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If it were today's Chen Li, he might have walked over to Gu Jia and asked Gu Jia "what do you want", and then slapped him—but the 19-year-old Chen Li would just run away silently, hiding in a corner and crying.

I couldn't sleep all night, and the scene during the day kept replaying in my mind.Gu Jia doesn't contact me very much recently, but I think it's because he moved back to the dormitory, and he should pay attention to the influence under Dad's nose.

I was angry and refused to contact him. I kept waiting for him to call me to explain, but I waited and waited.I became flustered, fearing that I might blame him for something, so I took the initiative to look for him in his dormitory.

After knocking on the door for a long time, no one answered. The buddy in the next dormitory was woken up by me after taking a nap, and ran out impatiently and asked who I was looking for.

"I'm looking for Gu Jia." I said.

He looked at me strangely, "Gu Jia moved back home a few days ago, didn't you know?"

My face was probably too scary, because this guy actually came up to help me and asked me if I wanted to see a doctor.I reluctantly thanked him, turned around and went downstairs, and accidentally stepped on the air and fell down in the corridor.

In the end, I went to the hospital. Liu Yichuan had a look of resentment when he sent me back to school. "This bastard, see if I don't deal with him!"

I smiled wryly, "It's my fault, what are you doing to clean him up?"

"If he hadn't taken the initiative to seduce you at the beginning, would you have become like this?" Liu Yichuan was very loyal, "Are you a human being who is still in two boats, always?"

I still don't believe that Gu Jia would empathize with someone else, I thought of various reasons for him, but in the end my mind was a mess.Why didn't you say hello to me when you got home?Why do you invite other girls to dinner and hold her hand?Why haven't you called me for so long?Why are you willing to make me so sad...

I injured my foot pretty badly, I tore the lateral ligament and I was bedridden.Now I can't do anything, and my life depends on the kind help of my classmates in the dormitory, and I don't dare to tell my parents, because I am completely self-inflicted.

Lying in bed all day long, unable to read books, thinking wildly, and then suffering from insomnia all night.Yichuan couldn't bear to see that I was getting thinner and thinner, so he offered to find Gu Jia for an argument.I begged him to leave—what can I expect from him who has ignored me for so many days?

"If you really want to help me, why don't you give me some sleeping pills." I said with a wry smile, "If I don't get a good night's sleep, I'm going to die."

Liu Yichuan muttered to himself, but he still found stability for me.

The first night I fell asleep until I was unconscious, and I woke up in the morning with more energy.When I think about it carefully, I haven't figured out a lot of the right and wrong. Even if I am going to die, I have to know how I died.So I dialed Gu Jia's cell phone number again, this time it got through, and it was a woman's voice who answered the phone.

"Hello, is Gu Jia there?" My voice trembled a little.

"Are you Chen Li?" The other party directly called out my name.However, I don't know her.

"Well. May I ask who you are?"

"I'm Gu Jia's mother."

I took a deep breath, "Auntie, hello."

"Gu Jia has already decided to study in the United States, and she will leave next week." She said bluntly, "Please forget about him...it's good for both of you."

The pain in my chest felt like it had been hollowed out.

"You young people are too careless." She continued, "Fortunately, Gu Jia was able to wake up in time... Take this as a lesson, and you have to take care of yourself in the future."

I hung up the phone and stayed in a daze until everyone came back.

"Chen Li, what's the matter with you?" Yichuan desperately shook my shoulders and got my soul back.

"Oh..." I was in a trance.

"What's the matter? It's fine this morning." He looked at me worriedly, "What's the matter?"

I looked up, expressionless. "Gu Jia is leaving."

"Ah? Where are you going?"

"America, study abroad."

Liu Yichuan was stunned, "Leave as soon as you say?... Fuck, leave without explaining clearly?!"

I nodded.

That night, I needed another drug to sleep, but this time it didn't work.I tossed and turned on the bed, sweating all over my body, until my pajamas and sheets were all soaked, but I still couldn't fall asleep.I opened the bottle, swallowed two more pills, and waited 10 minutes, still awake like a movie was playing in my head.Scenes of the past between Gu Jia and I emerged before my eyes, with some laughing and some crying, vivid and vivid.

I sigh.Are you really against me, is this medicine expired?He simply grabbed a handful, no matter how much, and swallowed them all.

Gradually, the consciousness became blurred, and the person seemed to be floating into the sky.It finally worked, and I closed my eyes in tears, sinking into the deep darkness.

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After a sleepless night, there was a faint sound in my ears—someone was calling my name.

Chen Li, Chen Li...

I want to open my eyes, but my eyelids are heavy.

"Chen Li, Chen Li...wake up, my baby!" The woman's voice broke down with sobs.

I tried my best—ah...I saw it, a middle-aged woman was crying on top of me.

I stretched out my hand and pressed it to her head.

"mom……"

She raised her head like an electric shock and looked at me in surprise, "Chen Li, my baby, you're awake!"

"Mom, why are you here?...Where am I?" My consciousness is still loose, and everything in front of me makes me feel unreal.

"You little fool, how can you take sleeping pills like that? Do you know that it will kill you?!" Mom wiped her tears and taught me bitterly, "If your classmate didn't find out in time, your little life would be dead. Confession!"

"Auntie, don't be angry...Chen Li just woke up, let him slow down before talking." Liu Yichuan's voice came from the side, so it turned out that he was also there.

Seeing that I was safe and sound, my mother finally stopped her tears under persuasion, and smiled through tears.

Three days later, I was discharged from the hospital without any problems. Due to my unhealed foot injury, I was still unable to go to school.My mother took me home to recuperate, and served me with delicious food and drink every day.I was much quieter than before and lost a lot of weight, which made my mother very worried. She even began to suspect that the sleeping pills I took were not taken by mistake, but to commit suicide—although she knew nothing about me.

Not only her, Liu Yichuan also had the same idea.After returning home, Ichikawa visited me several times and asked me the same question each time.

Ichikawa saved my life.

That night, he saw that I was in a state of confusion and couldn't rest assured, so he got out of bed to see me at night, and found that I was holding an empty bottle of sleeping pills in my hand, and I couldn't wake up, so he quickly woke everyone up and sent me to the hospital.

"Chen Li, you don't mean to commit suicide, do you?" Liu Yichuan asked cautiously.

I smiled wryly and shook my head—God knows, I really just want to sleep well.

"That's good, otherwise I'd be too stupid...for this kind of person." He said angrily, "I know that something happened to you, but I'm so cruel that I don't want to take a look at you."

"He knows?" There was another faint pain in the heart.

"Well, I ran to find him." Liu Yichuan still couldn't let go of this matter, "I told him that you took an overdose of sleeping pills and you just came back from rescue."

Is that so... I waited for so long, but you still didn't come.

I smiled coolly, "Yichuan, thank you for saving me."