It turns out that I love you

After sending Geng Xin and Xia Lefan away, Song Yeyang came upstairs with a glass of warm water, slowly pushed open the bedroom door, walked softly to the bedside, put the water glass on the bedside table, and put his hand on the bottom of the glass, Trying not to make any noise, he wasn't sure if Yuan Jingkun was awake or asleep.

Song Yeyang moved a chair, and after sitting firmly, he could look at Yuan Jingkun through the faint light coming in from the gap in the curtains.

His pale face, blood-stained lips, and obvious tear stains all indicated that he had woken up before, and probably fell asleep again due to grief and exhaustion.

Until the water in the cup was completely cool, Song Yeyang saw Yuan Jingkun's eyelashes flutter a few times, then opened his still red eyes, and stared at Song Yeyang with a little surprise. He probably didn't expect him to appear, and his hoarse voice was barely audible: " How did you come?"

Song Yeyang stood up and supported Yuan Jingkun who wanted to sit up but couldn't do it: "Yuanyuan is fine with me, don't worry. I didn't see you yesterday, so I got a little tantrum, but I went to kindergarten obediently this morning. I promised her that I will see you when I come back at night. Also, my uncle has also been found, in Lefan's hospital, don't worry. "

Regarding the miscarriage, Song Yeyang didn't mention a word, and the topic always revolved around Gong Xi.

So what can I do, except to make Yuan Jingkun sad again, it has no meaning at all.

He has experienced the pain of losing a loved one, and he understands that at this time, any kind words of comfort are useless and useless.

Tears welled up in Yuan Jingkun's eye sockets again, and he raised his face, not letting the tears flow out.

For him now, Gong Xi is the only reason for him to support him. He feels so uncomfortable that he wants to die, but he knows that he still has Gong Xi.For Gong Xi, he must be strong, nodded: "Thank you."

Song Yeyang held his arm and pulled him into his arms. Yuan Jingkun needed such comfort, which he could give.

Song Yeyang caressed his slightly trembling back tenderly, as if sorting out his mind, he felt Yuan Jingkun was crying.

Silent tears are sometimes more poignant and compassionate than heart-piercing howls.

Song Yeyang did not say that the child will have such conventional words of comfort. A person's pain, a person's situation, others can never be replaced, and it is not something that can be alleviated and changed by a few innocuous words.

The only thing that can calm it down, perhaps only time.

"Mr. Song, the soup is ready, do you want to drink it now?" Sister-in-law Qin didn't know what happened to Yuan Jingkun, thinking that he fell ill because he was too tired recently, and didn't think about other aspects. door, shouted outside.

Yuan Jingkun, who was in better mood, left Song Yeyang's embrace. Song Yeyang didn't look at him, fearing that he would be embarrassed, so he put the pillow behind him and supported him to lie down halfway.

"Let's eat something." Song Yeyang picked up the cold water glass, turned and left the bedroom.

Gong Xi was taken back to the villa by Song Yeyang after school, and met Yuan Jingkun as he wished.

On the way home, Song Yeyang vaccinated the little girl in advance, and Yuan Jingkun took care of Gong Xinuo's tired health, so he couldn't pester him.

Gong Xi stared, seeming to understand what he said, but in order to see Yuan Jingkun, she still nodded her head in agreement as if to promise.

Sensible Gong Xi saw that Yuan Jingkun was not as energetic as before, lying sickly on the bed.

After dinner, I chatted with Yuan Jingkun about interesting things about the kindergarten on the bed, and talked for a long time when I remembered what I promised Song Yeyang before, and immediately jumped out of bed, telling my father to take a good rest.

Gong Xi's thoughtfulness made Yuan Jingkun very heartwarming, and during the chat with Gong Xi, his spirit and emotions regained some vitality.

Yuan Jingkun had to go to the hospital every day to report, but he didn't go today suddenly. He was worried that Gong Xinuo would be suspicious, and he was also worried that Geng Xin and Xia Lefan would tell him about the child's miscarriage, which would aggravate his condition.

How could Song Yeyang not know what he was thinking: "Xinuo's situation is still the same, don't worry, we won't tell him about it for the time being."

