between friendship and love

The dam of desire seems to have been knocked open, and those passionate emotions collapsed all the way, no matter how restrained and suppressed, they cannot be restrained.

Want to hug him, want to love him, want to be with him.

These thoughts filled his brain, and reason could not beat emotion.The smile in front of him was too sweet, even if one step forward was an abyss, it couldn't stop him from continuing to move forward.

Kiss that lip, tender and light, as if holding some fragile baby.He thought desperately, he has been trapped in this life for the rest of his life, and it is impossible to break free again. From birth to now, it seems to be destined by heaven.He also thought that he was not in a deep trap and could be rescued, and he also took measures to leave him, not see him, and socialize with others, but found that it was impossible.

His desire for him is innate.

The two of them felt hot for a while, and the long-lost feeling filled their whole bodies.Qi Tian blushed, and cautiously stuck out the tip of his tongue in response, deepening the kiss.

The next thing is a matter of course, the man is both warm and gentle, leading him into the lingering passion/desire, making him understand that he is also longing for it.Just hugging the man's neck, watching his emotional appearance, there is still a piece of my heart that I don't know.

Will he be happy if he does that?It won't hurt anymore, will it?Can the relationship between the two be maintained as friends?

Thinking of this episode, he quickly ignored the unknown area in his heart, and continued to cater to the rhythmic man on his body.

When Yang Lin woke up the next day, it was noon again.It's getting colder and it looks like it's going to snow.Qi Tian was cooking in the kitchen, carrot ribs soup was stewed on the stove, he was cutting ginger with his head down.Yang Lin came out of the wash, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.Qi Tian's face turned red, "Little slob, Auntie came up to ask you if you got up just now, and said that she was going to pay New Year's greetings. Later, she saw that you were sleeping soundly, so she didn't bother you anymore, and said that they didn't come back until after dinner."

"Are you asking me to eat with you?"

Qi Tian took a spoonful of soup and handed it to him, "Try it, is there enough salt?"

The man took a sip from his hand and exclaimed, "It's so delicious, just right."

Qi Tian was a little shy by his praise, "Really?"

"It must be true." The man hugged his waist, put his head on his shoulder, and said in a soft voice as if coquettish, "My Xiaotian's cooking is the best. I want to eat it all my life."

"Such an exaggeration must be deceiving." Qi Tian knocked his head and did not push him away, "Wash the Chinese cabbage, half a cabbage will be fine."

The man hugged him and dawdled, "I don't want to move."

"Ah, I'm getting lazy again, then let me go and I'll wash it myself."

"I don't want you to leave either..." The man buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder, his tone was sullen and sexy, "Xiao Tian is with me."

"I won't leave." Qi Tian pushed him helplessly.The man looked up at him with a smile in his eyes, "Then give me a kiss, and I'll wash it off."

"Master, you're 27..." Having said that, looking at his childish face, she tiptoed and pressed a light touch on his lips.

The man seemed to have received some precious reward, and immediately went to wash the vegetables.

"Tomorrow is the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. I have booked a seat in the hotel. Let's set off in the morning."

Qi Tian looked at him suspiciously, "How early? Are you sure you got up?"

"If you call me, I'll get up." The man seemed to be soaring with joy. It seemed that Xiaotian was slowly accepting him. He never took the initiative before, but now he actually took the initiative to kiss him, the act of being intimate with him , and also showed no rejection at all.

Does it mean... there is hope?

"It's so stressful, I guess I'll have to call you for an hour to get up." Qi Tian took the vegetables he washed, cut them into pieces, and put oil and salt in the pot to stir fry.

This day seemed to pass very quickly. The two of them nestled on the sofa and watched TV after eating. The man rested his head on his lap, smiling happily and contentedly. It was like going back to many years ago, the relationship between the two It's the same way.

In the evening, Yang's mother called and said that she would stay overnight at a relative's house and would not come back. Yang Lin smiled like a wolf with a big tail, wandered around behind Qi Tian, ​​and pulled him into bed early.

Qi Tian's bed was not big, two big men slept on it, it happened to be full.The man fished him into his arms logically and locked him up, asking about the next progress of his novel.

Qi Tian told him his outline shyly, and finally asked him, "Do you think this is a good way to write it? Would it be too abrupt at the end?"

"No, I really like it." The man suddenly approached him and smiled, "What is in your mind? You can come up with such a twists and turns. Why didn't you discover it before?"

"Maybe I was thinking about it when I was free. The bookstore is too busy, and I often have nothing to do."

"You, you seldom communicate with people."

"That's right, I sometimes think that I'm not suitable for opening a shop at all. Fortunately, most of the people who come here are children, so it's not that difficult to communicate with." Qi Tian exhaled, his mind was a little empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

When he woke up the next day, it was already past eight o'clock in the morning, and Yang Lin was unexpectedly not by his side. He got up, got dressed, walked to the living room and saw the figure of a man in the kitchen.

He was wearing an apron, and because he was too tall, the apron with small floral prints was a bit tight on him. Qi Tian wanted to laugh, and his heart was filled with emotion.

