You who cannot be touched in memory

"Now it is certain that a small part of the patient's cerebral cortex that was dormant before has begun to connect with new nerve lines, that is to say... the patient has recovered part of the memory. But we cannot be sure that the recovery of this memory will Special attention must be paid to the impact on the patient's spirit. There is also good news, Mr. Lu, the test results show that the patient's cognitive impairment has recovered. All in all, the condition is developing in a good direction. All our neurosurgery doctors can guarantee this."

"Well, I see, Dr. Zheng."

"Okay, I'll go first, you can be busy."

"Walk slowly..."

I couldn't quite understand what the doctor was saying, but it must have been kind, because the doctor looked happy when he was talking.In contrast, Qixuan seemed a little low-key from the very beginning.

He came back to my bed, held my hand tightly, bowed his head without saying a word.

"Ah... ah..."

My voice brought him back from his contemplation.

"Ah... Ling Xi, it's okay, don't be afraid..." He stroked my arm gently, as if I were a child.

Did he... always treat me like this before? ?

My memory is a little fuzzy.Suddenly the door of the ward was pushed open by someone again, and I subconsciously turned my head to look.

It was a man I didn't know. He was wearing a suit and a black trench coat. His face was full of stubble, and his eyes protruded like walnuts.

"Qixuan, I've already arranged for Mr. Long's people, but... you really plan to join forces with them? There is still room for things to turn around, right?"

"No. I've already made up my mind." Qi Xuan's voice sounded firm.

"Uh...you..." The man shook his head, "Are you sure?"

"It's difficult to understand, isn't what I said enough?"

"Ah...Actually...Qixuan, aside from the matter of Gu Lingxi, the whole thing is a game between our Lu Group and Jiang Zhengming from the beginning to the end. Wasn't it because we wanted to take Jiang Zhengming away? The resources in Zhengming's hands are the only ones who can compete with him. Of course, they have gone too far with Gu Lingxi and the others, but when we violated the contract and cut off their transportation lines before, it was even worse than that. Long Jingzhi is a far more dangerous person than Jiang Zhengming, and now you have to make such a decision because of your personal feelings, I'm afraid..."

"Have you said enough, Ji Ming?"

"I--"

"I'm not going to change my decision."

"Since you said that... I plan to go back to China first, Qixuan. No matter what, I have to explain this matter to my aunt."

"you…………"

Qixuan's face was livid, and the arm holding me was trembling slightly.

Qixuan...

I raised my hand and gently touched his fingers, feeling my touch, and he gradually regained his composure.

"Good... Ling Xi." He lowered his head and smiled at me gently, then raised his eyes to look at Ji Ming who was standing at the door.

"Go back and help me bring mom a good one."

"what--"

In an instant, the veins on Ji Ming's forehead popped up, as if he was about to rush over and fight him in the next second.I looked at Qixuan, and couldn't help feeling a little scared.

long silence.

Neither of them spoke again.

Suddenly, Ji Ming turned around and went out.Qixuan and I were left in the room again.

I breathed a sigh of relief...it's okay, Qixuan is okay.

"Ling Xi...were you frightened just now?" Qi Xuan lowered his head and pressed his face to my forehead, asking me softly.

I don't know how to answer him, I didn't understand most of what they said, but as long as Qixuan is fine, I'm happy.

"Ah...ah..."

"Hmm... good... Ling Xi, do you see what I brought you?" He kept groping under the bed, took out a little yellow dog, and put it in front of me.

dog?

my yellow dog...

I raised my hand to grab the puppy in front of me, but before I raised my hand, Qixuan smiled and put the puppy in my hand.

"Ling Xi...you play with the puppy for a while, I'll make a call over there, it's right there, you can see me."

As he spoke, he moved my upper body to the side pillow and lay down.

"Good boy... Ling Xi, I'll be right back."

He kissed me on the forehead, got up and went to the open space in front of my bed.

I looked at Qixuan, then at the yellow dog in my hand, and always felt something was wrong.Why did Qixuan give me a yellow dog?Is this... my toy?

I searched my mind for memories of the yellow dog, but only found fragments.That was... Qixuan was holding me, in a small room full of toys, other... No, I can't remember...

My head started to hurt a little, and I couldn't help frowning, but when I met Qi Xuan's gaze, I immediately pretended to be okay, and gently played with the four short legs of the toy dog ​​with my hands.

Don't make Qixuan worry...he is very busy, he has to work.

Finally, his phone call ended, and his expression became even more gloomy.

Back at my bedside, he smiled at me again.

"Come on, Ling Xi..." He took the puppy in my hand to my pillow, and gently took the pillow behind me to one side.He supports my back and lays me flat on the bed.

"It's almost time, I'll help you change..." He said, and took off my pants.

He is-

I felt that the layer of paper wrapped around my lower body was gently lifted by him. Is it... a diaper?I'm wearing a diaper?

"Ling Xi, tell me when you feel unwell in the future... You see, you have a little allergy here." He said, took out a white towel from the bedside cabinet, and pulled out a basin under the bed.The water was already prepared in the basin, and he tried the temperature of the water with his hands, but he didn't seem to be very satisfied, so he picked up the thermos and added some, tried repeatedly with his hands, and finally put the towel in the basin.

When he touched me with a warm towel, I shivered uncontrollably.

Don't touch...it's so dirty...don't...

"Ling Xi, it's okay, it doesn't hurt, I gently..."

How is he......

After helping me clean, Qixuan began to massage me. He pressed every time very lightly, but very carefully. From the beginning to the end, I dared not move or touch him with my hands, but I couldn't help it. want to see him.

"Well, okay, Ling Xi, are you feeling a lot better?"

He smiled and asked me, but I really wanted to cry, I have already become like this, just being alive is already a big drag, how can he treat me so tenderly?

I tried my best to hold back my tears, and just as I was thinking about how to respond to him, a series of hasty knocks on the door interrupted our just-started conversation.

Qixuan leaned over and said "don't be afraid" in my ear, then got up and went to open the door.My eyes followed Qi Xuan's figure and moved to the door.

what……

it's that person...

My heartbeat rose to the limit almost instantly, and I couldn't stop shaking all over my body, and my body was covered with sweat.

That person...the person in that dark room...

He was the man in the dark room—

"Master, the ticket is booked."

"Well, okay, Du Ping, thank you for your hard work, you should go back first."

"Yes."