don't force me

In the evening self-study the day before the exam, a member of the student union sent back Lin Tingan's manuscript and told him to make a PPT based on the manuscript and hand it in to the student union on Monday after the midterm exam.Lin Tingan heard that this meant that the first draft was passed, but this sounds too unreal, and it can be passed like this.So Lin Tingan tentatively asked: "Do you still need to change it?"

"No, Du Xuan corrected it for you. It should be said that Du Xuan re-wrote it for you."

"Huh?" Lin Tingan froze for a moment.

The member pointed to Lin Tingan's manuscript and said with a smile: "Just these few sentences of yours, the sentences don't make sense and the sentences don't flow smoothly, and the two sentences before and after have no logical relationship at all. It's really hard for you to write it out."

Lin Tingan hissed and stared at him dissatisfied, which means that my manuscript is not bad, so it's your turn to talk about it.

Back in the classroom, Lin Tingan opened the manuscript and glanced at it. In the revision column of the composition paper, Du Xuan revised every sentence with his very beautiful pen. The revised manuscript would be twice the size of the original manuscript.That person was right, Du Xuan almost wrote him a new copy.Moreover, Du Xuan is very cautious. He tries to quote the original text of the tabloid for any content related to aviation knowledge. If it is really impossible to quote, he makes a small mark with a red pen, marking "I don't understand here, it's made up." .

Lin Tingan himself wrote less than 1000 words on the 4-frame B800 composition paper, and Du Xuan revised and added almost 2000 words.

Lin Tingan looked at the handwriting all over the paper, and his heart beat violently. At that moment, he desperately wanted to see Du Xuan, and the waiting for every minute and every second was unbearable.As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Lin Tingan immediately grabbed the paper and rushed up to the second floor. Class 1 of the second year of high school was full of voices, those who packed their schoolbags, those who asked about homework, and those who yelled "Hurry up, we will be on duty", all in a mess. In this chaos, Lin Tingan did not see Du Xuan.

"Sun Rui." Lin Tingan raised his voice and shouted, "Sun Rui, come out."

Sun Rui came out wobbly with his schoolbag in his hand: "What's the matter?"

"Where's Du Xuan?"

"He has a game today, don't you know?"

"Competition?" Lin Tingan was stunned for a moment, "What competition does he have for tomorrow's midterm exam?"

"Go. Don't you know, there is a board game for primary and secondary schools in the city today, and Du Xuan went to the game. Tsk, this time is really coincidental."

"Where is the race?"

"I didn't ask that." Sun Rui gave Lin Tingan a strange look, "You don't know?"

Lin Tingan shook his head with a sullen face: "I don't know."

Although Lin Tingan sensed that Du Xuan was avoiding him, he couldn't accept it anyway when Sun Rui laid out the facts in front of him.My boyfriend went to a competition, but I didn't know anything about it. How alienated are they?The worry and panic suppressed in Lin Tingan's heart were gradually replaced by anger, which became more and more intense.He didn't understand what was going on between them, why it became like this inexplicably: what's the big deal to hide from each other like this, so that these problems don't exist?

Sun Rui looked at Lin Tingan's gloomy face and sighed: "Did you quarrel with Du Xuan?"

Lin Tingan glanced at him and said nothing. He didn't want to tell outsiders about the matter between him and Du Xuan.

Sun Rui glanced at the composition paper in Lin Tingan's hand, and said pointedly: "It's not easy for him, you two are doing well."

Lin Tingan glared at Sun Rui viciously, then turned and left.

The next day, the mid-term exams for the whole school kicked off.For the first exam, the exam room was randomly arranged, and Lin Tingan and Zhou Chen happened to sit at the front and back desks.Lin Ting'an was still reciting the words "Morning economics and evening edition Yan, lord, lord, lord..." 10 minutes before the paper was issued.

"You know it, tsk," Zhou Chen sitting in front couldn't listen anymore, "Why can't you memorize things by rote?"

"Is it up to you?" Lin Tingan leaned back and bumped Zhou Chen's table.

Zhou Chen snorted and didn't answer, just pulled the table back.Lin Tingan was restless and irritable, full of nameless anger all night, and there was no place to vent his anger. He said in his heart that if Zhou Bazi dared to fight, he could start a fight, and he would be happy after the fight.

pity……

Lin Tingan thumped the table irritably. He memorized this "Zhuzhiwu Retires Master Qin" for several days, but he couldn't memorize it even though it was not long.Now that I think about it, it seems like memorizing "The Story of Yueyang Tower" and "The Story of the Drunkard's Pavilion" for a long time is a matter of my previous life. At that time, there was Du Xuan by my side, who patiently broke up the articles and talked about them sentence by sentence. Translate sentence analysis.But today, he hasn't had a proper conversation with Du Xuan for more than a week, let alone sit down to read a book or do homework together.

