It turns out that I love you

Gong Xinuo will always remember.

After properly handling the younger sister's funeral, mother and Xiao Xinuo almost went bankrupt and had nothing.

In such a difficult situation, the helpless mother and son faced another more embarrassing event.

At some point, he and his mother were always inexplicably harassed by a group of hooligans.

Threatening and threatening them to move out as soon as possible, otherwise, the consequences will be very serious. Their goal is the house.

At the time, they didn't know that this was Dad's dirty trick to get the house.

At first, my mother insisted not to move, called the police and hid, but it didn't work.

They wandered around the mother and son all day long, and the mother didn't dare to leave Xiao Xinuo at home, but with him, it was difficult to find a job.

No one wants to hire employees with families.

Maybe God couldn't bear the poor mother and son to suffer any more. In desperation, my mother found a job as a workshop statistic through the introduction of a kind neighbor.

The treatment is average, but what my mother likes is that the factory provides accommodation.

In this way, they can get away from the harassment of hooligans and live in fear no longer.

The factory is located in the outer suburbs, and the accommodation provided is in a remote alley far away from the factory, with dilapidated walls, leaky windows, rough concrete floors, and simple wooden furniture. It is not a home at all, it can barely live in.

Mother and Xiao Xinuo still lived contentedly. Mother worked hard to earn money. In addition to meeting the daily expenses of the mother and son, she needed to save money to support Xiao Xinuo's education in the future.

Xiao Xinuo and her mother are very frugal.

In order to save water, my mother traveled thousands of miles to fetch water from a distant well on foot; in order to save electricity, the mother and son moved a small bench and sat under the street lamp at the entrance of the alley to paste paper boxes; in order to save money, the lunch provided by the factory, my mother She ate half of it every time, kept the meat and vegetables, carefully put them in the lunch box, and took them home for Xiao Xinuo's dinner, while she either drank porridge or ate steamed buns and pickles.

After Xiao Xinuo learned about her mother's intentions, when her mother was not paying attention, she sandwiched a few thin slices of meat in steamed buns, or threw them into porridge. After eating, her mother realized that she was always quite relieved and sad criticize him.

No one can understand her self-blame.

A mother cannot bring the best life to her child, or even save the fragile life of her own child. If you don't experience it yourself, you can't understand this kind of pain.

There is food, drink, clothing, and use. Every month, I live on a budget, and there is not much left for my meager salary.

If it continues like this, it will definitely not be able to provide for my son to go to school. Although the tuition fee is not high, the cost of books, miscellaneous fees, stationery, etc. is still a considerable burden.

After learning about the plight of the mother and son, the enthusiastic neighbor's grandmother introduced her to a job of pasting cardboard boxes, which was billed by the piece.

In those days, it cost three cents to paste a cardboard box.Although the money is not much, it is an income anyway.

What's more, it would be nice to earn more money without taking up working hours, and they are not qualified to pick and choose.

Xiao Xinuo knew that her mother worked very hard and was very tired.

His mother's exhaustion was on his face, and he could see it.

Before going to bed at night, he massaged his mother's neck and beat her back.

There is not much communication between mother and son, and the mother with her back to Xiao Xinuo will cry silently and shed tears silently at this time.

Every day, besides helping her mother with housework, Xiao Xinuo just sits at the door of the house pasting paper boxes by herself.

He never played with other children in the alley. When he was tired, he rested his chin on his hands and watched others play.

The boys gathered together to play pinball and slingshots, the girls gathered together to dance rubber bands and hopscotch, or two groups played together to throw sandbags, laughing and shouting throughout the alley.

"Let's go play together." The neighbor's grandma sat at the door, squinting her eyes, lovingly looking at her sweaty grandson, who was sewing new pants for him. "Sanzi, slow down, don't fall!"

Little Xinuo didn't speak, he hid his envy deep in his heart, picked up the small cardboard, folded it laboriously, once and for all, diligently and earnestly, skillfully smeared some glutinous rice paste on the edge of the carton, In doing so, you can save rice.

Grandma lowered her head slightly, looked at Xiao Xinuo, sighed, and sympathized with him: "A child without a father, how pitiful."

