bunny kid

I felt a mixture of emotions, joy, guilt, and fear, pulling me down a bottomless abyss, and I enjoyed it.Perhaps it is human nature to escape from reality. When I think of the troubles I may face, I automatically close my brain and concentrate on enjoying the present moment.Especially when I opened my eyes and saw Lin Zhi's smiling face, all guilt and fear were immediately forgotten.

"Are you okay?" I asked worriedly.

"Well, it's much better than before." Lin Zhi's fair skin showed a faint pink, which was the scorching marks left after strenuous exercise. In an instant, I suddenly understood how much those men were obsessed with him. The reason for the death.

I know I shouldn't recall his past at this time, but I can't suppress my jealousy and heartache, I stroked Lin Zhi's sweaty hair, buried his face in my chest, and said firmly : "I will be responsible, please let me take care of you for the rest of your life."

As soon as these words came out, Lin Zhi suddenly burst into laughter. He let go of my embrace, opened a pair of smiling eyes and laughed backwards and forwards: "Hahaha! I'm not a girl, what is responsibility?"

I'm a little annoyed because I said this sentence after serious thinking.

"However, I like the last sentence very much." Lin Zhi stopped laughing, and looked at me with a satisfied grin.

I hooked his nose and said, "I'm serious, do you accept me?"

Tears welled up in Lin Zhi's eyes, but the smile seemed to be begging me to pretend not to see: "You are so bad! It's all because of you that I became greedy. I just wanted to stay by your side That's enough. Later, I wanted you to know my heart. Later, I was not satisfied with this alone. I wanted to kiss you, and I wanted you to have sex with me. Up to now, I'm even thinking, if we can be like Ordinary people get married, have children, and grow old. What should I do? I really want to accept it."

"Then accept it?" I was puzzled.

"No! You know it won't work. I'm a man and I can't bear children for you."

"Isn't that fair? I can't live for you either."

Lin Zhi stared at me speechlessly, both burst into laughter and choked up, and kept losing control of his emotions.I looked at Lin Zhi who was crying and laughing, and found it funny and amusing, I opened my arms and embraced him, and spent the night quietly hugging him.

In the early morning, Lin Zhi disappeared from my room, and he was nowhere to be found in the whole house. I asked my servant, where did he go?Only then did I learn that he went out with his father.I don't get it, why do they travel side by side?It wasn't until the afternoon that the answer was confirmed.

Lin Zhi came back alone. After he came back, he explained to us the whole story: he asked his father to help him apply for a boarding school. Because his father knew the principal of a famous boarding school, Lin Zhi also seemed quite anxious, so he immediately helped him apply for admission.

I didn't say a word, just watched him explain in a daze.The mother who doesn't know why seems to be quite happy for him, but at the same time she also shows reluctance.Although the notification of the result still needs to wait, but it has something to do with it, and it is basically a default decision.

I remained silent, but my gaze never left Lin Zhi.Why is he staying at a boarding school?Or knowing that I want to open a private school?There is no need to ask these two questions, I know the answer.

He's telling me indirectly that he doesn't accept it.If you don't accept it, then stay away from it.Lin Zhi definitely thought so.

Now it's not that he doesn't accept it, it's that I can't accept it.I looked away, turned and walked back, feeling like I was being played hard.After Lin Zhi had done what he wanted to do to me, and was satisfied, he quietly left me, leaving me alone in a sense of loss.He can leave in a cool way, how about me?There is only a hollowed-out body that bears the pain like being pricked by a needle openly.

On the first day of November, I was immediately put on another blind date.The other party is a returned child who lives in the city, and his father is naturally well-known, a famous warlord, and the other party did not dislike me after learning about my situation. The matchmaker repeatedly emphasized that this is a good family.

Before the blind date arrived, I was scolded by the matchmaker as usual, maybe I was a bit persuaded after being scolded, and Lin Zhi's response made me feel ashamed. On that day, I somehow thought that maybe I could be serious. Consider the other person.

A few minutes later, a young woman in a dark purple dress approached the dining table in the restaurant. When I looked up, my heart skipped a beat, and I was completely stunned...

Two days later, I agreed to meet again with the dress girl, and the time and place were set at the western restaurant that night.That was the first time I met the same blind date repeatedly. After agreeing, my parents were very excited. Even my father, who is usually serious, was so surprised that he almost choked on his tea. My mother was even more concerned about the wedding. Arrangement, where did the nanny hire.

