smell could be smelled in his breath, Yu Yuanzhen squatted down, still calmly and calmly, and asked with a smile, "Does Ah Gu want to burn something to play?"

Yu Gu remained silent.

"What else does Ah Gu want to burn? I'll find it for you."

"..."

Yu Gu finally moved, he wrapped himself tightly, as if confirming something.Only then slowly and bluntly raised his eyes, looked at the other party with a strange look.

Yu Yuanzhen smiled without changing his face, even conniving.

Yu Gu also suddenly smiled.

The smell in the room was unpleasant, Yu Yuanzhen got up and opened the window to breathe, his hands suddenly stopped.

Yu Gu lowered his eyes and was still immersed in his own thoughts, until his eyes were once again covered by shadows, "Ah Gu, it's snowing."

Yu Yuanzhen brushed the broken hair for him pitifully, her fingers ran across the delicate and soft skin, and melancholy hung down her pale cheeks.

Yu Yuanzhen hated this melancholy, he wanted to see Yu Gu's happy eyes, instead of the withered eyes like now, which made him extremely unhappy.

It's like a fire that is about to go out without oil.

He was careful not to disturb the gentleness of this person, and asked softly, "Ah Gu, do you want to go out and have a look?"

In the winter where they live, there is almost no snow, even if there is, it is very rare, and the broken pieces melt quickly in the palm of the hand.

No two snowflakes are alike in the world.

Yu Gu thought about the words he had seen on TV for some time, and nodded. Yu Yuanzhen looked at him dotingly, and got up to prepare a coat for him.

Yu Gu meekly let Yu Yuanzhen manipulate him, wearing a blue down jacket on him, making him cute and cute, with a haggard and pitiful cuteness.

Yu Yuanzhen couldn't stop kissing his eyelids and the corners of his lips, he really liked this cuteness very much.

Yu Gu looked tired.

Yu Yuanzhen zipped up the clothes, and at the same time frowned in satisfaction, she realized that the clothes were too loose for Yu Gu to wear.

He originally bought clothes according to the size of the other party, but now they are so much wider.

He hugged Yu Gu into his arms, hugged him tightly and said with emotion, "A Gu, you really lost weight again."

It is not a good sign that the body is getting thinner and thinner.

The number of times the other party got sick this year was a bit high.

Yu Gu hummed lazily, Yu Yuanzhen heard the other party's tired impatience, let go of the other's hand, and took him.

He was still a little uneasy about Yu Gu's body, and the hand in his palm was also cold, so he clenched it tightly, with the intention of warming him up.

Yu Gu's lips changed from pale red to colorless pale, and Yu Yuanzhen felt a sudden urge to paint him with some powder and some color for no apparent reason.

The snow outside is very beautiful, covered with a layer of whiteness, covering the original color of things, they seem to be born pure white, flawless and spotless.

The white world.

Yu Gu's eyes finally changed, he stared blankly at the snow-white everything that caught his eyes, his thin lips trembled and did not utter a single word, but his brows relaxed a lot.

Yu Yuanzhen didn't pay attention to the snow scene, he looked at Yu Gu silently, at his clean face, at the glimmer of light that suddenly flickered and jumped up in his eyes for no reason.

He closed his eyes, silently not knowing what he was thinking.

The big tree was overwhelmed by the snow, and the snow fell heavily from the branches. With an extremely slight sound, it revealed the broken and yellow that had been covered.

Attracted by the sound, Yu Gu followed along to look at the past, his eyes fell on the only visible color in the whiteness.

Yu Yuanzhen put his arms around his waist, rubbed his side face affectionately, breathed in his ear, and asked in a low voice, "What are you thinking?"

Yu Gu frowned slightly, "...it will grow back next year."

Yu Yuanzhen looked along, hugged his thin body tightly, and said yes.

"Next spring, new shoots will grow."

Yu Gu nodded, Yu Yuanzhen couldn't help liking the seemingly half-understanding appearance, and the intimacy became even more enthusiastic.

Yu Gu suddenly frowned and dodged unhappily, Yu Yuanzhen hugged him tightly, unable to resist, "Why don't you let me touch him?"

Yu Gu shook off his hand in displeasure, this rare childish behavior made Yu Yuanzhen slightly stunned, but for the first time, he laughed happily, and did not hold his hand forcefully, and said softly: "What's the matter?"

