It turns out that I love you

It's impossible not to panic at all.

Gong Xinuo adjusted his state outside the door, trying to present a relaxed expression and a good mental outlook.

If he knew how ugly his complexion was at the moment, he should understand how obvious his deliberate cover-up was, a disguise that could be seen through at a glance.

Gong Xinuo pushed open the door, speeding up his speech in an attempt to cover up his powerless voice: "When did you come here? Why are you here again?"

Yuan Jingkun didn't answer his question, turned around the chair, and silently watched him put the windbreaker on the hanger. His face was also ugly, and his silence showed that he was angry, and very angry.

According to their previous agreement, Yuan Jingkun should not have appeared in the hospital today.

He went to see Jing Jianye in the morning. His condition has improved, at least he is more energetic than before. The treatment is no longer in vain, and it has a certain effect on inhibiting the spread of cancer cells. Yuan Jingkun listened to the doctor's introduction , both gratified and happy.

In the afternoon, I stopped by to accompany Gong Xinuo, even though I promised him to take a good rest for two days and not come back again, I still couldn't let go, Gong Xinuo was alone in the hospital, so lonely and boring, if he was here, Gong Xinuo would still eat more something.

Unexpectedly, he came over full of joy, but was greeted by an empty ward.

Flat sheets, folded quilt, it doesn't look like going out for a walk.

Yuan Jingkun came to the doctor's office and asked Jack about Gong Xinuo's whereabouts.

Facing Yuan Jingkun who was determined to get the truth, Jack was embarrassed to lie, and told him everything, without hiding anything.

Yuan Jingkun took a deep breath, no matter how angry he was, he couldn't vent his anger on Jack, he still had some sense.

Gong Xinuo's stubborn temper, no one can stop him from doing what he wants to do, he knows this best.So no wonder Jack let people go.

Yuan Jingkun has been sitting in the ward waiting for Gong Xinuo. He didn't take the initiative to call Gong Xinuo. He knew that Gong Xinuo must have important matters waiting to be dealt with when he returned to the company. At this time, he couldn't disturb him. , I have to wait for him to come back and then settle the accounts together.

Yuan Jingkun gritted his teeth angrily, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became. Did he really not intend to die?Do you still want to leave the hospital?Does he not care about his body, or what he thinks?

It's not that he doesn't know that if he has something, how sad and worried he is, how can he not take good care of his body for himself if he relies on him so much and cannot do without him so much?

Is life important, or his status, money and achievements?

Yuan Jingkun had long thought that if Gong Xinuo came back and he wanted to question him, he was even mentally prepared for the two of them to quarrel over it.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Gong Xinuo approached him, squatted in front of him, held his hand, and showed a warm smile: "Baby, what's the matter? Who made our baby angry?"

In fact, when Yuan Jingkun faced Gong Xinuo's ashen complexion, those resentments and anger disappeared automatically until they disappeared without a trace.How could he bear to blame him, how could he be willing to question him, how could he quarrel with him?

Yuan Jingkun touched his face with great distress, and the accusation turned into full of self-blame in an instant. If it wasn't because of him, how could Gong Xinuo become what he is now?

Such a proud person, such a confident person, such a successful person, for him, had to give up the position at his fingertips, the hard-working career, and the bright future.

Anyone would be unwilling and unwilling to give up. The long-term depression in the heart has no place to vent, and most of his illnesses are caused by this.

Every time Yuan Jingkun thinks of these things, his heart feels like a knife is twisted, and he feels very uncomfortable.

Gong Xinuo took his hand, moved it along his cheek to his mouth, kissed his slender fingers, stood up with the armrests on both sides of the chair, and sat down on the side of the bed. He really didn't have the strength to coax Yuan Jingkun , heavy eyelids, just want to sleep well.

Yuan Jingkun helped him take off his suit, unbuttoned his shirt, put on comfortable cotton pajamas, and covered him with a quilt.

Clutching the shirt with Gong Xinuo's body temperature in his hands, Yuan Jingkun's tears almost fell down. He leaned over and kissed Gong Xinuo's smooth forehead, and said in his heart: Xinuo, I love you.

Yuan Jingkun sat on the chair beside the bed, watching Gong Xinuo who seemed to be sleeping but not sleeping.

When Gong Xinuo sleeps, he usually keeps the same posture, rarely lying on his side or turning over.

But today is different from the past, not only turned over frequently, but also curled up, with his head buried in the quilt.This is only a symptom of stomach pain and physical discomfort.

Yuan Jingkun noticed that something was wrong with him, leaned over to lift the quilt, Gong Xinuo's hands were tightly clutching the clothes on his chest, his brows were deeply furrowed, his face was flushed, and his breathing was short of breath.

