You who cannot be touched in memory

"I'm Lu Qixuan. Ling Xi is with you, right?" He tried his best to make his voice sound without the slightest emotion.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and Lu Qixuan heard footsteps coming from the phone.

"Is Ling Xi here? Why? Don't you want him to know that you're talking to me?"

"..."

Another moment of silence.

"Where are you now? Tell me the address and I'll pick him up."

"...Mr. Lu, Ling Xi won't go back with you. But if you want to come, come, I will send you the address."

"What did you say?" Lu Qixuan tried his best to control his emotions, trying to figure out what Guan Zhiyan meant. "What happened to Ling Xi? What do you mean by that?"

The voice on the other end of the phone calmed down, "Ling Xi is fine, but... have you ever thought about what he would think if he knew what you did?"

"What? What did you tell him?" Lu Qixuan realized that things were not as simple as he imagined.

"It's nothing, I just want him to see clearly the essence of the person who has been by his side. He has the right to know."

Lu Qixuan could almost imagine Ling Xi's reaction when he heard those things, he probably couldn't accept it, he might cry, he might get sick, his body couldn't bear it at all... But even so, Guan Zhiyan told him, how could he Dare to tell him all those things...

"How is Ling Xi now?"

"Didn't I tell you a long time ago that he is fine now, but I don't know how he will react if he sees you."

"Guan Zhiyan, what exactly do you want to say?"

"It's nothing...I just want to tell you that Ling Xi may not choose you now, so if you come, you'd better be mentally prepared."

"..."

Lu Qixuan's patience had almost reached its limit.He clenched his fist, and the veins in his hand popped.But he still resisted the urge to scold Guan Zhiyan at the last moment.In any case, the most important thing is to meet Ling Xi first, at least to confirm that he is safe and sound.

"give me the address."

He only spit out these four words, and quickly hung up the phone.

Sitting in the car, Lu Qixuan closed his eyes and forced himself to calm down.

Ling Xi will understand him - he will understand everything.As long as we meet each other, Ling Xi will come back, Ling Xi must come back, he can't lose Ling Xi, only this point, absolutely not——

The sudden beeping of the mobile phone interrupted his thoughts.Lu Qixuan picked up the phone, and printed the words displayed on the screen into his mind word by word.

"Go to No. 38 Pinghai Road."

He calmly ordered to the assistant who was driving, and at the same time dialed his mother's phone.

"Mom... I have something to do here, I need to send some people... um, um... okay. Let's monitor this car directly... um, I understand."

After arranging these, Lu Qixuan calculated all kinds of possible situations in his mind.The car quickly drove to the community mentioned in Guan Zhiyan's address. It was a high-end community located in the north of the city. It may have just been built. There were very few residents in the community, and there were almost no people outside.

Lu Qixuan parked the car in an inconspicuous corner outside the community, and made several phone calls one after another.He didn't get out of the car until he saw people under his family driving the car and stopped at the places he designated, and walked slowly into the community alone.

Guan Zhiyan's room was easy to find, and he had already arrived at the door, but Lu Qixuan suddenly hesitated in his heart.Standing in front of the gate, unable to ring the doorbell.

Will Ling Xi really hate himself...after all...his sister...

He shook his head, and immediately dismissed that thought.

He rings the doorbell.The person who opened the door was a young man in a denim outfit. His skin was dark, and he looked like a gangster who had been wandering the streets all year round.

"Yo!" The young man greeted him and grinned, but that expression did not mean welcome no matter how you looked at it.

Lu Qixuan clenched his fists, he couldn't imagine that Ling Xi would be in the same room with this kind of person, he just wanted to rush in and take Ling Xi away.

"I'm Lu Qixuan..." he said to the young man patiently.

"Oh—I know!" The young man in a denim suit nodded, turned around and said to the room, "Brother Zhiyan! That man is here!"

Just like that, Lu Qixuan was ushered in by that young man who looked like a gangster.There are not too many decorations in the cabin, but the warm yellow light makes the atmosphere extra warm.Guan Zhiyan was standing at the door of a room waiting for him. The door of that room was closed tightly. Ling Xi should be in that room, he guessed.

