It turns out that I love you

In the early spring, the grass grows and the warblers fly, all things recover, and the world is full of vitality.

The warm wind gently blows over the cheeks, bringing people extremely comfortable comfort.

In the garden of the villa, two figures, one big and one small, were reflected in the lush green lawn, and the sound of high and low laughter spread in the air.

"dad……"

Not far away, a little girl ran over.

Big watery eyes like two black jewels are embedded on the puffy face, the eyelids under the curved eyebrows are flickering, and under the slightly raised nose tip is a thin red lip, which is long and smooth. She has a ponytail and a pink headband trembling on her head, like a flying butterfly, her whole body is clever and cute.

"Yuanyuan, don't run, be careful of falling!"

The young woman following behind the little girl sounded like a yellow warbler, wearing a light yellow cardigan and a light gray knee-length wool skirt, she was mature without losing her youthful demeanor, she ran to her in three or two steps, and Holding the little girl in his arms, he showed a sweet smile.

A faint smile appeared on the face of the man standing by the round table, a few strands of hair hung on his smooth and wide forehead, his tall nose bridge was framed by gold-rimmed glasses, his lips were tightly closed, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his arms were encircled At the waist, he has never opened his mouth to speak.

The young woman is none other than Yu Jiyang who hasn't come back for a long time.The little girl she was holding was Yang Yiqing's daughter. Gong Xinuo named her Gong Xi, and her nickname was Yuanyuan.

Yu Jiyang returned to China shortly after Gong Xi was born, and was amazed by the sudden appearance of a child beside Gong Xinuo, so naturally he had to interrogate him.

Gong Xinuo didn't tell her the truth, no matter how tortured Yu Jiyang was, he insisted that Gong Xi was his adopted orphan.

Yu Jiyang stared at little Gong Xi for a long time, she really didn't look like Gong Xinuo, it seemed that the possibility of her being Gong Xinuo's biological child was very low.However, she was still skeptical and couldn't understand why Gong Xinuo would suddenly think of adopting a child.

Gong Xi is a well-behaved and sensible child. She has a quiet personality and doesn't like to cry. If you give her a toy, she can sit on the small bed and play for a day without anyone trying to coax her.

Yu Jiyang likes her very much, aside from the confusing background, she is indeed a lovable girl.

Yu Jiyang would spare time every year to come over to accompany her, especially during the Spring Festival and Gong Xi's birthday, so she would usually stay there until after the first lunar month.

When Gong Xi was learning to speak, Yu Jiyang deliberately asked Gong Xi to call her mother.Gong Xinuo didn't stop her, and shouted and shouted, she was just Gong Xi's mother in name, more precisely, it was Gong Xi's special name for her.

"Mom, I love you!" Gong Xi sat in Yu Jiyang's arms, making a crisp childish voice.

Yu Jiyang happily kissed Gong Xi, and praised her: "Yuanyuan, so cute. Say it again."

"What about dad?" Gong Xinuo bent down, squeezed her little face, and asked.

Gong Xi looked at him, turned his head away, and refused: "No!"

Yu Jiyang smiled and said: "Hehe, this sentence is only for mothers!"

Gong Xinuo didn't care about Gong Xi's differential treatment, sat beside them, picked up the coffee, but didn't drink it, holding the cup with both hands, feeling the warmth.

"Hey, some kids will be sleepy in the afternoon. Well, go and sleep with Mrs. Qin." Yu Jiyang handed Gong Xi, who was so dazed that he couldn't open his eyes, to Mrs. Qin.

Mrs. Qin hugged Gong Xi, pulled out the toy in her hand, and walked into the room.

Yu Jiyang sat back in the chair, stared at Gong Xinuo, and sighed silently: "Xinuo, you are different from before."

Gong Xinuo raised his head and met her gaze: "Is there? What's different?"

"Your eyes always contain bottomless longing, and... your heart seems to be fully occupied." Yu Jiyang analyzed Gong Xinuo's recent state with the unique sixth sense of women.

Gong Xinuo didn't speak, got up and walked to the middle of the lawn, stopped, looked at the layers of clouds in the distant sky, put his hands in his trouser pockets, lowered his head, and frowned.

Time flies, in the blink of an eye, three years have passed.

Time flies so fast, Yuan Jingkun, you left me for three full years.

Where are you?Are you living well?

