deep crush

It was already [-] o'clock in the evening when I returned to City S. Xia Han dragged her luggage into the community, and met Uncle Chen who had returned from a walk.

He looked tired, and Uncle Chen didn't have the nerve to chat, so he patted him on the shoulder and told him to go back and rest quickly.

Walking downstairs and looking at the long steps, he was so exhausted that he couldn't take a step.

With the luggage next to him, he sat on the steps, thinking about taking a break, just for a while.

so tired.

From the acquaintance to today, after a long eleven years, the story is finally over.

In the end, the ugly scars were uncovered, and the most embarrassing way was the end.

Not even a little beautiful fantasy was left behind.

The pain that had been buried in the dust for a long time was turned out, as if a few more daggers were inserted into the still bloody wound.

It still hurts.

During the two years of separation, he wrapped himself up tightly, fearing that he would be rejected by others if he showed anything.

Live, so tired, so tired.

When Tang Ye came back from get off work and saw the man sitting in the stairwell wearing the clothes he had seen several times, with his head drooping, he felt more joy than surprise.

finally came back.

The suitcase was leaning against the side, and the man sat on the side near the railing, motionless so that one might think he was asleep.

Is it because you are tired from traveling?

"what happened to you?"

Xia Han slowly opened his eyes and raised his head. The beautiful face in front of him made him hesitate for a moment.

Tang...Ye?

It took him half a minute to actually transmit this information to his brain. It seemed that he had really arrived home.

Holding on to the railing, he got up slowly, and said weakly, "Sorry, I'm blocking your way." He turned sideways, "You go up first."

The voice control light came on, and Tang Ye looked at the tiredness on the man's face, coupled with his weak voice, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

Xia Han was dizzy, and Tang Ye's voice was ethereal and unreal.He grabbed the railing to force himself, and said two words, "It's okay."

Tang Ye raised his hand to cover his forehead, it was hot, "You have a fever."

It must be because of a fever, otherwise how could he be so tired and unable to exert any strength.In the end, Tang Ye helped him upstairs, entered the room, took off his coat and put him on the bed.

Later, he no longer remembered what Tang Ye said, and with his heavy eyelids, he was quickly pulled into another world by the sleepy god.

Although he had stepped into this house countless times, this was the first time Tang Ye had entered a man's bedroom.

The same style as the living room, simple and warm.

The pure white wardrobe, the bed sheets are warm beige, the items on the small desk are neatly arranged, and there is no mess in the whole room.

On a row of low cabinets by the wall, there is no growth photo that Li Liefeng mentioned.

Is it put away?

Without thinking too much, he walked to the living room and took out the medicine box from the TV cabinet and took out the thermometer.

Strangely, the man had been gone for nearly a week, but the house was not as dusty as he had imagined.

Perhaps, the man's sister had come to clean while he was away?

Tang Ye boiled water and went back to the bedroom. He took the temperature with an ear thermometer and it was very high. No wonder everyone was confused.

Tang Ye had no experience in taking care of others, but the one who was sick was a mentor with the most life experience. Tang Ye looked at the unconscious man lying on the bed in embarrassment.

Usually when I get sick, I sleep with my head covered, drink plenty of water, and only take two pills when I can't bear it anymore, but I can't use this method on a man who is already weak!

Fortunately, there is no mobile phone these days. After searching for something useful, Tang Ye picked up the key and went out.

After waking up the sleeping person, he managed to feed half a bowl of rice porridge. Tang Ye waited for half an hour with his watch on his wrist before feeding him water and medicine.

Tang Ye was relieved when the man fell into a deep sleep again.

After finishing all this, he heard the sound of "gurgling" in his stomach, and he remembered that he hadn't eaten dinner yet.

When I got home, I changed into comfortable clothes and came over with a bowl of instant noodles.

The temperature was measured every half an hour, but the man not only did not recede, but the fever became worse.

