It turns out that I love you

Huo Boqing and Hu Nan walked out of the elevator side by side, and met Yuan Jingkun in the lobby.They and Yuan Jingkun stopped at the same time, leaving a distance of several meters between each other.

Hu Nan's complexion was very bad, and it became even uglier after seeing Yuan Jingkun.

In the end, it all started with him.

The ancient language, beauty is a disaster, it is true.

Hu Nan didn't hide the resentment and anger in his eyes, stared at Yuan Jingkun fiercely, took a long breath, turned and walked towards the side door.

Huo Boqing smiled awkwardly, and nodded politely: "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Yuan Jingkun smiled politely regardless of Hu Nan's bad attitude.

The two passed by each other. When Yuan Jingkun was waiting for the elevator, he turned his face and watched Huo Boqing leave. His intuition told him that something unpleasant should have happened between them and Gong Xinuo. He didn't expect it to be Gong Xinuo resignation.

The door of the ward was ajar, and Yuan Jingkun gently pushed it in. Gong Xinuo stood facing the window with his arms around his chest. No matter when, Gong Xinuo always stood upright, but now he was slightly hunched over. back, a sign of decadence and exhaustion.

Yuan Jingkun approached him very lightly, Gong Xinuo felt a familiar aura, turned sideways, Yuan Jingkun was already standing in front of him, looking at him with his head tilted, his clean and clear eyes were full of doubts, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curved , the lower lip must be raised when curious or confused.

Gong Xinuo looked at him with a smile on his eyebrows, until Yuan Jingkun was embarrassed by him, smiled shyly, pulled him into his arms suddenly, wrapped his arms around his waist, and held him tightly in his arms.

The hug without warning made Yuan Jingkun's body stiff for an instant, Gong Xinuo had never hugged him so hard, never.

Their chests were pressed against each other, and he could feel Gong Xinuo's chaotic heartbeat, and even faintly felt a trace of sobbing hidden deep inside.

His foreheads were touching, his face seemed real or unreal, his expression was dreamy or awake, and Yuan Jingkun's face was flushed red.

No matter how familiar they are with each other's bodies, every intimate gesture of Gong Xinuo will make Yuan Jingkun shy, who has already passed his youthful age, and it is like this every time.

Gong Xinuo kissed his lips twice in a row, Yuan Jingkun put his head on his shoulder, and whispered affectionately in his ear: "Xinuo, I'm yours..."

Just this sentence, even if you pay everything, it is worth it!

At this time, Gong Xinuo deeply realized that he loves him to death!

"You can't go out! Without Doctor Luo's permission, you can't just leave the hospital!" In the middle of the hospital hall, Jack stood in front of Gong Xinuo, blocking his way.

Gong Xinuo looked at him at the same level. He didn't know how he got the news that he was going out, so he followed him silently, and suddenly appeared to prevent him from leaving the hospital.Gong Xinuo's cold eyes told him very clearly: I want to go out.

After all, Jack is not his subordinate, so he is not afraid of him, and has a firm attitude: "As your doctor, we are responsible for your health and your life, so we will not agree with you to wait until you are discharged from the hospital. Leaving the hospital, especially if you have to leave alone!"

Gong Xinuo turned a deaf ear to his words, bypassed him, and still insisted on going out.

Jack took a big step to catch up with him, stretched out his arms, like a wall, and stopped him: "You can't go out! I won't let you go out. If something goes wrong, how can we explain to him?"

Gong Xinuo frowned, showing his impatience and anger. He understood that Jack did this out of good intentions, so he turned around and walked back to the ward without saying anything.

"What's the matter?" Yuan Jingkun just came in, and saw Jack standing in a large font, and Gong Xinuo who was fully dressed and walking towards the elevator, and asked what happened to Jack.

Jack lowered his arms and explained: "He wanted to go out, but I didn't agree to it. Dr. Luo specifically explained that he was not allowed to leave the hospital casually before he was discharged, let alone he had to go out alone."

"Get out?" Yuan Jingkun wondered, did the company have another problem? "Did he say where he was going?"

"You know, he didn't talk to us very much." Jack shook his head.

"Thank you." Yuan Jingkun watched Jack go away, and chased after Gong Xinuo who had just entered the elevator. Who knows, he was a step late. When he arrived, the elevator door was closed, and Gong Xinuo didn't know Did you see him.

Yuan Jingkun sighed helplessly, pressed the up arrow again, and just after his finger left the button, the elevator door opened unexpectedly.

In fact, before Yuan Jingkun came in, Gong Xinuo had already seen him, but he was angry and didn't say hello to him.The moment the elevator door closed, he saw him through the gap before opening the door again.

