deep crush

Xia Han.

During the seven years, Tang Ye heard this name many times.

Sometimes it's a real name, sometimes it's just an auditory hallucination.

But whether it is or not, he will habitually ask for proof.

He turned around and looked suspiciously at Xia Juan who was still on the phone.

"Okay, got it, I'll go over as soon as possible and hang up."

After hanging up the phone, Xia Juan looked up but found that the young man next door hadn't left yet, "Is there anything else?"

Tang Ye: "I seem to have heard you mention, Xia, Han?"

Did you hear me wrong?

Xia Juan was stunned for a moment, "Well, Xia Han, what's wrong?" She suddenly thought of something, and said with a smile, "Oh, what did he tell you? Is it Xia Qian?"

Tang Ye looked at her blankly.

"Qianqian is his nickname. He used to use the name Xia Han all the time. He even told me to change it. It's not easy to change it after so many years."

"Xia...Xia Han? Which han?" There was a huge wave in his heart, but his face was as calm as water, only his troubled eyes revealed some thoughts.

"It's the one next to the Japanese character, plus the word containing something." Xia Juan was afraid that he would not understand, so she made a gesture on the palm of her hand.

After Xia Qian, no, it should be said that it was Xia Han's house, Tang Ye went back to his hut.

He sat quietly on the sofa and thought a lot.

Is it a coincidence?By chance?This time, what absurd reason should be used to explain.

Same name, same birthday, same city, same university, same acquaintance with Lin Yu, able to get the first row seat at Lin Yu's concert.

There are so many coincidences, but he is like a fool, blindfolded and unwilling to think deeply.

The same brand of daily necessities, also has a sister, a drink shop named Han at the entrance of No. [-] Middle School, Lin Yu who claimed to find the wrong store, called him Xia Han's little shop assistant...

This time, can we still use coincidence to prevaricate the past?

The familiar smile and deja vu look in his eyes turned out to be not his illusion.

Xia Han, the Xia Han he had been waiting for for more than seven years, turned out to be so close to him.

"Why did you give the spirit beast a personal name...Because, I have a friend who is also named Xia Han...Sorry, my singing is terrible! Did it scare you...I opened a small shop near No. [-] Middle School Beverage store...the boss, he is a very easy-going person...except for the name of his spirit beast, everything else is pretty good...Xia Qian, she calls me Xia Qian..."

After getting along for more than half a year, there are too many fragments giving him hints, but he----

Tang Ye got up and paced back and forth in the room.

He didn't know how to describe his current mood, excited, surging, turbulent, and manic.

Xia Han, Xia Han, is Xia Qian.

He sent a message to Xiaomanyao, "Is your uncle's name Xia Han?"

He sent Li Liefeng the photos in his wallet.

The little man was stunned, "How do you know?!"

Li Liefeng exploded, "Fuck, fuck, this person is too familiar. I have seen it somewhere, I definitely have seen it somewhere, don't remind me, I will definitely remember it."

The corners of Tang Ye's mouth were bent to the back of his ears, a kind of almost crazy emotion fermented and swelled in his body, and it was about to burst out in the next second.

He clenched his fist and waved it in the air, he screamed frantically, he danced around the room like an idiot, Li Liefeng's jaw would definitely drop when he saw it, a person who has never been off the dance floor in a disco What a strange disease!

Xia Han is Xia Qian, and Xia Qian is Xia Han whom he has loved for seven years.

This ending is so fucking perfect.

For seven years, he has only loved one person, but he became interested in the little girl in the game and the older man next door for no reason. Now, it all makes sense.

Because that person is Xia Han.

The only person he's ever loved.

Xia Han, Xia Han, Xia Han...

He fell to the ground, facing the white ceiling, smirking and calling this name non-stop.

After seven years, he finally had this miracle.

God, he finally showed mercy and sent his Xia Han to him.

He was so excited that he almost burst into tears, maybe a drop or two had escaped from his eyes and rolled onto the floor.

