bunny kid

In my memory, Wen Huai is a cheerful and well-behaved girl. She is the only yellow-flowered girl in the wealthy Zhou family. The education she received is absolutely excellent and strict. She has been cultivated, so she has exuded a generous ladylike temperament since she was a child, which has nothing to do with sexy or enchanting.

So when I saw Wen Huai wearing revealing clothes, deliberately leaning over and exposing her breasts in front of me, I felt distressed and indignant.How could a dignified young lady of the Zhou family do such a nasty thing?

"Wen Huai, wake up!" I roared angrily, "Why did you become like this? Why didn't you cherish your body? You were not like this before!"

Wen Huai was probably already blushing from nervousness, but when I yelled at him like this, his whole body froze in shock.After a while, tears burst out of grievance.

I apologized repeatedly in a panic, but Wen Huai cried even more fiercely, so I had no choice but to comfort her and sit down first, and asked her what was wrong.

Wen Huai picked up the coat and covered her body directly, Lihua said with rain, "I don't want you to think about me like this, and I don't want to do this, but there is really no way." Wen Huai tightly covered his face and began to choke.

I put her shoulders on her shoulders, feeling complicated, why did the two of them, who are so well behaved, make such a mess?Although it's not that I don't understand her intentions, but since the matter has come to this point, what is forcing?

I let out a long sigh and said helplessly, "I'm not worth what you're doing. You can definitely find better ones on your terms."

This sentence seemed to poke some dead spot in Zhong Wen's arms. She suddenly burst into emotion and couldn't suppress it. I thought she would make some move, but she just stood up and left slowly. Seeing that she was hit, I It's not easy in my heart, but in order to make her give up, I can only be decisive.

Wen Huai grabbed the coat and took two steps. Suddenly, there was a "bang", and something shiny with metal fell out of the coat pocket. Wen Huai stopped and glanced back. She saw that I picked it up curiously. I took the piece of metal, but didn't ask me for it back, and didn't mean to explain.

"Help me return it to your righteous brother." Wen Huai just left this sentence and left with tears.

I was so surprised that I froze. Looking at the pocket watch in my hand and the pattern on it that resembled a cross, a series of questions filled my mind.

Why is Lin Zhi's pocket watch in Wen Huai's pocket?When did they become so familiar?

These questions alone were enough to torment me.I planned to go to Lin Zhi immediately to find out, but it was late at night, and it would be bad if I spoke loudly and disturbed my family.

In this way, I held back my curiosity and patience, and decided to question Lin Zhi properly the next day.As a result, I actually lost sleep.I was thinking about this all night, thinking about what Lin Zhi did to hide it from me, thinking about what happened just now had anything to do with Lin Zhi, and in the end I could only toss and turn until dawn.

At the dinner table, I was speechless the whole time, but those eyes kept staring at Lin Zhi.After Lin Zhi noticed my fiery eyes, he kept looking at the food with a guilty conscience, without looking up at me at all.

After the elder brother caught between the two of us noticed something was wrong, he had no choice but to open a topic in good faith to defuse the bad atmosphere: "Brother Lin Zhi, I got some costumes from my friend, when can I show them?"

It's okay if the old man doesn't say anything, but when I say it, I lose my composure. When did they get so close?Are we talking about Peking Opera?Obviously I haven't talked about Peking Opera yet!

They seemed to regard me as air, especially Lin Zhi, who actually ignored my sharp gaze and chatted leisurely: "Tomorrow, I haven't practiced for a long time and I'm a bit rusty, let me practice hard today."

Lin Zhi's plain tone made my little heart feel uncomfortable. I don't understand how he views Peking Opera. Can he really make a difference in Peking Opera with a heart of pursuing art?Wouldn't that remind him of the days in Lianxiang Pavilion?

Facing Lin Zhi's forthcoming invitation, my brother who didn't know anything just expressed his expectation happily. Although I don't know when my brother became interested in Beijing opera, but I was worried about letting Lin Zhi sing again. of.

My brother borrowed the reception room for Lin Zhi to practice, so I took this opportunity to spend some time alone with him.

I usually go to the reception room.

Lin Zhi was not surprised by my arrival, he noticed my abnormality today, and knew that I would definitely ask him the bottom line, so when I came, he immediately stopped singing, coughed a few times, and waited for my question.

I didn't want to show how irritable I was, so I pretended to chat with him and took the lead in talking about the topic at the dinner table: "Is it okay? Tomorrow."

Lin Zhi looked at the pink costume embroidered with flowers that his elder brother gave him, and said with a smile, "What's the matter? Why don't I just sing an opera, this is my only specialty."

"But you used to..." I had a choke in my throat, "you relied on Peking Opera to make you laugh."

Lin Zhi was infected by my fearful expression, even his smile was filled with bitterness, he slowly approached me, and said calmly: "I have already forgotten, the memory was reshaped the moment I left Beiping, my life has just begun Soon."