Song Yeyang didn't have time to go to the hospital at all, so it didn't occur to him to ask Geng Xin and Xia Lefan to visit Gong Xinuo in the hospital, and because of Gong Xinuo's status, he didn't know if Geng Xin and Xia Lefan could go, whether it was appropriate or not .

Therefore, Song Yeyang wisely didn't say that Gong Xinuo's condition had improved greatly or that his spirit had improved a little. Yuan Jingkun knew Gong Xinuo's condition best, so he would definitely be exposed.Lying also takes skill.

Gong Xinuo, who survived the first aid, was in a coma for four days. The veteran experts who participated in the rescue fought for three hours, walked out of the emergency room exhaustedly, came to Huo Boqing, took off his mask, revealed the puzzled expression hidden inside, and sighed repeatedly: "Well, it's really rare for such a young lad to be so seriously ill. I don't know what happened to him. But he really can't be stimulated any more!"

"Thank you for taking your troubles!" Huo Boqing gratefully held the old expert's hand. "I see what you mean."

"Where's his family? Are his parents out of town? Or abroad? Is his wife not here? I think it will be more conducive to his treatment and recovery if the closest people take care of him." The old expert suggested before leaving.

The old expert's words made Huo Boqing unable to respond, and Hu Nan turned his head away with an extremely ugly face. Wang Yuzhong lowered his head and touched his nose. Seeing this, Ren Rui hurriedly helped the old expert to the lounge.

Huo Boqing and Hu Nan followed the rolled out hospital bed to the intensive care unit, and Luo Meijing and Jack walked side by side behind them, both very tired.

"Something must have happened to that person." Jack said something in English without thinking.

Luo Meijing didn't understand what he meant: "Which person?"

In fact, they have all met Yuan Jingkun, and they all know the relationship between Gong Xinuo and him.

Jack stopped, faced Luo Meijing, and said very seriously: "The person he loves. There must be something wrong with him, that's why he is like this!"

Luo Meijing chuckled after hearing this: "Do you foreigners also believe in telepathy?"

"Of course!" Jack nodded emphatically. "Especially for people who are in love, they will generate a magnetic field, attract each other, and sense each other. Don't you Chinese say..." Youxiu speaks bad Chinese. "There is a tacit understanding."

Luo Meijing put away her smile: "Do you think they love each other very much?"

"Of course! He refuses to communicate with anyone, and he doesn't talk to that person, but the way he looks at that person is different from when he looks at other people. When he looks at that person, his eyes move...well, how to say What..." Jack couldn't find the words to express exactly what he meant.

"It's like waves in a pool of stagnant water!" Luo Meijing helped him find the right words.

"Yes!" Jack exclaimed excitedly. "That person can cure his disease, which is more effective than ours. You have to believe me. My intuition is very accurate. He got sick because of that person, so that person is his best doctor."

Luo Meijing felt that Jack's words were very reasonable, and told him in Chinese: "Jack, there is also a saying in China that can sum up what you mean, that is, you have to tie the bell if you untie it!"

Wang Yuzhong, who was not far from them, heard the conversation between them verbatim. He also agreed with Jack's analysis, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Yuan Jingkun's number, but there was a sweet reminder: I'm sorry, The number you dialed is turned off, please try again later...

When the prompt in English was endless, Wang Yuzhong hung up the phone and redialed five or six times in a row without giving up. The results were all shutdown prompts, and he was anxious: How could Yuan Jingkun shut down at this time? !

About Gong Xinuo's critical illness, Huo Boqing thought that Wang Yuzhong would tell Yuan Jingkun, Wang Yuzhong thought that Hu Nan would mention it to Yuan Jingkun, Hu Nan thought that Huo Boqing would inform Yuan Jingkun, but they misunderstood each other, and Yuan Jingkun didn't know about it. inside.

Wang Yuzhong stayed at the hospital every day, and Huo Bo cleared the affairs of the branch office temporarily, and also needed to assist the new Cao Zhe.