"I have a father!" Xiao Xinuo raised his head, with an extremely serious face, and corrected grandma's statement loudly.

He always firmly believes that his father will soon come to pick up his mother, come to pick him up, and return to them.

Because, that is his father.The only father in this world.

Grandma was stunned, she didn't expect that this kid was usually silent, but he was quite dignified when he spoke.Naturally, she didn't care about children, she smiled and continued to sew pants.

Every day when the sun goes down, Xiao Xinuo stands at the entrance of the alley, waiting for her mother to come back from get off work.

This is the moment of the day that he looks forward to the most.

The days are too long, and it is extremely boring to live alone, with only paper clips and an empty house to accompany him.

When Xiao Xinuo saw her mother's figure, instead of rushing to hug her, she turned around and ran home, filled a glass of warm water, and handed it to her after her mother entered the door.

Mother drank all the water in the glass in one go, and Xiao Xinuo grinned silly.

Mom stroked his head and laughed with him.

Only the two of them understood the bitterness in their smiles.

The busy life did not relieve the mother's depressed mood, and the pain of her daughter's death pierced her heart, lingering.

The working environment in the factory was very poor. My mother's ears were slightly affected and she became taciturn when she walked in the roar every day.

Xiao Xinuo wants to make her mother happy, wants her to be happy, and wants to see her smile.

They moved here in July, and they have lived here for nearly a year without knowing it, and gradually became familiar with the surrounding environment.

We all know that it is not easy for mother and child, so we try to help as much as we can. Everyday, anyone will send them some stewed meat, boiled fish and cooked shrimp. Although the conditions of each family are average, distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. Everyone has sympathy Heart.

There are few things but affection, and Xiao Xinuo understood from then on that the favors received from others should be kept in mind, and if there is an opportunity in the future, it is necessary to repay them twice.

Xiao Xinuo found out that a new seafood dumping resident had moved in across the street and rented an alley near the market, using it as both a residence and a warehouse, killing two birds with one stone.

The family wakes up before dawn every morning, goes to the seafood wholesale market to buy goods, brings back a large amount of seafood, and sorts them on the spot.

The big ones are gathered with the big ones, and the small ones are gathered with the small ones. The one price comes in, and the two prices are sold, and there is no loss.

The seafood business is getting hotter and hotter, and the volume of shipments is getting bigger and bigger, and the couple is obviously too busy.

Xiao Xinuo took the opportunity to make a deal with his uncle who wore rubber boots all the year round, and he hoped to help them sort seafood for a fee.

Uncle Seafood didn't agree, what can a bigger kid do!Go home and paste paper boxes honestly.

Xiao Xinuo was not discouraged, and patted his chest to ensure that he could do well, and he was willing to try a job for a day without pay.

Uncle Seafood's attitude is still very firm, and he disagrees with his request. Such a young child is out of money's eyes.

Aunt Seafood's attitude wavered, women's hearts were softer than men's after all, she knew something about orphans and widows from the chatter of the neighbors, and agreed to his request regardless of her husband's obstruction.

Before dawn, Xiao Xinuo got out of bed secretly, not daring to disturb her mother.

In the alley, He and the seafood couple are sorting fresh shrimp, fish, conch and so on.

This job has no scientific and technological content, and anyone who can tell the size can do it.

Xiao Xinuo "worked" on the first day and was inexperienced. His white and tender little hands were covered with small holes from the seafood, soaked in water, and he gritted his teeth in pain. He squatted in front of large and small bamboo baskets, carefully sorting seafood, speed Faster than adults.

After two days, Uncle Seafood found that Xiao Xinuo's joining has indeed reduced their workload, shortened the time spent sorting seafood, and can rush to the market in advance to attract more business.

On the third day, Uncle Seafood threw him a pair of white line gloves, which could be seen to have been altered.

Xiao Xinuo put it on his hand, and the size was just right. He raised his face and stared at Uncle Seafood, with the same ferocious expression as before.

He didn't say thank you, but worked harder.

