bunny kid

When I was 15 years old, I exposed my lack of sexual knowledge to others for the first time. Fortunately, the other party was my closest brother, so I did not bear the embarrassing and embarrassing consequences for this gaffe.

Although my brother and I have occasional conflicts, I have never met anyone who is more easy-going than my brother.He's easy to get along with and simple and kind, so if something happens to me in front of him, I'm never embarrassed.

I am afraid that no one has had a similar experience.How do you react when you embarrass yourself in front of others?Immediately laughed, and then immediately forgot.Or laugh immediately, and then talk about your embarrassing things to everyone.

Which kind is it bro?Neither.The day after my embarrassment, he handed me a magazine full of foreign languages.The cover of that western magazine was already quite eye-catching. It was a magazine full of blonde and blue-eyed sexy girls.Understand?Knowing my lack of knowledge in that area, he specially gave me a paper talk.

Most of the models in the magazines only have two pieces of cloth covering their breasts and lower body, and some of them are even half naked, covering their breasts with their hands only.

That magazine refreshed my concept and satisfied my curiosity.I flipped through the magazine calmly and didn't feel that there was anything wrong with me, but my brother's reaction made me puzzled.Even so, it was him who was the first to be suspicious.

He tilted his head and stared at me, and murmured suspiciously, "Why didn't you react at all?"

I'm curious, what's the reaction?

He took it for granted: "A man should have a reaction."

Then I am not a man?I said.

"No." The old man smiled, "You may not be like Emperor Han Ai."

The addiction to broken sleeves?I responded casually.I just skimmed over these unpopular allusions in the book, and I can't say that I know everything about it.

"Yeah, don't tell me you're not interested in women and you like men? Or are you frigid?" My brother made fun of me as if he was watching a show, which made me feel extremely unhappy.

"You are the one who likes men! You are the one who is frigid!"

I kind of hit him back like that.

For years, I didn't take his joke seriously because it was just a joke to me.But thinking about it carefully, the reason why I denied him decisively at that time was just because I really never liked men, or in other words, I have never liked anyone, so I think I don’t like men.

In fact, I have never seriously cared about my sexual orientation. It sounds very open-minded and open, but it is not. It is just that I have never faced difficulties due to my orientation.

Night falls.

A small stage was set up outside the reception room, and five chairs were placed directly opposite.I sat in the chair in the middle and waited for the play to start.It is said to be a play, but it is actually just one actor and five spectators. Besides my family including me, I am also very curious about who else is in the audience.

I sat alone in a daze, nervously and excitedly looking forward to the next scene. After a while, my parents sat down one after another, and behind them was my brother who was staggering. A familiar figure appeared.

It's Wen Huai.

Probably because of what happened before, she didn't sit next to me, but sat awkwardly beside me.

After Lin Zhi put on his makeup, he came from behind us. He was dressed like a female role, which matched Lin Zhi very well. Hearing our cheers, he lowered his head shyly and introduced the song to be sung. His shrill voice penetrated the air. , there was only a little lingering sound when we got here.

Lin Zhiqing cleared his throat and began to sing. Although I don't know Peking Opera, but after carefully watching this part of Lin Zhi's singing, I probably understood the content.

It is about a woman whose husband was forcibly conscripted into the army and died a heroic death on the battlefield. The woman was at home thinking about it day and night, and finally her thoughts turned into a dream. In the dream, she saw her husband return, both joy and sorrow, Suddenly the sky changed suddenly, the woman was shocked to see the bloody storm on the battlefield, and the corpses were scattered all over the field. She was panicked for a moment, her face turned ashen, and she woke up from her sleep.

What a depressing and sad story.Lin Zhi played the woman vividly, his every move was full of longing and sorrow, especially his voice.Although Lin Zhi's vocal range is not very wide, but the timbre is as thin as silk, clear and beautiful, especially suitable when singing sad passages. Sincerity is indispensable.

end of song.applause.

Lin Zhi bowed slightly shyly, and his eyes fell on me.

It was like an ordinary family gathering, only with Lin Zhi's performance as a sideshow. Lin Zhi walked down the steps and chatted with my family. They all praised him. I was happy for him but didn't walk up. Instead, he stood aside as an outsider, staring at him steadfastly.

I don't know the reason why Wen Huai appeared on that occasion, but I can still see that she loves Peking Opera from the bottom of her heart, she asked Lin Zhineng a series of professional questions, and her eyes are shining , this can't fool anyone.

It was the first time I knew that Wen Huai liked Peking opera, but my brother obviously didn't, otherwise he wouldn't have taken the initiative to hold this show.

Lin Zhi, Wen Huai, brother, they chatted happily, and I even wanted to join the conversation several times.The elder brother hooked Lin Zhi's shoulder with a bright smile, and Wen Huai could occasionally insert a few words in the conversation between the two of them back and forth, and then the three of them laughed together.

