Rebirth of the Lost Me

Zhang Rin only went out after Yang Qing's mother came. Before he went out, he deliberately explained Yang Qing's mental and physical state, and then asked his mother to spend more time. Yang Qing's mother has lived in Nanjing for so many years. Of course he knew the harm of depression, so he promised him to watch Yang Qing carefully, and then talk to Yang Qing.

After Yang Qing was carried back to the bed by Zhang Rin, he didn't move the floor. What did he look like when he put it on? I can't even sit up to comfort Zhang Rin, as if I have no strength in my body, and my mood is very low, and I can't get excited all the time.This kind of experience is not the first time. In his last life, he endured it for almost two years. After maintaining this state for two years, Yang Qing finally couldn't take it anymore and ended it by himself.But in this life, he has new concerns, how dare he choose that path at will?

Unknowingly, tears fell down.He inexplicably remembered that in middle school, when it was his turn to be on duty with Zhang Rin, he was a chubby man at that time, and his movements were extremely slow. He was originally assigned to clean half of the classroom, but in the end he only cleaned about a quarter. Later, Zhang Lin went to take out the trash and told him to go to eat quickly.

This is the beginning of Yang Qing's love for Zhang Lin in his previous life, has he experienced it in this life?Yang Qing couldn't remember anymore, his memory was fading, no matter how he thought about it, he just couldn't think of it, he was a little anxious, and he was a little tired of himself, especially his recent self.

He also decided to forgive Zhang Rin for that betrayal, and he also wanted to live a good life with Zhang Rin, but it seemed that something was out of control, and he didn't know how to change this state. state of worry.

The relationship between Yang Qing and his mother is still not close, there seems to be something between them, and they can't get close to each other, so when his mother prepares lunch, Yang Qing just makes fun of it, eats a little, and then his mother also He was very busy, so it was impossible to watch over him all the time, so Yang Qing didn't ask him to stay. After lunch, he went back to the room by himself and went to the hanging chair by the window. On Yang Qing's lap, Yang Qing certainly felt uncomfortable, but he let Ha Yi go, and looked outside, at this increasingly unfamiliar city.

After the parent meeting, Zhang Rin wanted to rush home, but he was too charming. Many of the parents of Tan Shunli came to talk to him. As a courtesy, he couldn't just say nothing and just chat with the parents. Chatting casually, maybe those people also noticed that he was absent-minded, and let him go after a while.

Encountered in a traffic jam when he was in a hurry, Zhang Rin's mood became particularly bad, and he finally reached the outside of the community, but was stopped by Ke Di who appeared from nowhere.

Facing Ke Di, Zhang Rin did not have the good temper he had when facing Yang Qing, so they sat in the car and chatted, Ke Di was smoking. Originally, Zhang Rin was a little annoyed and wanted to smoke, but he was worried that Yang Qing would smell it when he went back. The smell of smoke would be uncomfortable, so I held back.Ke Di was smoking, and Zhang Lin inevitably got it on his body, so he opened the window, thinking about getting some air.

"What's the matter with you?"

Zhang Rin and Ke Di were sitting in the same space, quite impatient. From Zhang Rin's point of view, if he hadn't been rescued by Ke Di after his fracture five years ago, they would never have been in contact with each other for the rest of their lives. In the past five years, although The outside world guessed that his lover was Ke Di, but Zhang Rin didn't have much contact with him. Zhang Rin already had a lover, so how could he still have too much contact with someone who liked him?Didn't it make Yang Qing uncomfortable for nothing? Thinking of Yang Qing, he was a little anxious and wanted to go back quickly.

"Nothing, just sit with you and talk."

"After that, I'm really inconvenient today."

"Did Yang Qing make trouble again?"

"What are you talking about? What do you mean he's making trouble again? It's okay, I won't tell you anymore. I'm going back. Don't keep coming to me. I haven't been in space recently."

"It's so heartless!"

The short conversation with Ke Di didn't make Zhang Rin take it seriously, and he walked to the door of the house. Of course he wanted to go home quickly, and he didn't know that Yang Qing's mother had left. If he knew, he would be more worried .

When Zhang Rin came back, Yang Qing was still on the hanging chair, and Ha Yi was also with him. To be precise, Ha Yi’s entire body was pressed on him, and his legs were numb. He had already died of sleepiness. Fell asleep.But the sound of opening the door when Zhang Rin came in still woke him up.

After Yang woke up, he just opened his eyes, but the eyelids were drooping. He didn't raise his eyes slowly until a pair of feet walked in front of his eyes. When he saw Zhang Rin, he felt a little dazed, as if he couldn't remember why he was here.

"Are you taking a nap? Did I wake you up? Do you want to continue sleeping?"

Yang Qing looked at Zhang Rin's mouth opening and closing, as if he was talking about something, Yang Qing asked him, and after Zhang Rin repeated it, Yang Qing nodded, but he felt uncomfortable with his head raised for a long time, so he lowered his head.

"Is that sleeping here or going to bed?"

"bed."

After not speaking for a long time, the word Yang Qing uttered was a bit hoarse, not like his voice.

Although Yang Qing was occasionally indifferent in the past, Zhang Rin felt that it was just his character and it was harmless, but now Yang Qing is strange and terrifying. In just a few days, he has changed so much, Zhang Rin also blames himself He didn't find out the problem earlier, he wondered if Yang Qing's abnormality was discovered earlier, and it would be better if he waited for him to see a psychiatrist, but now, he felt that Yang Qing's current situation could not even be controlled by himself.

So when Zhang Rin carried Yang Qing to the bed, she carefully leaned against him and spoke softly to him.

"Yang Qing, shall we go to see a doctor?"

"What did you say?"

"I said, let's go to the doctor, I'll go with you! Tell me the things I did that bothered you, okay?"

This is the second time Zhang Rin shed tears in front of Yang Qing. Yang Qing's heart that seemed to have no interest in anything suddenly hurt at this moment, so he reached out to wipe away Zhang Rin's tears, but the tears were also I don't know what's going on, and I can't wipe it off.

"Zhang Rin, don't cry, don't cry, I'm not sick, I'm not sick."

"You are sick in your heart! Yang Qing, I beg you, go!"

"Okay, as long as you don't cry. Every time I see you cry, it hurts here."

Yang Qing pointed at the position of his heart, his pale and bloodless face had blushed for a few days because of the agitation just now, of course this made Zhang Rin's heart flutter, but he also knew Yang Qing's current state , I didn't do anything, but gently hugged him into my arms, letting his tears soak my clothes.