Tang Ye was a little panicked. He didn't expect Xia Qian's physique to be so poor. He didn't hesitate to call a car on his phone, helped the man put on his coat, and rushed to the hospital.

It took more than an hour to hang up the water. Tang Ye stood by the hospital bed and looked at the man with a face as pale as paper, and sighed helplessly.

Why did you get so sick after a trip?

After several months of exercising, he thought that Xia Qian's body should be much stronger. Why couldn't he even take the medicine to cope with the common cold and fever.

When Xia Han woke up, it was daylight. He looked around in confusion, until he found Tang Ye who was lying asleep beside the hospital bed, and then remembered that he had brought him to the hospital when he was unconscious.

So, Tang Ye guarded him all night?

Xia Han suddenly felt guilty, and just wanted to wake him up but stopped talking.

There is not much time to look at him like this!

After learning his story, I realized that the indifference of rejecting others was not born with him.

Tang Ye had a very miserable childhood, and his obsession with himself was probably caused by the absence of certain parts of his life.

He was so selfish, he wanted to stay by such a person's side, watched him struggle, watched him bury the pain in his heart, but he still wanted to sprinkle salt on the wound viciously.

I thought that I, too, had the possibility of being loved.

People coming and going in the hospital woke up the sleeping people.Tang Ye frowned and yawned, and accidentally met someone's clear eyes.

That damned similarity surged into his heart again, Tang Ye turned his head to finish his yawn, and complained about his never-ending eyes, then turned back to that serious and pretentious little clerk, "You're awake. "

Xia Han sat up and leaned against the hospital bed, "Well, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Tang Ye helped him tuck in the quilt, "The doctor said there is nothing serious, and the water has been prescribed for three days. Should we go now or take a rest?"

Xia Han lowered her head, hesitated for a moment and then said, "Tang Ye, I will move out next month."

Tang Ye's heart tightened, and he frowned, "Move away? Why?"

Xia Han smiled lightly, "I found a more suitable house."

The noisy room suddenly fell silent, and Tang Ye looked at the man in front of him with complicated emotions.

Really, chic!

After a trip, he suddenly said that he would move out, with a relaxed tone. It seemed that in his eyes, there was really nothing he couldn't let go of.

"I'm sorry, I had a bad fight with you before I left. I was overthinking myself, Tang Ye." He raised his eyes and stared at the other party. "In the last few days, let's live in peace, okay?"

If he can't get closer, let's keep a memory, and erase the little flaws with beauty and happiness. In the years to come, when he thinks of Tang Ye, he will be full of sweetness that can even inflate his vanity.

Tang Ye, one day he will forget the non-existent Xia Han and start a new life.

He can also keep this relationship that he didn't have time to start in the depths of his memory.

After three days of infusion, Xia Han recovered quickly.

In the past three days, Tang Ye knocked on the door of his house after work, carrying a bag of things, and always started with: "How is today?"

It was only then that Xia Han discovered that Tang Ye, who had never taken care of anyone before, also had a delicate and considerate heart.

After lying in bed for two full days, the fatigue and mental illness of this period were relieved. On the third day, Xia Han got up in good spirits and made himself a delicious lunch.

In the afternoon, he went to the supermarket to buy some ingredients. He planned to call Li Liefeng and his girlfriend over at night. They hadn't seen each other for a long time, so he missed them.

In the evening, laughter sounded again in Xia's hut, and Xia Han, who was surrounded by excitement and happiness, felt that his frostbitten heart finally began to warm up.

After seven years of deserted life, he managed to find these friends, but——

Not for long.

Although regrettable, but helpless.

Tang Ye, who was sitting across from him, always had a calm expression on his face. No matter how exaggerated and absurd Li Liefeng's jokes were, he could at most smile lightly.

Between the brows, there was a hint of sadness that seemed to be there, which made Xia Han feel confused.

