Rebirth of the Lost Me

It has been nearly half a month since the psychological counseling, and with the medicine, Zhang Rin feels that Yang Qing's condition is much better. Although there is still a gap from before, he believes that Yang Qing will recover completely in a short time, because Yang Qing's improvement, he My mood is also getting better every day, and even the progress of the thesis is very fast.

Tan Shunli worked hard for so long, and finally it was time to accept the review. Since the college entrance examination ended, it was the countdown to the high school entrance examination. The weather was fine during the two days of the high school entrance examination. Like most parents, they sent their children into the examination room, and then waited anxiously outside the examination room. The same was true for Zhang Rin and Yang Qing, but after waiting for a while, Zhang Rin asked Yang Qing to wait in the car, because it was still a little hot under the sun in June.

But if Zhang Rin knew that this concern turned out to be a farewell, he wished he could kill himself.

Yang Qing has been in a good mood for the past few days. Taking medicine to control his condition gave him the energy to think about himself in the past few months, and then he felt more and more that he was enough at that time. If he decided to receive treatment because he didn't want to see Zhang If Rin is sad, if he accepts it now, he doesn't want to continue in that state. He also knows that if he continues like that, sooner or later he will be like the last path he chose in his previous life. Boy, he is no longer like a lonely family in his previous life, how can he rest assured about them.

It took two hours for the language test, and Yang Qing was just watching with his mobile phone. Speaking of which, he was not in the mood to look at his mobile phone during this period of time, and his fingers felt uncomfortable from flipping through various text messages in the mobile phone. When deleting all of them, a name caught his attention.

It was from Cody.

That is a picture.

The picture shows Zhang Rin and Ke Di sitting and chatting together in a car.

Yang Qing felt that his head was about to explode with a bang, and his blood was surging, and he suffered from a brief deafness. He remembered that Zhang Lin and Ke Di were in bed, after such a long time, but he still remembered the plot of that day. It is clear that at this moment, he is unwilling to admit Zhang Rin's position in his heart, as if he would be sorry for himself in his previous life if he admits it.

Outside the examination room, Zhang Rin was guarding tightly, and when Yang Qing looked over there, he couldn't see Zhang Rin there.Yang Qing suddenly felt that the psychotherapy he had received for the past half month was useless, he just saw a photo of Zhang Lin and Ke Di, which made him return to that state.

Yang Qing felt very tired, and he didn't want to continue anymore.

The mobile phone was left in the car, Yang Qing didn't think about taking the mobile phone away at all, he got out of the car and didn't know where to go, but he knew that he wanted to stay away from Zhang Rin, so he walked in big strides.

Where are you going?

Where can I go?

Go to a place where there is no Zhang Rin.

Traces of Zhang Rin can be seen everywhere.

When people are in a trance, they can automatically ignore everything around them. Yang Qing didn't notice that the people around him stopped and waited for the traffic lights. He was still walking slowly. When a truck hit him and a car ran over him, Yang Qing felt great pain. At the same time, there was an inexplicable feeling of relief, he thought at least this time he was not committing suicide, at least the people who loved him would not be too sad, right?He was also thinking that his life in this life was too unfair to his other self. If this car accident could make him disappear completely, it would be nice to have only another Yang Qing left.

later

When I woke up again, there were immature faces around me, and the face of the class teacher was also several years younger. He managed to control the discipline on the podium, and then talked about changing seats. The students were not so disciplined, the teacher said a few words, and they started talking again, probably because they were curious about the seat arranged by the teacher, they whispered to each other, talking about something.

The teacher is naturally furious, but what can be done.

Yang Qing looked forward without any expression, but if someone looked closely, he would find that his eyes were not in focus at all, just like a blind man with beautiful eyes but no focus.

The word "Zhang Rin" suddenly read by the teacher made Yang Qing's eyes fluctuate. He almost instinctively looked at the location of the back door. Zhang Rin, who was only thirteen or fourteen years old, looked extremely tender, but his facial features could already tell I will be handsome in the future.

After the teacher pronounced "Zhang Rin", he immediately pronounced "Yang Qing", just as Yang Qing remembered.After Zhang Rin heard these two words, he kept asking who his classmate Yang Qing was.

Yang Qing has experienced this scene twice, and this is the third time watching it. Watching it now is like watching a movie.

I didn't expect to come back again.

For a person who wants to die, but has two chances to start again, Yang Qing wonders if this is a joke made by God. Even God thinks that his life in the past two lives is really bad, so he let him be born again ?

What was he thinking before he died this time?Yang Qing didn't have to think about it deliberately. Before he died, it was a pity that he hadn't told Zhang Rin that he fell in love with him.

Yang Qing looked at Zhang Rin's immature face and smiled at him, and he also smiled at Zhang Rin, revealing a pair of beautiful dimples.

Love, it's too late to understand, but it's not too late in this life.

The author has something to say:

It's finally over. When I wrote this article, I was always in a low mood, and I didn't want to continue writing many times.But fortunately, I picked it up again several times.

When I conceived this article, I was thinking of tragedy. For Yang Qing, living is more difficult than dying.The second rebirth, if he does not change his personality, his life will still not change, so this ending is written, and different people can imagine his rebirth life again.