You who cannot be touched in memory

When I woke up, I learned that I had fainted from a slight lack of blood supply to the brain caused by a cardiac arrhythmia.I was back in that ward in the hospital and I was full of tubes again.My head hurts, and I have no strength to make a sound in my throat. Qi Xuan just sat by my bed, comforting me softly.

Ji Ming didn't leave this time either, he kept talking on the phone with his mobile phone, obviously, because of my unexpected situation, all of Qixuan's schedule had to be cancelled.

Knowing that I had regained a basic understanding of language, four or five doctors came to my bed not long after I woke up.Take turns asking me questions and giving me some simple tests.Qixuan watched from the side, answering a few calls from time to time.

The doctors seemed to be satisfied with my test results. Under their joint judgment, I was declared to have recovered my normal thinking ability. Although my memory is still missing, I have no problem coping with daily life.The only thing I need to worry about is my physical condition: the doctors said that my various organ functions have not returned to normal indicators, and my muscles also show slight signs of atrophy, and because I have been relying on nutrient solution for three years To maintain life, so immunity is also very poor.Fortunately, these things can be recovered slowly, but the premise is that I must obediently stay in the ward and follow the doctor's instructions for rehabilitation, so I absolutely can't go to Qixuan's trip to New York, let alone go to New York I can't even go to the small garden downstairs.

Qixuan had no way to refute the doctor's diagnosis, so he could only nod his head in agreement, but I could see that he was somewhat reluctant.

The current Qixuan has really changed a lot from before... I can't help but sigh.If it was before, he might not even say hello to me, so he just went straight?

But I really didn't expect that I have been lying in bed for three years. The doctor said that I actually woke up half a year ago, but I can't remember clearly the memory of this half year.

three years.Three years have passed.

I don't know what the outside world has become... and my sister, how is she doing...

I lamented the passage of time as I waited for my body to regain its strength.

Finally, after finishing the last bottle of four bottles of nutrient solution, my hands can move normally, and the small square on my finger is still there. According to the doctor, it is the best that Qixuan specially bought for me from Germany. The electronic chip inside the advanced vital signs detector can record various values ​​of my body at any time, so they do not recommend that I remove it.

I raised my hand to signal to Qixuan that I wanted to write, and Qixuan immediately sat by my bed and helped me up.In other words, he has been waiting for me to call him. He seems to have a lot of things to say to me, but he has been sitting there silently until I take the initiative to call him.

Qixuan lifted me up from the bed skillfully, as if he had done this action countless times.He supported me firmly with one arm, and then he spread the palm of the other hand beside mine.

"What do you want to say, Ling Xi?" He asked me softly.

This time my fingers moved a lot more smoothly. While I was writing, Qi Xuan recognized the words.

"Du... Ping? What happened to Du Ping?"

"I've seen...been...he...in...that...room...under...the dark...house..."

Before I finished writing the last word, Qixuan's hands were already trembling a little.I noticed the surprise and anger rising gradually on his face, but he still insisted that I finish writing all the words I wanted to write.

"Du Ping appeared there...is it true, Ling Xi?" He asked me as gently as possible.

I nodded.

"Well... I see. I'll check it out. Don't worry, Ling Xi." He gently kissed my forehead and put me back on the bed to lie down.

"Ling Xi...I'll go out and make a phone call, I'll be right back."

I nodded.

Seeing Qixuan go out, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.In this way, there shouldn't be any problems with Qixuan, right?

The next day Qixuan left for New York, and when he left, he asked Jiming to take care of me in the hospital, but I would rather stay by myself than sharing the same room with Jiming.After all, Jiming is almost no different from a stranger to me. In my memory, I did meet him once. It should be seven years ago, when I was working as a warehouse manager in Qixuan's company. At that time, Jiming seemed like a stranger. It's a department manager of the company. I saw him bring people to the warehouse to move things from a distance. He probably forgot that it was me at that time, right?Otherwise, how could he agree so readily...

On the second day after Qixuan left, I told Ji Ming that I could stay alone, and if he had something to do, it didn't matter if he didn't come.But Ji Ming flatly refused.

"No, no, no, no——if Qixuan knows that I'm 'absent from work' here, he won't have to eat me when he comes back!"

Hearing what he said, I couldn't refute any more, so I had to let him sit by my bed and read me the daily news from the newspaper as he had prepared in advance.

"Hmm—economic version, military version, political version, which one do you like?"

Ji Ming put the prepared newspaper distribution in front of me and asked me to choose.I pointed to one at random, and he picked it up and started to read it, adding his own comments after every few sentences. Although he read it very carefully, to be honest, I didn’t really understand what was in the newspaper.The latest news in my memory is already out of date for others, and I can't even use the mobile phone that Qixuan bought me before he left.

About an hour later, finally realizing that I was about to fall asleep under his hypnosis, Jiming put down the newspaper and frowned at me.

"Ling Xi...you don't like to hear these things, do you?"

I quickly cheered up and shook my head.

"Then... how about..." Ji Ming couldn't help scratching his head, and said, "Didn't Qixuan buy you a mobile phone? Shall I teach you how to use it?"

I nodded, trying to prop up my body from the bed and try to sit up.

"Hey...don't move, I'll come."

He stopped me as if I was facing a big enemy, and helped me arrange the pillows behind me so that I could lean on them.

"Well, that's it, long press, turn on the phone, and then... this... this... you can make a call!"

