between friendship and love

The New Year is always lively, Yang Lin has many cousins ​​and cousins, one chats and the other plays, and the whole day passes.

The second and third grades of junior high school, without exception, go to New Year's greetings again.I don't feel uncomfortable with the things I have to do every year, but sometimes I think of that person, and my heart feels sweet and bitter.

Qitian's father never showed up during the Chinese New Year, Qitian has no other relatives, and the bookstore doesn't need to be open, so he spends his time online every day.He rarely communicates with people, and even dives in the virtual world.I started to write novels a few years ago when I first came into contact with online literature. Maybe I have been quiet for a long time, and my brain has opened up a lot. The novels are written very smoothly. It has nothing to do with romance. It is just writing some supernatural fantasy. Popularity, signed a contract, an extra income.

Now that I have leisure, I spend almost all day coding.When I was hungry, I checked the time and found that it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.He rubbed his sore eyes, stood up and was about to cook when the door just opened and Yang Lin walked in with a bag of things.

He changed his shoes and said, "My mother asked me to bring you some dumplings, haven't you had dinner yet?"

"I haven't eaten yet, thank you auntie for me."

Yang Lin opened the bag, revealing the iron lunch box inside, and went to the kitchen to get him a pair of chopsticks.Qi Tian took it, ate a dumpling, and said with a smile: "The dumplings cooked by Auntie are still so delicious."

"Then you eat more."

Qi Tian nodded, his stomach was so hungry that he wolfed down a large bowl of dumplings. Yang Lin had already refilled his teacup and handed it to him in good time. "Haven't you eaten all day? See how hungry you are."

"I had some lunch at noon." Qi Tian turned on the TV and looked at the man looking a little tired, "What's wrong, didn't you sleep well?"

"I was called up very early in the morning to go to New Year's greetings, and I didn't get enough sleep." The man rubbed his temples, "The meeting at home is still lively, and I can't sleep even if I want to."

"Why don't you rest on my bed, and I'll wake you up later."

Yang Lin looked at Qi Tian's defenseless appearance, his heart skipped a beat, and then he regained his composure.

It's just an ordinary sentence, why do I think it's hope?

I smiled wryly in my heart, wanted to leave, but instinctively couldn't refuse the chance to get close to him again, so I nodded.Qi Tian's bedroom has not changed much, a bed of 1.5 meters, even in winter, a mosquito net is hung, the plain quilt and pillowcase are soft and warm.He is afraid of the cold, and the electric blanket has been turned on to keep warm, so it will be warm when lying on it. Yang Lin closed his eyes, smelling the unique smell of Qi Tian, ​​his body shivered uncontrollably.

I thought I could be suppressed, but I didn't know how much I wanted until I got close again.Just sleeping on his bed, he was so happy that he couldn't speak.

There is no cure.

Qi Tian thought he was too tired, so he tucked the quilt for him, turned off the light, walked out lightly, and turned off the TV.

Sitting in front of the computer again, looking at the open document, I suddenly lost my inspiration, so I saved it and closed the document.The computer desktop is a landscape painting, the castle of sunshine and flowers, they are all so beautiful, brilliant and dazzling, it seems to be the ultimate of my fantasy life.Looking at all this, he suddenly thought of Xiaolin.He thought of Xiaolin who had an extremely sad face after he answered that night.

His only friend, he doesn't want to see him unhappy, if it can make him smile, he is willing to do anything.At the very beginning, when Xiaolin confessed his love to him for the first time, it wasn't that he wasn't frightened, but he didn't dare to reveal it, so he could only pretend to be stupid.

Later, she couldn't stop pretending to be a fool, and Xiao Lin's attitude towards him became more and more enthusiastic every day, and she wanted to know his mind more and more day by day.

What is his intention?

I don't know either.All he knew was that he must not lose his friend.I don't want to be alone at all, as long as I don't lose him, I can let him do whatever.Xiaolin started to touch him physically, he was afraid but couldn't refuse, and gradually he didn't reject him, but Xiaolin didn't touch him anymore.

He thought he would lose this friend, and felt sad and uneasy, but fortunately, Xiao Lin was still by his side, just as gentle and considerate as before he confessed, and never left.Even if they are working in the city, they will call to greet each other every now and then, and usually chat a few words on the Internet every day.

My heart settled down, but I always felt that something was wrong.He couldn't figure it out either, this was obviously the result he wanted.

