mourning dove

On the day Yu Zhen was discharged from the hospital, the tree was bare without the cover of leaves, and looked listless and haggard.

The dead leaves creaked under his feet and groaned. Yu Zhen raised his eyebrows impatiently as he watched the assistant running errands for him, completing the discharge procedures and carrying his things into the car. Get sweaty.He curled his lower lip and bowed his head, the groaning under his feet became louder, the creaking made him pull back his feet in a state of distraught, his eyes coldly stared at the broken dead leaves.

There is still a circle of white gauze around his forehead, which looks dazzlingly white from a distance.

Thanks to Yu Gu, he has another scar on his head, and the stitched wound hasn't healed completely, so he doesn't want to waste time in the hospital.

As the end of the year approaches, there are more things that need to be done, and they are piling up day by day, and Yu Yuanzhen is exhausting his mind to take care of Yu Gu, too lazy to take care of these chores, so Yu Zhen silently takes over.

The assistant wiped his sweat and came over, saying that all the things had been moved, and he had to get in the car and leave.

Yu Zhen ignored him, and stared at the broken dead leaves. The assistant followed him wonderingly, but he didn't see the reason when he opened his eyes wide. Suddenly, he heard Yu Zhen ask, "Is there any smoke?"

"Yes." The assistant thought for a while, but still bit the bullet and persuaded: "You are not in good health, why don't you stop smoking."

He actually felt a little sorry for Yu Zhen, he lived alone in the hospital for so many days, and he didn't see anyone come to greet him, it was he who shouldered Yu Zhen's nutrition, running back and forth on the road to bring him meals.There are quite a lot of friends who are not kind, maybe they are not feeling well, and Yu Zhen will blatantly perfuse them, losing the hypocrisy that was all-encompassing in the past, and what is wrong makes them feel uncomfortable.

The assistant had no choice but to pass the cigarette over to Yu Zhen to light it. Yu Zhen's face was pale from a serious illness, and his figure was also thinner. His expression was even more lonely. He looked down at the dead leaves at his feet, and said to himself , "I can only bully and bully these things."

He smiled indifferently, and with the corners of his lips curled, he returned to his well-dressed appearance. With his calm appearance, under the increasingly uneasy eyes of his assistant, he walked to the bare tree. He was not tall. , has also lost the leaves swaying in the wind, and the branches are bare.

He was still playing with the cigarette casually with his fingertips, but he clenched his fist and smashed it hard against the tree.

The assistant looked at Yu Chen with trepidation.

Yu Chen was still calm and indifferent as the blood dripped from his hands, he smiled and spread his palms.

The cigarette lay twisted in the palm of his hand.

Yu Gu's appetite has plummeted recently, and Yu Yuanzhen is sensitive to his poor appetite, even the snacks that he used to like to steal for a long time.

This aroused Yu Yuanzhen's attention, thinking that the other party might have caught a cold, and the food in his mouth tasted bad, so he didn't feel so relieved, but until he spoke without a nasal sound and didn't need to hold his nose, the other party still had three meals a day gradually With one meal a day, no matter how coaxed you are, you don’t want to take another bite. If you coax too much, you will look at you in a sleepy manner, and your heart will soften, and the other party will not drink porridge.

The more times Yu Yuanzhen worried that the other party might not have no appetite, he might be anorexic. Looking at the pointed and thin chin, Yu Yuanzhen's heart tightened unconsciously. He finally got better and looked thinner due to frequent illnesses. After going back, thinking about it makes my heart ache, and I don't pamper the other party anymore, but when he put the porridge to his mouth, Yu Gu turned his head away in disgust, and even said: "I'm disgusting."

Yu Yuanzhen took it for granted that the porridge was almost warm, but seeing that Yu Gu had already turned his head and limbs to refuse his approach, coaxed him tenderly for a while, the porridge was almost cold, so he couldn't hold back anymore, He took a sip to drink, and before Yu Gu could react, he forcefully pinched his chin and pushed it into his mouth.

Yu Gu's expression was not good, he wiped his mouth sullenly and didn't say a word, Yu Yuanzhen had already asked him with a smile, "Are you eating by yourself or shall I feed you?"

"..."

The outcome was already clear, Yu Gu took the bowl of porridge silently, sipping it into his stomach even if he took a sip, the corner of his mouth was stained with porridge, Yu Yuanzhen reached out to wipe it off for him, but Yu Gu avoided it, Now Yu Yuanzhen's eyes are downcast, Yu Gu's rejection of him has become more and more blatant in recent days, which makes him restless and restless, restless and unhappy, but unable to restrain himself.

