You who cannot be touched in memory

"Ling Xi... I shouldn't have told you these things. I also know that Mr. Lu would not choose to go to New York in person, even if there is a ten-thousandth possibility. But since he entrusted me to come, I think he should There are corresponding considerations." When he said this, he paused, as if giving me time to understand what he said.

"Ling Xi, I'm not a nurse in this hospital. I graduated from Stanford University School of Medicine and actually work in a private hospital in Washington. Nearly half of the shares in that hospital belong to a Mr. Long from Hong Kong. I was introduced to Mr. Lu by Mr. Long a year ago, so I knew about your condition at that time, but Mr. Lu insisted on taking care of you personally, so I didn’t follow up. The reason why Mr. Lu is willing now Trust me and agree to let me come, on the one hand, because he has no skills at all, and on the other hand, it is also because his cooperation with Mr. Long is getting closer. When Mr. Ji came in the morning, I was already waiting outside. But Mr. Ji has always been reluctant to let me in. Mr. Ji objects to the cooperation between Mr. Lu and Mr. Long, as for the reason..." He paused, looking at me, while considering the words to say next, "Mr. Lu's The family does not only do freight, the business they handle is actually far more complicated than you imagined, and the business in the hands of Mr. Long is more complicated than that of the Lu family... Can you understand this, Ling Xi?"

"........."

It took me a long time before I realized that I wanted to nod.

Understand, of course I can understand.

Qixuan may be doing some dangerous things, I already understood this as early as three years ago, otherwise I would not have quarreled with him.I don't understand how those businesses work, and I don't want to understand. I just want to live a peaceful life. I don't need too much money, just enough to live.I can go to work, I can go to the street to pick up bottles, but I don't want Qixuan to be in danger, I don't want him to be busy every day until late at night and not sleep... So the current situation is actually the same as it was three years ago?

Thinking of this, I can't help dripping sweat from my brow, I really don't want to quarrel with Qi Xuan because of this matter, besides, I can't even speak now...

"Ling Xi—you..." Seeing me, he showed regret on his face, "I'm sorry, I said too much, maybe you can't accept it right away? But I think you still have the right to know ...After all, you and Mr. Lu..." He hesitated for a moment, but he still opened his mouth, "Mr. Lu cherishes you very much, even I can see it, so I believe he will make changes for you."

(You... know... why I was hospitalized?)

Because of my emotional instability, my hands were shaking constantly.

"Ling Xi... I don't know. Did I remind you of something bad?" He seemed anxious.

(without.)

I took a deep breath and tried to control my trembling hands to write down the words.

"Let's not talk about this anymore, Ling Xi." He held my hand holding the pen with his hand, and said firmly, "We don't need the nurses from the hospital to come over from now on, leave your affairs to me."

I looked at his eyes staring at me, not knowing what to say.He always pulls the distance between me and him very close, so close that I wonder if I have known him a long time ago, just like an old friend I haven’t seen for many years, hugging and greeting, he behaves so naturally , Let me almost forget that we are just two strangers who just met.

That day, Guan Zhiyan really moved into my ward. He put an extra bed next to me, and slept in my room at night.He helped me change clothes, bathed and wiped my body, fed me, watched movies with me, and told me jokes, making me almost forget that Qixuan hadn't answered the phone call.

When Zhiyan was away, I would still hold my phone, expecting Qixuan to call me back, but my phone never rang.

Another four days passed, and there was still no news from Qixuan. I began to worry a little, if something happened to him, why didn't he even call me?When Ji Ming was here, he called me every day... But since Zhiyan appeared, it has become like this...

"Ling Xi, what are you thinking?"

Just as I was staring at the ceiling with my mobile phone in a daze, Zhiyan suddenly appeared.He took the phone out of my hand and put it on the bedside cabinet.

"Didn't I say it before, it's not good for your health to hold your phone all the time. You are still very weak now, so you can't look at the phone screen for too long."

I am noncommittal.

He's right, I can't argue with that.I do get dizzy when I spend too much time in front of a digital screen, especially in low light.Even so, I protested against him.

"Ah...ah..."

"What's wrong? Don't you want me to take your phone away?"

"what……"

"Hmm - okay." He picked up my phone again, flipped it through in his hand, and handed me the notebook and pen, "What do you want to do with your phone, I'll help you."

(Qi Xuan.)

Seeing these two words, he frowned slightly.

"Want to call Mr. Lu?"

"what……"

"Okay, I'll help you."

Sure enough, he took the phone and pressed it. Soon, I heard the notification tone of the call.

Boom—boom—boom—boom—boom—boom——————

"The number you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please try again later—"

"Uh...no one picked up, Ling Xi."

He put down the phone and shook his head helplessly at me.

what……

I sighed, and my mood almost hit rock bottom.

What happened to Qixuan?

Why didn't you answer the phone——

What should I do if something happens to him... In case something happens to him...

Tears were almost rolling in my eyes, but thinking of Zhiyan still watching, I had no choice but to hold back my tears.I don't want to cry in front of him...

"Ling Xi..."

He sat down and looked at me worriedly.

"Don't worry, Mr. Lu will be fine. He has a lot of things to deal with in New York, and he should be back in a few days."

But it's been a few days now...and why hasn't there been a phone call?Qixuan said that he would definitely call me, but now he can't get in touch at all...

"Maybe Mr. Lu will be back tomorrow, Ling Xi, don't cry, your body is important, or you will have a headache again soon." While comforting me, he reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

I let go of my thoughts and my emotions gradually calmed down.

No, Zhiyan will not tell me about Qixuan, even if I ask him, he will only talk about it for a few days.Who else can contact Qixuan?

Ji Ming.That's right, Jiming can too.

I remembered that Ji Ming's number was still stored in the phone.

Ji Ming should answer my call, right?

I can only call Ji Ming.But I can't talk, how should I tell him what I think... I looked at Zhiyan, hoping that he would ask Jiming for me, but I quickly dismissed the idea. The relationship between Zhiyan and Jiming should be Not too good, he also said before that Ji Ming has always opposed the cooperation between the two of them...

Can you only rely on yourself?

Or use your mobile phone to send messages to Ji Ming?But I don’t know how to use that smartphone at all... My understanding of mobile phones in my memory is still the most basic button mobile phone, and before that, I have never used a mobile phone at all. Money, how can I afford a mobile phone...

I close my eyes and let myself calm down.There will always be a way, or can Ji Ming guess what I want to ask?Or can I ask Ji Ming to go to the hospital?

I don't know why, but I vaguely feel that if I tell Zhiyan that I want to find Jiming, he might not be too happy, and I can't think of a reason, but I always feel that he has a prejudice against Ji Ming.

In this case……

I thought about it and decided to call Jiming when Zhiyan went out to help me clean the dishes after dinner.

There are still a few hours before dinner, so before that, I have to think about a way to make Ji Ming understand what I mean...