Kiss you if you don't listen

Shen Yan received news from Qin Ji early in the morning, saying that the information had been found out.Qin Ji didn't seem to know what to say, so he sent a WeChat message to tell him his address and contact information, and asked Shen Yan to talk to Dr. Lu himself.

Shen Yan immediately made an appointment with Dr. Lu at a place relatively close to him.

"At first I didn't see that it was a physiological emotional deficiency. This kind of medical records is too rare. It belongs to a variant of psychiatric borderline personality disorder. The patient's physical function is completely fine, but the empathy ability will gradually change. Weak, such a patient, it is generally difficult to see it only by looking at the physical data." Dr. Lu handed over a document.

"Last night, I almost couldn't figure out the way. I happened to ask my senior brother. My senior brother has studied this situation abroad, so I found out."

Dr. Lu explained the information and condition to Shen Yan in a simple and straightforward manner, roughly explaining the cause of the disease and its lasting effects.

Shen Yan pinched the bridge of his nose, and asked calmly, "Can it be cured?"

After asking, he actually gave up hope. If the disease can be cured, Shen Ke will not insist on breaking up with him.

"There are no good clinical cases at present. There is an institution abroad that has done research in this area, and my senior brother has participated in it. I can probably give some suggestions. As for domestic...my senior brother said that their research institution over there has contacted Dr. Lin Cong. , have exchanged information, if you want to find the latest research results, you can contact Dr. Lin Cong."

Dr. Lin Cong was Dr. Lin who had been doing physical examinations for Shen Ke. Shen Yan was a little surprised, but felt that it made sense. With the Shen family's connections, he should find the best doctor in the industry.

Seeing that she couldn't ask anything else, Shen Yan didn't ask any more. She only asked for the contact information of Dr. Lu and his brother, and left Shen Ke's information.

After leaving the club for the negotiation, it was a sunny day outside, and it was about eight o'clock in the morning. According to Shen Ke's sleepiness during the holidays, he probably didn't wake up.What's more, Shen Ke slept late last night, Shen Yan could feel that it was very late last night, and Shen Ke fell asleep drowsily.

Shen Yan bought him breakfast, put it away and pasted a post-it note asking him to heat it up before eating.He glanced at the bedroom upstairs, hesitated for a while, didn't go up, and didn't call Shen Ke.

Shen Yan examined the information, didn't stay for a few minutes, and drove to the main house of the Shen family.

Just after dinner at the main house, Qin Jiang woke up late, and it took her a long time to put on her makeup. When she saw Shen Yan, she hurriedly asked, "Why didn't you call in advance when you came back now?"

Shen Yan stared at her for a long time, then Qin Jiang paused, "Yanyan, what's wrong?"

"Ke Ke said he wanted to break up with me."

Hearing these words, Qin Jiang's expression became a little unnatural.

Shen Yan tried her best to suppress her voice, and after a moment of silence, she slowly asked her, "Mom, he can't be stimulated with this kind of condition, do you have to tell him?"

"Even if you tell me, you just need to tell me, tell me, we must break up, you use this to threaten me, I will listen to whatever you say, why do you have to tell him?" Shen Yan bit his words, a little bit Discontinuously, "Mom, have you ever thought about..."

He was extremely depressed, and his voice trembled a little: "You force him to leave, what if he gets sick? You let him go abroad, and he doesn't know anyone there. Who will take care of him when he gets sick? How can you stand it?"

Qin Jiang wasn't surprised that Shen Yan would know this, but he didn't expect to know so much. Shen Ke probably wouldn't tell him about these things, probably something happened somewhere.

Sitting on the sofa, she said in a complicated tone, "Shen Yan, don't pressure me with this. If I told you about Ke Ke's condition first, how could you break up with him?" Her voice softened , "I'm your mother, I know your temper best. If I had prepared for you, the most likely thing for you would be to run away with Ke Ke, let him cut off contact with this side, and keep this matter a secret."

"Shen Yan, what do you think I should do? Are you going to let me go on like this? I watched Ke Ke grow up, no matter how cruel I am, I would never treat a child like this, but people always have relatives. I have to plan for you." Qin Jiang's eyes were red, "I have considered it, I contacted the research institute over there, after Ke Ke went abroad, there will be someone to take care of him, and Dr. Lin will follow him, so he won't be left alone Alone, what are you worried about?"

Qin Jiang has indeed planned everything out, and every step is on the joints that people can't refuse.

