It turns out that I love you

High brick walls and hard iron gates surround a very special place - the prison.

The iron gate slammed open, and a prison guard stopped at the exit with a middle-aged man to handle the last procedure for the prisoner to leave the prison.

The young prison guard and the middle-aged man had a brief conversation, and the prison guard returned to the prison. The man looked at the high wall and iron gate with a complicated expression, turned around, and saw Yuan Jingkun standing not far away.

Yuan Jingkun stepped forward with a smile, and took the travel bag in his hand: "Are you surprised? Or are you happy?"

"There are some." The man showed a meaningful smile that was indescribable.

The middle-aged man's name is Song Yeyang, ten years older than Yuan Jingkun, with a gentle appearance and a gentle personality. He used to be engaged in financial work in a design institute.Yuan Jingkun met him when he was an intern at the design institute. The two have similar temperaments and similar interests, and they have become a rare year-end friend.

Song Yeyang has a colleague. When he met Yuan Jingkun, his lover unfortunately suffered from cancer and needed a large amount of medical expenses.Facing his lover in danger, Song Yeyang stepped forward to take risks, breaking the law and embezzling public funds privately to treat his lover.

Unfortunately, the illness finally took the life of his lover.

After the death of his lover, Song Yeyang voluntarily surrendered himself. Because the amount involved in the case was not large, and because he pleaded guilty sincerely, and because of the circumstances of surrender, the court gave him a lighter sentence and sentenced him to five years in prison.

Yuan Jingkun felt both sorry and moved by what he did.If it wasn't for the depth of love, how could one abandon fame, fortune and future, at all costs, just to prolong the life of the lover.

Yuan Jingkun would visit him from time to time and bring him some necessary daily necessities.Song Yeyang's parents died young, and he has been traveling alone all the time. In addition to his special emotional life, he doesn't have many friends.

Song Yeyang admires Yuan Jingkun's character. Only when a person is the poorest can he see who are the real good friends around him. Those who keep a respectful distance can understand, but the most unbearable are those villains who make trouble!

Song Yeyang patted Yuan Jingkun on the shoulder, and all words were dissolved in a grateful smile.

The two walked towards the taxi and returned to the city. Yuan Jingkun arranged Song Yeyang in the apartment he and Yang Ruide rented. Song Yeyang happily took a hot bath and ate a bowl of steaming beef noodles , took a nap happily.

Song Yeyang's original house was mortgaged to make up for public funds.Now he is homeless and can only temporarily live with Yuan Jingkun.

Yuan Jingkun and Yang Ruide rented an apartment with three bedrooms and one living room. The rich room was used as a storage room. Earlier, Yuan Jingkun simply cleaned up the room, added a single bed, and bought another Simple wardrobe, make it look decent.

Naturally, Song Yeyang would not stay with them for a long time. He had already planned his life after he was released from prison. However, a transitional period was still needed.

This was Yuan Jingkun's first time going to a bar. Song Yeyang said that he wanted to bring him to find a friend, and let him broaden his horizons by the way.

Song Yeyang felt that Yuan Jingkun's life was depressed because he was unwilling and unwilling to accept new things, and he did not want to try other ways of life.

Yuan Jingkun's impression of the bar is nothing more than the interpretation of TV dramas and descriptions in novels, dim lights, loud music, and men and women dancing constantly. In short, he finds it difficult to accept such a chaotic place from the bottom of his heart.

But the bar that Song Yeyang brought him to broke his inherent thinking.The European-style decoration, simple furnishings, exquisite wine sets, and melodious music completely subverted his previous imagination.

Song Yeyang found the office hidden in the back familiarly, ordered a cocktail for Yuan Jingkun, and left him alone on the bar counter.

"Wishful thinking, wanting to be forever, this kind of love, self-pity and self-pity, confusing and confusing, the expression you gave, unpredictable, taught me can't help it, how much tenderness and tears, how much yearning let the wind blow, your ambiguity is intriguing, marriage in this world Hold back, your tenderness and my tears are obviously hard to follow with love, if you are with me, it will be perfect, I will fly with you, no matter how much I give, I will give it..."