Yuan Jingkun put his hand on his forehead, and the hot touch made him turn pale all of a sudden, and when he touched his body, it felt hotter than his forehead.

Yuan Jingkun was so anxious that he pressed the bell continuously, the nurse came in and saw the situation, and trotted all the way to find the doctor.

Luo Meijing and Jack, who happened to be on duty together, came quickly, and Yuan Jingkun took a few steps back to make room for the doctor to examine him.

"Chest pain?" Luo Meijing let go of his grip on the clothes, undid the first two buttons, and rubbed the stethoscope back and forth twice in the palm of his hand to check his cardiopulmonary function.

Jack touched his forehead, this kind of heat didn't need to test the watch to know it was a high fever.

Luo Meijing finished the examination and signaled him to check it again. Jack put on the stethoscope and frowned during the examination.

Luo Meijing and Jack had the same diagnosis: pleurisy.

Luo Meijing gave medical orders to the nurse while filling out the medical records. Yuan Jingkun couldn't wait, so she had to ask Jack: "Why is this happening? Is it serious?"

Jack put away the stethoscope and put it in the pocket of the medical gown: "Tired. Well, how should I put it, it's not very serious, but... Pay more attention. Don't be tired, don't be angry."

"He is in such a body that he shouldn't work at all, let alone drinking, he must quit smoking and drinking in the future! He is under too much psychological pressure. You can persuade him well. The company will still work without him. Why do you have to work so hard? Physical It’s your own, and no amount of money can buy health. If this continues, you will die young, and I’m not trying to scare you!”

When Luo Meijing learned that Gong Xinuo had been discharged from the hospital privately and went to work while sick, the doctor was most annoyed that the patient did not cooperate with the treatment.

This time is good, tired and sick, can she have a good attitude and a good tone?

Yuan Jingkun's eyes moved from her to the ground, Luo Meijing's words made him feel even more uncomfortable and blamed himself, especially the last sentence, which was half a reminder and half a threat, aggravated his worry.

Jack watched his face turn from white to blue, and then turned ashen. He couldn't bear it. He came to him and comforted him: "It's actually not that serious. Take a good rest for a while, and you'll get better."

"He can't be tired, he has to tire others to death! He can't be angry, he has to piss others off!" Luo Meijing glanced at Yuan Jingkun who didn't speak anymore, and after confirming that the infusion medicine was correct, she felt sorry for Gong Xinuo Angry again.

After the doctors and nurses left the ward, Yuan Jingkun sat on the bed and supported Gong Xinuo's hand with the infusion tube inserted. The blood vessels on the back of the hand were slightly swollen due to the constant needles, and his fingers carefully slid over the bulging part , a teardrop fell on the surface of the nail, and the raised blood vessel prevented it from flowing down.

Luo Meijing's words hurt Yuan Jingkun's heart deeply, and Yuan Jingkun even had the thought of giving up the moment he finished speaking.

Quit now, before it's too late.

Calm down and regret the impulsive thoughts that came out of the panic.

Now that things have come to this, how can he waver casually?How can you back down so easily?

No matter what happens in the future, no matter what kind of life they will live in the future, no matter whether they are poor or rich, regardless of health or disease, they will never leave and stay together.

This is a lifetime promise, Yuan Jingkun's lifetime, Gong Xinuo's lifetime, and their lifetime.

Gong Xinuo's condition improved, and after recovering, Yuan Jingkun never mentioned this matter again.

The matter has passed, and there is no point in questioning and blaming.

Gong Xinuo knew that he was in the wrong, so he cooperated with the treatment surprisingly, stopped being aggressive in everything, and actively took medicine and injections.

Even if you have no appetite, try to eat as much as possible; even if you don't want to sleep, try to rest as much as possible. Within a few days, your mental state will improve greatly.

Gong Xinuo sat cross-legged in front of the table, and the thermos pot was filled with chicken noodle soup. The noodle was soft and thick, with a tangy aroma.

Gong Xinuo picked out the coriander, picked up the noodles, and when the heat dissipated, he stared intently at the live football match on TV.

Yuan Jingkun, who was sitting opposite him, looked a little bored, playing with the thread torn from the bed sheet, knocking on the table, reminding him: "The noodles are cold, eat quickly."

"Oh." Gong Xinuo was watching with enthusiasm, he couldn't bear to take his eyes off the screen, and sent the noodles to his mouth by feeling.

Yuan Jingkun turned his head and glanced at the ball game in full swing, and hated it to death!

Gong Xinuo's full attention was on the ball game, and after a while, he picked up another chopstick noodle.

Yuan Jingkun twisted and straightened the thread ends, straightened and rolled them again, repeatedly tossing the innocent thread ends, resting his chin in his hand, trying to find something to say: "I was the one who cooked the noodles."

