It turns out that I love you

The red light above the emergency room is bright, which is particularly eye-catching in the corridor surrounded by white. The double doors are tightly closed, and people waiting outside can easily feel the tension coming from inside.

"When Mr. Yuan came over in the morning, Mr. Gong was still in good spirits. He didn't feel too good in the afternoon, but he was fine. When the evening approached, Mr. Gong suddenly had difficulty breathing, which could not be relieved by oxygen infusion. At night, the situation got worse , That's why..." The first aid was sent.

Wang Yuzhong stood in front of Huo Boqing and reported the truth, his voice became lower and lower, as if it was his responsibility that Gong Xinuo's condition worsened.

Huo Boqing frowned more and more, after listening to Wang Yuzhong's words, he sat on the bench and waited without saying a word.

His intuition told him that Gong Xinuo's illness this time was definitely not just because of his career frustration, there must be other factors.

But he couldn't guess what was going on, he didn't have the mood and ability to analyze and deduce right now, his mind was on Gong Xinuo who needed first aid.

A burst of hurried footsteps sounded closer and closer. Huo Boqing didn't expect that it was Hu Nan who came. It was beyond his expectation, so he went up to him: "Why did you come here? The matter of Nakamura is settled?"

After Hu Nan arrived in Japan, he discovered that Nakamura's affairs were far more complicated than described in the report materials he received.

The transportation department and the insurance company came to different conclusions after inspecting the scene. There were disagreements on whether it was a human error or a quality problem with the brake device itself. Because all the parties involved in the accident died, there was no proof of death.

Nakamura's parents have doubts about the conclusions of both parties.

The stalemate made Hu Nan very anxious. Nakamura's death had a great impact on the branch. Several big customers who had been dissatisfied with him took the opportunity to terminate the contract. The branch was facing the biggest crisis since its establishment.

While dealing with Nakamura's affairs, Hu Nan appeases customers while maintaining the normal operation of the branch office, and also worries about Gong Xinuo's condition.

The matter of Nakamura may be a long-term war of resistance. He originally planned to wait for the branch to get back on track before visiting Gong Xinuo.

However, Hu Nan had a dream last night.

After waking up, he thought over and over again the scene that appeared in his dream, the huge playground, Gong Xinuo silently reciting a book to a tree trunk, that was the first time he saw Gong Xinuo.

At that glance, Hu Nan felt that his back was so lonely, and he couldn't explain why he had such a feeling.

In the dream, he walked towards Gong Xinuo, and when he got under the tree, Gong Xinuo's figure was gone, he looked around, but there was no one there.

When he turned around, even the tangled tree in front of him disappeared.

This is an ominous dream.

Traditional Chinese people at Hu Nan's age are more or less superstitious, and they would rather believe in such things as dream interpretation and dreaming.

He had to see Gong Xinuo immediately, otherwise his random thoughts would affect his mood and work.

Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe it corresponded to the dream, Hu Nan ran into the scene of rescue as soon as he arrived.

"What the hell is going on? How could Xinuo be so seriously ill?" Hu Nan avoided his question with a blunt tone as if he was questioning him.

Huo Boqing couldn't find a reason to answer him, sat down again, and chose to remain silent.

Hu Nan's tall body stood in front of Huo Boqing, casting a shadow on him, and his tone slowed down: "What happened to Xinuo?"

Not allowing Huo Boqing to speak, the heavily armed nurse pushed open the door, took off the mask, and raised the thin paper in her hand: "Family, who is the family? Sign the critical illness notice."

Hu Nan and Huo Boqing looked at the nurse at the same time, stunned at the same time, and showed expressions of disbelief at the same time. The nurse was not surprised by their reaction and urged: "Who can sign?"

"Family?" Hu Nan squeezed out these two words from between his teeth, his blood was surging uncontrollably, and he burst into anger. He roughly grabbed the piece of paper from the nurse's hand and pointed at Huo Boqing almost Roaring: "Where's Yuan Jingkun? What about others? Where is he at this time?"

The nurse was startled by his sudden yell, and stared at the man who was about to go crazy with round eyes, at a loss.