Waves of beautiful singing came to Yuan Jingkun's ears, and as he listened, he gradually realized that the voice was somewhat familiar, and he even thought it was Gong Xinuo's voice.

Yuan Jingkun held up the colorful cocktail, turned the bar chair, and his twisted body froze instantly. It was Gong Xinuo who was sitting in front of the white piano, not his illusion, but a real existence.

Gong Xinuo was wearing a black shirt with the cuffs rolled up to his forearms. His fair and slender fingers were jumping on the keys, his red lips opened and closed, his eyes were fixed on the keys under his hands, and his usual calm face was mixed with imperceptible sadness.

Yuan Jingkun suddenly felt that they were actually very close, and they would always meet inadvertently. He regretted his original decision. Meeting is worse than nostalgia, but just nostalgia is too sad, but isn't the meeting full of distance Better not to?

Is it too much a coincidence between them, or is the fate unfinished?

At the end of the song, Gong Xinuo pressed his fingers heavily on the keys and pressed down on the keys. The words in the lyrics expressed his heartfelt, which made his heart turbulent. Yuan Jingkun was his heart disease, his heart disease. Depression is his irreparable miss.

The quiet bar made Yuan Jingkun hear every word in his mouth clearly. He didn't know whether Gong Xinuo sang to Yang Yiqing or to... Maybe, in the end, it was just wishful thinking.

Little tears fell into the wine glass, Yuan Jingkun quickly wiped them off with the back of his hand, mocking himself secretly, when did he become so sentimental?

Song Yeyang went in for a long time before coming out, followed by a strange man, that man was Zhou Yingjun.

Zhou Yingjun and Song Yeyang have known each other for many years, and Song Yeyang is the object of Zhou Yingjun's crush for many years. He has no choice but to fall in love, and Song Yeyang always regards him as the most iron buddy.

Zhou Yingjun pretended to be unrestrained and cynical all day long, so as to cover up the sadness and loneliness in his heart.

"Let's go." Song Yeyang came over and saw Yuan Jingkun's expression was wrong. "What's the matter? Someone won't be molesting you so soon, right?"

Zhou Yingjun glared at him: "Hey, what do you think my place is? This is a legitimate bar, okay?"

Song Yeyang smiled at him: "Don't be angry, I'm just kidding!"

Yuan Jingkun put the wine glass on the bar and stood up silently.

Only then did Zhou Yingjun see his handsome face clearly, and shook his head again and again: "No wonder you say that."

Gong Xinuo only played and sang one song all night, which disappointed a group of petty bourgeoisie who came specially for him and shouted their dissatisfaction.

Zhou Yingjun almost regarded him as a pillar of the bar, specially used to attract business.

Most of the time, Gong Xinuo sat quietly on the bar chair, and Zhou Yingjun's curiosity was aroused by his preoccupied appearance. No matter how Zhou Yingjun questioned him, Gong Xinuo insisted on not saying a word, which made Zhou Yingjun quite disappointed. .

Gong Xinuo won't stay in the bar for a long time, he has already got up and left before the peak time.

Just after walking out of the bar, when he looked up, he happened to see Yuan Jingkun standing under the street lamp, and another strange man.

Gong Xinuo witnessed the whispering between the two of them across a narrow road. To be precise, it was the man who was not young who was talking to him.

While talking, Yuan Jingkun showed a relaxed and friendly smile on his face. Gong Xinuo had never seen such a natural smile on his face. Jealousy, disappointment, and even a little bit of anger surged in his heart. On, full of heart.

Gong Xinuo believed without doubt that this strange middle-aged man should be Yuan Jingkun's current person.

Although Yuan Jingkun has an independent personality and a strong appearance, his heart is actually fragile, and he always gives people a feeling of wanting to protect him and be relied on by him.

Gong Xinuo suddenly felt that his longing had become extremely illusory.

The more Gong Xinuo thought about it, the more sad he became. He let go of his hand and dropped the car keys on the ground, causing the two people opposite to watch.