Before leaving, Li Liefeng excused himself to find water and followed Xia Han into the kitchen, clasped his hands together and sincerely saluted, Master Xia, please don't be as knowledgeable as our little Ye Zi, he is only a three-year-old child, no You can speak human language, if you make a mistake, I will call you, what will happen to your old man if you are so angry.

Xia Han was at a loss, Li Liefeng didn't beat around the bush, and complained straight to the point: I've been hungry for a month.

Xia Han smiled and bent over. Li Liefeng was carried home by sister Zheng's ears. Tang Ye stood outside the door and looked at him hesitantly.

In December, it was freezing cold, I opened my mouth, and a cloud of white mist enveloped that cold face.

"You, it's because you're angry with me that you..."

Tang Ye's voice was so low that Xia Han couldn't hear it clearly, "What did you say?"

Tang Ye lowered his eyes, shook his head, said good night and turned back to the house.

December 27th was Tang Ye's birthday. Li Liefeng and Mr. Chu set up a small bar to surprise him.

Li Min called early in the morning to wish his son a happy birthday. The gift has already arrived in S City, and it is estimated that it will be delivered in the afternoon. Pay attention to check.

Tang Ye worked all morning, and his left eye kept twitching. It didn't work after he patted and rubbed.

Tang Ye thought about it carefully, did his mother really send a car here?Or Mr. Chu prepared a generous gift with a wave of his hand?

In the afternoon, he skipped half a day of work on the grounds of eye disease.

It's not because it's a hypocritical reason to go to work for his birthday, it's -- well, God knows why, anyway, he's just upset and doesn't want to go to work.

There is no place to go after skipping work, so I just go home to catch up on sleep and wait for the delivery. I don't know what time I will be high at night, so I have an early rest.

Climbing up to the third floor, he unexpectedly found that the door next door was open.

At this time, Xia Qian wasn't staying in the store?

He walked into the house naturally, but saw no one, "Where is it?"

A middle-aged woman walked out of the bedroom, holding a piece of clothing in her hand, and looked at him suspiciously.

thief?

Tang Ye's first reaction was to meet an unreliable female thief, and stared at her warily.

It was the female thief who reacted first, "You...are you Xiao Tang?"

Xia Qian has mentioned many times that the young Tang who lives next door to him is very handsome and has a good temper, but --- there are a few large characters written on his face "Don't get close to strangers"

From this point of view, Xia Qian's description is very close, young, handsome, with "don't get close to strangers" written on his face

Tang Ye: "???"

The woman smiled, "I often hear my brother mention you, you are indeed a handsome young man."

my brother?This is Xia Qian's sister?She looked quite young, not like having a daughter as old as Xiaomanyao.

Tang Ye nodded politely, "It's Sister Xia, hello, my name is Tang Ye."

The woman was very satisfied, "You're welcome, my brother often praises you, saying that you take good care of him. By the way, aren't you going to work today? Are you back so early?"

Tang Ye found a reason to prevaricate, and the woman mentioned the reason for coming here by the way.

"He suddenly said that he was about to move. Alas, I don't know what he thinks. Didn't I come here early to help him clean up? The clothes and quilts he doesn't wear are all packed, and we can just move it when the time comes."

Tang Ye lowered his eyes, "He... hasn't found a house yet?"

Xia Juan: "It's so easy to find! This is not grocery shopping. I advised him to look for it after a year, but he didn't listen. Sigh, but if you work harder, you will find the right one!"

Tang Ye's eyes moved slightly, but he didn't say anything.

Is it because of me that I am so eager to move away?

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"No, I'm going to pack it up soon, so hurry up and go!"

As soon as Xia Juan finished speaking, her phone rang. She took out her phone and looked at it.

Tang Ye: "Then I'll go back first."

"Okay." Xia Juan nodded and connected the phone.

Tang Ye turned around and walked outside.

"Hey... oh, I'm here with Xia Han!"

After a pause, Tang Ye froze there.