"Hey. If your mother knows, her heart will be distressed. You, you must be disobedient!" Uncle Seafood stuffed the lively prawns into the net bag and threw them to Xiao Xinuo. "Tell your mother, cook and eat, it's delicious!"

Xiao Xinuo hadn't been in business for a few days, and Uncle Seafood's business had grown. He was not satisfied with retailing in a small market, and partnered with others to do wholesale business.

Before leaving, she settled the wages for Xiao Xinuo. Aunt Seafood handed over stacks of flat change to Xiao Xinuo, touched his little head, and smiled gently: "Thank you, young man. This is your salary !"

"Thank you, Auntie." Xiao Xinuo held a stack of banknotes that seemed thick to him.

Uncle Seafood patted the back of his head and grinned grinningly: "Three years old, this kid has a lot of tenacity, and he will definitely be a person who will do great things in the future. You can't go wrong!"

"Uncle, can you do me a favor?" Xiao Xinuo raised her head and begged Uncle Seafood.

"Say!" Uncle Seafood picked him up.

"Uncle, I'm going to the city." Xiao Xinuo didn't specify what to do.

"Okay." Uncle Seafood readily agreed to him without asking carefully.

Uncle Seafood took Xiao Xinuo into the city on a broken scooter, and stopped outside a small flower shop according to Xiao Xinuo's instructions.

Xiao Xinuo jumped down, pushed open the door and walked in. Uncle Seafood didn't go in, and waited for him outside looking at the car.

After a while, little Xinuo came out holding the flowers covering his face, carefully placed the flowers on the gray wooden board, jumped up again, quickly picked up the flowers, and checked them carefully, for fear that the petals would be stained.

"Hi! I thought you were going to buy something. Such a big bouquet of flowers, who is it for? At a young age, do you like that little girl in the alley?!" Uncle Seafood joked.

Xiao Xinuo held the flowers high, the fragrance of the flowers wafted in the air, it smelled really good.

"Today is my mother's birthday. I will give it to my mother. My mother likes flowers."

When Xiao Xinuo came home, she carefully placed the bright flowers in the most conspicuous position on the table, and she wanted to surprise her mother with joy.

The mother dragged her exhausted body back home, saw the flowers, looked at the smiling face of her son, was stunned for a while, and asked, "Where did this come from?"

"I bought it." Xiao Xinuo picked up the flowers and handed them to her mother. "Mom, happy birthday."

Mom took the flowers in surprise and surprise, and wanted to ask him where he got the money from.When I touched my son's little hand, the densely packed small cracks reminded me of the prawns sent by someone a few days ago.

She suddenly realized that the money to buy flowers was earned by her son hard.

Mom's eyes were red, and Xiao Xinuo took the initiative to hug her: "Mom, I want to see you smile. Mom, when you smile, you are the most beautiful mother in the world."

Mom tried her best to smile, and that guilt-filled smile was deeply imprinted in Xiao Xinuo's mind, and she would never forget it for the rest of her life.

That day was the first anniversary of my sister's death.

Mom asked for leave in advance and took him to see his sister early in the morning.

In front of my sister's grave, my mother was choked up crying.

They burned beautiful clothes and good food for their sister.

The billowing black smoke cannot take away their sorrow.

On the way back, mother's expression was always in a daze, holding Xiao Xinuo's hand felt cold.

When crossing the road, my mother didn't notice that the green light had turned into a red light, so she dragged him and continued walking as if there was no one else around.

Xiao Xinuo's strength was not as strong as her mother's, and she wanted to pull her back.

In a split second, everything is too late.

A car roared towards it. At such a speed, it was useless for the driver to react quickly. He stepped on the brakes, but the car couldn't stop and slid forward.

The mother suddenly realized what was about to happen. Maternal instinct made her stand in front of Xiao Xinuo. With strength from nowhere, she ruthlessly threw her son out, while she rolled onto the hood of the car and fell quickly. On the ground, he passed out immediately.

Blood, eyes full of blood.

Little Xinuo was thrown to the side of the road heavily by her mother, turned over and sat up, and saw her mother lying in a pool of blood, every part of her body seemed to be bleeding, and the flow was non-stop.