My smile was also filled with bitterness. Lin Zhi who said this just blamed himself for my legs not long ago. It turns out that Lin Zhi also has double standards.

"Do you really like Peking Opera?" Actually, I wasn't very surprised, but it is very necessary to confirm this kind of thing.

Lin Zhicheng nodded his head sincerely, I thought he was so sincere, so he didn't intend to pester him.Instead, it is the beginning of the topic.

I pretended to take out the pocket watch casually: "Lin Zhi, is this yours?"

Lin Zhi glanced at it, and his expression changed instantly. His meekness just now had disappeared, and he asked with a stiff face, "You and Miss Zhou, how were you doing last night?"

"Last night... so you already knew what Wen Huai would do last night? Or, you were the one who started it..."

Lin Zhi was speechless.

"Why is your pocket watch in hers? When did you meet?"

Lin Zhi remained silent.

"Ah... I see, are you helping her? Are you helping her seduce me?"

I was angry, angry at my speculation, and if it was true, I would be even more angry.

Lin Zhi didn't give me a chance to calm down.

"Yes." He gave a completely affirmative answer, "I think Miss Zhou is better than those blind dates, at least she loves you."

I couldn't believe it: "Why are you doing this? Does it matter to you whether I get married or not?"

Lin Zhi kept staring at the floor without raising his gaze, and then blurted out: "Yes, it's very important."

I calmed down immediately, and immediately recalled that night a few days ago, Lin Zhi's words of liking: "Because you like me?" I immediately noticed the contradiction between the two, "No, if you like me, no It should be able to do so. But... ah! I'm getting more and more confused."

Lin Zhi lowered his head and stared at me, his cheeks flushed immediately, "I... just do this because I like you."

I froze on the spot.

Lin Zhi likes me?My hunch is right?Why does he like me?Really that kind of like?

In an instant, a bunch of questions came to my mind, but I couldn't ask a word.

"Because it's impossible for me and you, right? Both of us are men, and you have to shoulder the expectations of your family. What's more," Lin Zhi couldn't say for a moment, "You don't like me."

I was silent, completely silent, I didn't know how to face him, I didn't expect him to think so much in secret, and even felt heartache for his self-sacrifice and refusing to ask.

"So I think, if you get married, I should give up. If you're not single, at least I won't think about it."

What a stupid idea, sacrificing himself in order to make others better, is this the stupid behavior he learned from me?

After repeated questioning by me, Lin Zhi explained how he and Wen Huai met: "Yesterday I saw Miss Zhou peeping outside the gate, and I took the initiative to contact her. I talked to her about you, and she Very haggard, I could see that she must have been crying for a long time, so I suggested that she be tough and force everyone to submit. I accompanied her to choose the skirt, because Miss Zhou didn't know much about it, I taught her , the pocket watch may have fallen at that time."

All the truth is revealed.

"I understand." I pretended to be calm, and made a three-chapter agreement with Lin Zhi: "Listen, from today onwards, you are not allowed to meet Wen Huai, and neither is my blind date, you know?"

Lin Zhi nodded aggrievedly.

"Also, you are not allowed to think wildly, and you are not allowed to think so pessimistically."

Lin Zhi felt even more wronged.

"You are not allowed to teach others what you have learned before, and let others seduce me."

Lin Zhi seemed to know that he was really wrong, so he nodded slowly.

"Finally, finally!" My majestic expression gradually calmed down, and my voice became gentle, but also a little helpless: "Just say what you like about me, and don't do anything like this in the future."

Lin Zhi immediately froze and remained motionless, probably at a loss, and blushed for a long time before asking shyly, "Then...you, do you like me?"

His question left me speechless: "I..."

To be honest, I am happy that Lin Zhi likes me, as if someone relies on me and trusts me, as if I have become someone's pillar, someone's indispensable existence.But... how does Lin Zhi exist to me?

younger brother?

That's the first answer that popped into my head.However, I have to admit that he feels different from my father, mother, or elder brother in my mind. I don't know how to describe that feeling, like the feeling between family and friendship , ambiguous and indistinguishable.

I don't know how to respond to him.like?no.dislike?I am surprisingly speechless.Obviously, as long as I resolutely refuse like Wen Huai, it's fine, but I can't help it.

I really can't understand myself more and more!

I responded by saying, "I...don't know."

After the voice fell, I realized what a stupid answer I had made. I didn't dare to look at him for fear that he would give me an embarrassing reaction, and I didn't dare to stay for a long time, for fear that he would question again, so I could only hold back. He rushed out of the door with regret.

It has been six years, and everyone has grown into a more mature person. Only I remain where I am. When faced with troubles, I have nothing to do but escape.

The author has something to say:

A very confusing chapter.