mourning dove

Yu Gu's face was as pale as thin paper, and his face was as beautiful and delicate as a carefully folded paper flower, but it had no color. Yu Yuanzhen loved his appearance very much, and was also willing to add some different colors to him.

When Yu Zhen came, his face was even uglier than Yu Gu's.

Yu Gu was leaning against the bed, playing boredly with the mimosa placed on the side, it was a small potted plant for him to play with, poked and curled up the leaves, Yu Gu relaxed his eyebrows and became interested.

Yu Yuanzhen stared at his playfulness gently with a smile.

It was a very harmonious scene, so the sound of the door being knocked seemed a bit abrupt and harsh at this moment.

Yu Yuanzhen was displeased to be disturbed at this moment, but he also knew who it was, so he said lightly and came in, the knocking on the door stopped, and the doorknob was turned after a pause.

Yu Gu was still immersing himself in his own world, he had teased the pot of mimosa all over, curling up the leaves so that Yu Gu could no longer find anyone to bully, so he frowned dissatisfiedly at Yu Yuanzhen complained: "Give me a bigger one next time."

The words were coquettish with a touch of dissatisfaction, and Yu Yuanzhen said hello, and it's not difficult to hear that there is a lot of pampering in it.The door was opened, and the person who came happened to listen to this conversation, and the movement of squeezing the doorknob to open the door froze in place, and the fingers clenched on the doorknob were all white and left fingerprints.

Seeing his delay in coming, Yu Yuanzhen said in a slightly cold voice, "Your brother is not in good health, be careful not to let him get cold again from the outside wind."

Yu Zhen came in silently and closed the door. The room was at a suitable temperature. Yu Yuanzhen sat on the chair with a book in his hand, but didn't read it carefully.

Yu Zhen called out to his father in a low voice, paused for a moment, then looked up at Yu Gu.Unexpectedly, their eyes met, and those dark and deep pupils looked at him indifferently with an unknown smile.

Those clear and clean eyes suddenly disappeared in a flash.

Yu Zhen was startled, lowered her eyes in a panic and her heart was beating wildly. This appearance was so wrong that Yu Yuanzhen also casually asked what was wrong.

Cold sweat seeped into his back calmly, his white lips trembled, he lost a kind of strength all over his body, leaving only exhausted fatigue, he told a lie, and he didn't even realize that he said it is a lie.After he finished speaking, he reacted slowly in a chaotic manner, and then fumbled for a handkerchief from his pocket, holding the handkerchief with his cold fingers, wiping away the cold sweat bit by bit.

Yu Gu looked tiredly at what was wrong with Yu Zhen, but didn't take it to heart, he just thought that Yu Zhen was arrogant and dissatisfied with coming to apologize.

The corners of his mouth twitched ironically, but the next moment unexpectedly, Yu Chen walked up to him, his eyes were dark and deep filled with emotions he couldn't understand, and he whispered: "I'm sorry."

The jet-black and soft black hair is soft and docile in the ear, and it seems to be more or less tempting to touch it.

When Yu Gu, who was in poor health, looked pale and indifferent, no matter how self-willed he was, he was always pitiful. angry.

Yu Gu slowly responded.

No clues can be seen from his face, his eyes did not look at Yu Zhen, he fell on the curled up mimosa leaves, gently stroked them with his slender fingers, and then forcefully lifted the leaves from the curled up leaves with an irresistible gesture. Pull it apart.

That was naturally a failure, the nail somehow pierced through the thin layer of leaves, and as a result of the forceful pulling, the leaves that would rather die than submit were torn apart.

Yu Gu curled his lips boredly, and threw away the broken part.

Yu Zhen was left hanging there, Yu Gu took care of it, he got one.

Yu Zhen watched his movements without saying a word, the room was quiet, Yu Yuanzhen's voice was very clear, "Kneel down."