Yuan Jingkun stepped in quickly, pressed the button to close the door, and watched Gong Xinuo's expression sideways.

Gong Xinuo remained the same, expressionless, staring at the elevator door, silent.

Yuan Jingkun is getting more and more familiar with Gong Xinuo's personality and temper, now is definitely not the time to ask, so he simply doesn't speak.

After entering the ward, Yuan Jingkun hung the coat that Gong Xinuo took off on the hanger. Gong Xinuo got angry, always with a cool expression, and said in a low voice: "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital." Additional time. "Tomorrow!" There is no denying the unquestionable attitude.

Yuan Jingkun thought, there is no problem in being discharged from the hospital.According to Gong Xinuo's recovery, he can already be discharged from the hospital, just to be on the safe side, stay for a few more days.

He wanted to know why Gong Xinuo insisted on going out. He categorically denied the reason that the company had something to do. If it was a business, the driver would definitely come to pick him up. When he came, he didn't see his exclusive car in front of the door.

In terms of personal affairs, so far, there is only one thing, and that is about Jing Jianye.

Yuan Jingkun suddenly remembered that he was answering calls from Jing Jianye's attending doctor in the ward a few days ago. Generally speaking, he would definitely go out and avoid Gong Xinuo when receiving such calls, otherwise he would have nothing to say.

But at that time he couldn't move his hands, so Gong Xinuo heard the whole content.

Hanging up the phone, Yuan Jingkun turned his head away and saw that Gong Xinuo was still focusing on the newspaper. He knew that Gong Xinuo's attention had shifted from the news to the content of the phone. Although he didn't ask or say anything afterwards, Yuan Jingkun asserted that he must have known which hospital Jing Jianye was in at that time. Maybe he planned to visit Jing Jianye today, so he wanted to go out alone.

Thinking of this, Yuan Jingkun couldn't help laughing in his heart. If the facts are as he guessed, it means that Gong Xinuo has to accept his father's idea, and there is hope for the relationship between their father and son to ease.

Yuan Jingkun didn't ask him what he thought, even if Gong Xinuo asked him, he might not be able to tell.

In front of the door of the ward, Gong Xinuo stood for nearly two hours, staring intently at Jing Jianye lying inside.

The hands in the trouser pockets were gradually clenched, the haggard face, blackened seal, pale lips, withered yellow skin, and emaciated figure made it impossible for him to connect the seriously ill old man with the father he remembered. Together.

Before the age of six, Gong Xinuo was full of admiration and trust for his father, and his childish thinking believed that his father was the most powerful and remarkable person in the world, and of course, he was also the one who loved him and his mother the most.

Jing Jianye's ruthless and unrighteous approach that almost lost conscience and morality shattered Gong Xinuo's thoughts. Gong Xinuo once loved his father so much, but ended up being abandoned. This feeling, that kind of sadness and despair , beyond words.

Even the most empathetic people can't empathize with it unless they have experienced it themselves.

The world is impermanent, Gong Xinuo thinks that he will never have the chance to meet Jing Jianye again in this life.

But never thought that they would meet again.

Over the years, their situations are very different, and God is fair.

Whenever someone asked about Gong Xinuo's family background, even though he always answered that his parents died young, deep down in his heart, he never really had the idea that his father was no longer alive.

He even sometimes thinks about Jing Jianye, wondering where he is, how he is doing well, whether he still remembers that he still has a son...

The departure of his mother and sister really dealt a great blow to him. All of this was indirectly caused by Jing Jianye. The undeniable fact made it impossible for him not to hate Jing Jianye. He cursed and swore in his heart that he He will never admit that Jing Jianye is his father again.

He only swore once, just once.

After many years, when Jing Jianye appeared in front of him again, Gong Xinuo's aggressive behavior showed his grievances over the years.

Those past events resurfaced again, and he couldn't restrain his resentment and anger. He would never accept Jing Jianye's reappearance in his life all at once.

The little boy sat straddling the tall father's neck, and the father's generous hands held the son's thin calf tightly, chasing the kite floating in the wind on the lawn, accompanied by giggles and hearty shouts.

Gong Xinuo couldn't tell whether this picture was a memory that existed before or a dream he imagined.

This is his responsibility!

It is his responsibility!

It is his inescapable responsibility!

No matter how deeply hurt Jing Jianye caused him before, no matter what kind of feelings Gong Xinuo has for him now, he must take over Jing Jianye, and take him in and take care of him from now on.

Gong Xinuo felt someone approaching, and Yuan Jingkun stopped a few steps away. Just as he thought, Gong Xinuo is a man with a strong sense of responsibility, and he can't turn a blind eye to Jing Jianye.What he needs is time.