Although Cao Zhe has taken over Hao Shijie's position, he still stays in Singapore. In such a sensitive period, his every move and every word and deed will affect the overall situation and affect the hearts of Huo Boqing and Hu Nan. There must be no mistakes.

Although Cao Zhe's EQ is higher than Gong Xinuo's, his IQ is far behind him, and his professional ability is beyond his reach, so Huo Boqing dare not be careless, and must personally check everything.

Hu Nan remotely controlled the affairs of the Japanese branch. When he checked the accounts, he found that the Japanese branch actually had a deficit and a lot of foreign debts. This surprised him and made him even more headache. What a mess!

Several middle-level managers of the branch headed by Ito continued to put pressure on him, not only to elect a new leader as soon as possible, but also to properly handle the matter of Nakamura.

It's not that Hu Nan is ignorant of Ito's ambitions, but he has always disapproved of the scheming and suspicious Ito. He tried his best to delay. The problem is that there are only a few days left before the appointment deadline, and Hu Nan is very anxious. .

As a result, neither of them could stay in the hospital all the time, Wang Yuzhong wondered why Yuan Jingkun didn't show up for so long?Where did he go?Then guess wildly, did they break up?

On the day Gong Xinuo woke up, Yuan Jingkun ignored Song Yeyang's dissuasion and insisted on dragging his still weak body to the hospital.If he hasn't been there for such a long time, Gong Xinuo will definitely be suspicious.

He didn't want Gong Xinuo to worry, no matter what, no matter how Gong Xinuo treated him, he would not blame him for resenting him, not at all.

So far, Yuan Jingkun has deeply believed that Gong Xinuo will cheer up sooner or later, and that he and Jing Jianye will reconcile sooner or later. The blood of their father and son is thicker than water, and their love is greater than hatred. They will definitely resolve all old suspicions Gap.

It was almost noon when Yuan Jingkun arrived at the hospital, and Gong Xinuo woke up slowly in the morning. After opening his eyes, he searched around the room, as if he was looking for something or someone.

Wang Yuzhong knew who he was looking for, and he really couldn't think of a reason why Yuan Jingkun didn't show up.

After taking the medicine, Gong Xinuo cheered up a little, and sent Wang Yuzhong out of the ward. He needed a quiet environment to think.

A successful person is always good at reflection, and Gong Xinuo is no exception.

Whether in the past or the present, every time he handles a matter or makes a decision, he will often reflect deeply and reconsider from another angle.

Gong Xinuo's character is flawed, this is a fact he knows and admits.

He has lived alone since he was a child, so he has no habit of discussing things with others.

For so many years, he has never taken the initiative to mention the problems or difficulties encountered in his studies, work, life, and relationships with others, and he has undertaken and dealt with them alone.

If it is said that Gong Xinuo, who has no father, no mother, and no relatives, initially had no one to discuss because there was no one around him, then he basically closed his heart deliberately and refused other people's help and care.

The abandonment of his father made him vigilant, he could not trust anyone, he could not confide in his heart, and he had a high sense of self-protection; the death of his mother made him exercise super independence, even if he He will try his best to do what he can't do.

He lived a very tiring life, a rigid life, a boring life, and a life where all he had to do was fulfill his responsibilities.

Gong Xinuo's feelings for Yang Yiqing are not what he imagined, not deep love, he intentionally or unintentionally blurred Yang Yiqing's image, unknowingly treating Yang Yiqing as his father when he was young, which is a part of his feelings kind of sustenance.

Perhaps Yang Yiqing in reality is different from what he imagined, the longer distance blurred the real situation, and made him delusional all the way to the end.

As the leader of the company, Gong Xinuo has long been accustomed to the absolute obedience of others.

Although he will also seek other people's opinions and discuss with his subordinates on a certain matter, the final decision-making power is still in his hands.

He can choose to listen to those words, or he can choose to ignore them.

He is used to others asking him for advice on everything, and he is used to others being obedient to him.

Gong Xinuo's whole body exuded an aura of refusal to be thousands of miles away, his peace was indifference, and his humility was indifference.His stubbornness and arrogance build up a wall that isolates people, and no one can really enter his world. He exists in a space that only belongs to him.