He thought Yu Gu was not satisfied, so he made a gesture that Yu Gu should be satisfied with.No matter what Yu Chen looks like or what he thinks, Yu Yuanzhen doesn't care, he only cares about whether Yu Gu is happy or not, how happy he is.

"I do not want."

The unexpected words of refusal came from Yu Gu's mouth.

Yu Gu tore the leaf casually, his fingers passed through the body of the leaf and then slowly tore it apart, it was amazing, except for the slight tearing sound from the tearing, there was no excessive whining or howling.

That is an attitude that is silent in the face of death.

Yu Yuanzhen turned a blind eye to his destruction and raised his eyebrows in puzzlement. According to his understanding, Yu Gu should want to toss Yu Chen happily, how could he let him go so easily.

Thinking about it is not only unreasonable, but also incredible.

Seeing that Yu Gu didn't intend to say more, Yu Yuanzhen directly asked softly: "What? You don't like it?"

Yes, everything must be carried out according to the other party's preferences.

Yu Gu said lightly: "I'm afraid of losing my life."

As the words fell, a piece of fragmented leaf fell out of his hand.

Yu Zhen lowered her head and quietly looked at the incomplete leaf that fell at her feet, completely at a loss for the outside world.

Yu Yuanzhen couldn't tell what Yu Gu was thinking, and he didn't know when it started. He could feel the feeling that the other party was gradually leaving his palm. Control seemed to be a delicate and not easy thing.

This is not allowed.

Yu Gu also became quieter day by day, this was not what he wanted.

Yu Yuanzhen felt that he was very greedy, very greedy, he was not satisfied with getting this person, but he wanted to grasp this person from inside to outside before he would be at ease.

Yu Yuanzhen got up, and he ignored the book falling from him.Yu Zhen seemed to have glanced at him but didn't seem to have any, he sat beside Yu Gu in front of the other without hesitation, hugged him only to find that even though the air conditioner was turned on in the room, the moment he touched it was still slightly cool.

He frowned and covered the other party with a thin quilt, and said affectionately: "Then what do you want to do?"

His voice was very low and soft, "I will listen to you, okay?"

He purely wanted Yu Gu to be satisfied, and Yu Zhen, who was casually used for discussion, was still standing there unheeded. To him, this was a kind of humiliation that they didn't know about, or they didn't feel it at all. what counts.

Should you be ashamed?

Yu Zhen just wanted to tremble in a daze.

If it was in the past, he might have to make a mark on Yu Gu again.

Yu Gu just said, "Let him go."

He was really tired of more than one obtrusive existence in front of him.

"Okay." Yu Yuanzhen responded softly, motioning Yu Zhen to leave.

Yu Chen's eyes moved away from the broken leaves at his feet, and finally looked directly at Yu Gu.

His eyes were mournful, the corners of his lips curled into sarcasm, and he looked soft, pale, and stinging. At this moment, he casually picked and kneaded the leaves in his hands, and Yu Zhen's heart trembled subconsciously due to the amazing beauty.

That's how he should be.

That's the way it should be.

Yu Zhen thought over and over again, told herself over and over again, but couldn't help but think of those eyes full of despair, crying in embarrassment and collapse.

Ah, Yu Gu must have been very desperate at that time.

...how did it become like this?

Yu Zhen bent down and picked up the broken leaves at her feet, and carefully closed them in her palms, quietly feeling the touch that might still be left by the other party in her palms, and slowly tightened them.

He may have said sorry in a daze, but with the ridiculous sincerity he thought he should have, he left with weak steps.

Yu Gu ruined another pot of mimosa.

Yu Yuanzhen was used to patiently disposing of the broken leaves between his palms, and suddenly remembered that Yu Gu seemed to cherish flowers and plants the most in the past.

Since when did you not like it?

He narrowed his eyes for no apparent reason, Yu Gu had already retracted his hand and rubbed his eyes sleepily.

He yawned in Yu Yuanzhen's arms, closed his eyes and lay down on the soft bed in a docile and harmless posture.