Xiao Xinuo thought, it turns out that human blood is more than tears.

He sat on the side of the road in a daze, motionless, as if the person who fell into the sea of ​​blood was not his mother, and everything had nothing to do with him.

The driver cursed in a low voice, and explained what happened to the traffic police who arrived.

Everyone ignored the existence of Xiao Xinuo.

Reminded by passers-by, the sassy female traffic policeman walked up to him, leaned over and said softly, "Little friend, let's go with auntie."

Gong Xinuo will always remember.

After dealing with the traffic accident, Xiao Xinuo was taken away by the police uncle and aunt.

In the traffic section, the driver described the accident in detail, with an unlucky tone, and glared at Xiao Xinuo who was sitting on the side with a complaining look.

The conclusion of the on-site evidence collection is the same as what the driver said. The responsibility for the accident is entirely on the passers-by, and the driver is not responsible.

Then came the funeral of my mother. The traffic police couldn't contact my father, so I had to go to the factory leader.

The leader of the trade union was quite kind, and applied for a small amount of pension to help with the funeral.

On the second day of the accident, the traffic police sent Xiao Xinuo to the police station in accordance with the relevant regulations, and the police took care of him on his behalf.

Xiao Xinuo lived in the police station for three days, and three uncles and aunts took turns taking care of his daily life and food.

Little Xinuo didn't like to talk, so the police uncle and auntie would ask him questions and answer them. Sometimes, he wouldn't answer any questions he had.Sitting aside silently, with his head down, he didn't know what he was thinking.

The police all thought that the child must have been terrified. After all, he had witnessed such a bloody scene at such a young age. Besides, it was his own mother who died, so he must have felt indescribably uncomfortable and scared.

The police uncle and aunt coaxed him, teased him, comforted him, and bought him clothes, toys, and snacks. Little Xinuo didn't even look at or touch those things.

He seemed to be waiting, but no one knew exactly what he was waiting for.But he knew that he was waiting for his father, waiting for his father to pick him up and go home.

Xiao Xinuo saw her mother again, and her mother had been placed in a small compartment.

The police were concerned that the child was still too young, so they did not let him participate in the entire cremation process, fearing that it would leave a shadow in his heart.

Xiao Xinuo stared blankly at the black and white photos inlaid on the outside of the box, her mother's smile was beautiful, her hair was very black, her eyes were very bright, mother, she was really beautiful.

However, the distance between mother and him is very far.

Little Xinuo broke free from the police aunt's hand, turned around, and ran out with a bang, as if trying to escape from a scary place.

The policemen looked at each other in blank dismay, and the police aunt chased him out, fearing that he would get lost.

Everyone felt that the child was so frightened that he might not be mentally normal anymore.

Otherwise, why didn't he have a single tear?That was his own mother.

Gong Xinuo will always remember.

He was taken to a completely strange place by two police uncles.

Going around the front courtyard, they came to a small courtyard on the east side, surrounded by four or five children, looking up and down at little Xinuo curiously.

A kind aunt stood in front of him and took his belongings with a smile. Those were new clothes and utensils bought for him by the police, and all his previous clothes were thrown away.

"What's your name?" Auntie bent down and asked softly.

"Gong Xinuo." Xiao Xinuo replied timidly.

His original name was Jing Chen, but his mother changed his name after his father left them.

Mother took her grandma's surname Kang, so she let Xiao Xinuo take her grandfather's surname Gong.

Originally, Xiao Xinuo had an uncle, but unfortunately, when he was four years old, he died unexpectedly.

My mother did this to make up for my grandfather's regret that he had no successors.

"What a nice name." Auntie stretched out her hand, trying to touch his head, but he avoided it.

The aunt was not angry and kept a warm smile.

Almost every child who has just been sent here is like this, gradually adapting to the life here, getting used to it, and even relying on their new "mother". Gong Xinuo's new "mother" is Jiang Aimin.

A policeman briefly introduced his situation to Jiang Aimin, and waited for his colleague to come back after finishing the formalities.