I subconsciously paid attention to Lin Zhi's reaction, he didn't make a sound, his face was expressionless, and he didn't look up at me.I always thought, maybe Lin Zhi gave up and gave up, that's why he didn't respond.In fact, since that day, we have started to ignore each other, and the communication is almost zero. I have gradually gotten used to this way of getting along. If I get married now, wouldn't it just suit him?

Since that night, the dress girl and I have been going out frequently. She herself is studying business administration in the UK. When talking about my idea of ​​starting a private school, she can always give me one or two suggestions, which is very helpful. , I even began to think that maybe I just got married, anyway, I have overcome my fear of that.Speaking of which, Lin Zhi didn't know that I had that kind of fear at all, it was a "treatment" caused by sexual desire, and by accident, it helped me overcome the obstacle that had troubled me for many years, but Lin Zhi didn't know anything about it .

I cried.

I don't know why I'm crying.Probably crying out for my cowardice, after all I felt like a total loser just because he applied to boarding school.ha!How can a cowardly and timid self be loved by so many people.

Half a month later, my mother finally couldn't hold back anymore and asked me to take the dress girl home. Although I repeatedly stated that she had only known me for three weeks, it would be too impatient, but my mother didn't seem to pay much attention to it. I was yelling in my ear that I wanted to see my daughter-in-law, and I was annoyed by the nagging, so I had to compromise.

After nightfall that day, I waited at the gate of the village.After a while, a rickshaw pulled over, and the rickshaw stopped in front of me. I helped the people on the rickshaw to get off, and handed over some money to the driver.

"Thank you for coming all the way, Minhua."

"Where is it? I also want to thank Ling Tang for inviting me to dinner." The tall and slender Min Hua wore a brown leather coat and a pair of leather gloves with delicate patterns, which really didn't match the surrounding rural environment.

"Nervous?" I tried to make small talk.

"No, but I'm really looking forward to seeing your family." Minhua's wavy short hair wafted bursts of fragrance, which is the unique artificial fragrance of shampoo, "Speaking of which, I haven't heard of anyone in your family. Woolen cloth."

"My family members... are my parents, elder brother, and righteous brother."

"Your foster brother?" Minhua became interested in Lin Zhi, "Is your foster brother living with you?"

"Yes, because... he is an orphan."

"Oh, it's the adopted son."

I thought about it, and it seems that I can describe it like this: "Well... yes."

"Sure enough, you are all kind people." Minhua looked at me tenderly, showing a faint smile.

Walking to the front of the mansion, the door is open, and before stepping in, there are already lively voices.I took a closer look inside and saw that my mother was busy preparing the chopsticks, pointing out nervously for a while, and returning to her work with concentration. As for the father, elder brother and Lin Zhi, they were sitting calmly Waiting for chopsticks at the table.

Minhua and I walked up side by side.Sure enough, they noticed the two of us very quickly. My mother said "Ouch", put down her chopsticks with a smile, and hurried over. My brother and Lin Zhi also stood up and "welcome" us tactfully.With such a grand event, I thought Minhua would feel uncomfortable, but she just thanked her mother for the invitation normally, and her every move was calm and generous, but when her mother got excited, she grabbed Minhua's hand and kept boasting, which was a bit out of control .

I led Minhua into the hall and introduced my family to her one by one, starting from my mother, to my father, to my elder brother.Minhua still greeted each one decently. When it was Lin Zhi's turn, I introduced him as my foster brother. However, Minhua's reaction made me feel deeply wrong. Only then did I realize that Lin Zhi Zhi has been fascinated by Min Hua for a long time.

The two of them just looked at each other, both of them were stunned.Just as I looked at their faces from side to side out of curiosity, I was surprised to find that they looked so much alike, which I had never noticed before.

As the two sides remained silent for a long time, the awkward atmosphere gradually spread, and it was finally broken by the elder brother: "Huh? My mother! You two look almost exactly the same. Could it be that they are long-lost siblings?" said the elder brother. Still giggling while watching.I knew that my brother was definitely joking, but I vaguely felt that it might not be a joke.

Minhua returned to a calm demeanor, and smiled introvertedly: "Who knows? I haven't heard that I have a younger brother." As if nothing happened, and no one wanted to get to the bottom of it, it was natural for Minhua to make such a mischievous remark Skip this annoying part.

I never expected that this dinner would start like this. Throughout the night, I felt that even the way Minhua looked at me changed, like eyes full of deep meaning and curiosity, which made me feel uncomfortable.