Yu Yuanzhen stared at his sleeping face, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that he had lost a kind of anger, he silently hugged Yu Gu a little tighter, feeling his warm body in his arms, he felt a lot more at ease.He bowed his head and whispered something in the other's ear, "This year's Chinese New Year, we will be at our home."

Yu Gu rolled his eyelids, and lazily said, "It's fine for me to stay here alone."

"No." Fiery breath sprayed against his ears, he was hugged tightly, so tight that it was difficult to break free, and his words were slow and firm, "We are together."

Yu Gu's expression finally changed a bit. Speaking of which, he has no status. Of course, the outside world also knows that the so-called Yu Xiaoshao is also jokingly saying that the Yu family never recognized him, they just raised him.

Yu Gu didn't know what he was, he was like a stray dog ​​that was picked up and raised carelessly.Yu Yuanzhen was not at home often, and he didn't care much about him. He almost lived alone since he was a child, and Yu Yuanzhen seldom came back, including the Chinese New Year.

Calling his father is just a housekeeper.

Just strangers who are not easy to get along with.

Yu Gu felt a little cold, and burrowed into Yu Yuanzhen's arms to absorb the warmth.The intermittent illness these days always makes Yu Gu feel as if he is about to rot in this room, suffocating, and Yu Yuanzhen promises that he can go anywhere after he recovers.

That means he won't be in a hurry to catch him back.

This good reward aroused Yu Gu's interest, and of course he hoped that he would not be punished by Yu Yuanzhen if he had a drink to his heart's content.

Drowsy and drowsy, Yu Gu muttered, "I don't want to go."

Yu Yuanzhen seemed to reply something helplessly with a smile, Yu Gu's eyelids were already dozed, he was really sleepy, his consciousness was still a little bit, and he was already too lazy to move or give a response, and finally he seemed to be caught somewhere. He dropped a kiss, and then the warm quilt covered his cheeks, and he slowly fell into a deep sleep.

He is not willing to deal with those occasions, those places, those knowing eyes, he can be called disgusted to face them.

At the end of the day, it's fear.

Sensitive to being judged by others, he simply ruined himself to the end and spoiled his reputation even worse, so that no one dared to go up to him to criticize him openly.

This is good.

Yu Gu curled up thinking, so that no one would dare to come to him and bully him.

Many days have passed since watching the fireworks, Yu Gu didn't go out, the landline at home would ring several times a day, and when he wanted to go see it, Yu Yuanzhen pressed the button without haste and got up himself.Yu Gu stared blankly at the mimosa placed on the window sill, and when Yu Yuanzhen came back, the landline was already quiet, as if the previous movement was an illusion.

He doesn't toss those innocent leaves anymore, he can tease them, but they won't hurt them.

Yu Yuanzhen thought he liked it, so he placed mimosa everywhere in the house, and if he wanted to tear it up, he would tear it up for him, anyway, he was always indulgent.

It was impossible for Yu Yuanzhen to stay with Yu Gu all day long, so he deliberately took a few days to wait for Yu Gu's fever to subside a lot, and when he was about to deal with affairs, he found that his appetite had dropped.

If he hadn't raised it so finely, Yu Yuanzhen might have just ignored it hastily, but he would never ignore the slightest condition and needs of this person. All his patience was used to dissect and understand Yu Ku bit by bit. He put his head on his forehead affectionately, thinking that he knew himself better than Yu Gu himself.

Yu Yuanzhen kissed him on the forehead and handed Yu Gu a new mobile phone. He was finally willing to give him social tools.

"I may be a little busy recently, so don't get bored at home."

Yu Gu's eyes can be said to be unbelievable, Yu Yuanzhen, who used to wish that he would stay at home and not go out and wander around, would take the initiative to give him the door to freedom one day.

At that moment Yu Gu blurted out, "...Are you alright?"

"..."

Yu Yuanzhen rubbed his head, "Good boy, I'm not sick."

"It's fun." He looked at him tenderly.