This is not possible, Lin Tingan shook his head violently, his mind was full of Du Xuan, he was about to be suffocated to death, he wanted to see Du Xuan, no matter whether he left or stayed "in the future", he wanted to see him now.

As soon as the Chinese test was over, Lin Tingan handed in the paper and rushed straight up to the second floor. As soon as he got to the stairs, he saw Du Xuan standing in front of the window, staring at the playground in a daze.

Lin Tingan squeezed through the crowd in the corridor and walked behind Du Xuan: "Hello."

Du Xuan was taken aback, and turned to stare at him: "Why did you come up here?"

Lin Tingan originally wanted to talk to Du Xuan, but this question was like a fuse, burning Lin Tingan into a torch: "I violated the school rules and discipline?"

"What’s wrong with you?"

"I miss you, okay? Is it against the law?" Lin Tingan said in a low voice, the anger in his tone exploded in the air, and his mind went blank.

There were a lot of people in the corridor, and everyone took advantage of the gap between exams to come out to get some fresh air. Many people huddled together and debated endlessly about the answer, you choose A and I choose B.No one paid any attention to the dispute at the little window at the end of the corridor.

Du Xuan felt that the whole world was quiet at this moment, he only heard Lin Tingan say "I miss you".

"Speak!" Lin Tingan raised his voice and roared. Du Xuan's silence made him afraid. He always felt that once Du Xuan spoke, some things could never be undone.

"I……"

"I want to talk to you. You are not allowed to leave after the exam this afternoon." Lin Tingan interrupted Du Xuan just after saying a word.

The time was too short. There was a half-hour break between the two exams, plus sending and receiving test papers, it took only 15 minutes, so there was no time to say anything.What's more, his mind was in a mess. Zhu Zhiwu, who couldn't think of anything just now, stood in the back of his mind and muttered: "How can I use Zheng Yibei next to me?" Come out to steal the limelight.

Get the hell out of me all!Lin Tingan yelled at Zhu Zhiwu and Newton, who were trembling with white hair.

Lin Tingan didn't know what was wrong with him. He couldn't see Du Xuan two hours ago, and his mind was full of Du Xuan being too crowded; when he stood in front of Du Xuan two hours later, all the knowledge points popped up to prevent him from thinking. Du Xuan.Is this going crazy?

Du Xuan closed her mouth, looked at him and smiled lightly: "Would you like to see me on the rooftop?"

"Sure, we can see you wherever you say." Lin Ting'an didn't buy it at all, and said with a straight face.

Du Xuan took out a bunch of keys from his trouser pocket, unloaded one and handed it to Lin Tingan: "You go to the student union and wait for me, we should take the exam half an hour longer than you."

Lin Tingan stared at him: "Come as soon as the exam is over."

Du Xuan sighed: "I must go, don't worry."

Lin Ting'an passed the remaining two exams very smoothly. I don't know if Du Xuan's "rest assured" was a spell. Anyway, Lin Ting'an suddenly felt clear in his head. He glanced over the test papers. The plenary session of the meeting was not like Chinese. I think I can answer any questions, but I can't write a word when I pick up a pen.

During the exam period, the student union office was empty, and Lin Tingan walked around the room like a beast.He has never been a person who is good at "forbearance". If a certain emotion has been suppressed in his heart for a long time, he must find an opportunity to confide it, so he will dare to confess to a same-sex.About his parents, about the future, he may worry or panic, but those never shake his affection for Du Xuan.For Lin Tingan, Du Xuan is more and more like a goal, becoming the direction of his life.But now, when he was most confused, this target actually slipped away by himself, without even giving an explanation, and when they met again, he still looked innocent...

Lin Tingan waved his fist in the air, he really wanted to hit someone, Du Xuan.

The office door rang, Du Xuan pushed the door open and came in: "I'm here, what do you want?"

Lin Tingan strode over, directly pressed Du Xuan's shoulders and pressed him against the door panel, making a loud noise that hurt even hearing it.But Lin Ting'an didn't intend to let go at all, he squinted his eyes: "You hide from me."

Du Xuan blinked, at such a close distance, he saw Lin Tingan's eyes full of himself.

"Speak!" Lin Tingan said through gritted teeth.

Du Xuan didn't struggle, but just looked into Lin Tingan's eyes: "I didn't hide from you, I've been a little busy recently."

"Du Xuan," Lin Tingan said almost through gritted teeth, "Who am I to you?"

"Boyfriend." Du Xuan didn't hesitate at all.

"Is it so difficult to tell the truth to your boyfriend?"

The corners of Du Xuan's eyes twitched, and his eyes wandered a little.

The distance between the two was so close that Lin Tingan could clearly see every expression on Du Xuan's face.