Therefore, in getting along with Yuan Jingkun, on the surface most of the time it seems that he is obedient and docile to Yuan Jingkun.

This is not the case in many cases. He doesn't care about ordinary trivial matters and goes with Yuan Jingkun, but he insists on his own opinion on some matters and will never give in.

For example, living habits, he clearly knew that Yuan Jingkun was not used to living in the villa, but he never thought about changing his residence, but blindly asked Yuan Jingkun to adapt to his life rhythm as soon as possible; When he is not interested, not in the mood or physically tired, he will ruthlessly reject Yuan Jingkun's request, and he will never follow Yuan Jingkun's teasing and teasing, never caring about Yuan Jingkun's psychological or physical Need; such things are too numerous to mention. Every time there is a quarrel or conflict, no matter who is at fault, he seldom takes the initiative to apologize. Every time Yuan Jingkun has to come to coax him first, he will say a few words soft words.

What happened this time, Gong Xinuo was not only angry with Yuan Jingkun for arbitrarily taking over Jing Jianye, the key was that he could not accept Yuan Jingkun's open confrontation and rebellion against him.

He wants Yuan Jingkun to obey him absolutely, he wants Yuan Jingkun to obey his arrangements everywhere, he wants Yuan Jingkun to be a partner who listens to him and does everything according to his ideas!

Before this, he had never realized how domineering and selfish his actions were. He thought he loved Yuan Jingkun and provided him with the best living conditions, so no matter what he did, it was for his own good and for his consideration .

But he just ignored the most important thing - that is Yuan Jingkun's thoughts.

Tragedy arises because they never really go into each other's hearts.

Thinking of this, Gong Xinuo breathed a sigh of relief, he really needs to change, not only his job, not only their living environment, but also his overly egotistical style of doing things.

After seeing each other again after a few days, both of them noticed subtle changes in each other.

Especially Gong Xinuo, he felt that something was wrong with Yuan Jingkun, but he couldn't find the answer from Yuan Jingkun, who had the same expression as usual.

Yuan Jingkun felt that Gong Xinuo had improved a lot, at least his breathing had improved a lot compared to before, and his spirit was not as sluggish as before.

The only thing Yuan Jingkun cared about was, why didn't Gong Xinuo ask him why he didn't come to see him for four days?Did he really not want to care about himself at all?

Gong Xinuo only glanced at Yuan Jingkun, and just this one glance made him feel distressed. Yuan Jingkun lost weight quickly, and stood beside the bed to pack the tableware, leaving him with a thin figure.

Gong Xinuo fell into deep self-blame. Yuan Jingkun must have been working hard these days, and his body and mind must have reached their limit.At this time, he regretted his attitude towards Yuan Jingkun, how could he choose to escape?How could he neglect Yuan Jingkun?

He is his favorite person!

"In this world, my dearest and most beloved person is gone, you..." Gong Xinuo leaned on the pillow, looking at the afternoon sun outside the window, and said slowly.

Gong Xinuo's words were interrupted by a sudden "Kang Dang", Yuan Jingkun let go of his hand, and the metal spoon fell into the stainless steel thermos.

This is a complete sentence, but Yuan Jingkun took it apart and understood it.

His closest relatives are his mother and his sister, who is his favorite person?Who would it be that is not in this world?Who else but Yang Yiqing?

Yuan Jingkun smiled wryly in his heart, in the end, he still lost to someone who was no longer there.

In Gong Xinuo's heart, Yang Yiqing occupies an unshakable and unbreakable position, and no one can replace it.

How ironic, no matter how much he gives, no matter how much he loves, he is no match for Yang Yiqing.

It is doomed that he will not be able to get Gong Xinuo, neither his heart nor his people.

Yuan Jingkun obviously misunderstood Gong Xinuo's meaning, he didn't even have time to carefully consider his tone when he spoke, he hurriedly packed his things, and walked out of the ward as if fleeing.

Gong Xinuo didn't have a chance to say anything later, he saw Yuan Jingkun leave inexplicably, and couldn't understand it.

However, he felt more and more that his hunch was correct, Yuan Jingkun must be hiding something from him that he didn't want to tell him.

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