During the seven years, he fantasized about encountering that person countless times.

But never thought of such a dramatic possibility.

Excited, yelled, laughed wildly, cried, and after I really calmed down, a problem that could not be ignored came before my eyes.

Xia Han, why did you hide it from him?

Knowing that he has a crush on him to an unbelievable degree, he still refuses to tell him his true identity.

why?

He took out his wallet, and gently stroked the longing person in the photo with his fingers, gently sticking them to his lips.

"Xia Han, you are finally here."

No matter what the reason is, this time, he will never let him leave again.

Seven years was too long, and he didn't have the confidence to wait any longer.

This is the last chance God gave him, he will hold his hand tightly and never miss it again.

Xia Juan came out from her younger brother's house, and happened to meet the young man next door who was also going out, so they went downstairs together.

Xiaonian is a bit strange, how should I put it... and an hour ago, he is a different person?

When we met for the first time, I was polite, unfamiliar, with a bit of a cold temperament.

but now ----

The young man was laughing all the way, not a smirk, not a polite one, but——a smirk?

What are you smirking at!

"Sister Xia, what a coincidence, I'm going out too, let's go together!"

"You are going to the store... what store... oh, how many buses do you take... What a coincidence, I will go there too, then, let's go together!"

Who said "Strangers should stay away" written on his face?That's obviously "passion like fire", okay? !

Xia Juan was a little overwhelmed, what happened to this young man?Personality, split? ? ?

The young man with split personality and the eldest sister got on the same bus, and gradually brought the topic to Xia Han's life in the past few years.

Xia Juan sighed softly, and slowly told him a sad story, a seven years that he didn't know.

After graduating from university, Xia Han went to City C, and was involved in a serious car accident just after finding a job before starting work.

In that car accident, their father died.Xia Han was also issued a critical illness notice several times due to serious injuries.

Probably God opened his eyes, Xia Han finally came back to life.

However, with a disfigured face, extensive burns on his body, and damage to his brain and vocal cords, Xia Han, who came back to life, was a completely different person.

Those days should be the darkest time in his life. Under the multiple blows, he even thought about committing suicide.

Xia Juan stared at her red eyes, dragged her body exhausted from taking care of him day and night, and slapped him hard.

Family affection, love, and responsibility made Xia Han finally give up suicide and survive.

Every day is difficult. Surgery, dressing change, rehabilitation, every minute and every second is like walking on the tip of a knife.

That kind of pain is beyond the imagination of ordinary people, Xia Han did it.

After Xia Juan finished telling her story, a handkerchief was handed to her, and she took it and said thank you.

Those were the past, the most painful days that neither she nor Xia Han wanted to recall.

After getting out of the car, Xia Juan said goodbye to him and walked towards her small shop.

Tang Ye turned around and walked back step by step along the way he came.

He didn't take the car, and some feelings were stuck in his heart, which made him panic with boredom and heartburn with pain.

It's been seven or eight years since I graduated, and I haven't had a formal job... I've been taken care of all the time.Later, his face was disfigured, he was disliked and dismissed from support, and he did some odd jobs in other places to save a little money, returned to his hometown, and opened a small shop to support himself.

What you have a crush on is nothing more than a shadow that doesn't exist at all.Seven years have passed, have you ever wondered what that person would become... Like me, a car accident took everything away, and became an ugly, horrible, useless cripple.No matter what it is, Xia Han today will definitely not be what you saw back then.

Does today's Xia Han make you feel sick?

What kind of mood did Xia Han feel when he said those words?

For seven years, he was trapped in a secret love that he couldn't extricate himself from, but he didn't know that the person he loved was in a fiery hell.

Fight death, fight your past self, and fight your new self.

I gritted my teeth and endured the endless pain in my body, swallowed my fragile tears again and again, stood in front of the mirror and said to the deformed face, you can do it, you can do it, keep going! ! !

