You who cannot be touched in memory

During Qixuan's absence, the time in the ward passed extremely slowly. Although Ji Ming would appear every day, he never brought up the topic of his sister. Even if I took the initiative to ask, he just laughed and said he didn't know. Then change the subject.He was extremely cautious when facing me, as if he was afraid that he might say something wrong and be caught and questioned by me.

Of course I know what he is worried about, he is afraid of Qixuan, everything he does is because of Qixuan.Although Qixuan is such a gentle person in my eyes, to Ji Ming, it seems completely different.Every night he would call Qixuan, report my situation, and put the phone to my ear so that I could hear Qixuan's voice, but as time passed, one day, two days, For three days, Ji Ming's attitude slowly changed, as if helping Qixuan take care of me became his burden, the time he stayed in the ward gradually shortened, and he no longer read newspapers to me .I don't know what happened to him, but I think it has something to do with Qixuan. Maybe what Qixuan did in New York made his attitude gradually change.

I have no way of knowing the full picture of the matter, but the only thing that is certain is that the relationship between Ji Ming and Qi Xuan suddenly became estranged. It was the fourth day after Qi Xuan left, and I had just been taken care of by a nurse After breakfast, I saw Ji Ming appearing at the door of the ward. Ji Ming waved to me with a slightly apologetic smile.

"Ling Xi... Mr. Lu should be back the day after tomorrow. I still have some things to attend to at work, so I won't be able to visit you for the next two days. But don't worry, Mr. Lu has already notified the hospital to send the best nurses." The staff is here, if... If you want to find me in the future, just send me a message, I will save my number in your mobile phone. "

As he said this, he pointed to the silver-white mobile phone on my bedside table.

"Ah...ah..."

"Ling Xi, my company has something else to do, so let's go first."

He didn't pay attention to my voice, but turned his head and left directly.

I can't help but feel a little confused.

Ji Ming also left.

The whole ward became empty, only the white walls that kept pushing towards me remained, and the smell of disinfectant water permeated the room.

I tried to sit up from the bed, but in the end I was sweating and couldn't support my upper body, so I had to turn to reach for the mobile phone on the bedside.

Finally, got it.I held the phone in my hand, unlocked it, and clicked on the communication column.

There are only two phone numbers in it, one is Qixuan and the other is Ji Ming.

I hurriedly dialed Qixuan's phone as if I had grasped a life-saving straw, but my thoughts were interrupted by a series of electronic sounds.

"The user you dialed is busy, please try again later——"

That's right... Qixuan should be working.Don't let him worry, don't let him worry...

I took a deep breath to calm myself down.

fine.Qixuan will be back, Qixuan will be back soon.I curled up on the bed, pulled the quilt up to my forehead, and held my phone in my heart to read.

Suddenly, the door of the ward was gently pushed open from the outside.I noticed the sound, poked my head out from under the quilt, and looked carefully at the door.

Walking in from the door was a tall man in a white uniform. He looked about forty years old, with a straight nose, deep eye sockets, dark brown hair, and bangs parted to the right on his forehead. , with a layer of unshaven beard on his chin, he looks like a gentleman in foreign movies, but the Chinese characters on his name tag make me believe that he is not a foreigner, although I can't see the details on it. Something was written, but it was definitely not in English.

Seeing the gaze I cast on him, the man waved his hand carefully at me and smiled again.

"Hello……"

His voice was low and hoarse, but his tone was very gentle, as if he was afraid of scaring me.

"I am the senior nurse and psychological counselor invited by Mr. Lu to take care of you. My name is Guan Zhiyan."

I huddled under the quilt without moving, but locked my eyes on him.

"Are you Ling Xi? Can I call you Ling Xi?" He looked at me with a warm smile, and slowly walked towards my bed. The closer the distance made me respond subconsciously, I nodded to him, and he immediately gave me a warm smile.

"Ling Xi, can I sit here?"

He had already arrived at my bedside, pointed to the spot next to me, and asked me.

Reluctantly, I nodded again, but I was not used to being so close to a stranger so quickly.

He sat down next to me, his tall figure almost covered my entire vision outside the door, I tucked half of my face into the quilt, trying to keep the safe distance I thought in my heart.

"Ling Xi, before Mr. Lu came back, I will take care of you. Although we may not spend too long together, I still hope to be friends with you. So... if you think I have something to do You can tell me what is wrong, or what makes you feel uncomfortable, Mr. Ji prepared a notebook for you before? Write it on it, or express it with your voice. I will correct it as you want. "

While maintaining a smiling face, he also paid attention to my reaction very seriously. I have to say that he is really the most friendly nurse I have ever seen. When Ji Ming was here before, the nurses and nurses who took care of me They all seem to regard me as an object and never talk to me, but he...