Huo Boqing stood up and patted his upper arm: "Hu Nan, you are tired, can you go back first? Leave it to me here. Xinuo will be fine."

Hu Nan ruthlessly tore the paper in his hand to shreds, fluttering it in the air, his eyes burning: "I ask you, where is Yuan Jingkun? Where was he when Xinuo needed him most? He Where did you go?"

Huo Boqing couldn't calm down Hu Nan. He turned his head and saw Ren Rui hurried towards them with a silver-haired old man with an extraordinary bearing. He stepped forward a few steps and excitedly held the old man's hand: "Uncle Shao, I'm sorry to bother you so late, but..."

The old man is an authoritative expert in the field of cardiopulmonary diseases. He has practiced medicine for more than 70.00 years and has encountered countless difficult and miscellaneous diseases. He has excellent medical skills and a cure rate of [-]%. He is his favorite student.

The old man and Huo Boqing's father were classmates in middle school, and they had a very good personal relationship, and the two families had close contacts.

The old man had already retired to the second line and spent his days at home, so Huo Boqing had no choice but to invite the old man to come out of the mountain again.

Although the old man is old, he is still in good spirits, and he has the same demeanor as a doctor. He waved his hand to interrupt Huo Boqing: "Now is not the time to be polite, it is important to see patients."

Watching the old man enter the emergency room, Huo Boqing's hanging heart finally settled down a little. He pulled Hu Nan who had calmed down a little, and the two sat side by side on the bench, waiting quietly without saying a word to each other.

Xia Lefan left the villa and stood in the bitter cold wind, somewhat regretting his arrangement.

He doesn't know how to drive. After Geng Xin resigned and opened a shop, his working hours are very flexible, and he can be picked up to and from get off work every day, so he has no plans to learn to drive.

Fortunately, it was not too late, and he took a taxi at the entrance of the villa area smoothly.

When he got in the car, the driver asked him where he was going as usual.

Xia Lefan stopped closing the car door and subconsciously wanted to tell the address of the apartment.

After another thought, Jing Jianye might not be in the apartment right now, his purpose of leaving was to find Gong Xinuo, and he would not return to the apartment without seeing Gong Xinuo.

With Gong Xinuo's current situation, it is very difficult to see him, so Jing Jianye might still be lingering in front of the hospital.

Xia Lefan slammed the car door and told the driver the address of the hospital.

The driver started the car, he adjusted his sitting posture, straightened his crumpled clothes, and looked ahead. Usually, if he took a taxi, he would definitely talk nonsense with the driver, but today he has nothing to say all the way. He is not in the mood to talk to the driver. Instead of chatting, he kept urging the driver to drive faster.

When they arrived at the hospital, Xia Lefan gave the driver two hundred yuan. There was no taxi waiting at the entrance of the private hospital. If this car was let go, it would be very difficult to get another taxi.

The north wind was blowing, and it hurt his face; the snowflakes were fluttering, blurring his vision.

Against the wind, Xia Lefan searched for Jing Jianye back and forth near the hospital, and then entered the hospital, searched all the halls and cabins, even the bathroom, but found no one.

When Xia Lefan walked out of the hospital, the cold wind rushed towards him, and shivered habitually, shrinking his shoulders.Xia Lefan was about to give up after searching for a long time but couldn't find anyone. Maybe Jing Jianye had already returned to the apartment.

Xia Lefan walked quickly through the flower bed, and the petals of the blossoming flowers were covered with white snow, which was a special scene.He didn't have time to appreciate it. The moment he passed the flower bed, he stopped. He felt as if someone was behind the flower bed, but he couldn't be sure.

Xia Lefan turned around and walked back, walked around the flower bed, and carefully leaned over his body.

Sure enough, he found a figure in the corner formed by the flower bed and the wall. He leaned over and saw clearly an old man curled up and squatting against the wall.

Xia Lefan has never met Jing Jianye, but in such bad weather and at such a late hour, who would stay here for no reason?Except for Jing Jianye, there is absolutely no one else.

Jing Jianye squatted here for a long time, his hair and clothes were covered with a thick layer of snow, his ears and the tip of his nose were red from the cold, his hands were holding his arms, his body was trembling uncontrollably, his eyes were closed, turning purple His lips moved constantly.

