It turns out that I love you

When Gong Xinuo returned to the villa, Yu Jiyang accompanied Gong Xi to play jigsaw puzzles in the living room. The pieces of paper were scattered all over the floor. Gong Xi knelt on the mat. Under Yu Jiyang's prompt, the piece of paper in his hand was lifted and dropped, hesitating, not knowing. Where exactly should it be placed.

Mrs. Qin was washing dishes in the kitchen, when she heard the movement, she came out wiping her hands and asked, "Mr. Gong, you are back, have you eaten yet?"

Gong Xinuo shook his head: "No need, I've already eaten."

The kitchen is far away from the living room, neither Yu Jiyang nor Gong Xi noticed Gong Xinuo's return.

Gong Xinuo went straight upstairs, changed in the cloakroom, came to the study, and sat in the dark in a daze.

Gong Xinuo took off his glasses, and the temples were stacked wrongly in the air, and they were placed on the vermilion table top.His left arm rested on the armrest, the index finger of his left hand rested on the bridge of his nose, his thumb rested on his chin, and he closed his eyes.

The reunion with Yuan Jingkun tonight could not be controlled in Gong Xinuo's mind. The encounter in just ten minutes was broken down into countless fragments, intertwined in a chaotic manner, and Yuan Jingkun's appearance was blurred. stand up.

The reunion was too unexpected, and Gong Xinuo was so unprepared that he couldn't say the words hidden in the center, and the hesitation at the last moment made him lose another chance to express his feelings.

In fact, it's not that Gong Xinuo never thought about going to Yuan Jingkun on his own initiative, and frankly explained everything clearly. Those words that he wanted to say had obviously been repeated thousands of times in his heart, and he knew them by heart, but once he saw Yuan Jingkun, he would He didn't have the courage to speak, and even his brain was in a vacuum.

The reunion brought him not only surprise, but also loss and sadness.

Yuan Jingkun acquiesced that he had a new lover, which was a huge blow to Gong Xinuo, like a pot of cold water poured him a deep chill.

New love?Gong Xinuo laughed at his own thoughts.

He has never confessed to Yuan Jingkun, so why is there a difference between the old and the new?

The relationship between him and Yuan Jingkun is nothing but the child left by Yang Yiqing. After the child is born, this invisible thread is broken with a bang. There is no relationship between them, and they will be like strangers.

Besides, Yuan Jingkun is afraid that he still cares about his deceiving his father's death. Yuan father is his only relative in this world. If it is not for saving his father's life, Yuan Jingkun will never agree to give birth to him.

It can be seen that this incident must have caused him great harm, and I am afraid that there is only resentment towards him.

Gong Xinuo also thought about the night of the silent farewell, his performance undoubtedly aggravated Yuan Jingkun's misunderstanding of him, and his forced behavior must have made him very concerned.

In short, Gong Xinuo felt that Yuan Jingkun would definitely not forgive him easily, and he even implicitly expressed that there was someone beside him, just to announce to him that they were destined to miss each other in this life.

Gong Xinuo raised his brows, his heart was heavily suppressed with sadness, his heart was not beating as powerfully as before, and his painful chest heaved slowly.

Gong Xinuo stood up abruptly, walked quickly to the bathroom, leaned over the sink, turned on the faucet, put his head in the sink, the cold water splashed on his face, and suddenly burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Jiyang leaned against the door at some point, staring at Gong Xinuo's actions through the bright mirror.

Gong Xinuo held clear water in both hands, and slapped it vigorously on his face to wash away the tears. He raised his head with red eyes, pulled out a white towel, and wiped off the tears mixed with water droplets on his face.

"Where's Yuanyuan?" Gong Xinuo's tone was calm, and it didn't sound like she had just cried at all.

"Sleep." Yu Jiyang tore off the towel covering his face. "who is he?"

"Who?" Gong Xinuo turned his back, not wanting her to see anything wrong.

