Rebirth of the Lost Me

Yang Qing's initiative to pull Zhang Rin at night may be unconscious, but it really moved Zhang Rin, and even took him home with a good mood. Yang Qing felt inexplicable after watching it, and couldn't help but look at it more glanced at him.

When sleeping, Zhang Rin seemed so excited that he ignored the invisible line between them, and approached Yang Qing several times. Yang Qing kept staring at him, but the room was very dark at night, Zhang Rin couldn’t see clearly Yang Qing's expression made him think that Yang Qing silently allowed him to come over, and he was even happier, and finally stretched out his hand to hug Yang Qing into his arms.

It was the first time in several months that I held this person like this.

It was the first time in months that I was hugged by this person like this.

Zhang Rin felt that no matter how much suffering there was, he could hold on to this moment.

Yang Qing couldn't help but wonder if Zhang Rin had hugged him like this earlier, would he have forgiven him long ago?

It turned out that forgiving Zhang Rin would make him so relaxed.

This night, it was a rare night without dreams, and I slept until I woke up naturally.When Yang woke up, Zhang Rin was still asleep, his warm breath sprinkled on the top of his head, it was clean, and he was a little moved.Yang Qing thought, maybe he shouldn't keep holding on to that incident, but should follow his heart and live a good life with Zhang Rin. In this life, no one has made mistakes.

"morning!"

Several months of deliberate alienation made Yang Qing a little embarrassed. He was bored for a while, but he still couldn't say the simple word "morning". In the end, he just didn't open his mouth. dressing.Yang Qing still listened to Zhang Rin with one ear, which was what he had been doing during the Cold War.

"Yesterday Xiao Li's homeroom teacher sent a message saying that there will be a parent-teacher meeting today, will you come with me?"

Yang Qing seemed to remember that incident, and Zhang Rin seemed to have mentioned it to him yesterday, but he didn’t know what happened during this time, many things went in his left ear and out of his right ear, and he couldn’t remember many things. Just like the last period of his previous life, he didn't know why the two lives were like this, but this change in his thinking did scare him a little.

"Yang Qing, did you hear me?"

Yang Qing paused for a while when he was dressing, he turned his head and glanced at Zhang Rin, seeing that he looked expectant, but he didn't dare to show it too obviously, Yang Qing also wanted to agree, but still didn't answer, just shook his head.

"Alright, then I'll go by myself and call my assistant to accompany you later?"

"unnecessary."

He didn't feel at ease leaving Yang Qing alone at home, but Tan Shunli had to attend the parents' meeting, but they didn't have many friends in this city. Gao Chongyao was suitable, but he was so big For a company, it's better not to bother him with such trivial matters. In the end, Zhang Rin called Yang Qing's mother.Of course Yang Qing's mother knew about their relationship, but maybe she felt that she left Yang Qing when he was young and had no position to blame Yang Qing's sexual orientation, so she didn't explicitly say that they should not be together, It's just that there is less communication.

Zhang Rin cooked the porridge, and cooked a few eggs for breakfast. As soon as the eggs were cooked, Zhang Rin peeled them off and gave them to Yang Qing. Yang Qing also ate them with a sense of face, but his body didn't seem to be a face. As soon as he ate it, he felt his stomach churning, Yang Qing immediately ran to the bathroom, the two people who stayed on the dining table looked at each other, and then Zhang Lin immediately dropped his things and ran to the bathroom.

In fact, there was nothing to vomit in his stomach. Yang Qing didn't eat much during this time, not because he deliberately didn't want to eat, but because he didn't have the desire to eat at all.Holding the toilet, he vomited out his stomach acid, and a glass of water was handed to him, Yang Qing took it to rinse his mouth, but the vomit seemed to take his body away, he couldn't lift his strength, so he just sat in the bathroom Sitting against the toilet.

"feelling better?"

There was a buzzing sound in his ears, Yang Qing looked at Zhang Rin with tears in his eyes, at this moment he seemed to be unable to see Zhang Rin's appearance clearly, he also seemed to be unable to remember Zhang Rin's appearance, he struggled to go Look, he couldn't concentrate again, so he could only lower his head and look at the floor at his feet.

"Uncle, what's the matter with you?"

Tan Shunli also stood at the door for a long time, his expression was also worried, Yang Qing's performance made him a little scared, so he didn't come in at the door of the bathroom, maybe he couldn't bear it at last, so he asked him.

Yang Qing didn't seem to have heard Tan Shunli's question. Zhang Lin was afraid that Tan Shunli would be worried, so he spoke.

"Go to school first, I'm here, don't worry."

Tan Shunli stood at the door for a while before deciding to go to school, so when there were only the two of them left at home, Zhang Rin sat beside Yang Qing and sat quietly with him without saying anything. .

Recently, Yang Qing has lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. Zhang Rin knows about the slightest changes in the people around him, but this Yang Qing has never opened his heart to him in the past few months. Zhang Rin He couldn't do anything except accompany him. He also wanted to find out the reason why Yang Qing was depressed, and he also wanted Yang Qing to get better soon, but he had tried many methods, but none of them could do anything, so he asked Gao Chongyao Looking for a psychiatrist, he can only pin his hopes on the doctor, hoping that Yang Qing will recover after receiving psychological treatment.

Yang Qing felt sleepy again, but not long after he got up, he yawned, then looked at the shoulder next to him and felt good, and slowly leaned on it.

They have lived together for ten years, and they already have the smell of each other. Yang Qing feels that Zhang Lin's smell is very comfortable, because the similar smell makes him feel at ease. He just leans on him. In fact, he He didn't fall asleep either, there would always be some inexplicable things in his mind, which he would not normally think about. If it wasn't a dream, Yang Qing really didn't know how to explain it, but if it was a dream, why was he awake again? of?

After a short period of dependence, Yang Qing finally felt less depressed. Zhang Rin felt that he had fallen asleep, so she got up and hugged him, wanting to carry him to the bed so that he could sleep more comfortably.Although Yang Qing woke up, he didn't refuse, and let him carry him to the room.

"Yang Qing, go see a doctor!"