Looking at each other, even in life, no matter how big the storm, no matter how big the setback, no matter how big the accident is, with love and you, I still feel happier!

Yuan Jingkun immediately told Jing Jianye the good news that Gong Xinuo was willing to accept his father again, and Jing Jianye's performance was exactly as he imagined.

First he was unbelievably surprised, and then burst into tears of joy. In front of Yuan Jingkun, the old man implicitly wept with joy.He held Yuan Jingkun's hand tightly, and he knew better than anyone else that if it wasn't for Yuan Jingkun's persistent persistence, careful care, and spiritual comfort, he might not be able to survive the day when the clouds bloom and the moon shines.

Unspeakably grateful, Jing Jianye refused to let go of his hand for a long time.

The day after Gong Xinuo was discharged from the hospital, he and Yuan Jingkun came to Huanhai Hospital, and with the help of Xia Lefan, Jing Jianye was discharged from the hospital.

Gong Xinuo felt that it was necessary to transfer Jing Jianye to a specialized hospital, which would be beneficial for treatment, and Xia Lefan agreed with him.

Xia Lefan handed over various documents to Yuan Jingkun, and followed his instructor to observe a temporary emergency operation.

Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun packed their things, while Jing Jianye sat on the sofa at a loss, his eyes fixed on Gong Xinuo.

It was a miraculous surprise to him that his son, who had been abandoned by him for many years and who had gone through unimaginable hardships, was willing to accept him again.

He is full of gratitude to God, rekindles hope for life, and shows his desire to survive.

Therefore, Jing Jianye's spirit is obviously better than the previous days.

Yuan Jingkun handed the clothes that needed to be taken away to Gong Xinuo, and Gong Xinuo folded the clothes into a square shape, put them into the bottom of the travel bag, put a piece of cloth on top, and picked out the items that could still be used.

Yuan Jingkun emptied the drawers and boxes, and stood up: "You clean up first, I'll pay the nurse's salary."

"Do you have money?" Gong Xinuo reached into his pocket, wanting to get the wallet.

"Yes." Yuan Jingkun prepared the envelope early, and gave the nurse an extra 500 yuan. He stayed with him day and night, fed and wiped himself, and stared at changing the medicine. It was really hard work.

Only Gong Xinuo and Jing Jianye were left in the room, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward. Jing Jianye became more nervous and reserved, with his feet shrunk back, and his hands rubbed against his legs. It didn't fit anywhere His throat was dry, he swallowed his saliva, and he didn't dare to talk to Gong Xinuo casually.

Gong Xinuo continued to tidy up. In his opinion, there are not many items that can be taken away. Most of the items can be bought when they are transferred to the specialized hospital. There is really no need to bother taking the space away.

When Yuan Jingkun returned to the ward, Gong Xinuo picked up a travel bag that was not too big or too heavy, and walked to the door first: "Let's go."

Yuan Jingkun helped Jing Jianye to follow behind him, Gong Xinuo deliberately slowed down, fearing that they would fall behind.

After leaving the hospital, Gong Xinuo quickly walked a few steps to pick up the car, Yuan Jingkun and Jing Jianye stood there waiting for him.

Gong Xinuo's car stopped at the door, put the travel bag into the trunk, walked around and opened the rear door for them, and asked, "Is it cold?" He didn't look at anyone, so he didn't know who he was asking.

Yuan Jingkun understood who he was asking, tightened Jing Jianye's scarf, and answered for him who was in a daze: "It shouldn't be cold."

The three got into the car and sat firmly. Gong Xinuo turned on the heater, tested the temperature and wind speed at the air outlet, locked the front and rear doors and windows, and waited for the temperature inside the car to rise before starting the car.

The treatment conditions and internal environment of the specialized hospital are quite good. The chief physician Shen Heng is Xia Lefan's postgraduate tutor. He has made extraordinary achievements in overcoming cancer. Jianye's condition will help a lot.

Professor Shen Heng is over half a century old, with black hair mixed with a lot of silver strands, a pair of rimless glasses showing a scholarly demeanor, easy-going attitude towards patients, cautious attitude towards various cases, tireless study all his life, and extraordinary achievements.

Various routine examinations took the whole morning. While waiting for the test results, Jing Jianye was arranged to rest in the consulting room.

Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun sat side by side across from Shen Heng. Shen Heng compared the latest test results with the original test results, changed his glasses, and spread the two sets of light green test sheets in front of his eyes. The relationship between the patient and the two of them asked: "Is the patient yours...?"

Yuan Jingkun glanced sideways at Gong Xinuo, Gong Xinuo lowered his gaze, paused for a moment before he was about to say, and replied: "My father." He spoke the three words slowly and stumbled.