Seeing them getting along so harmoniously, I always felt that it was not a good idea. These three people actually became one without my knowledge. At that moment, I suddenly realized that Lin Zhi no longer belonged to me alone.It was I who brought him back to Baoding and gave him a new life, so it is only natural that he would meet new friends in the new environment.I understand it, but my heart is clenched tightly, with a dull pain.

"So you're here." Lin Zhi's voice came from behind, I turned my head, and Lin Zhi, who had removed his make-up, was stepping up the steps of the reception room.

I said, "I'm here to inspect the environment."

"What environment are you inspecting?"

"I want to turn this place into a private school. I've been back for more than a week, and it's time to make a plan for myself." I swept the dust on the wooden table, and estimated how many tables and chairs could be placed here.

"What do you do when you have guests?"

"Usually only father's guests are entertained here, so it would be good to move the meeting place to the study. I will discuss it with my father."

Lin Zhi muttered to himself: "That's great."

I recall his intense passion for learning.

"You're a little weird today." Lin Zhi turned around and sat on the chair, and started another topic, as if he came here specially to talk about this topic with me.

"What's so strange?" I was slightly taken aback.

"Very out of the ordinary."

"Do I?" I lied subconsciously.

Lin Zhi's voice suddenly became low and weak: "Yes."

I don't understand: "what's the matter?"

"You don't even come to talk to me, obviously I want to hear you praise me the most." Lin Zhi pouted and complained quietly.

I was very proud, but at that moment, I kept the joy in my heart and secretly laughed: "I'm sorry. You...you sing very well."

"Really? You like it, I'll sing it for you next time." Lin Zhi's frankness always makes me envious.

I was a little flattered: "Just sing for me?"

"Well, actually I just wanted to sing to you today." I felt goosebumps all over my body, which made me feel uncomfortable.

Just like a child who pushes forward, I just want to affirm that he is serious about me: "So you prepared so seriously?"

Lin Zhi pursed his lips and nodded, without saying a word.

I rushed forward and put my arms around Lin Zhi's shoulders. His shoulders are very thin, and the scent of the rouge that I just applied on his neck was still left.

"Thank you!" My behavior was natural, but my mouth was hesitant.

I saw Lin Zhi's ears turn red suddenly: "Brother, someone said, are you good-looking?"

I was taken aback, and immediately let go of my embrace, and stared at him blankly. At that moment, I deeply felt that the atmosphere was getting worse.

"Your soul is the same as your appearance. It's beautiful. I like it the most."

Lin Zhi's ending sound fell next to my ears, and in a blink of an eye, a small mouth was pressed against my lips. The soft feeling made my brain go blank.

Lin Zhi closed his eyes, I could see his eyelashes, very long, and his smell, very fragrant, like the breath of spring, very fresh.How did I not find out before?

I must be crazy.

Lin Zhi slightly opened his eyes and moved his mouth.

Our eyes glued to each other for a while before stopping abruptly.The moment I looked away, I woke up completely.

I feel very guilty for my disrespectful behavior. As an adult, I didn't stop him immediately, and I was still immersed in it. I'm really... too ashamed!

I covered my mouth and took a few steps back, then rushed out immediately.

Subconsciously, I ran back to my room, where I felt comfortable.Sure enough, after closing the door, a sense of peace of mind came out, but behind the relief, there was something more terrifying waiting for me.My lower body was swollen and painful, and a small tent was erected in the crotch.

"How could it be..." I said to myself, panicked by the reappearance of this long-lost reaction, "Why did this happen? Could it be because of that kiss?"

My face was flushed, and while unconsciously clenched my fists to move that piece, I dragged my two weak legs and approached the bed.I can't take it anymore!A long-lost desire spread from there to the whole body. Desire told me to reach in and touch it, but reason told me, no!

This is the desire caused by Lin Zhi, if I vent it, how is it different from Qian Chunyang and the others?I have to calm myself down.

I went to the table and poured a cup of Pu'er, and drank it in big gulps.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and before I had time to react, another voice came: "Brother, are you okay?" It was Lin Zhi.

I immediately became anxious, knowing that Lin Zhi couldn't get close to me again, but at that time I couldn't calm down at all, I swallowed my saliva, and hurriedly said: "You, you go."

I gasped involuntarily, and I felt bad, and cold sweat permeated my whole body.As the silence outside gradually lengthened, so did my sense of uneasiness.Lin Zhi's figure was still there, but he didn't make a sound. This kind of reaction made me feel scared.

Suddenly, he said, "Brother, let me in."

"No!" I yelled decisively.

"But, but, I want you."

I blushed instantly: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know exactly what I'm talking about, and I can't be more clear now." Lin Zhi's calm tone made me as an adult feel ashamed.However, his words tempted me to do more extreme things at the same time. My reason has been continuously lost, and what controls my actions is desire and emotion from the heart.

I opened the door, as if ruining everything once, I pressed my lips to it, it was different from the superficial kiss just now, this time it was an intense, erotic kiss.

Step into the room, close the door, and everything that happens naturally will follow...

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