Rebirth of the Lost Me

In a blink of an eye, more than four months have passed, and Zhang Rin's new movie is about to be promoted. It is his duty to promote the movie as the leading actor, so another month has been busy.During this period, Yang Qing was not very happy. Zhang Lin would find someone to accompany him at home every day, making him look like a person who couldn't take care of himself.

The movie is scheduled to be released on May [-]st. Before the movie was released, Zhang Rin's sexual orientation was brought up again, which was as controversial as the protagonist of the movie, the criminal policeman. Therefore, the movie became popular before it was broadcast. However, many people attacked him as the criminal policeman in the movie.Zhang Rin doesn't care about these, because he still has other things to do, such as Yang Qing's worries, talking about Shunli's high school entrance examination, or his thesis, he really doesn't have the extra energy to care about how others think of him.

Gao Chongyao hadn't been with that boyfriend for long, and it was only after getting along with each other that he realized that his personalities were inconsistent, so he had time to come to Yang Qing and the others.Yang Qing sometimes worries about Gao Chongyao, after all, he is almost forty and has not stabilized yet.

In the past few months, Yang Qing also knew what the other Yang Qing did, and came out to his family. This is something he would never have the courage to do. If you leave Zhang Rin, you will have nothing.For several months, Yang Qing still didn't talk about the scene he saw at the beginning, but that incident was like a thorn in his heart, which he couldn't remove no matter what.

So, of course, there was no overly intimate behavior between them.Every time Zhang Rin wanted to take his hand, he would block him with a look, and they became a cohabiting couple who hadn't touched each other for four months.

When another sum of money was put into the account, Yang Qing's mood fluctuated again. Of course it was Zhang Rin who called, but he immediately sent the money back, but when he saw Zhang Rin's injured expression, His heart also hurts a little, he hates his closest self, and his heart is always out of control.

When the movie was released, Yang Qing chose to watch the movie when Zhang Rin was not at home.

Yang Qing remembered that there should have been such a movie in his previous life, and that movie was not acted by Zhang Rin. He was bored at home every day and never went to see it. He expected to search for it on the Internet after a while, but he never watched the movie. Just can't survive.

The first scene of the movie is a bar where the criminal policeman dances wildly in the middle of the dance floor. There, it seems that he is alone on the stage. He drinks heavily with his friends, tells jokes loudly, and is extremely publicized.

When the camera turned, it was him who was shrewd and ruthless when handling the case.

Such a charming detective, but when he got home, he let go of everything automatically, as if he had become another person.

In one scene, when he was in the bathroom, he suddenly heard a sound outside the window, which frightened him and squatted on the ground with his head in his arms.

This is a process in which a boy who was abused by his stepfather when he was young and witnessed his mother killing someone grew up, and differentiated into another personality in order to protect himself. It is impossible for a child to recover from psychological trauma when he was young. Yes, let's go to the criminal police in this movie, and in the end he kills again and again.

The ending of the story is naturally that the criminal policeman couldn't stand the fact, and was so stimulated that he went crazy.

In the movie, no one redeems him, no one understands why he became like that.

The last scene of the movie is in a mental hospital. A criminal policeman with a tendency to violence is tied up. He is already so skinny. Hearing all kinds of voices suddenly, how scared should he be?

Yang Qing felt a little heavy after watching the movie, but he still rushed home before Zhang Rin went home, but Zhang Rin's appearance and his expression in the movie kept coming before his eyes.

Yang Qing also couldn't figure it out, Zhang Rin was obviously an extremely gentle person in life, how could he perform such an extreme appearance in the movie, as if he was really a lunatic.Moreover, his good-looking face in the movie, with sunken eye sockets and prominent cheekbones that were tortured in the later stage, really looks like a lunatic.Such Zhang Rin really made Yang Qing feel so distressed, even though Yang Qing knew that it was in the movie.

The response to the film was very good, with a box office of more than 8 million in one week, and the sales rate of each show was quite high. The film sold well, which made Zhang Rin's depressed mood for several months a little better.

Of course, Gao Chongyao, the boss, was even more happy, so he baked a restaurant outside to celebrate his success.It's called Celebration, but it's actually just a gathering among friends of the three of them.

While Yang Qing was going to the bathroom, Zhang Rin put down his chopsticks and looked at Gao Chongyao opposite.

"You also noticed it? Yang Qing's abnormality."

"I've noticed it a long time ago! Zhang Rin, is there something wrong with you recently? I think he seems to be suffering from depression. I asked him to solve it early! How many people in the circle have committed suicide because of depression in the past few years? It's not that I don't know!"

"He won't say."

Zhang Rin was distressed, how could he fail to see that Yang Qing had psychological problems.To be precise, when Yang Qing committed suicide in Chongqing many years ago, he had the awareness. But people didn’t pay much attention to mental illness at that time. As people’s life has been further guaranteed in recent years, psychological problems have been paid more attention to.

During the years of living with Yang Qing, many problems of this Yang Qing have been exposed.It's like he never tells others about his thoughts, doesn't get close to others, and is very lonely, just like Zhang Rin doesn't know what circumstances made him unhappy, and then he was depressed for a long time, and he never Confidence, even if Zhang Rin told him many times, he would not believe it.

"If you don't say anything, you can't let it go!"

"Gao Chongyao, help me find a better psychiatrist. Also, I haven't been acting for the past two years, and I'll talk about it when he recovers."

Seeing Yang Qing come in, the two of them tacitly agreed not to continue the topic just now. Zhang Rin put Yang Qing's favorite dishes into his bowl in a flattering manner. Of course, Yang Qing couldn't move those dishes, so Yang Qing pushed them aside. , just ate the rice with chopsticks, this action naturally caused the two to look at each other again.

Yang Qing may have realized something, but he didn't say anything, he ate by himself, and at the end of the meal, there were so many dishes on the table, Yang Qing didn't move, just ate the white rice in the bowl, and didn't finish it.

Seeing Yang Qing like this, the two of them became even more convinced that they should quickly find him a psychiatrist.Otherwise, if Yang Qing is allowed to go on like this, what consequences will happen, they really dare not imagine.