After the handover between the two policemen and the orphanage, before leaving, they told Xiao Xinuo a few more words.

Jiang Aimin took Xiao Xinuo's hand and sent them out. When their backs were about to disappear, Xiao Xinuo suddenly yelled: "Uncle and aunt, thank you!"

Gong Xinuo will always remember.

During the first three days in the orphanage, he sat on the steps without eating, drinking or sleeping, looking at the road in the distance.

No one, including the dean, can persuade him.Simply let his behavior go, put him aside, and wait for him to come in by himself.

Xiao Xinuo couldn't accept his identity as an orphan at all, how could he be an orphan?He is not an orphan.

Yes, even though he doesn't have a mother, he still has a father.

Dad is his relative, how can a child with relatives be considered an orphan?

Xiao Xinuo had fantasies, maybe when the police contacted her father, her father was not here, just like in the past, he went to work elsewhere.

When his father comes back, he will definitely come to pick him up, leave here and go home.

Sunrise and sunset, day and night, Xiao Xinuo sat day by day, waiting, looking forward, thinking...

Hungry until dizzy, refusing to eat, thirsty so dry lips, refusing to eat, sleepy enough to keep eyes open, refusing to sleep, competing with myself, torturing myself.

Three days later, Xiao Xinuo supported her body and fell into Jiang Aimin's arms.

From then on, Xiao Xinuo lived steadily in the orphanage, but he was not reconciled.

Counting nine winters, with heavy snow falling, Xiao Xinuo shrugged her shoulders tremblingly, sitting at the entrance of the corridor in her original home.

This was the fourth day he had left, and the orphanage was overwhelmed with panic, the headmaster himself took charge and sent three teams to look for Xiao Xinuo along the streets and alleys.

Little Xinuo folded her arms, and the snowflakes that came in fell on her head and body, like a little snowman.

The people who came in and out were very curious. Someone recognized him as the son of the couple who lived on the third floor and always quarreled. They didn't know why he was sitting here alone.

Little Xinuo stubbornly refused to answer anyone's inquiries, and he refused any food, drink, or cotton-padded trousers from well-meaning people.

He doesn't need other people's handouts, he is taken care of, he has a father, he is not an orphan!

After waiting for four days in a row, Xiao Xinuo's cheeks, nose, ears, and hands were red from the cold, and his whole body was stiff from the cold, but he didn't see his father.

Jiang Aimin was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, got angry so much that her mouth was foaming, and ran all over the streets and alleys with another gay man, even the neighboring villages, but still couldn't find Xiao Xinuo.

Jiang Aimin was almost desperate, she was worried that Xiao Xinuo would be abducted by bad guys.

In that case, wouldn't the children have a better life.

They turned to the police for help. After all, the police were more capable of analysis than ordinary people. They thought about it calmly. Judging from Xiao Xinuo's behavior, he should have returned to his original home to find his father.

Jiang Aimin didn't dare to delay for a moment, and rushed to their original residence.

If he really saw Xiao Xinuo who was about to lose consciousness from the cold, he hugged his cold body excitedly, and thanked the Bodhisattva: "Amitabha, thank God, I finally found you."

Before fainting, Xiao Xinuo snorted like a mosquito: "I want my dad."

No one heard it, except himself.

Xiao Xinuo's second escape was not as smooth as the first one. After he came back, Jiang Aimin took care of him every step of the way. He was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would run away again. Therefore, Jiang Aimin had already discovered him before he left the compound. Whereabouts, the escape that has not yet started ended in failure.

As the days passed, little Xinuo gradually got used to the monotonous and boring life in the orphanage, and gradually accepted his identity as an orphan.

Little Xinuo understands that until he becomes an adult, he will live here.

This is his future home, Jiang Aimin is his future mother, and the children who live together are his future relatives.

He has to learn to adapt and integrate into a new life.

Moreover, he clearly realized that in the days to come, he could only rely on himself in everything. If he wanted to make a change, he had to be strong, work hard, forge ahead, and work hard.

Such a special growth environment has created Gong Xinuo's introverted, low-key and forbearing character, and forced him to become an elite person who has achieved something.

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