You who cannot be touched in memory

Outside the window, the sky was getting darker, and Zhiyan brought a meal he had carefully selected and put it in front of me - soft and glutinous vegetable porridge, delicate and small crystal shrimp dumplings, light yellow shrimp egg custard , and a small cage of pearl glutinous rice meatballs.His own meals consisted of a box of plastic-wrapped sandwiches.

The aroma of the hot food quickly spread to my nasal cavity, but when I thought about the phone call I was going to make later, I couldn't whet my appetite. I still didn't know what to say to Ji Ming, and I wasn't sure what to say today. How long will Zhiyan go out? Sometimes he has to stay outside for half an hour, and sometimes it's only seven or eight minutes.

Finally, the dinner was over, I didn't eat much, and Zhiyan became unhappy because of this, and even the sandwich was not opened.He asked me why I couldn't eat, and I could only prevaricate that I wasn't hungry.Although he didn't seem to believe my words, he didn't continue to ask, but just shook his head helplessly and told me to rest.

At night, cold white lights illuminate the entire ward.Sure enough, Zhiyan, as usual, first helped me wipe my body, and then helped me change my clothes.He was not very emotional, so he didn't talk too much.And I was so focused on the phone call I was about to make, so I didn't care about his emotional abnormalities.

Finally, Zhiyan took the dirty clothes I changed out and went out. I let out a long sigh of relief, and while calming myself down, I reached out to touch the phone on the bedside table.

got it.

I tried my best to calm down my heartbeat, and started to unlock the screen of the phone, click, address book, Ji Ming, select, dial—the connection sound sounded on the other end of the phone, I sighed and put the phone on the phone. In his ear, he urged Ji Ming to answer the phone in his heart.The passage of time became extremely slow, and I pressed my hands on my chest, hoping that my heartbeat would return to normal. I didn't want to faint because of an arrhythmia while on the phone.

Finally, the call was connected.And my hand holding the phone was already sweating.

"Hello? Is that Ling Xi?" It was Ji Ming's voice.

"Ah..." I made a sound, but it sounded like it was already trembling.Damn—how could this body be so weak.

"Ling Xi, what's wrong with you? Isn't Qixuan by your side?" Hearing my voice, Ji Ming obviously became anxious, "Ling Xi, can you call the nurse now? Or someone else, ah— —By the way, can you press that red button on the wall over the bed?"

No, that's not what it means...

"Ah... ah ah..."

I really don't know what to say, I can only make my voice sound as stable as possible.

"Ling Xi, what—what do you want to say?" Ji Ming became more confused on the other side of the phone, "Ling Xi, isn't Qixuan here?"

"Ah-"

This is it!

"Ah? Qixuan...do you want to say Qixuan?"

"Ah...ah..."

"Uh—Qixuan... Mr. Lu, what's the matter? Or..."

Suddenly the door was pushed open.

I was startled and the phone slipped from my hand.

Zhiyan was standing by the door with clean clothes in his hand. His expression... I couldn't tell if it was anger or shock, but what I was sure of was that he was angry.

I began to tremble uncontrollably, and my mind began to be in a trance.

Is there a heart problem again?

coward!

I closed my eyes, trying to ignore Zhiyan's existence, I can't be afraid, I don't want to faint at this time——

"Ling Xi, Ling Xi? What's wrong with you? Can you hear me?"

Ji Ming's voice came from the phone, and Zhiyan also walked towards me.

What is he going to do?

I was so nervous that I broke out in a cold sweat, and my body trembled more obviously.

Zhiyan walked to my bed, raised his hand, and took the mobile phone away from my hand.

"Hello? Are you...Mr. Ji?" His voice was so cold that I even wondered if it was his voice.

"Mr. Ji, don't you care too much? Ling Xi is fine, nothing happened. Besides, you have already been removed from the Lu Group. What's the use of telling me these things now? Alright... I don't want to say more, and you should never call this number again."

After finishing speaking, Zhiyan hung up the phone.

I was lying on the bed, my head was buzzing, and my chest was in pain again and again.

