You who cannot be touched in memory

That night, I developed a high fever.Qixuan took care of me all night long, and almost didn't sleep a night.It wasn't until the next afternoon that my fever finally subsided, and when I opened my eyes, Qixuan fell asleep beside my bed.

That person... Du Ping.

He showed up in that room, he was a bad guy - I have to tell Qixuan about it.

After this idea came to my mind, I seemed to be much more awake than before.I can't speak, so the only way left to communicate my intentions is probably words.If I could find a pen, I might be able to write down what I wanted to say.But with my current hands, can I really do it?Maybe you don't even have the strength to pick up the pen?Besides, how can I find the pen...

I turned my head and looked around, trying to find something I might need in this room.But when I just turned my head to the side, my vision was blocked by a soft mass.

It's the puppy Qixuan gave me.

Ah... Why did Qixuan give me a yellow dog?It's obviously something that children can play with...

But having said that, looking back on the past few days, Qixuan really took care of me like a child, the doctor, and Ji Ming, they all...

strangeness……

Am I a child in everyone's eyes?

They treat me like a child...

Then... Du Ping should think so too, right?

That's why he appeared in front of me unsuspecting...

In this case……

If I suddenly act differently from what they imagined, it will also cause suspicion, right?

what……

What to do then?

Keep pretending to be a kid?

But I can't remember much about other things that happened to me during my hospitalization. What was I like before?

How can it be the same as before...

Eh...if only I could remember...

I sighed deeply in my heart.

It took me a long time to start thinking about it again.

Anyway, I don't know what it was like before... It shouldn't be a problem to continue pretending to be a kindergarten kid, right?Anyway, as long as you don't get caught by Du Ping, then slowly exercise your hands until you have the strength to write?

so hard……

However, if it's for Qixuan, no matter how hard it is, I can't back down.

I want to protect him.

Just when I silently made up my mind, Qi Xuan woke up.

"Ling Xi, how do you feel? Are you feeling better?" He asked me softly, then raised his hand to test the temperature on my forehead.After confirming that my fever had subsided, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Ah... ah..."

I moved my hand to the direction where he was. In fact, I wanted to raise my hand to grab his arm, but I couldn't give it enough strength. In the end, I could only turn my fingers towards him alternately on the bed. Difficult to shift direction.

"Want to hug?" He looked at me tenderly and asked.

"what……"

"Well... good..."

After speaking, he got up and sat on my bed, gently lifted my upper body and hugged me in his arms.

"Ling Xi... still feeling uncomfortable?" He asked me softly in my ear.

And just as I was thinking about how to answer him, he continued to speak.

"Ling Xi... I have to go to New York tomorrow, and this trip is really unstoppable..."

What?Qixuan is leaving?No, I haven't told him about Du Ping yet.I was so anxious that I cried out "ah... ah...".

"What's the matter, Ling Xi? Are you uncomfortable?" He suddenly became nervous.

No, I'm talking about the thing you just said, can you not leave?Can you...

Did he think that I didn't understand what he just said?That's right... I'm being treated like a child now... If so...

I immediately grabbed the hand next to him that was next to me with my hand, almost exhausting all my strength.

"Ling Xi?" He couldn't help being a little puzzled, he looked at me, and then at my trembling hands due to excessive force.

"Ling Xi, did you understand what I just said?"

I don't know - don't care... In short, you just don't want to leave alone!

I was thinking like this, trying to brew in my eye sockets.Ha...it worked.Immediately afterwards, I cried "wow", he couldn't help panicking, and quickly stroked my chest gently to comfort me.So far...it should be obvious enough, right?

"Ling Xi, don't be afraid. It's okay...it's okay...I won't leave you alone, I'll take you with me, don't be afraid..."

It wasn't until I heard him say this that my crying gradually subsided.

Eh... finally!

I collapsed contentedly in his arms.

So tired... It turns out that crying is such a waste of energy...

As I thought about it, I gradually lost consciousness.