Xia Lefan walked up to him gently, afraid that his sudden appearance would frighten him, swallowed, and asked him in a low voice: "Are you Uncle Jing Jianye?"

Jing Jianye probably didn't notice anyone coming. He opened his eyes with difficulty, his eyelashes fluttered, and he squinted his eyes and looked up. After a long time, he still couldn't speak, his throat seemed to be frozen.He nodded slightly, indicating that he was Jing Jianye.

When Jing Jianye raised his head, Xia Lefan could clearly see his sickly face, pale face, black and blue forehead, and red and swollen eyes. He quickly took off his coat and hugged his body, and explained while supporting him: "Uncle , Hello. My name is Xia Lefan, and I am a friend of Mr. Gong and Mr. Yuan. Don't be afraid, I'm here to pick you up."

Jing Jianye squatted for too long, his legs became paralyzed, Xia Lefan managed to support him to stand up.

Jing Jianye kept staring at the brightly lit hospital, slowly raised his arm, pointed at the hall, and panted heavily: "Chen..."

Xia Lefan understood what he meant, and before he had time to say some words of relief, his hands were heavy, and Jing Jianye's body collapsed into his arms, and the weight on him clearly told him that Jing Jianye was indeed a seriously ill person .

In winter, the days are short and the nights are long. It was early in the morning when Yuan Jingkun regained his slight consciousness. The sky was not yet bright, and thick brown curtains separated the room from the outside world. The room was pitch black, like late at night.

The sleepy Yuan Jingkun kept flickering various fragments in his dream:

He dreamed of his mother, somehow, she was still young, her gentle smile made him feel warm and attached; He smiled affectionately; he dreamed that Gong Xinuo was wearing the shirt and trousers they met for the first time, and came to pick him up with a faint smile on his face; he also dreamed of Yang Yiqing, who hugged Gong Xi and said Standing in the distance with a smile; there are also Jin Kejun, Song Yeyang, Zhou Yingjun, Yu Jiyang, Hu Nan, Huo Boqing and his friends, classmates, colleagues, etc., probably he dreamed of all the people he knew.

In such an intertwined and disorderly dream, Yuan Jingkun gradually woke up. He raised his heavy eyelids very slowly. After his eyes adapted to the darkness, he looked around the surrounding environment and saw the familiar furnishings in the room. He had already returned to the villa, lying on the bed that belonged to him and Gong Xinuo.

Yuan Jingkun's body moved slightly, involving the pain in his lower abdomen and chest.

The slight throbbing pain suddenly reminded him of everything that happened that he almost forgot, the child, his and Gong Xinuo's child is gone, gone forever.

Yuan Jingkun's hands were powerless, but still tightly grasped the quilt on his lower abdomen.

His hunch was right, and he was indeed pregnant again.

Unfortunately, his reaction was too late, presumably the child is also blaming him, blaming him for his carelessness, blaming his negligence and slowness, so he chose to use the cruelest method to punish him.

Yuan Jingkun recalled all the signs some time ago, such as cold, stomach pain, dizziness and drowsiness. These symptoms all reminded him of the existence of his child, but he misunderstood them one by one.

Gong Xi didn't conceive naturally, so he doesn't know how the baby will react when it arrives.

Sadness, sadness, and grief are not enough to describe his mood at this moment. His chest is so messed up that it is difficult to breathe normally, and his slightly parted lips are constantly inhaling and exhaling, like a fish about to drown.

Yuan Jingkun didn't cry, his forehead was sweating, he didn't want to cry, he didn't want to cry, he was afraid that he would not be able to stop crying.

He didn't want to be too vulnerable, especially at a time like this.

Even though it was in a dark room, even though he was alone, he still restrained himself and competed with himself.

He bit his paper-white lips hard with his teeth, until the bite bleeds, and he still bites desperately, the teeth and lips are covered with a red film of blood, but he refuses to let go.

Tears still slipped from the corners of his eyes.

From drop to drop to string to string, from whimpering to whimpering, the great grievance that was suppressed in his heart, the intense grief vented out unreservedly.