"When we went to climb the mountain, you promised me that you would tell me everything." Lin Ting'an tightened his grip on Du Xuan's shoulder, "Did you forget?"

Du Xuan's eyes sank: "Then you say it first. Don't think that I can't see that you are avoiding me. People who usually go to the second floor five or six times a day haven't come up once this week, and they can't see you after school." Human shadow, do you think I'm stupid?" Du Xuan said at the end, his words also tinged with gunpowder.

"Then why didn't you ask me?" Lin Tingan growled, "You clearly know that I have something on my mind, why don't you ask?"

"If you want to say that you can say it, I just don't want to say it when you avoid it every day, so why should I force you?" Du Xuan grabbed Lin Tingan's two wrists and pushed him away forcefully.

Lin Tingan was pushed staggeringly, but as soon as he stood firmly on his feet, he pressed down relentlessly, with his arms wrapped around his arms, his chest pressed against his chest, and all the anger and depression collided directly, making the small office feel like a typhoon. tail. "So you mean that I'm forcing you now? But can this be called forcing? Of course I will be flustered if you don't tell me something, you clearly promised me." Lin Tingan growled.

Du Xuan closed his eyes, Lin Tingan is not right today, this person is in a state of high stress, he is driven into agitation by something, it is useless to reason with him, the best solution is to fight , You can sit down and talk for a while until you are exhausted.

Or you can...

Du Xuan leaned forward and kissed Lin Tingan's trembling lips.

This kiss is like a fight, both want to take the initiative, both want to push each other to the wall.Relying on his unique physical fitness, Lin Tingan tried his best to clasp Du Xuan's hands behind his back; while Du Xuan relied on his agility and agility of a taekwondo player, and slipped out of Lin Tingan's hands by turning sideways, so Lin Tingan Unrelentingly go to catch it again.No matter how much they fought, the two kept sticking close together, sucking the tip of each other's tongue, biting each other's lips, until both of them were out of breath, and gradually let go of their hands.

Lin Tingan's eyes were red, he stared at Du Xuan, took a few breaths, and grabbed Du Xuan's hand again.Du Xuan wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him into her arms, "Okay, okay, stop making trouble."

Lin Tingan lay on Du Xuan's chest, panting for a few times, the bellows-like panting gradually calmed down, and he heard Du Xuan's heartbeat again, fast and chaotic, just like Du Xuan's breathing.

"Can we talk now?" Du Xuan lowered his head and lightly touched Lin Tingan's lips, "Tell me first."

Lin Tingan whispered, "I like you."

Du Xuan tightened her arms: "I know."

"So I'm avoiding you not because I don't like you anymore."

"Because of my dad, right? I know he's been looking for Uncle Lin recently."

"Not... not all." Lin Tingan whispered, "Because...because..."

"Because you are going back to the south?" Du Xuan said calmly.

Lin Tingan jumped up in shock, and pushed Du Xuan's shoulder away from his embrace: "How do you know?"

Du Xuan smiled and said nothing.

Lin Tingan suddenly remembered something: "When I was climbing the mountain, you asked me if I would finish high school in No. [-] Middle School. At that time, you..."

Du Xuan dragged him back and hugged him again, and said, "Actually, it was my father who said it. I guess it was Uncle Lin who revealed his thoughts on this, and my father guessed it."

"So you know..." Lin Tingan sighed angrily, and muttered, "Actually, I don't want to go back, and my mother said that I don't really plan to go back now, just thinking about it."

Du Xuan: "I actually don't care if you go back to the south or not."

Lin Tingan jumped up like a needle prick: "What do you mean?"

Du Xuan sighed, pulled him back, pushed him down on the sofa in the office, and sat next to him, "Can you listen to me?"

"Tell me." Lin Tingan tightly held Du Xuan's hand, as if afraid that he would run away.

"I'm a top student." Du Xuan smiled, "I can pass the exam wherever you are. In fact, I also checked the universities near your hometown in the past few days. Sichuan University's medical department is also very good. I think It was pretty easy for me to get there.”

Lin Ting'an froze for a moment, then felt a little frustrated. Du Xuan, just like his goal, was always ahead of him, always thinking and doing one step more than him, and he seemed to never be able to catch up.

"I've been avoiding you for the past few days, I admit it, and I apologize." Du Xuan rubbed Lin Tingan's burning ears soothingly, "Actually, I'm very scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"Have you ever thought about what the most terrible ending between us will be?"

"Break up?" Lin Tingan shook his head, "I don't care. If you want to break up, I will continue to chase you. Anyway, I have chased you once, and I don't care about doing it again."

"It's so easy to get together, so what's so scary?" Du Xuan smiled wryly, "What I'm most afraid of is that you will hate me."