"Are you awake? Hurry up and brush your teeth. I made egg rice noodles and put pickled radish in it."

"Where did you find the sour radish?"

"It's in your pickle jar." The man smiled warmly, and Qi Tian hurriedly brushed his teeth and washed his face. When he came out, the man had already packed the rice noodles and put them on the table.Passing the chopsticks to him, showing his white teeth, he said with a smile, "Come and taste brother's cooking, and see if it's particularly delicious."

"It's only five days older than me..." Qi Tian took the chopsticks and concentrated on eating rice noodles.The two quickly ate up the big bowl of rice noodles, and Yang Lin put away the bowls and chopsticks to wash, "Xiaotian, pack some snacks and water, I'll drive here, let's go."

It was gloomy and cold, and both of them wore overcoats and scarves.The scenery along the way is strange and familiar to Qi Tian. Some buildings are still in memory, but some streets have never been walked.In fact, the distance is not far, and it only takes about 10 minutes to drive.The street is very lively, and some children are setting off firecrackers by the roadside.

When we arrived at Lily Park, there were even more people there.Many young people sit and chat in the square in groups, and there are also many couples talking by the lake.Yang Lin found a parking space and stopped the car, Qi Tian looked at the bustling scene outside, and couldn't help feeling a little nervous.

Even after so many years, he is still not used to exposing his incompleteness in front of everyone, even if others don't take a second look, he is still uncomfortable.

Yang Lin seemed to have sensed his thoughts, took his backpack and walked over to hold his hand, and asked with a smile, "What do you want to play?"

The man deliberately slowed down his pace and kept pace with him.The man's hand was warm, seeping into his body through the clasped hands.Qi Tian suddenly felt relieved, the tension and worry dissipated from his face, and he regained his calm, "It's all right, just walk around."

There are many families of three in the square. Small, soft-smelling children are playing with toys, fishing for fish by the goldfish pond, and shooting balloons with guns in front of the stalls.There were even smaller ones who were held in the arms of their parents, stretched their arms, and expressed their joy at seeing the novelty of this world.

The two walked very slowly. After shopping for two hours, they found a chair to sit on.Yang Lin lowered his head to see Qi Tian's glowing red face, and tried hard to restrain his urge to kiss, "Are you tired?"

Qi Tian shook his head, "Not tired, there are a lot of people." Yang Lin opened his backpack and took out water for him to drink.After resting for a while, the two went to the lake to line up for a boat ride.

The scenery on the lake is not very good. In winter, the willow trees by the lake have not yet grown leaves, and the stone pavilions look bare.But because of the unique atmosphere of the New Year, no one complained, but was happy and happy.Yang Lin always pays attention to Qi Tian's expression, for fear that he will be a little uncomfortable or unhappy, but Qi Tian is very happy, his eyes are brighter than usual.

Yang Lin rubbed his forehead, looked at the rippling water in the distance, and wanted to laugh at his nervousness.

After getting off the boat, it was almost noon. Yang Lin took Qi Tian by car to the hotel he had booked nearby. The first floor of the hotel was a restaurant. Yang Lin pushed the menu in front of Qi Tian, ​​"What do you want to eat? You can order whatever you want. .”

"I'm not very hungry yet, so just eat something." He ordered two dishes and one soup. While waiting for the dishes, he saw the bustling scene of the restaurant, and he was a little uncertain, "When did you book the table? I just saw someone in line up."

"I made a reservation when you said you would come that day." The man smiled wickedly, "I also made a reservation."

"Ah? Didn't you go back later? Why do you still need to book a room?"

"Who said we wanted to watch the fireworks before? We can't go out for a day, right? I haven't slept enough in the morning."

"Pig, why do you like to sleep so much, you obviously went to bed early yesterday." Qi Tian teased him.

"Didn't go to bed very early." Yang Lin looked very serious and smiled handsomely, "How can I be willing to sleep when you are by my side."

Qi Tian blushed completely, and looked left and right in fright, afraid that others would hear him, and finally decided not to speak again, otherwise he didn't know what more shocking words this man would say.

After eating, Yang Lin really dragged him upstairs, opened a room with his key card and walked in.The room is not very big, but it is well-equipped with a bathroom, a TV, a computer, a table, chairs, sofa and coffee table, and an oversized bed in the middle.Yang Lin opened the curtains, and there was a balcony outside. The windows were floor-to-ceiling, and the view was just facing Lily Park.

"Look, you don't have to go out at night to see the fireworks."

Before Qi Tian could sigh, he was pulled in by the man. "Don't stand outside for a long time, it's cold." He closed the curtains, and there were many things on the counter, including drinks and sex toys.The man picked up a handful of condoms and smiled narrowly at Qi Tian, ​​"What flavor do you like?"

Qi Tian blushed to the point of bleeding, and bit his lip in embarrassment.

The man leaned over and blew lightly, with an ambiguous and lingering tone, "Or... come and try again?"

Qi Tian gritted his teeth and stomped his feet for a long time, but could only spit: "Dirty!"