"Well, the notebook and pen are here. Do you have anything to say to me? Or you can ask me if you have any questions." As he spoke, he put the notebook and pen down in front of my eyes.

I didn't move, because I was still holding the phone in my hand, I wanted to wait for Qixuan to call me back, and wanted to hear Qixuan's voice.

Seeing that I was still huddled under the quilt motionless, he couldn't help frowning, but he still kept a gentle smile on his face.

"Ling Xi... I know it might be unrealistic for you to trust me from the beginning, you can take your time, I won't force you."

He spoke softly, as if ready for any reaction from me.

But I still shrank under the quilt and ignored him.He is so gentle, it reminds me of Qixuan, as if if I respond to him now, Qixuan's place in my heart will be replaced by him...

I didn't move, and he sat patiently beside my bed, quietly waiting.

"Ling Xi likes Mr. Lu very much, right?"

He asked me suddenly, I nodded subconsciously without thinking, and he couldn't help laughing when he saw me.

"Well, I really like it..." He sighed and said, "Then how about I wait for Mr. Lu to come back with you?"

I then nodded again.It's fine if that's the case, if only that's the case.

"Well, let's put it this way." He stretched out his hand to me and gently shook my hand hidden under the quilt.His hand is very big, and he holds it together with the mobile phone I hold in his hand.

"Ah... does Ling Xi want to call someone?"

Aware of the existence of the mobile phone, he asked me with a smile.

"what……"

"Is it Mr. Lu?"

"what……"

"Well, Mr. Lu should be very happy to receive a call from Ling Xi, right? Huh? What's the matter? Do you want to sit up?"

Noticing my effort to move up, he turned around and gently lifted me up, letting me lean against the pillow at the head of the bed.

"You are so skinny..." He couldn't help sighing.

Indeed, with my current weight, even the female nurse who took care of me could easily lift me up, and for him, it may be even easier.

"Ling Xi, you can put the phone down first, and put it on your chest like that, it's not good for your health."

"How about I put it here for you? If someone calls, I can answer it right away." He then pointed to the cabinet next to my bed.

Seeing his earnest expression, I nodded.He took the mobile phone away from my hand, and then explained to me the principle of mobile phone radiation like a teacher.Of course I know that electronic products have radiation, but seeing what he said so seriously, I was too embarrassed not to listen.Finally, after he felt that I had completely understood what he said, he stopped talking.I sighed silently in my heart, and couldn't help wondering what Qixuan had told him?Although there are still many things I can't remember clearly, I still know this kind of common sense.And it's really not suitable for me to be said so suddenly by a person I met for the first time.

Probably because Guan Zhiyan, who was sitting by the bedside, saw that I kept my head down and didn't move, he opened his mouth again.

"Ling Xi, would you like to talk to me about Mr. Lu?"

I looked up and saw his smiling face, I couldn't help feeling a little discouraged.Rather than chatting with him, I want to know why Ji Ming left suddenly, when Qixuan will come back, and how my sister is doing... They deliberately hide many things from me.And those nurses, they didn't regard me as a person who can think independently, bathe, eat, change clothes, wipe myself... They never considered my feelings, they didn't ask me whether I was cold or not, how strong I was Big or not, my body was scratched several times, and I cried out in pain, so they would relax a little bit. I even thought about whether they hated me, but I didn’t do anything, I can't even talk, what the hell are they hating?And the current Mr. Guan, why did he treat me so kindly when he saw me? He is also from this hospital, right?He could just ignore me like everyone else...

"Ling Xi..."

Seeing that I was silent, he called me again.

I looked at him, and he stuffed the notebook and pen into my hand again.

"Ling Xi, just write down what you want, you can tell me anything."

He smiled at me again, showing a very sunny smile.

this person…………

How could he show such an unscrupulous smile?How can he do this?

I thought about it for a long time, and finally wrote.

(Why are you here?)

"Because I'm your nurse and counselor, Ling Xi." He replied without hesitation.

wrong.

(Why are you...talking to me?)

He looked at me, frowning.

"Ling Xi, why do you think so? Don't other people in the hospital talk to you?"

"..."

"...Did the nurses in the hospital treat you badly?"

"..."

The smile on his face gradually faded away.

"Ling Xi...do you know what Mr. Lu's family does?"

(Freight.)

"Hehe, that's right, so you think so...that's no wonder." He looked at me, smiled helplessly, and then raised his hand to gently caress my forehead.

"Ling Xi, it's not that the people in the hospital don't want to talk to you, they're actually afraid of Mr. Lu."

Eh?

how come?

Qixuan is such a good person...

My face was full of confusion, but these seemed to have been expected by Guan Zhiyan.He sighed and opened his mouth slowly.

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