It was a lively and happy time. Although my parents didn't comment on Man Wah face to face, I could still see that they were very satisfied.Maybe Man Wah used to go out to social occasions frequently, plus he was studying abroad, so he knew how to deal with my parents like the back of his hand.

In contrast, Lin Zhi, who had a similar appearance, was much quieter. He was almost speechless all night. Only my brother and I would talk to him occasionally. But when Lin Zhi saw me, his eyes suddenly changed, as if he was indifferent to any mood. It seems like it's overflowing, and it upsets me, so it's not easy to talk to.

After more than an hour, Minhua said that he was going back on the grounds that it was not early.Although my mother tried to persuade her to stay with us, my elder brother touched her shoulders and told her to be more sensible and let us go.After Man Hua said goodbye to my family, I sent her back home.

When he turned around and walked out of the mansion, the laughter behind him was still endless.Perhaps I should thank Man Wah for giving my family a pleasant dinner, but seeing that she turned her back and immediately showed her preoccupied appearance, it is inconvenient for me to say such words that do not understand the atmosphere.

We walked about a few steps, and Minhua broke the silence impatiently, no, maybe it wasn't impatient, but she didn't need to brew.Minhua raised his head and looked at me meaningfully: "Your family is really interesting."

I smiled coldly, probably because I was a little tired, and I couldn't talk to each other energetically: "They're just too enthusiastic."

"I like your family very much." Minhua sighed sincerely.

I invited her out of politeness: "Come again next time?"

Minhua lowered his head and looked away, showing a rare shy expression on his face, as if saying sorry words: "No, there will be no next time."

I stumble and stare at her questioningly.This sudden refusal made me confused. What behavior during the dinner just made her greatly discounted?I frowned, trying to think about everything that had just happened.

Minhua seemed to see through my thoughts, she turned her head and pulled my arm, trying to explain while walking: "Mo Nian, do you still remember the first time we met?"

I tried to recall: "Of course I remember, we were eating out at the time."

Minhua smiled awkwardly, it seems that I answered wrongly. "I remember when you saw me for the first time, you were stunned, and I couldn't help laughing."

"Ah ~ right."

"Afterwards I asked you why you had this reaction. You said, when you saw me, it seemed that an electric current passed through your whole body, and your heart beat fast. At that time, I thought, isn't this just love at first sight? Actually, at that time, I You've been identified."

Minhua's face showed a kind of joy from the heart, because she was able to face anyone with ease, so I didn't expect to see her emotions overflowing from her heart twice this night.

"But you said..."

Minhua stopped: "You really don't understand? Why did you feel that way when you saw me?"

"Because... you're pretty, aren't you?"

Minhua shook his head lightly, trying to force a smile out of his mouth, and said loudly, "It's because I look a lot like your stepbrother, and you projected your affection for him onto me."

I was so shocked that my mind went blank for a moment, but shame soon took over.I'm ashamed because I know she's right and I don't know it.

"To be honest, I felt strange before. You said you fell in love with me at first sight, but you couldn't see that you cared about me in your words and deeds, but the eyes you saw me for the first time were indeed true. , that is definitely not a disguise. So, what do you think of me? I have never been able to figure it out."

Min Hua paused, as if he couldn't bear to say the last sentence.

"It turned out that I was just a substitute."

I was ashamed, and I didn't dare to meet her eyes: "No... that... Even if it is like this, it has nothing to do with my righteous brother, right? He is my righteous brother?"

Minhua smiled wryly, and said helplessly: "The way you look at each other has betrayed you, especially your brother-in-law. He looks at you with love in his eyes, just like Joseph, ah yes, Joseph is my ex-boyfriend."

Minhua glanced at the side, and slightly increased the volume of his voice: "Although homosexuality is taboo, since the two of them really love each other, what's the point of being together? Haha! It's really bad. If my father heard this sentence, he would definitely be criticized." He cursed."

After being encouraged by her, I felt that I didn't have to hide it anymore: "Sorry...it's my fault."

"There's nothing wrong with you, it's just my wishful thinking. You go back, I can go by myself."

"How can it be, you are too dangerous a girl."

Minhua smiled triumphantly: "Do you think I'm not prepared? Don't worry, a driver will pick me up. Go back! Don't make him wait."

I was stunned, turned around curiously, and found that Lin Zhi had been hiding in a corner and watching for an unknown amount of time.

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Another year older today!Twenty chapters!Only half is not enough!Each one makes me feel how time flies!