"Yeah, everything has been arranged, I have nothing to worry about." Shen Yan almost wanted to laugh, "You always think that this is good for me and Ke Ke, adults always think like this. But that's not what Shen Yan wanted to hear. He closed his eyes and said, "Why don't you give me the right to choose? Mom, you can't control me. If Ke Ke leaves, how do you know I won't follow?"

Qin Jiang was unmoved: "Why do you follow? Why do you think I have to tell Ke Ke?"

"There is nothing you can do about this matter, Shen Yan. If you hold on tight, the better you treat him, the more guilty he will feel. The longer you spend with him, the more guilty he will feel. You You know, Ke Keta's hormone level is unstable, and now he can't stand the stimulation anymore, if you tie him up with you, it will only stimulate his condition, and it will only make him harder to bear."

Qin Jiang shook his head: "You won't do that."

Qin Jiang said harshly, she was never easy to get along with, otherwise she wouldn't hold the hostess's seat, making Shen Zhen listen to her to a certain extent.She just clearly doesn't care much about things, if she really wants to change her mind, she will definitely not be soft-hearted.

This move of hers was a general. From Qin Jiang looking for Shen Ke, Shen Yan lost.

Shen Yan's face didn't change much. After a long time, she just twitched the corners of her lips, "Yes, you are right."

Qin Jiang couldn't see Shen Yan's lukewarm appearance, but felt that what he said was too much, and his tone became weak: "Shen Yan, I know you have resentment in your heart, I..."

Shen Yan interrupted her: "Mom, there's no need to be pitiful. It's meaningless to talk about it now. If you really plan for me, then listen to me. Ke Ke can't leave the country in this situation. Replace me."

Qin Jiang was stunned.

"You just want the two of us to separate. It doesn't matter whoever leaves." Shen Yan said peacefully, "This decision is a bit hasty. I need some time to settle things. I decide when to leave."

Qin Jiang didn't believe him, his eyes were suspicious, Shen Yan spoke first: "It won't be half a year at the latest, don't worry, I will leave when I say I will, and I won't go back on what I said."

Shen Yan didn't continue the conversation, and went upstairs to meet Shen Zhen, the two talked for a while, Shen Yan didn't stay for lunch, and left due to the meal time.

Qin Jiang looked at a table of food with gloomy eyes. Shen Zhen didn't speak, but moved his chopsticks first. Did Qin Jiang ask: "Yanyan, what did he tell you?"

"He wants to exercise and take care of his overseas business." Shen Zhen pinched his brows.

Qin Jiang agreed: "It's also very good, find something to do, love it, and forget it quickly."

Shen Zhen glanced at her: "People have run away, and there is a pimple in my heart, so I won't get close in the future."

The string hanging in Qin Jiang's mind broke, and he put down his chopsticks, tears were about to fall: "You also think I did something wrong? Shen Zhen, do you dare to say that you don't mean it?"

"I've always been very satisfied with Shen Yan, even if he... his sexuality, it's not impossible to discuss." Shen Zhen paused.

"I was angry at the time because Shen Yan provoked Ke Ke. He is so big that he should have his own ideas. I just don't like Shen Yan's temper. Shen Yan himself is fine. After all, he is young and a relationship is gone. No more, I’m afraid that he’s a young man, tired of playing, and he’ll pat his ass and leave. Then Ke Ke can’t take it anymore. Ke Ke’s disease, he can’t stand the stimulation. I’m afraid that Shen Yan will be sorry for Ke Ke. "I know what kind of virtue my son is, and Shen Zhen thought far-reachingly, so he was indeed very angry at that time.

It is meaningless to say this now, Shen Zhen said with a headache: "I know you are worried about Shen Yan, and I am also worried, but your approach is too radical, it's not that there is no better way."

Qin Jiang stopped talking. She knew she was wrong at this point, but this was the most effective way.

-

Before Shen Yan went home, he brought lunch for Shen Ke. He hesitated for a long time, wanting to ask Shen Ke if there was anything he wanted to eat, but he was afraid that Shen Ke would ignore him.

After opening the door of the house, the furnishings downstairs have not changed at all, and the breakfast that has been prepared has not been touched.Shen Yan frowned, and knocked on the bedroom door.

"Ke Ke, are you awake?" Shen Yan slammed her fingers on the bedroom door.

A few muffled sounds came from inside, and Shen Ke said, "It will be ready soon, you, don't come in."

Shen Yan's eyelids twitched, and Shen Ke said again: "You wait for me outside."

The sound of tiles colliding came from the bedroom, it was subtle, but Shen Yan had been paying attention and heard it.

There was also the sound of tables and chairs being moved.

