Rebirth of the Lost Me

Yang Qing has been a little lethargic lately. Although he would be woken up whenever there was any movement, he still felt sleepy all day long, so he stayed in bed most of the time.Zhang Lin does everything in the family, and Yang Qing is also happy and leisurely, but he seems like a person who has no ability to take care of himself.

As soon as May arrived, the temperature was rising. Yang Qing was sitting on the balcony basking in the sun that day. He heard that Zhang Rin was writing his thesis again, but there was no progress for several months. He couldn't help thinking of It made him feel uncomfortable writing a thesis when he graduated from university.

In his last life, his university was a third-rate university in Hangzhou. The school wasn’t very good. The teachers had a good score. His thesis teacher at the time was not in a hurry to let them write it at the beginning. He waited half a month before the defense , I started to panic, and told them to write quickly, and in the process of writing, they paid special attention to the format. Yang Qing and the others wanted to ask how to write a thesis, but his thesis teacher only asked them to search other people's articles online. look.In the end, Yang Qing's article naturally didn't have many original things. Everyone cobbled it together on the Internet and came up with an article.When they showed the paper to the thesis teacher, the thesis teacher held it in his hand for a few days and didn't know how to read it. The defense was passed only the second time. At that time, the whole thesis team breathed a sigh of relief.

In this life, Yang Qing's thesis was prepared relatively early, and he still chose the topic in his previous life, but he read a lot of books in this life, and with the thesis advisor in charge, he passed it without much effort.

Zhang Rin wrote his dissertation in the living room. There was a very thick book on his lap. He read the book twice. The first time he read it roughly, he probably found what he needed. The second time Filter through these again and leave the more useful ones.While reading the book, Zhang Rin typed the knowledge he listed into the document.Occasionally, he also looked up at Yang Qing, seeing that everything was normal, he continued to do his work.

Knowing that Zhang Rin has been paying attention to him, Yang Qing also felt tired for Zhang Rin. He thought that Zhang Rin was looking forward to the appearance of another Yang Qing. Of course, he also expected it. In those few days, he would rather disappear like this when he committed suicide.

These days, Yang Qing couldn't help thinking, why did he still appear? For him, this life shouldn't exist at all. He exists, but it's just another painful soul, but it doesn't matter to the people around him. People have caused so much damage, if there is no him, there is only another Yang Qing.

But Yang Qing didn't know how to let his soul that should have disappeared long ago leave without affecting the other self, because he felt that the other Yang Qing seemed to have affected him, otherwise why he couldn't see Zhang Rin being sad.

"Yang Qing, let's go for a walk!"

As the sun set, the room gradually darkened. As the senior high school entrance examination was approaching, Tan Shunli enrolled in a class. From after school to nine o'clock every day, they all felt that Tan Shunli was still young, and they were not at ease that he would go home alone at night. home, will pick him up.So since Tan Shunli started making up lessons, Zhang Rin would ask Yang Qing to go out for a walk every night, and wait for Tan Shunli when it was almost nine o'clock, and the family of three would come back together.Of course Yang Qing didn't want to go out, but Zhang Rin said it too many times, and he would go out once or twice out of five times.

Both of them tacitly maintained their affection in front of Tan Shunli, and it was only at night, when the two of them were lying on the same bed that they slept clearly, did they show their current emotional state.

"Let's go! I haven't gone out for a few days!"

Yang Qing didn't even look up at Zhang Rin, he just looked out through the balcony.The neighborhood was extremely quiet, and he couldn't hear any sounds, which made him feel deaf for a while. He thought, if he really couldn't hear, he wouldn't have to listen to Zhang Rin anymore. Zhang Rin's gentle treatment every day made him He has a feeling that they are just a small fight between lovers, and now Zhang Rin is just making him angry and coaxing him.Yang Qingduo hoped so.

Over the past few months, Yang Qing also thought about forgetting about the incident five years ago, but Ke Di always came out to show his presence. He could see clearly that Zhang Rin and Ke Di had something in the past, and that was what he cared about. .It's just that Yang Qing didn't know, what would that Yang Qing do if he happened to meet that scene.

Before going out, Yang Qing was asked to put on a coat, which made Yang Qing lose his temper again and didn't want to go out, but he had already agreed to someone, and the obsequious expression of someone made people reluctant to refuse, Yang Qing still Put on the coat.

It was really cold outside.

Yang Qing put his hands in his pockets and walked beside Zhang Rin. The people beside him seemed to want to liven up the atmosphere and kept talking, but Yang Qing couldn't concentrate. He only knew that Zhang Rin He was talking, but he said something, but he couldn't grasp the point all the time, and those words slipped away from his ears one by one.

Suddenly, someone on the opposite side blocked his way, Yang Qing thought that the other party just accidentally blocked the way, so he let him aside, but who knew that the other party blocked him again, so Yang Qing looked at the other party unhappily.

It's just a man in his forties, but why does this man look familiar?

"Yang Qing? Is it really you?"

Yang Qing couldn't remember who this person was, he looked at Zhang Rin, Zhang Rin recognized this person, so Zhang Rin immediately protected Yang Qing behind him, and looked at this man nervously.

"Yang Qing, it's me, Wang Yi!"

Wang Yi?Who is Wang Yi?Oh, he was the first person he fell in love with in his life, but you see, he obviously liked it so much at the beginning, and it's been so many years since I saw him. Remember that he used to be with him.

Yang Qing was thinking again, since he could forget Wang Yi so easily, why is it so difficult to forget Zhang Rin?If it doesn't work for ten years, it will be 20 years, 30 years, and I can always forget him like Zhang Lin.The premise is that he wants to leave Zhang Rin first, and he is contradictory again. When he thinks of leaving Zhang Rin, he refuses from the bottom of his heart. Maybe he also knows subconsciously that he cannot leave Zhang Rin now.

Having nothing to say to Wang Yi, Yang Qing took Zhang Rin's arm for the first time in months and told him to leave quickly.Because of Yang Qing's small action, Zhang Rin was particularly moved. After so long, he finally saw some light.