In the six months since Yuan Jingkun left, Gong Xinuo has been struggling to find him.Although he is not as good as his hands and eyes, he still has the ability to inquire about a person's whereabouts.

Gong Xinuo finally made up his mind to find out where Yuan Jingkun was hiding, and Wang Yuzhong caught Yuan Jingkun's trace in just two days.

When Gong Xinuo received Wang Yuzhong's call, he felt conflicted in his heart, expecting and fearing at the same time.Unexplainable complex emotions made him flinch again, and hung up the phone just before Wang Yuzhong could speak.

It's not that Gong Xinuo doesn't want to know Yuan Jingkun's whereabouts, but that it's okay if he knows.Since Yuan Jingkun would not willingly appear in front of him again, the reluctant result would be nothing more than hurting each other.

Gong Xinuo did not fight, but chose to give up.

The huge playground is empty and deserted. The tall basketball hoop is hung with tattered net bags, fluttering wantonly with the breeze, and a thin figure is reflected on the high and low steps.

"Hey, what are you looking at alone?" The figure was stepped on by a young man, followed by a concerned question.

The man sitting firmly on the steps did not speak, his eyes were fixed on a white line in the middle of the playground, his calm complexion contained a touch of sadness, and his clear and bright eyebrows revealed a touch of melancholy.

The young man strode up and sat down beside him: "What are you thinking? You always think like this."

The man in ecstasy was Yuan Jingkun who had been away for three years. After leaving Gong Xinuo, he sold his original house and did not choose to escape from this familiar city. Teachers earn a living.

The reason why Yuan Jingkun didn't choose to completely escape from Gong Xinuo was because he still had a lot of reluctance in his heart. He didn't want to be too far away from him, his children, or his parents.

Even though, maybe we will never meet again in this life, at least the distance will be closer, breathing the same air, there is a feeling of intimacy.

For some reason, Yuan Jingkun was always looking forward to it, hoping that maybe one day Gong Xinuo would appear in front of him, would find him, would tell him what he had always wanted to hear, would...

It's a pity that he has been waiting for a long time from the beginning to the end, and he still has endless thoughts.

"When I go home this time, my mother mentioned you." The young man is Yang Ruide, a junior high school classmate of Yuan Jingkun, and he has a very good personal relationship with him since childhood. When he was most helpless, it was Yang Ruide who set him up. , get him a good job.

"Really? Say good things and keep my glorious image in our mother's mind." Yuan Jingkun came back to his senses, looked at him sideways, and responded to him a little jokingly.

"Well! The problem is that my mother has always been disappointed in you since she found out that you resigned from the golden job." Yang Ruide has a handsome appearance and an outgoing personality. He is a carefree optimist.

Yuan Jingkun stood up and patted the dust behind him: "It's over, even the last fans are gone."

Yang Ruide followed behind him, stepped down the steps, and asked: "Hey, you haven't answered me yet, what are you thinking about, what are you always thinking about? I've been thinking about it for three years, and I haven't figured it out yet. "

Long-winded words sounded behind him, Yuan Jingkun didn't answer him, and strode down on his own.

Gong Xinuo would go to the apartment occasionally, but Geng Xin had already moved out and lived with Xia Lefan, so the apartment was vacant.Cleaning staff will come every weekend to clean and keep the apartment tidy.

Every time Gong Xinuo comes, he always turns on the lights in the living room, dining room, kitchen, guest bedroom, and master bedroom, and scans every corner of the room in the bright light.

The placement of all the items is the same as when Yuan Jingkun was there, adding to the desolation of things being right and wrong.

Gong Xinuo sat quietly on the sofa, constantly recalling those plain and warm scenes, but couldn't get back the original touch and warmth.

Gong Xinuo walked slowly into the bedroom, and opened the closet. Inside were all the clothes he had bought for Yuan Jingkun. When Yuan Jingkun left, he didn't take any of them with him, and hung them neatly on the clothes rail.

Gong Xinuo stretched out his hand and touched a piece of sportswear, which seemed to still have the smell of Yuan Jingkun, and he held the soft fabric tightly in his hand.

Gong Xinuo suddenly buried his head in his clothes, and the cloth covering his eyes was instantly soaked.

Yuan Jingkun, I miss you.

The slender figure was illuminated by the street lamps. Yuan Jingkun stood on the side of the road outside the apartment, with his head raised, and the light yellow light sprinkled on his face, making his desolate complexion even more prominent.