In the end, it was Mrs. Qin's superb cooking skills. The chicken noodle soup can be said to be delicious in color, fragrance, and hundreds of times better than Yuan Jingkun's unappetizing cooking skills.

"En." Gong Xinuo absent-mindedly replied. "Then what?"

"Then... it was overcooked!" Yuan Jingkun planned to cook the noodles himself, but in the end, he didn't know whether he was careless or too careful, and the noodles were so rotten that he couldn't pick them up with chopsticks.He also comforted himself, as for the noodle soup, it doesn't matter if it is cooked badly, it is convenient to eat without having to chew hard.

Mrs. Qin stopped him in time to pour the unrefined noodle soup into the thermos pot. If it got to the hospital, it would turn into a lump of paste, completely inedible. -

Hearing Yuan Jingkun's lack of confidence and frustration, Gong Xinuo smiled, picked out a small bone in a piece of chicken, picked up the chicken piece and brought it straight to Yuan Jingkun's mouth.

Yuan Jingkun chewed the soft and tender chicken, hesitant to say: "Xinuo..."

"Huh?" Gong Xinuo put down his chopsticks, with half a bowl of noodles left, he had no intention of eating, and focused on the increasingly fierce competition.

In fact, Yuan Jingkun had always wanted to talk to him about how to arrange Jing Jianye, but he couldn't find a suitable opportunity.

Gong Xinuo's body is recovering day by day, recovery is imminent, now is the best time.

However, Yuan Jingkun couldn't think of how to express his thoughts properly. What if Gong Xinuo disagreed with his proposal, or if Gong Xinuo fell ill again because of it, what should he do then?

Yuan Jingkun couldn't make up his mind whether to say it or not, and kept fighting ideologically, hesitating endlessly in his heart.

"The glasses are dirty." Yuan Jingkun thought, it's better not to talk about it, it's better to wait until Gong Xinuo is discharged from the hospital to talk about it, so as to save extra trouble and get twice the result with half the effort.

Gong Xinuo turned his head to avoid Yuan Jingkun's hand reaching out to take off his glasses, and immediately took a break, not wanting to miss any details: "Wait a minute."

As the New Year approached, Gong Xinuo was almost recovered. Huo Boqing and Hu Nan who came from Japan came to visit him in the hospital. The three had a long and in-depth conversation. After the two parties negotiated, they made the following solutions to Gong Xinuo's work issues:

Gong Xinuo, citing his poor health and the need for long-term recuperation, was unable to continue to be qualified for the position. Both the group and himself agreed to terminate the contract in advance. According to the relevant regulations of the group, personnel at this level should submit their resignation requests two months in advance. Therefore, Gong Xinuo's term will end on February 2.

In M&B Group, regardless of whether an employee resigns or dismisses an employee, in addition to the person in charge of the personnel department who will ask him to talk, the executives in the department will also communicate with the employee.

According to the usual practice, Huo Boqing told Gong Xinuo exactly what he needed to tell him as a matter of routine.

Gong Xinuo sat opposite the two of them, the indoor temperature was not low, a blue shirt did not feel cold, black trousers and leather shoes.With a calm expression, he listened quietly until Huo Boqing finished speaking, from beginning to end, he never spoke.

Huo Boqing spread out the contract in duplicate in Chinese and English on the glass table, and handed him a signing pen.

Gong Xinuo didn't pick up the signature pen hanging in the air, took out the fountain pen that he had carried with him for many years, took off the cap, put it in the end of the pen, stood up, leaned over to quickly browse through the content of the contract, put his hand on the paper, and was ready to sign.

Hu Nan, who had been silent all this time, suddenly held Gong Xinuo's hand, and the corners of his wet eyes showed great reluctance. At the last moment, he was still unwilling and desperately fought: "Xinuo..."

The tip of the pen lightly taps the paper, leaving a small round ink blot, stagnant.

Gong Xinuo didn't look at Hu Nan, he kept avoiding the eyes of Huo Boqing and Hu Nan, he couldn't face their disappointed looks, his heart was full of guilt, he didn't say sorry, sorry, or other empty words, how could this wrong love Is it a word of sorry that can be resolved? !

Hu Nan stared at him closely. Although Gong Xinuo didn't make any response, he felt his heart moved from the imperceptible changes in Gong Xinuo's facial features. Embarrassed?Reluctant?Unwilling?Lost?

Xi Nuo, why do you have to do this?

Is he really so important to you?So important that you would drop everything and start over from scratch?

Up to now, Hu Nan still can't fully understand the relationship between him and Yuan Jingkun.