Yu Gu held the phone in his hands and was speechless in a daze. He felt that his dreaminess seemed a bit unrealistic. When did Yu Yuanzhen become so...

Yu Gu wanted to ask but couldn't find out why, but Yu Yuanzhen sighed when he saw him like that, "I want to have a good time with you."

He whispered, "We want...to be together forever."

"What I did wrong, I will slowly correct it."

Yu Gu just looked at him and was speechless, all the words he wanted to say were stopped by Yu Yuanzhen's tolerant and smiling eyes, and he should use those harsh, sarcastic words to pierce the other party's sinister intentions , but he was unexpectedly speechless.

I was so shocked that I even forgot the nausea.

He squeezed the phone tightly, just barely warming it, his eyes flickered, and he said three words dryly, "I see."

Yu Yuanzhen just smiled, it was like a smile full of expectation for him.

Yu Gu lowered his eyes, feeling perplexed and confused.

The number is still the original number, Yu Yuanzhen knows that Yu Gu is too lazy to write down things, usually things will last for a long time after use, he can't remember new things firmly, even the mobile phone is the original model, worrying that he won't be used to other things.

When he opened the phone interface, it was clean, and the numbers in the address book were also saved for him. The numbers of those messy people were no longer deleted when they saw them like before.

The curtains were drawn, and the window was opened a little. When the cold wind blew in, Yu Gu shivered, his body felt cool, and he looked to the window, the mimosa leaves swayed by the blowing, he only looked at the warm winter sun Spilled in, the golden yellow falls on the floor, which is really beautiful.I really wonder why the wind is so cold even though the sun is so warm, or is it that things are not equal.

He was thinking numbly, and he didn't have the strength to get out of bed to close the tiny gap, and he didn't want to wrap himself in a quilt. There was still a medicine bowl on the counter, and there was always a smell of medicine in the room for a while.

When he wanted to regain his senses, he found that he had unknowingly started to manually block the numbers in the address book.

Yu Gu raised his eyebrows slightly, and flicked up and down those people's names or numbers without interest. Sometimes he didn't even remember which people he had only met a few times in his phone.Ask him to go out to have fun, and he also has fun, he doesn't act on the occasion, he just does whatever he wants, but there are too many wine and meat friends.

If the previous mobile phone hadn't been smashed, he could have been quiet at home for a while, and he could see who would make a few extra calls to express condolences to him.

Yu Gu thought leisurely, then he must block the nosy people and stop contacting them.

His hand stopped suddenly, Chen Yu's number jumped into his eyes, and the bell rang.

What a coincidence.

With only such a thought, his movements were faster than his brain, and he answered the phone first.

The moment the phone was connected, Chen Yu was stunned.

Actually got through.

The other side didn't speak again, Chen Yu opened his mouth and asked in a hoarse voice, "Is it Yu Gu?"

"Yes."

When the familiar voice came, Chen Yu's faintly worried heart finally fell back into his stomach.

"Don't you know my phone is broken?"

"I know." Chen Yu's voice was always gentle.

Yu Gu sneered, "Then why do you want to call?"

Chen Yu said, "I call every day, always thinking about playing... Maybe someday it will work."

Yu Gu squeezed the phone tightly, and said slowly: "Idiot, if you act like this, I will block you."

There was a moment of silence, and Yu Gu's heart calmed down. Chen Yu explained clumsily, "I wanted to go and see you. When I heard that something happened to you, I ran to the hospital, but they were not allowed to go in...or go to your house." Same, I have been sent back many times, so I can only make a phone call." He asked cautiously, "Did you hang up because I was tired of calling?"

"..." Yu Gu thought of the landline ringing at home, does Chen Yu make these two calls every day?

He lowered his head and rubbed his eyes, "Yes, I'm going to block you."

"Sorry, I just missed you."

Yu Gu read these two words inexplicably, "...Miss me?" He smiled dullly again, "Really."

"Yes." The man whispered, "I miss you in many ways. I want you, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to be with you all the time...but I just want to be with you."