He taught me from beginning to end, and then handed it to me.

My hands were shaking from the weight of the phone, and he immediately pulled it out again.

"I'll take it."

I nodded, and started to click on the communication interface of the mobile phone as he taught.

Telephone……

Who am I going to call?

It seems that besides Qixuan, there is only my sister left?Speaking of which, I don't know what happened to my sister these years.

As early as five years ago, I had no contact with my sister.At that time... I was just with Qixuan, I introduced Qixuan to my sister, but my sister scolded me and left.

I understand what my sister was thinking at that time.When my sister was 21 years old, she went to work in another city far away from her hometown with her boyfriend. At that time, I had just graduated from high school. After my sister left, I couldn’t even pay the rent, so I had to live in friend's house.Later, when the admission letter of T University came down, I called my sister to discuss the tuition fee, but my sister cried and said that she was dumped by her boyfriend, and it was difficult to live alone.I had no choice but to put away the admission letter from T University and start working alone.

I've delivered box lunches, handed out leaflets, washed dishes in restaurants, and picked up plastic bottles in the trash when life was at its worst.I keep half of the money I make for myself, and save the other half to remit some to my sister when she calls me.

My sister always said, I’m a boy, it doesn’t matter if I’m poorly dressed, but she’s different. Girls have to wear the most decent clothes to go out, otherwise they will be disgusted wherever they go.I don't want to test whether my sister's words are true or not. I only know that if my sister has no money, she will lose her temper, beat me, and throw things.

I relied on my sister to work around the city to raise my tuition fees for six years, so I didn’t want my sister to be angry. Even if I only had 100 yuan left, if my sister asked for it, I would give it to her.

Because we are in different cities, my sister and I seldom see each other, but since my sister experienced the first failed relationship, she asked me for money more often, and she would repeatedly warn me not to It's easy to start a relationship with someone.I know she is afraid that I will be cheated, but I also know that as long as it is something my sister believes, no matter what I say, she will not be shaken.So when I went to meet her with Qixuan, I already expected that she might lose her temper, but even so I wanted her to know.My sister is my only relative in this world, and I don't want to lie to her.

Maybe now, my sister's view of Qixuan hasn't changed, right?

I thought about it silently, and my sister's phone number couldn't help flashing in my mind.

"What's wrong? Why are you stunned?" Ji Ming's words interrupted my thoughts.

"Did you remember something?"

Jiming asked me with a smile.I nodded and put down the hand I had just raised halfway.

I remember my sister's phone call, but I don't know how to face her.It's been three years... I have been cut off from this world for three years. I can't even imagine what my sister will be like in these three years. Besides, I can't speak anymore, so what if I make a phone call...

"Haha, do you miss Qixuan? Do you want to call him?" Jiming asked me with a smile on the side.

Qixuan?

It would be nice to hear Qixuan's voice...but he must be busy now, right?Just don't bother him.

I smiled back at Ji Ming, but shook my head again.

"Do not hit?"

"what……"

"Okay, then when you want to hear Qixuan's voice, just tell me, I'll call him for you."

Ji Ming heartily patted my shoulder and put the phone on my bedside.

"Ah...ah..."

"Hold on."

Ji Ming turned around and took out a notebook and a pen from the bedside cabinet and put them in my hand.

I picked up the pen, and although my hands were still shaking, I could still write.

(Does my sister know about my hospitalization?)

Watching me write these words, Ji Ming couldn't help but frown into a straight line.

(Has my sister looked for me in the past three years?)

I continued to write.

"Uh——" Ji Ming's expression became even more hesitant. What is he struggling with?

"Ling Xi, don't you miss your sister?" He asked me back.

I nodded.

No matter how bad my sister is, she is my only sister after all, how could I not miss her...

"Actually Ling Xi, you just need to rest and take care of your body now. I think Qixuan should have considered everything about your sister, so you don't have to worry."

(Has Qixuan looked for her sister yet?)

"Uh... ah... I don't know too well, why don't you wait for Qixuan to come back and tell him in person?"

I couldn't help but be a little surprised. Looking at Ji Ming's appearance, he obviously knew something, but he didn't want me to know.

(Has my sister been here?)

"Uh——" Ji Ming looked at me, his eyebrows almost wrinkled into a furrow.

(Is there something... Qixuan won't let you tell me?)

I continued to write down the words in the notebook, the hand holding the pen was already a little numb from exhaustion, and a little bit of sweat oozes from my forehead.

Looking at Ji Ming's expression, I can already confirm my guess.They don't want me to know about my sister... Is something wrong with my sister?still……

I wanted to continue writing, but suddenly there was a sharp pain in my head.The pen fell from my fingertips, my vision started to blur, and I leaned my head back on the pillow, trying to stay awake.But when I noticed, doctors were already standing beside my bed. My hand was stabbed with a needle, and there was still a hanging bottle beside the bed. One of the older doctors turned to Ji Ming. Repeatedly explaining something.

"Brain...damage...memory..."

can't hear...

Damn, this body——

Looking at the pale ceiling in front of me, I could only lie powerlessly on the bed, as if this life was already out of my control.The doctors looked at me as if they were looking at an experimental product, but Ji Ming just kept pressing his phone while wiping the cold sweat from his forehead.I thought I could handle everything by myself like before, but in the end I couldn't even control my physical condition at all.

Qixuan...if only Qixuan was here...I miss him so much, I miss him so much...

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