"Ling Xi... Ling Xi?" Zhiyan's voice gradually returned to its normal state.

"Ling Xi, are you okay? Ling Xi..."

His voice gradually faded away, leaving only endless murmurs lingering in my mind.

I don't know how long it took, but I gradually woke up, and when I opened my eyes, I found that I was no longer in that cold ward with cold lights.There is a delicate and small chandelier hanging from the ceiling, emitting a warm yellow light, and I am lying on a strange bed, with a needle inserted in the back of my hand, and a hanging bottle hanging beside the bed, dripping the medicine along the bed. The plastic tube was fed into me.

I looked around and suddenly realized that I might be in someone's house.

This room is very warmly furnished, with light yellow polka-dot cotton curtains, and a wooden table beside the window sill. On the table are small bookshelves, water glasses, notebooks, and a wooden pen holder full of pens.There is a white wooden chair directly in front of the table, and this dark green cotton coat is worn on the chair.

Whose?

In my impression, Qixuan doesn't have that kind of coat... Is that Zhiyan's?

Maybe?Only Zhiyan was by his side before he fainted, so he should still be there now, right?Maybe he is still angry about my calling Jiming.

Soon, the door of the room was pushed open.Zhiyan came in with a cup of hot milk.

When he met my gaze, he couldn't help showing shame, and smiled at me embarrassingly.

"Ling Xi...is he feeling better?"

He is not angry anymore.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

I nodded slightly, but he let out a long sigh of relief.

"Before... did you scare you? I'm sorry, I was too impulsive at that time, and I didn't control it properly." He began to apologize to me, "You called Ji Ming because you wanted to ask about Mr. Lu, right? ? I know you miss Mr. Lu very much... However, there are some things I still want to tell you. "

Having said that, he sat down beside my bed and carefully avoided my hand holding the bottle.

"Ling Xi...do you really understand Lu Qixuan?"

He asked me this, but he didn't seem to expect an answer from me.

"Maybe Lu Qixuan is not the kind of person you imagined? Have you ever thought about it?"

He looked at me, noting the change in my expression with the utmost seriousness.

I didn't make a sound, just looked at him seriously.I realized that he was going to tell me something very important about Qixuan.At the same time, I was also seriously thinking about the answer to that question.

My memory of Qixuan may be incomplete, but when it comes to whether I really know him, I think the answer is yes.Probably no one in this world knows him better than me... what he likes, what he doesn't like, his habits, his diction when he speaks... I remember everything in my heart.I believe every word he said to me, support every decision he made, and he is willing to accommodate me, respect my wishes, there has never been a lie between us.Isn't that enough?

What kind of person is Qixuan, how could I not know...

"Ling Xi...you..."

Zhiyan looked at me, hesitant to speak.He got up and helped me out of the bed, and let me half-sit on the pillow.

"Have you never doubted Lu Qixuan?"

I looked at him quietly, not about to say anything.

No.of course not.

"Ling Xi, don't you want to know how your sister has been doing during the three years you were in a coma?"

elder sister--

I couldn't help staring at Shihiko with wide eyes.Does he know about his sister?How could he know about his sister?

Seeing my reaction, Zhiyan hesitated to speak instead, he raised his hand to untie the hair on my forehead, and looked gently at my face.

"Your sister, she..."

Say it, say it!

"Ling Xi... how about first..." He reached for the cup of hot milk, intending to feed it to me.

"Ah...ah..."

No no no no, tell me now!

I shook my head and made a sound, and there was another faint pain in my chest.

He immediately put down the milk glass and put his hand on my shoulder to comfort me.

"Do you really want to listen?"

"Ah..." I nodded hastily.

"Then you have to make sure you can control your emotions, Ling Xi."

I nod again.

"Well..." Zhiyan showed me a gentle smile, "Then, I will tell you the truth, that is, the truth that Ji Ming couldn't bear to tell you and Lu Qixuan didn't dare to tell you, you promise me, no matter what you hear , don’t get too excited, okay?”

"what……"

Zhiyan nodded to me, held my hand that was not given the injection, and slowly opened his mouth.