The lights in the apartment were turned on again, and Yuan Jingkun came over from time to time. The beauty and sadness brought to him here were deeply fused into the depths of his memory and could not be lingered.

Occasionally, he would see the lights on in the apartment, and he couldn't help guessing, could it be Gong Xinuo who came here?Or, the apartment has already changed owners.

The corners of Yuan Jingkun's eyes were filled with translucent tears, and his blurry eyes kept staring at the apartment.

Gong Xinuo, I miss you.

Gong Xinuo was dressed in a black suit, and stood silently in the open space in front of the gray teaching building, with his hands in his trouser pockets, standing upright, staring at a classroom on the second floor.

Yuan Jingkun propped his hands on the desk, lowered his head, and looked at the lesson plans laid out on the desk. A girl stood among rows of students, seeming to be answering questions.

Compared with three years ago, Yuan Jingkun was visibly thinner and paler, which made Gong Xinuo feel distressed.Thinness and paleness are both symbols of suffering, and suffering makes a person more noble, more attractive, and even sexier.

Looking at that still pure face, Gong Xinuo really wanted to rush in and hug him, and tell him I love you.

Overly rational thinking restrained his impulse, and he stood silently for a long time, his eyes were moist, and the feeling of longing was hidden in his heart, so suppressed that his heart ached.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" The security uncle came over and asked him kindly when he saw him standing there.

At some point, spring rain fell, and the raindrops were so light and small that there was no sound of pattering, like a kind of wet smoke, gently floating on Gong Xinuo's face.

Gong Xinuo didn't speak, turned around and walked out slowly.The moment he turned around, Yuan Jingkun happened to raise his head to look at the misty sky outside the window, and the rain-wet glass blurred Gong Xinuo's back.

The granddaughter of the teaching director in the school is over a hundred days old, and Yang Ruide drags Yuan Jingkun, who doesn't want to go out, to the mall to buy gifts.Because it is the weekend, the mall is crowded with people and crowded.

Yuan Jingkun didn't like such a noisy environment, leaving Yang Ruide alone in the toy area, waiting for him by the rolling elevator.

Opposite the elevator is a small children's playground, full of adults playing with their children.

Yuan Jingkun hated children the most, especially little girls. Every time he did this, he would think of the child he had only met once and didn't even have time to learn his name.

Yuan Jingkun would often dream of that child, with a pink and tender face, big round eyes, fair and soft skin, and a lovely smile.The figure of the child in the dream is always unclear, sometimes crying and sometimes smiling. When he is about to reach out to touch the child, the child will slowly disappear until he is awakened.

Yuan Jingkun was fascinated by his thoughts, glanced up, and suddenly saw a familiar silhouette, tall and thin, well dressed, wasn't that the Gong Xinuo he had been thinking about day and night?He wasn't sure.

"mom!"

The beautiful and lovely little girl threw herself into the arms of the beautiful and generous young mother, screaming loudly.

Seeing all this, Yuan Jingkun froze with a slightly surprised expression on his face, moved his lips, unable to utter a sound: "Mom...Mom..."

It turned out that Gong Xinuo was married, Yuan Jingkun laughed at himself.

Presumably Gong Xinuo would do the same, give the child a complete family, for Yang Yiqing, for his child, there is nothing Gong Xinuo cannot do.

Three years of waiting obsessively, what did you get in return?

It is the cruel reality, it is complete despair, it is the result of helpless giving up, and it is the result of heartbreak.

Yuan Jingkun's throat was blocked, and the mist in his eyes blurred his vision. The hand holding the railing was unconsciously tightened, and the innocent smile of the little girl seemed to be mocking him.

Surrounded by the loneliness of being abandoned by the whole world, Yuan Jingkun turned around, unwilling to take another look at the warm picture of the family of three.

After Yang Ruide bought the toy, he came over and saw that he was not in good spirits: "What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?"

Yuan Jingkun waited for a long time, and said with difficulty: "It's okay, let's go."

When Gong Xinuo walked away a few steps, he turned around with Gong Xi in his arms, and pointed to the toy store opposite: "Yuanyuan, do you want that?"

In just a few seconds, Gong Xinuo missed Yuan Jingkun's figure.

The huge exhibition hall was surrounded by silver metal pipes, the residual smell of wall paint filled the air, and a cold chill flooded Gong Xinuo's body.

