You who cannot be touched in memory

The time in the hut passed extremely slowly, and every moment seemed to be spent in aimless waiting.Zhiyan will not tell me when Qixuan will come back, and the mobile phone Qixuan left me has long since disappeared. I even miss the monitor on my finger, so that at least the relationship between me and Qixuan can be maintained. little contact between.But even that is not possible now.

Zhiyan is very kind to me, he is even more careful than Qixuan, there are many things that I don't realize, but he can think about it before me.But he is still not Qixuan, I can't accept the emotion he gave me, but due to the current situation, I have to accept everything he has done for me.Death is an extremely real word for me, and every time I fall into a coma, I worry that I may not be able to wake up.While by now I've been able to gain insight into what my body might be up to, I can't even call for help on my own if no one is around.Even if I missed a meal, I would be too weak to move in bed, so no matter what, I didn't want to make Shihiko angry.Like what happened in the hospital before, I don't want to go through it again, I have no bargaining chip to fight against anyone, all I have to do is to stay alive and wait for Qixuan to come back.

Then Yin Fei showed up, with his dyed yellow hair and ripped jeans, he looked as if he was energized no matter what he did.At first I was a little afraid of him, but after a long time, I found that he is actually not bad. Although he will not follow me no matter what I do like Zhiyan, but facing him, I feel that life has become real .

"Hey, let me tell you, don't you want to know what's going on outside? You don't even know how to use a mobile phone, do you? Why don't you ask Brother Zhiyan to buy you one?" He asked me a lot in one breath Question, I can only look at him in bewilderment.

"It's not good if you don't know how to use a mobile phone now, you should learn it quickly! Oh, by the way, there is also a computer. If you can use it, we can play games to pass the time, or else we will spend time in this room every day. It's boring from morning to night--" He sighed a long time at this point, as if he had reached the limit of his patience.

"By the way, how old are you?" He suddenly asked again, and then put the pen and notebook in my hand into my hand.

I picked up the pen and wrote down a few words slowly, but he was like an ant on a hot pan, urging me beside me.Even I couldn't help but get anxious.Age... No one has asked me for a long time, so I can't remember how old I am for a while. If I have been in a coma for three years before, then counting the years with Qixuan... it should be ...

(twenty three.)

"Eh? Are you already 26?" He couldn't help showing a smug smile, "I'm 23 this year! Hehe, you look much younger than me, you look like seventeen or eighteen, right? Mainly you are too thin Well! Eat more food!"

He suddenly exhorted me again.

"If I were your age, I would probably have a successful career! But do you know what I do?" He suddenly laughed mysteriously, "I'm telling you... I'm actually—"

His words were interrupted by Zhiyan who suddenly pushed open the door.

"Yin Fei, you go out."

Zhiyan said to Yin Fei who was talking about the excitement with a serious face.

Yin Fei turned his head and sighed.

"Okay, why are you angry~"

"Don't say these things in front of Ling Xi from now on." Zhi Yan became extremely strict.

"What's the matter, I'm just telling the truth, don't say three years, give me another year, Uncle Long will definitely arrange a job for me, and those old guys will have to give way to me by then!"

"Don't say those words here."

"Okay - I can't listen to you!" Yin Fei made a long voice, stood up from the chair next to my bed, waved to me again, turned and left the room.

Only now Zhiyan sat down beside my bed, sighed, and smiled softly at me, "Don't listen to his nonsense, Ling Xi. When you recover almost, I will take you out of here."

He made such a promise, and I could only nod my head pretending to understand.

Judging from Yin Fei's tone, he should be working for that Mr. Long, and he treated Zhiyan like this, and it can be seen that Zhiyan and Mr. Long are also very close, otherwise, how could Yin Fei be obedient.After all, they are all the same kind of people.Ji Ming once said that Qixuan should not cooperate with Mr. Long, so in fact, what is the difference between Zhiyan's position and Qixuan's?

I sighed silently in my heart.

The next day, Yin Fei came again, this time with two palm-sized game consoles, and wanted to teach me how to play while Zhiyan was away.But that machine was still too heavy for me. Looking at my trembling hands, Yin Fei had no choice but to take the machine back.

"I said... If you can't even play games, what's the fun in living?" He asked me seriously.

I have to wait for Qixuan to come back...

Thinking of this, I smiled at him resolutely, and he was even more confused.

"But how did you live before you became like this? Don't you just spend your days in piles of books like that old pedant Zhiyan?"

I can't help shaking my head.

"No? That's good." He nodded to me as if he was relieved, "I heard...you and that Lu's consortium...is called Lu Qixuan, right? Are you two dating?"

When he suddenly mentioned Qixuan's name, I felt like I was getting an electric shock, and my spirit became much clearer.I looked at him wide-eyed to make sure he wasn't joking with me.

"Isn't it?" he asked again.

I nodded.

"Oh—" he expressed his understanding thoughtfully, and then opened his mouth again.

"Then do you like Brother Zhiyan?"

"..."

I don't know how to answer this question.Do you want to trick him into saying "yes"?Or is the answer unimportant to him?Which one would he want to hear?

"Hesitating for so long...doesn't that mean you don't like it?" He asked me back.

"..."

"Then, ah, if I don't express my opinion, I will default to not liking it."

"what……"

"Sure enough, you still don't like it?" He suddenly came close to me and stared at me closely.

I was so startled that the pen in my hand fell out.

"Hey, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay!"

He immediately picked up the pen for me and stuffed it into my hand.

"Actually, you don't like Brother Zhiyan, do you?" He sat down, looked at me meaningfully and asked, "But you dare not tell him so directly, you are afraid that he will stop caring about you in a fit of anger... don't you? ?”

His words made me break out in a cold sweat, and my face became extremely pale.And seeing my expression, he already knew it.

"Actually..." He lowered his voice and leaned towards me, "Even if you directly reject brother Zhiyan, he won't do anything to you. He is a person who, even if he doesn't get what he likes, , and will protect it to the end.”

Eh?

"Do not believe?"

I shook my head.

"You shouldn't worry about Brother Zhiyan, you should worry about Uncle Long." Yin Fei said again, "Brother Zhiyan's father and Uncle Long are best friends who have had a life-and-death relationship. The reason why Uncle Long can sit in this position now In fact, it all depends on Brother Zhiyan’s father to help behind the scenes. However, Brother Zhiyan’s father passed away more than ten years ago. So now Uncle Long regards Brother Zhiyan as his father’s substitute. If Brother Zhiyan wants to Whatever he wants, Uncle Long will help him at all costs."

He paused at this point, and looked at my reaction again.

"It means that although brother Zhiyan can't do anything, Uncle Long might take Lu Qixuan under his knife. Do you understand?"

His words shocked me.

Can't.That's the only thing I can't accept.Qixuan can't have something to do, absolutely not.

When Yin Fei saw me, his expression instantly became tense.

"Calm down, calm down—if something happens to you, I will be in trouble when Brother Zhiyan comes back soon!" He was a little flustered for a while, trying to calm me down but didn't know where to start.

Beads of sweat were all over my forehead, and my heart was beating violently because of the ups and downs of emotions.I tried my best not to think about Qixuan, and my physical reaction gradually calmed down. My head was very dizzy, and my chest began to hurt again. I couldn’t use any strength in my whole body. The pen slipped from my hand again, and Yin Fei’s face was already pale from fright. .

"I, I'll help you call brother Zhiyan!"

Saying this he ran out of the house.

And I lay in bed, thinking it was all too ironic.How could he be so afraid?Is he afraid of Zhiyan, or is he afraid of Mr. Long...

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