Gong Xinuo quickly turned his back and squatted down, and slowly picked up the key.

When Gong Xinuo turned around again, both Yuan Jingkun and the man disappeared into the night. He held the key tightly, letting his uneven teeth rest on his palm, pricking his skin without knowing it.

Yuan Jingkun never imagined that without warning, he would unexpectedly reunite with Gong Xinuo.

To be precise, he needs to thank the old lady who walked in front of him, if it wasn't for the old lady's legs and feet, he would never have almost collided with Gong Xinuo's car.

The figure of the old lady blocked Gong Xinuo's sight. He didn't see Yuan Jingkun clearly behind the old lady, but he still saw the things in the man's hand scattered all over the floor.

The oranges in the bag rolled around, Yuan Jingkun squatted down, picked them up one by one, and put them back into the plastic bag.

Out of politeness, Gong Xinuo opened the car door, walked up to him, helped him pick up the orange, and apologized: "Sir, I'm sorry, I..."

Before Gong Xinuo could finish his sentence, Yuan Jingkun raised his head and froze for a moment, the orange in his hand slipped to the ground again, no matter how he thought about it, it was impossible to think that such a coincidence would happen again in the world.

Seeing that he was silent, Gong Xinuo raised his head, and the familiar and unfamiliar faces attracted him, his heart was frantic, but his face was calm, and he tried his best to suppress the expression of surprise.

The two looked at each other, and there was too much to say for a moment, and there was no way to start.

The ear-piercing sound of the horn interrupted the two of them staring at each other, Gong Xinuo stood up first, pulled Yuan Jingkun past him, and walked to the front of the car.

Yuan Jingkun hesitated for a moment, then sat in the passenger seat of the car.

Gong Xinuo drove the car to the side of the road, turned off the engine, put his hands on the steering wheel, lowered his head, and missed him for a long time. When he really saw Yuan Jingkun, he didn't dare to look at him.

Yuan Jingkun stared at the road ahead, he never expected to see Gong Xinuo again, under such unexpected circumstances, it is difficult to express the complex emotions in his heart.

The atmosphere in the car was dull and silent.

After a long time, Gong Xinuo spoke first to break the silence: "Don't you think he's a bit older?"

This is the most important matter that Gong Xinuo wants to ask clearly. He needs to get a clear answer, and Yuan Jingkun needs to personally admit it, otherwise, he still won't give up completely.

Yuan Jingkun frowned first, then thought about it, suddenly remembered that he went to the bar that day, and came to his senses, probably Gong Xinuo also saw him and Song Yeyang, but he obviously misunderstood the relationship between them.

"The child's mother is very beautiful." Yuan Jingkun firmly believed that Gong Xinuo was married, and he didn't want to have any impact on his happy and happy family. He allowed him to misunderstand, without explaining, and changing the topic.

Facing his almost tacit attitude, Gong Xinuo was a little surprised, rolled his eyes, blinked, but also did not explain.

Presumably, you have found someone who truly loves you. If so, then I don't want to cause you any burden. I hope that you can be happy.

When Yuan Jingkun saw that he didn't speak, it was tantamount to acquiescing to his statement. With a pain in his heart, it was meaningless to open the car door and stay any longer.

Gong Xinuo followed out and grabbed his arm, Yuan Jingkun turned sideways, his eyes met, his affection was beyond words.

Gong Xinuo's words stuck in his throat, and he couldn't find a reason to say it, and his increasingly ugly face showed his inner entanglement at the moment.

Yuan Jingkun clenched his fists, the look of expectation in his eyes became more and more obvious, and he couldn't help shouting in his heart: Open up, as long as you say it, I will never leave you again!

Gong Xinuo finally swallowed back the words, sighed heavily, slowly let go of Yuan Jingkun's arm, turned around, and took a step forward.

Yuan Jingkun's arm was hanging in the air, and his fist gradually spread out. Although he was disappointed, but he had expected it, he let out a breath, turned away, and raised his footsteps.

The two people were back to back, and the dim street lights illuminated two longer and longer figures.

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