He thought about the condition mentioned in the information, endured it, hesitated for a while, saw that the commotion inside was getting bigger and bigger, he couldn't hold it back, so he didn't listen to what Shen Ke said, he twisted the door and went in.

It was a mess inside, a few vases were broken on the ground, and the pages of books fell on the ground. Shen Ke's hair was messy, and he was wearing slippers to pick up broken porcelain.

Seeing Shen Yan, his mind went blank for a moment, then he lowered his head quietly and continued to pick things up silently.

"You go to the bed, I'll do it." Shen Yan didn't ask what happened, but forcibly carried him to the bed.

There was a little red on Shen Ke's pajamas, which was the blood stained by accidentally scratching his finger while picking up something.With a Band-Aid wrapped around her fingers, Shen Yan glanced at it, and was relieved to see that it had been dealt with.

The potted plants in the bedroom fell to the ground, the fish tank was smashed, and the few small fish kept there were temporarily placed in clean bottles by Shen Ke.

"Two of them died, and that's all that's left." Shen Ke stared at the bedside table, the bottle was too narrow, and a few small fishes were crowded together.

"It's okay, I'll buy you a new one tomorrow." Shen Yan took away the broken porcelain pieces, and arranged the tables and chairs.

Shen Ke's mouth was constricted, "No more, I can't keep them well." He turned his head and asked again, "Shen Yan, why don't you give them away, I won't keep them anymore."

Shen Yan forced a smile, and said cooperatively, "Okay."

Shen Yan wanted to ask Shen Ke if he had called Dr. Lin. He looked like he lost control of his emotions. He didn't dare to ask any more, so he secretly called Dr. Lin when he was outside. Twice.

He opened the door again and went in, only to see Shen Ke, barefoot, squatting on the ground holding his piggy bank and counting money.

"Why are you counting money? You ran away from home?" Shen Yan glanced at him, picked up his little golden piggy bank, put it on the bedside table, and asked him to sit on the bed.

"It's just the change I've saved for many years, and I want to see how much I have." Shen Ke counted with his fingers.

Shen Yan asked him abruptly: "Why are you counting this... It's not much money, do you really want to run away with this money?"

Shen Ke didn't wake up, nodded and said: "Yes, we're going to break up soon, and we need to save every penny."

After he finished speaking, he came to his senses and stopped talking.Shen Yan glanced at him a few times, and was furious, why are he so thoughtful, she gritted her teeth and said, "Ke Ke, I haven't said we want to break up yet."

Shen Ke was puzzled: "I said it last night."

"Okay, let's eat first." Shen Yan didn't continue, and dragged Shen Ke downstairs to have lunch.

Shen Yan glanced at the time, and said to him: "I have an appointment with Dr. Lin, and I will go to the hospital later."

Shen Ke was depressed, his mind was still full of the matter of breaking up, so he didn't answer, and asked him again with the topic: "Didn't you say last night that we will talk about breaking up today? When will we talk about it?"

Shen Yan avoids the serious and ignores the serious: "Go to the hospital first."

"Then do you agree?" Shen Ke asked him.

Shen Yan suddenly smiled, this smile really meant nothing, Shen Ke was stunned, Shen Yan asked him kindly: "Do you think I agree?"

Shen Ke nodded sullenly: "I think so."

"Do you think breaking up is good for me?"

Shen Ke grabbed the chopsticks a little nervously, nodded vaguely: "Well, I'm good to you."

Shen Yan was convinced, and after a while, he asked again: "Then drive me away, how good is it for you?"

He hesitated for a while, thought about it for a long time, and finally nodded, "Yeah."

"Ke Ke." Shen Yan looked at him steadily, and said slowly, "If you do this, you will regret it in the future."

Shen Ke was wronged, he shook his head stubbornly, "No way."

I won't regret it.

At least, now is the best result.

Shen Yan was silent, and stretched out her arms to hug him, "Well, that's how it is, I'll listen to you."

Shen Yan hugged the man into his arms, Shen Ke's chin rested on Shen Yan's shoulder, his heart felt empty, he curled his lips unconsciously, pitifully helpless, and felt inexplicably relaxed.

That's fine, it's good for everyone.

Shen Yan hugged him, and said in a soft tone: "Ke Ke, remember, this is the last time I listen to you, you will really regret it." He tightened his fingers and asked angrily, "If you regret , maybe I don't want you anymore, do you really think about it?"

Shen Ke ignored him, without raising his eyes.

Shen Yan didn't know what he wanted to ask, he obviously made the worst plan and knew the result, he just thought, as long as Shen Ke said he didn't want to break up, then he would stay.

And this kind of thinking is too naive and too extravagant.