Seeing him, Guan Zhiyan nodded his head slightly, waited for him to walk to the door, and then opened the door slightly with a fist-width slit. Inside, Lu Qixuan saw Gu Lingxi lying on the bed with his eyes tightly closed.

"He's asleep. Let's talk about something when he wakes up." Guan Zhiyan's voice was very low, making his voice even deeper.

Lu Qixuan nodded, and wanted to enter the house, but was stopped by Guan Zhiyan.Guan Zhiyan was a full head taller than him, and his figure was also much bulkier.

"how?"

"you--"

"What do you want to say?" Lu Qixuan interrupted him, "You don't think Ling Xi will really choose you, do you?"

Guan Zhiyan's face darkened in an instant, while the boy in jeans just stood aside and watched with interest, with a curious expression on his face.

"He has his own ideas..." Guan Zhiyan said with a sullen face, "If he doesn't want to, I won't let you take him away."

Lu Qixuan couldn't help laughing.He couldn't figure out how Guan Zhiyan would have the confidence to say such a thing.Even if he did send Ling Xi's sister to prison with his own hands, and did kill someone, Ling Xi would still want to be with him.He has been convinced of this since the first time he met Ling Xi seven years ago, and it has never changed in seven years.

Seeing Guan Zhiyan's serious expression, Lu Qixuan couldn't help shaking his head.He pushed Guan Zhiyan, opened the door and entered the room.

It is very warm inside, even wearing a coat can feel a little hot.But Lu Qixuan didn't intend to take off his coat, he sat beside Gu Lingxi's bed, gently held his hand on the quilt, and called him softly.

Hearing the sound, the person lying on the bed slowly opened his eyes.The eyes of the two met, and in the blink of an eye, tears welled up in Gu Lingxi's eyes.

Lu Qixuan's heart skipped a beat, he hurriedly wiped away his tears, he had said 'I'm sorry' almost [-] times in his heart, but because of Guan Zhiyan who was standing by, he could only swallow those words and cleared his eyes Clearing his throat, he said softly, "Ling Xi...I'll take you home."

"Ling Xi." Guan Zhiyan immediately walked to the bedside, "Ling Xi, if you don't want to go back with him, I won't let him take you away."

Lu Qixuan looked up at Guan Zhiyan, his expression was so serious, as if Ling Xi really wanted to stay here.

"Ling Xi, it's up to you to decide." Guan Zhiyan said seriously, "If you want to go with Lu Qixuan, you can move your left hand; if you don't want to, you can move your right hand."

"Hehe...Okay." Lu Qixuan listened, and let go of the pale palm that was so thin that his muscles and bones were showing.

"Ling Xi, tell him who you want to be with." He said softly.

for a long time.

Gu Lingxi looked at him and burst into tears, but what he raised was his right hand.

Lu Qixuan could hardly believe his eyes.

"Ling Xi...you...don't want to go home?"

Although Gu Lingxi's raised right hand was trembling all the time, he persisted in that movement, so that his arm was trembling non-stop, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

"Have you seen it too?" Guan Zhiyan's voice was carved on Lu Qixuan's heart like a knife blade, "Ling Xi doesn't want to go with you."

"Ah good……"

Lu Qixuan lowered his head, his mind was in a mess.

Only this situation was something he never thought of.For a moment, he didn't know what to do. Under Guan Zhiyan's gaze, he tried not to look at Gu Lingxi's tear-filled face.He couldn't look any more, even if he took one more look, his tears would burst out, and he absolutely didn't want to show even the slightest weakness in front of Guan Zhiyan.

He held Gu Lingxi's right hand that was already stretched out on the bed, and carefully massaged the muscles in his hand that were so stiff that they couldn't help but twitch.

"Ling Xi...can you tell me why?" His voice was almost pleading, while Guan Zhiyan, who was standing at the side, showed a calm smile as if the dust had settled.