"Oh." Shen Heng nodded understandingly, and scanned the test sheets on the left and right again. "That's it. I basically know the patient's current condition. According to past experience, there are two treatment options. One is conservative treatment, which means using drugs to control the growth and spread of cancer cells. signs of improvement, then increase the dose and add other drugs to kill the cancer cells. Of course, to be honest, it is not easy to control the growth and spread. I am afraid it will be difficult to effectively kill the cancer cells. Furthermore, the drugs used The side effects of these drugs are very serious, and the body of ordinary people can hardly bear them. Antibodies will naturally be produced after long-term medication, and the cancer cells will grow and spread rapidly and in a large area, and they will be unable to recover. If conservative treatment is adopted, it will take up to nine months to twelve months The second is surgical treatment. According to your father's condition, we will remove a quarter of his stomach, which is the origin of cancer cells, and remove the suspected cell growth points around him. After surgery, we will use radiotherapy and chemotherapy to further assist Treatment, inhibiting the re-germination of cancer cells. If the operation is successful and the recovery is good, it is very effective in prolonging life, and there will be no recurrence for at least three to five years, and some people will even recover. Of course, the risk of surgery is very high. Chemotherapy is also a double-edged sword. For example, if the suspected cell growth point is not cleared, it will relapse quickly; for example, the side effects of radiotherapy and chemotherapy are too large, resulting in decreased immunity and various complications. Half a year, or even less time..."

Shen Heng spoke frankly about the pros and cons of the two treatment options.

"As for which treatment plan to adopt, we fully respect the opinions of family members and patients. How should I put it, maybe as a doctor, I shouldn't say such discouraging words, but so far, cancer is still a difficult problem that humans cannot completely overcome. For some cancers, there is no specific medicine. Once unfortunately, there is no other better way than trying to prolong life. No matter which treatment plan you take, you must be fully prepared psychologically. "

Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun didn't speak, and felt that Shen Heng hadn't finished speaking. Shen Heng, who had been a doctor for half a year, naturally understood their helplessness and inner conflicts at the moment. He had seen this situation too much, so he gave advice: "My opinion is that your father should undergo surgery. You see, first of all, I analyzed the results of his several inspections and tests. From the time he was diagnosed to the present, his condition has been well controlled and has not deteriorated. trend, this is a rare and good phenomenon; secondly, your father's health is not as bad as I thought, his blood pressure is normal, his heart is fine, he is not very old, and there are no major problems. It is also beneficial to reduce the difficulty of surgery and subsequent recovery; finally, although the diagnosis of the disease is in the middle and late stages, it is still far from the late stage, and it is not so severe that there is no cure. These conditions add to the Together, they are suitable for surgery. It is conservatively estimated that the success rate of surgery can reach 70.00%, or even higher."

Gong Xinuo listened very carefully, and Shen Heng tried his best to use easy-to-understand language so that he could fully understand and digest what he expressed.

"I think my meaning has been expressed very clearly, and you should understand. The rest is up to you what you plan to do. Go back and think about it carefully and discuss it. It seems that the patient knows what disease he has. , you can ask him what he means, whether he is willing to undergo surgery or conservative treatment, and don’t force him, okay.”

Shen Heng took the initiative to end the conversation, knowing that they would not give an answer on the spot.It takes time to think and negotiate.

Shen Heng sent Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun to the door, and the nurse who arranged the hospitalization came over: "Director Shen, there are no vacancies in the advanced wards, and the ordinary ones are also full, leaving only the special wards and cadre wards."

"Why don't you wait for two days. There should be two people in the advanced ward who are going to be discharged, so it's only a day or two." The registration form shows that the full amount is at their own expense. Sickness, a lot of money is still behind.

"Not waiting." Gong Xinuo refused Shen Heng's kindness, and abruptly interrupted the treatment, fearing that it would aggravate the condition that he had managed to control.

Gong Xinuo's tone was a little blunt, Yuan Jingkun quickly took over the words, and added: "Then arrange a special ward, it's okay, the treatment is the most important thing."

"That's fine, let's arrange a special ward." Since the family members don't care about spending more money, there is no need for Shen Heng to insist.

"Professor Shen..." Gong Xinuo faced Shen Heng with a firm tone. "Please don't worry about the cost. I will do my best to prolong his life, no matter how much it costs."

One sentence hit the heart of Jing Jianye who was helped out of the consultation room by Yuan Jingkun, two lines of uncontrollable tears rolled down, slid over the old face, and seeped into the corner of the mouth along the cheek, full of bitter taste mouth.

Even if you die the next moment, this life is worth it!

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