fast food love

It goes without saying how much this incident has hit me psychologically.It made me see clearly how far apart I am from Gu Jia's world.

Gu Jia still insisted on urging me to study, and even proposed to apply again, but he couldn't understand, and I had completely given up in the depths of my heart. Sure enough, I didn't pass the exam the second time, and I only got a score of just over 2000.

The agency called, and a senior high school student wanted to hire a tutor, and asked me if I would take it.I originally had three or four students in my hand, but a while ago, in order to prepare for the exam, I just rejected two.Thinking about the bad luck in the exam now, life is always going to pass, so I agreed.

It was almost 10 o'clock when I got home at night.Gu Jiahan had a face, and his eyes could kill.

"where did you go?"

"Oh...I went to play with Ichikawa." The usual excuse.I greeted Liu Yichuan, and he would help me lie.

"What's the relationship between you and Liu Yichuan? Why are you hanging out with him all day long?" Gu Jia asked coldly.

My heart sank, what do you mean?

"We are good friends, don't you know that."

"Do you still want to take the exam?" Gu Jia was really angry, "I'm outside every now and then, can I get a high score if I don't study hard?"

I am very depressed. "Gu Jia, have you ever thought that maybe it's impossible for me to go abroad at all?"

"It's useless to think about it, why not read more books!" Gu Jia stood up and yelled at me, "Don't go abroad? What should we do if we don't go abroad? Break up?!"

Lately, such quarrels have become almost a regular item in our go-to dinners.I felt Gu Jia's pressure and the anxiety of hating iron but not steel.However, I couldn't help him, I really tried my best.

"Gu Jia, I'm not the same person as you." I shed tears and felt exhausted. "Why don't we split up now, so I won't have to worry about it all day long."

"You..." He was in a hurry, and came up to pinch my neck tightly, "Say it again!"

How could I still be able to speak after being pinched by him like this?I watched him cry quietly, thinking that maybe death would be the end of it all.

He let go of his hand, lay on my shoulder and gasped for breath, then pulled me onto the bed and cleaned me up.

After finishing, he gradually calmed down, "I'm afraid my dad knows about us."

I am silent.Well, let's bring all the bad news together...

He pulled me into his arms. "Chen Li, what should I do?"

"What did he say?" I asked.

"He cut off my living expenses... told me to separate from you." Gu Jia said sullenly.

I can't speak.

"Chen Li, we have only one way to go abroad." He looked at me with indescribable pain in his eyes, "I have already received full scholarships from several universities. You can fly away."

I stroked his eyes and eyebrows. He had a face with sharp bones. When I thought about it at the beginning, I was probably fascinated by this face.

"Gu Jia, I want to ask you something."

"Say."

"If, if I still can't leave in the end, what are you going to do?"

Gu Jia raised her eyebrows and was silent for a while. "Then I won't leave either...stay with you."

I hugged him tightly with tears in my eyes.I don't know how many things will lie between us in the future, but at this moment, your words are enough.

With no source of livelihood, there are only two options before us.One, Gu Jia has to go out to work; two, move.Of course, there is a third option.That is, the house was withdrawn and moved back to the original dormitory.Gu Jia was resolutely unwilling to succumb to his father's pressure, but he couldn't really ignore his studies, so we had no choice but to continue looking for a house.

After walking around the school, it was impossible to find a decent place to live with this little money.So you can only search further afield.

After searching for a week, I found a place, but I have to share it with others, and the round trip takes more than 3 hours.Most of the students I teach as private teachers live in the city center. After such a toss, it was almost midnight when they got home.

When we gave up with a wry smile, we finally realized for the first time in our lives how important money is.On the day I moved the suitcase back to the dormitory, Gu Jia said to me, "Chen Li, one day, I will let everyone accept us."

I smiled and held his hand not to let go, both sad and happy.I don't care about everyone, I only want you.

After returning to school, Gu Jia's father asked me for a private talk.There was no one else in the huge office except us, and he locked the door behind his back, with a serious and awkward tone, as if he never thought in his life that he would discipline a child because of his son's sexual orientation.

"You're still young, don't ruin your future," he said. "Leave Xiaojia before it's too late."

I have respected my teacher since childhood, not to mention that this is Gu Jia's father.Standing in front of this venerable professor felt like a sinner, a bastard who pushed his beloved son into the abyss.

However, I am speechless.I can't say "Okay, I'll break up with Gu Jia right away".Because of that, I would die, and I would be in so much pain.

"As you know, Xiaojia is our only son. His mother and I have high hopes for him." Professor Gu looked at me resentfully, "You will destroy him by doing this."

Coming out of the office, I was traumatized.Learned people have a special knack for hurting people, and they can make you feel worthless without saying a word.

I turned on the phone, trembling, trying to find Gu Jia's number.Unexpectedly, Liu Yichuan called in first.

"Chen Li, let me ask you, what did Gu Jia's former girlfriend look like?" He asked hastily.

"What's wrong?" I didn't respond for a while.

"I saw Gu Jia eating with a woman. Could it be his ex-girlfriend?"

"Don't talk nonsense, they broke up a long time ago." I lightly reprimanded, "Maybe they are just ordinary friends."

"Yeah, but it doesn't look right. He's in the cafeteria. Would you like to have a look?"

I scolded Liu Yichuan for being troublesome in my heart, but my footsteps moved towards the cafeteria involuntarily.In fact, it’s useless to go there, I’ve never met his ex-girlfriend at all, and I can’t even talk about identification.

What's more, Gu Jia and I have been together for such a long time, and we have experienced a lot of ups and downs.I don't dare to say anything else, I can still trust his people, such as cheating...

I stopped, and the sight in front of me made my mind go blank for a moment.

Fifty meters away, Gu Jia was having dinner with a girl with her back to me.Under the table, he gently held her hand and placed it on his lap.