Wiping his face, he took a deep breath, cheering himself up from the bottom of his heart.After browsing the web for half an hour, the phone suddenly rang.The soundproofing of the house was not very good. He was afraid of waking Yang Lin up, so he hurriedly pressed the answer button.

"Hello? Happy New Year...Ah? What day is it?...The sixth day? Okay, I will be there on time...Thank you!"

After hanging up the phone, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and hope ignited in his heart.Blind date?Great, there are still people willing to meet him, this may be a good opportunity.

Yang Lin slept until twelve o'clock in the evening, Qi Tian had already taken a shower, and was sitting by the bed, reading a novel with his mobile phone in his hand.Yang Lin turned on his cell phone beside the pillow, looked at the time, and said with a smile, "I slept so comfortably, I don't even think about it."

Qi Tian tilted his head to look at him, "Why don't you call Auntie and sleep here all night?"

The man's eyes lit up for a moment, and he desperately reminded himself that this is normal, not that meaning.Qi Tian looked at him with a smile, "We haven't slept together for a long time, and your family has a lot of guests, maybe there are not enough guest rooms."

Is it not enough, originally arranged for him to spend the night with his cousin tonight.

His proposal and smile were too charming for a man to refuse.He dialed the number at home and told his mother about staying here, but Yang's mother didn't say anything.

Qi Tian opened the closet, took out clothes, towels and a toothbrush, "I still keep your pajamas, you can go take a shower, are you hungry after sleeping for so long? Is there anything you want to eat?"

"Not hungry. I'll take a shower first."

After he finished washing, Qi Tian was already lying on the bed, and there was an empty seat next to him, which was obviously for him.His body was a little stiff, and he didn't feel it when he didn't touch it normally. After touching it, he remembered the sweet taste before, and the impulse was so impulsive that he couldn't restrain it.

After all, they lifted the quilt and lay down. The two people's arms were close to each other. The pajamas were very thin, which did not affect the heat conduction at all.Yang Lin breathed a sigh of relief, "What novel are you reading?"

I thought my tone was calm, but when I said it, I realized that there was still a hint of trembling.

"Cultivation of immortals." Qi Tian answered very smoothly, "I have been following this book for two years, and it is still not finished. It is well written, and the author is very diligent in updating."

"Really? I'll read it when I have time. What's the title of the book?"

Qi Tian leaned over, handed the phone screen in front of him, and showed him clearly.He laughed again, "Do you still read novels now? I didn't read much before, I only liked watching anime."

"Looking at it now, I also like what you wrote."

Qi Tian was startled, his face turned red, "Huh? Did you read it too? I'm so sorry, the writing is not good..."

"Very good, the story is very exciting, the plot is very smooth, and I have left a comment below."

"Eh? Really?"

"Yeah, I also saw other people's messages, and some people asked why you didn't involve love."

"I don't know. I can imagine other things. If it is about love, I probably have to experience it before I can write it." Qi Tian locked the phone screen, put it on the bedside table, and suddenly sighed, "It's been a long time since we slept together Together. Do you still remember the first time we slept together? About five years old, I was playing with toys at your house and refused to leave. The adults had no choice but to let me sleep there, haha, and we still had each other Grab the quilt."

"Not five years old."

"what?"

"A month ago, we slept together."

"How did you know?"

"My mother told me. They were doing things together at the time, and the two children would just throw them together and take a nap."

"Does nap count?"

"Forget it."

Qi Tian stretched out his hand to turn off the bedside lamp, his eyes were also gloomy, and he called softly for a long time: "Xiao Lin."

His voice was so gentle and ambiguous that the man thought it was an illusion and forgot to respond.

Qi Tian's mouth was dry, and it took a long time before he said softly and tremblingly, "Do you still want to hug me?"

The man's whole body was stiff, he couldn't believe it, and he didn't dare to speak.

Qi Tian's voice became lower and lower, "You can do it anytime you want...I...I don't hate..."

The man turned sideways, caught his gaze, his eyes were burning like a ball of flame, it seemed that he could be burned into a cloud of smoke in an instant.Qi Tian didn't avoid his sight, but with a smile on his lips, he tried his best to speak, "Really... I don't hate... as long as Xiaolin wants... anything..."

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I want to write meat, but I will be caught by the river crab, so entangled! ! ! !