Yu Gu ignored him, and squatted down, Yu Yuanzhen looked down at the other's soft hair, after all, he couldn't hold back the urge to move in his heart, stretched out his hand and rubbed it, but Yu Gu dodged it with a muffled voice.

Yu Yuanzhen looked at his missing palm, thinking that his Ah Gu really didn't care about him anymore.

This will not work.

Yu Gu squeezed the snow, and the icy cold snow was held tightly in his hands, and soon changed from white to transparent small ice cubes, and then gradually turned into water droplets, dripping from the cracks in his fingers.

Yu Gu let go and couldn't hold on to anything anymore.

Yu Yuanzhen squatted down next to him, staring at his beautiful face against the snow, and paying attention to his frozen red palms, he found that the way Yu Gu lowered his eyes was really beautiful, docile and harmless, haggard And pale, with a fragility and sensitivity that is heartbreaking and unstoppable.

At the same time, there is also an eagerness in my heart to try to control this fragile body.

Destroy this fragile sense of beauty, how beautiful the scene should be.

Yu Yuanzhen was a little absorbed in his thoughts, and when he came back to his senses, Yu Gu stubbornly squeezed another handful of snow regardless of his red fingers that were frozen.

Yu Yuanzhen pinched a cluster of snow together with him, watching the moment when the snow was pinched, it quickly melted and disappeared, and fell back into the snow to nourish the same kind.He had never heard of the cold touch of his fingertips being frozen. When the snow melted into water droplets and slowly slid down from his fingertips, the intertwined cold and warm touch pricked him.

Yu Yuanzhen's face remained unchanged, and he stretched out his other hand to hold him without allowing Yu Gu to dodge, his brows were suddenly frowned, and the other's hand seemed to have lost its temperature.

He didn't pay attention to Yu Gu's conflicting struggles, his tone was gentle but his posture was tough, "A Gu, you will catch cold like this, and your hands will also get frostbite."

"I want to pinch a little bird." Yu Gu finally spoke, the lowered eyelash feathers were tremblingly tempting, he bit his lower lip tightly, biting some color out of that pale thin lip, puffed up Looking up at Yu Yuanzhen with courage, "Are you okay?"

Facing the begging of the person who wants to love and love, Yu Yuanzhen seems to be unable to confide in the other party's answer of rejection.As long as Yu Gu is a little softer and more lenient, no matter what he wants, Yu Yuanzhen will try his best to please him, and just ask this person to like him more.

It was the same this time as well, obviously ready with a strong posture, but facing the other party's request, with a dull and haggard face that didn't speak, he could only soften his heart uncontrollably.

I don't know when the snow started to fall again, Yu Yuanzhen stretched out his hand to wipe off the small snowflakes that fell on Yu Gu's shoulders, put on the hat of the down jacket for him, and thought about it in his heart without saying a word. It's not easy to come, because of the heart softened by Yu Gu, his eyes also softened when he looked at the other's eyes, and he whispered "Hi" softly.

As long as it's you, everything is fine.

Yu Gu slowly squeezed out a smile, and Yu Yuanzhen's soft heart soaked in the hot spring, which was warm and caring.

Yu Gu happily picked up a handful of snow, and at the same time, fine snowflakes fell on him. Yu Yuanzhen watched him play quietly, and suddenly felt an indescribable sense of tranquility in his heart. It was covered with snow, and slowly melted, and the snow water slid down wetly along the clothes.

His fingers were numb from the cold and flushed, and when he was about to break through Yu Yuanzhen's limit of tolerance, Yu Gu finally clapped his palms happily, rolled his eyes happily like a child who got a fun balloon, and said cheerfully: "Pinch it!" alright."

It's strange, I've only heard of pinching a snowman, but never heard of pinching a bird.

Yu Yuanzhen's thoughts were all on Yu Gu, and he didn't notice it. He bowed his head and glanced over it hastily, looking at the pinched thing that looked like nothing else, and praised: "A Gu's pinching is really good."

Yu Gu smiled even more happily, and asked with a smile, "Really?"

Yu Yuanzhen said yes so sincerely, and when he saw this person, with that pleasant smile on his face, he got up, and stomped down on the squeezed bird with a smiling foot.

Freedom is not only a crushed bird, but also a crushed bird.

Must be bruised, must be stained with filthy sludge underfoot.

It must become as fragmented as it is dirty.

That's all right.