Gong Xinuo was in the center of the hall, with heavy marble tiles under his feet, looking up at the empty hall, the transparent material roof faintly revealed Yuan Jingkun's face.

Gong Xinuo took a deep breath. In three years, Yuan Jingkun's painstaking work was successfully completed under his hands, creating an exquisite building.Unfortunately, Yuan Jingkun did not participate in the whole process.The original promise was not fulfilled.

Yuan Jingkun left him with endless thoughts, warm memories, and many regrets.

Zhang Fu pushed open the back door, with the documents under his arm, and happened to see Gong Xinuo's back.He stopped and looked at Gong Xinuo without saying a word. He didn't know whether it was his illusion or other intentions. Gong Xinuo paid extra attention to this project, striving for perfection in every detail, brick by brick.He thought about it, but couldn't think of a reason.

Gong Xinuo turned around, saw Zhang Fu, and walked over quickly, the card on his chest trembling: "What's the matter?"

Zhang Fu handed him the document: "The launching ceremony is scheduled for next Wednesday, and this is the schedule. According to your intention, except for the ribbon-cutting, I will not participate in any activities."

Gong Xinuo nodded and took the document: "Go back, I'll stay later."

After Zhang Fu left, Gong Xinuo held a thin piece of paper in his hand and wandered back and forth in the exhibition hall alone.

The launching ceremony of the exhibition hall not only invited important people from the business and political circles, but even Yuan Jingkun's school was invited.The investors of the exhibition hall showed great love and voluntarily used the exhibition hall as a base for students to visit.

Yuan Jingkun inevitably needed to take the students to the launching ceremony, and originally he wanted to find an excuse to avoid this errand.However, the other teachers were either busy with their classes or were busy preparing excellent classes, all of them were helpless.

Yuan Jingkun helplessly led more than [-] students to the opening ceremony of the exhibition hall. Fortunately, before the ceremony started, Yang Ruide hurried over, fearing that Yuan Jingkun would not be able to cope with the more than [-] students.

The students all stood at a distance, waiting for the ribbon-cutting ceremony before they could go in and visit. The students chattered in low voices, some were commenting on the shape and design of the exhibition hall, and some were simply gossiping about the public who attended the ceremony. When it came to Gong Xinuo, praises were endless.

Yuan Jingkun stood behind several students, listening to their evaluation of Gong Xinuo, his eyes kept falling on him.Compared with three years ago, Gong Xinuo seemed thinner, more melancholy, more thought-provoking, and more pitiful.

Gong Xinuo smiled slightly, holding the scissors in his hand, and cut off the bright red silk amid the sound of gun salutes, then gracefully put the scissors on the tray carried by the hostess beside him, and stepped back a few steps. People who participated in the ribbon-cutting filed forward.

Yuan Jingkun stared at him for a long time, as if he wanted to see through him and see the deepest part of his heart.

"Okay, let's go in too." Seeing everyone entering the exhibition hall, Yang Ruide gave orders to the students.

"You guys go in, I don't want to go, I'll wait for you in the car." Yuan Jingkun walked quickly towards the bus without waiting for Yang Ruide to answer.

Yang Ruide scratched his head: "Why don't you go in? If I don't come, you don't want the students anymore?"

"Father...Father..." Gong Xi sat in Gong Xinuo's arms, grabbed Gong Xinuo's collar, and called to her father who was in a trance.

"Huh?" Gong Xinuo was awakened by his daughter's immature voice, and Gong Xi's small face was clearly displayed in front of his eyes again. "What's wrong?"

"Father, is Yuanyuan pretty?" Gong Xi asked inexplicably.

Gong Xinuo held her round face and smiled faintly: "Of course, Yuanyuan is the most beautiful little girl Dad has ever seen."

Gong Xi laughed happily: "Hehe, yes! So, Dad, you always love to look at me in a daze!"

Gong Xinuo heard her daughter's childish words, put away her smile, stretched out her hand to gently touch Gong Xi's eyebrows, and the small tip of her nose, her eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips were very similar to Yuan Jingkun's, and she always stared at the little girl , would always unconsciously mistake her for Yuan Jingkun, and the two similar faces were confusedly stacked on top of each other.

Gong Xinuo closed his eyes, kissed Gong Xi's eyebrows and bridge of nose, and held her in his arms. The little girl obediently let her father hold her tightly.

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