Yuan Jingkun buried his head in the pillow, tears pouring down like rain, the pillow hindered his breathing, until the end of crying, only choked sobs remained.He was choked and coughed a few times, in exchange for another pain in his lower abdomen, and the quilt was more wrinkled by him.

Exhausted from crying, Yuan Jingkun turned over, curled up, took a deep breath, his mood gradually calmed down, his hand reached into the quilt, and stopped at the place where the child was once conceived.

How much he wished to have a child that belonged entirely to him and Gong Xinuo, the eager anticipation was simply incomprehensible to anyone except himself.

He loves Gong Xinuo so much, he can't extricate himself from it, he loves it so deeply, he loves it to the deepest point, he feels that there is no other way to express his deep love except for leaving him a child who is connected with their blood meaning.

Perhaps it was precisely because of his love that he was so powerless.

He can bear that Gong Xinuo doesn't like children, he can bear that he doesn't take the initiative to have children, but he absolutely can't bear Gong Xinuo's treatment of him now, he can say whatever he wants, he can beat him, he can scold him, but how? Can you ignore him? !How can you neglect him? !How can escape him? !

"Little baby, do you also feel that he doesn't love us anymore? That's why he chose to leave? In fact, that's fine too. Little baby, I'm sorry, forgive Dad." Yuan Jingkun read silently, before taking medicine and... ...Maybe it will affect the children.

The more Yuan Jingkun thinks about this, the more painful it is. The appearance of the child may be an opportunity for them to improve their relationship; and the loss of the child may also become a reason for them to change.

When Xia Lefan returned to the villa at dawn, Geng Xin, who was dozing in the living room, opened the door for him with two dark circles under his eyes, rubbed his eyes and asked him, "Have you found your uncle?"

"Found it!" Xia Lefan went straight to the kitchen, poured a glass of warm water, and gulped it down.

"What about the other person? Did he send him back to the apartment? Or picked him up?" Geng Xin wondered why he came back alone and why he didn't bring Jing Jianye back.

"Sent to the hospital." Xia Lefan dug out a slice of bread from the refrigerator, and gnawed on the water. "Don't mention it. When I found him, I didn't know how long he had been outside. He was as cold as a snowman. Can his body be frozen? He fainted and I was sent to our hospital. Sir, are you awake?"

"No." Geng Xin shook his head, he went in three times a night, and Yuan Jingkun was still asleep.

"I'll watch here, you go and buy something to eat." Xia Lefan stuffed the last piece of bread into his mouth, and took a sip of water before he choked on it.

"Okay." Geng Xin counted the cash in his wallet, and finally it was enough for the three of them to eat.

Just after opening the door, I met Mrs. Qin who was about to open the door, and Song Yeyang, who was carrying vegetables behind Mrs. Qin, was very surprised. "uncle?!"

Song Yeyang coaxed and lied to send Gong Xi to the kindergarten in the morning, and repeatedly assured her that she would definitely see Yuan Jingkun or Gong Xinuo at night, so the little girl reluctantly agreed to go to the kindergarten.

Then he and Mrs. Qin went to the nearby vegetable market to buy a live chicken and various nourishing ingredients, and came to the villa to replace Geng Xin and Xia Lefan who had been busy all night.

Xia Lefan and Song Yeyang briefly talked about Yuan Jingkun's current physical condition, and added a sentence at the end: "This miscarriage caused serious trauma to his body, and the chance of getting pregnant again in the future may be relatively low."

Song Yeyang listened to him in silence, and when he finished speaking, he didn't say anything else, and asked Mrs. Qin to stew the chicken into soup, and told Geng Xin and Xia Lefan to be careful on the way back, the ground was slippery, drive slowly.

Before leaving, Geng Xin insisted that Gong Xinuo should be informed as soon as possible, and then asked Song Yeyang's opinion: "Uncle, tell me, do you want to tell Mr. Gong?"

"Don't tell Xinuo just yet." Out of consideration for Gong Xinuo's condition, Song Yeyang told him the bad news now, which would cause a big mood swing, which would not be conducive to his treatment.

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