Tang Ye closed his eyes, unable to bear to imagine.

With what kind of will Xia Han survived those terrible years.

And him, what did he do? !

It's not up to you, an outsider, to comment on my feelings... Even if you are self-righteous and worthless, it has nothing to do with a guy like you who can only hide in his body and have a dark mind.

He punched the wall on the side of the road, and blood seeped out, causing passers-by to exclaim.

He's a nasty bastard who sprinkles a handful of salt in the wounds of the people he loves most.

Damn it! ! !

He walked to the gate of No. [-] Middle School, walked through the crowd and traffic, and saw a busy figure standing in the lighted Han shop.

That is the person he misses day and night, serious work, kind smile, that is the lover he decided to protect with the rest of his life.

Xia Han, thank you.

Thank you for coming to my side, even if it is no longer the one I am familiar with, I will try my best to break into your heart and stay by your side forever.

I love you, Xia Han.

It gets dark very early in winter, and Xia Han closed the shop just after six o'clock and hurried home.

Today is Tang Ye's birthday, so we made an appointment to go to the restaurant first, and then Li Liefeng arranged a carnival night at the bar.Xia Han planned to go home first, change clothes and get presents before going there.

It might be very late today, he was afraid that he would not be able to take it anymore, so he was thinking about what excuse to slip away first?

When I went upstairs, there was a figure standing under the sound-activated light.

"Tang Ye?" Xia Han walked upstairs quickly, "You haven't left yet? I thought you, the birthday star, should go early."

Tang Ye stared at him without blinking, making him very uncomfortable.

"what happened?"

Tang Ye smiled, "I'm a little hungry."

Xia Han took out the key and opened the door, "I'll just change clothes, one minute." When he bumped into Jiani at work, he spilled some juice on his body. He took it off and hung it on the hanger. Tang Ye just wanted to enter the bedroom. He stopped him, "Can you make me something to eat first?"

Xia Han stared at him blankly, "Are you so hungry?" Can't even wait to go to the restaurant?

Tang Ye kept laughing, "Yes."

Xia Han hesitated for half a second, "Okay! Then, can I cook some noodles?"

"it is good."

Xia Han smiled and shook her head. This person is really like the three-year-old child Li Liefeng mentioned. He can't wait until he's hungry. There are plenty of fish and meat in the restaurant, but he's only short of noodles.

After opening the refrigerator, Xia Han took out tomatoes, vegetables, eggs, and boiled water.

Tang Ye stood not far away, staring affectionately at his lover who washed his hands and made noodles for him just because of him.

"Ah Feng said today that he would give you a surprise," Xia Han chatted while washing the vegetables, "I don't know what kind of idea he will come up with. However, his girlfriend is here, so it shouldn't be too out of the ordinary."

Tang Ye's eyes moved with his figure, and he responded lightly.

"By the way, did you receive many gifts today? Didn't those girls in the company ask you out?"

Tang Ye's mind is full of this person, but it takes a long time for any problems that have nothing to do with him, "My mother, gave me a set of clothes."

Xia Han glanced back at him, "Why aren't you wearing it?"

Tang Ye: "I'm not interested."

Xia Han put the washed tomato on the cutting board and cut into small pieces, "Not in the mood? What's wrong?"

The person who had always been in his heart came to reality. Tang Ye knew that his patience had reached its limit. "Today, I received the best gift. The best gift in my 26 years of life."

Xia Han asked with a smile, "What gift?"

Tang Ye: "A gift written by the sender from heaven, the name of the gift is Xia Han."

The kitchen knife rubbed her fingertips and landed on the cutting board. Xia Han was stunned for three seconds, then turned around with anxiety.

The warm light shone on Tang Ye's face, and the raised smile was extremely dazzling in the evening in the deep winter.

He said: "Hello, Xia Han. I am Tang Ye who has been secretly in love with you for seven years. Welcome to my life."