After a moment of stalemate, Hu Nan voluntarily let go of his hand, Gong Xinuo has made up his mind, and it is definitely not something he can change with a word.

No matter how much he tried to persuade, no matter how much he tried to persuade her to stay, it was useless.

The overall situation has been decided, this day will come sooner or later, perhaps it is a good thing for Gong Xinuo to leave earlier, he can have more time to arrange future affairs.

Gong Xinuo signed his Chinese and English names on the lower right corners of the four documents, put away his pen, and sat back, still speechless.

Huo Boqing confirmed that the signatures were correct, arranged the documents neatly, and put them into the document bag.

The atmosphere was dull for a while, and the three of them had nothing to say.

It's over, it's useless to talk about it.

Huo Boqing said a few words of concern to him, such as rest well and take care of his body, and exchanged glances with Hu Nan. Hu Nan didn't say anything, and stood up to leave.

Gong Xinuo sent them to the door of the ward. When Huo Boqing left, he suddenly hugged Gong Xinuo, patted him on the back like an elder, gave him strength, and encouraged him: "Take care!"

Gong Xinuo watched them leave, and did not turn back to the ward until their figures disappeared from sight.Standing silently in front of the window, the winter sun shines all over the body, shining golden.

Gong Xinuo opened the window with a slit, and pulled the screen through, gusts of weak cold wind came in, the fine hair on his forehead fluttered and fell down, and the fragrance of flowers mixed with the smell of sunshine came into his nose, Gong Xinuo took a deep breath. The breath is refreshing.

Gong Xinuo really never thought that he would end his career in the M&B Group in the ward. In fact, he had already imagined this scene many times, and even thought about how he should behave and what kind of mood he should have. , he was calmer and calmer than expected.

Maybe this day came too early, and he was not yet mentally prepared; or he had already accepted the reality and was mentally prepared, so he was so calm and peaceful, so poised.

Maybe there is another relationship. He didn't realize that he didn't want to show too much reluctance and disappointment in front of Huo Boqing and Hu Nan. After all, he chose to leave on his own initiative. In order to protect his self-esteem and face, he couldn't show any gaffes. .

Gong Xinuo looked up at the blue sky, and the scenes during his tenure in M&B Group reappeared before his eyes.

I still remember that at the beginning, Clarence planned to arrange for him to take over the Chinese branch. When talking with him, he made it clear:

Now the Chinese branch is losing money, so you have no salary.

If you can turn losses into profits in a short period of time, then your reward is the shares of the branch company, but you only have six months.Of course, if you fail to do so, then unfortunately, you must take the blame and resign.Give you three days to think about it.

Gong Xinuo signed the military order the next day. He didn't make guarantees, he didn't say big words, he didn't express his determination to take office without any delay.

Within a week, sort out the current operation of the branch; analyze the financial statements for the past six months to find out the root cause of the loss; reorganize departments and deploy personnel to divide labor; reform the company's existing system, take advantage of its strengths and avoid its weaknesses ;Personally visit customers who maintain or have cooperated with them, and will do everything by themselves.

Under the leadership of Gong Xinuo, the employees of the company showed [-]% energy, full of energy, and vowed to make brilliant achievements.

With the joint efforts of all staff, who have gone through countless hardships and countless sleepless nights, they successfully bid for a national key project, which not only successfully completed the annual target, but also helped to enhance the company's image and reputation.

After the project was completed, Gong Xinuo did everything by himself. For four months, he slept with his clothes on in the temporary prefabricated house. Zhang Fu had a single bed for each person, and often talked until midnight before falling asleep, and had to wake up in the morning to continue.

During this period, the branch received many large and small projects one after another, and its reputation gradually increased, and its business volume increased rapidly.

A year later, when Gong Xinuo and Zhang Fu stood in front of the newly built high-rise office building that belonged entirely to them, Zhang Fu saw Gong Xinuo's smile for the first time, that smile was very charming and warm.

Clarence fulfilled his promise and gave Gong Xinuo 10% of the branch shares as a reward, with an annual increase of 1% thereafter. Gong Xinuo's salary level was the highest among the employees at the same level. No one dared to have any objections. No one signed the " No one has the courage to accept the errand of success or success.

The reason why Gong Xinuo insisted on participating in the bidding work of the ATS Co., Ltd. despite his illness was that he needed a perfect ending, and a good beginning must end well.

These proud achievements are in the past. Once the contract is signed, it means that after two months, he will never have anything to do with M&B Group in his life; it means that he will never engage in any work in the construction industry again; Need to start over in another unfamiliar industry; means he may succeed or fail...

Gong Xinuo didn't regret making such a decision, Yuan Jingkun was as important as life to him, even if he got everything, it would be meaningless without him by his side.

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