He breathed out, with the forbearance towards this person, his face remained unchanged, now he will clean up all his bad intentions and attempts, and will not call this person People have a little bit of discovery, so as not to be frightened again.

Yu Yuanzhen withdrew his hand as if nothing had happened, squeezed it tightly quietly, and said with a warm smile, "Yu Zhen has been discharged from the hospital."

Yu Gu didn't raise his head, "Got it."

"He'll be here later."

Yu Gu paused with the hand holding the spoon.

Word by word.

"Come here and apologize."

Apologizing is not an embarrassing thing, let alone for the party who already felt faintly wrong.

Yu Zhen has been able to bend and stretch for so many years, and there are still a few fewer times, but this time the matter is actually more or less even.He ridiculed Yu Gu, and Yu Gu also retaliated for the price he should have paid. If Yu Zhen had written down a penny in his heart without a trace in his face before, he would still curse that one unwillingly. Wild species, but now there is only one thought left in his mind, and he has an excuse to meet the other party.

He carefully bandaged and changed the dressing on his right hand. Because his left hand was still a bit inaccurate, he sprinkled the medicine on it with a flick of his hand. It hurt, but without changing his face, he bandaged the wound with white gauze, tidied himself up and went out.

Yu Yuanzhen notified him to apologize, so he went to apologize.

The car drove straight all the way, and drove into Yu's house. Yu's house was quiet. When Yu Zhen got out of the car, he found that it was unexpectedly empty. He didn't know where the servant had gone. Why did the servant who used to be everywhere suddenly disappear.

Of course he didn't know what Yu Yuanzhen wanted to do in a two-person world, but this time he was wrong.

Yu Zhen went up the stairs in a little confusion, guessing that Yu Gu might be in the room, following Yu Yuanzhen.

Thinking of this, his heart panicked subconsciously, and his footsteps stopped. What would he see, or...

He backed off a bit, a little unacceptable to the intimate scene in case it appeared, and what appeared in his mind were the fine kiss marks that day.

Yu Zhen hesitated, he wandered around the huge Yu house, his thoughts were confused and he didn't know where he was going, and he still had to face it after going around, but he was so upset...

He stopped in his tracks, looked at the door in front of him suspiciously, then turned his head to look, and found that he didn't know where he had gone. He hadn't come back for more than ten years. That door, I vaguely remember that it was the toy room we had with Yu Gu when we were young.

It is now deprecated.

Yu Chen was reminded of his childhood memories, and he pushed the door tentatively. He thought it was locked, but unexpectedly, it was easily pushed open.

The inside was so empty that the old toys could not be found. Yu Zhen frowned and looked at the things placed inside which were quite strange. The former toy room is now filled with video tapes and video recorders, and the video tapes are placed in boxes. The marked number should be the date, and there is a video recorder if you look ahead.

It is not full of dust as expected, but has been cleaned cleanly, which should be traces of someone coming.

Yu Zhen hesitated for a while, but still couldn't resist the curiosity in his heart. He faintly seemed to know that this was something that could not be touched, but he still insisted on chasing the vague voice that was about to come out from the bottom of his heart. Put the previous videotape into the VCR.

A familiar face appeared on the screen, with clear and moist eyes, tears streaming down his face, and a timid look.

A smiling voice said slowly, "Ah Gu, happy birthday. Are you happy?"

Yu Zhen's brain exploded, an unbelievable emotion slowly fermented and spread in his heart accompanied by a sudden stinging pain, that vague curiosity was like bubbles in the air, one after another shattered into cones of ice scum .

At that time, Yu Gu's eyes were timid, innocent and harmless, curled up in the corner.An unbelievably rosy and beautiful face.They gestured intimately, but Yu Gu clenched his teeth to avoid this kind of intimacy, the corners of his eyes were red from crying too much, very sad.

Yu Zhen stood there cold all over, his lips were trembling slightly, he found that his eyes were terrified when watching those video tapes now, he hardly knew how he changed to the next video tape.

At that time, Yu Gu was really young and childish, his eyes were clean, shivering innocently and harmlessly, reflecting the world cleanly, while Yu Chen watched helplessly that those clean and bright eyes were stained with despair and ashes.

He directly took the last video tape. The camera shot was a room with blankets on the floor. He found the person curled up on the bed with a pillow in his arms. He looked up at the camera with dull eyes and smiled slowly.

Yu Chen finally knew why he saw a faint mark on Yu Gu's head.

In the last shot, Yu Gu got off the bed, picked up the vase next to him, and smashed it on his head with a smile.