Yu Jiyang turned to him, stared at his face for a long time, and asked, "Don't lie to me, who is he?"

Gong Xinuo lowered his head and did not speak.

Yuan Jingkun is his secret, which will be buried in his heart and put aside for a lifetime.

When Yuan Jingkun returned home, he ate his meal absentmindedly. Yang Ruide, who was always rough, didn't notice his abnormal expression.

After the two had dinner, Yang Ruide hurried back to his room to write a report on applying for excellent courses.

Yuan Jingkun was in charge of washing the dishes and tidying up the kitchen. He mechanically washed the greasy dishes. After tidying up, he caught a glimpse of a bag of fresh oranges on the countertop.

Yuan Jingkun picked up the round and plump orange, and recalled the scene when Gong Xinuo cut oranges for him in the kitchen in the apartment.He remembered the conversation between them clearly, every word was correct, thinking about it, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

The picture in my mind changed and turned to the scene when we met tonight.

Yuan Jingkun's smile was replaced by sadness, and those plain and warm scenes have become a thing of the past. Now, Gong Xinuo has become the husband of another woman. He shoulders the responsibility of making his wife and daughter happy. He chooses to give Gong Xi a complete and beautiful home. , to give Gong Xi a healthy growth environment in line with the public's concept, he did the right thing.

After all, Yuan Jingkun insisted that in Gong Xinuo's heart, Yang Yiqing occupied an unshakable position.The feeling of not to mention a first love was deeply branded on his heart, leaving an indelible imprint.

Gong Xinuo was kind to him because he was pregnant with Yang Yiqing's child at that time, and the child became the bond that maintained their relationship during those days, which caused Yuan Jingkun to be confused for a while, and shifted Gong Xinuo's concern and consideration for the child To himself, causing misunderstanding.

After the baby is born, the bond fades away naturally, and their relationship returns to its former strangeness.

The former Gong Xinuo belonged to Yang Yiqing, but now the Gong Xinuo belongs to another woman, no matter what, it has nothing to do with him.

Tonight's unexpected meeting, Gong Xinuo's acquiescence touched Yuan Jingkun's fragile heart, his silence, his hesitation to speak, and his final departure, all were like a sharp sword that broke his heart. Chop into pieces.

Gong Xinuo shattered his remaining illusions, shattered his fantasy dreams, and made him fully understand and fully accept the reality.

Yuan Jingkun's vision gradually became blurred, his hands were unsteady, the edge of the knife deviated, and landed on the index finger of his left hand holding the orange, drawing a straight line obliquely.

A large amount of blood gushed out from the wound, and the pain brought back Yuan Jingkun's thoughts.Only then did he realize that his finger had been cut, and the blood was stained on the orange, mixed with orange blood, flowing into the cracks of the chopping board.

Yuan Jingkun held the injured finger, and the bright red blood flowed from the finger to the back of the hand, staining the white cuff on the wrist red.

He turned the faucet to the top, and the strong water flow washed over the injured finger, and the water mixed with blood flowed to the outlet, and the unstoppable blood flowed more and more.

"My God, what's wrong with you?"

Yang Ruide got up and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water. Seeing the blood-stained hands under the faucet, he yelled.

"fine."

Yuan Jingkun's fingers were bathed in cold water, so he couldn't feel any pain, or maybe his heart was too painful and had become numb.

Yang Ruide turned off the faucet, picked up his hand, and couldn't help complaining to him: "How can there be such a way to stop the bleeding? The tap water is full of bacteria, what should I do if I get infected? Also, you are so stupid, you can cut your hand even if you cut an orange!"

Yuan Jingkun stared at the blood that kept coming out of the wound, and listened to Yang Ruide's nagging expressionlessly, as if his finger had been broken.

Yang Ruide took out alcohol, cleaned his wound, took out the medicine box, smeared Yunnan Baiyao on the wound, wrapped a few laps of medical gauze, and told him: "Don't touch the water these two days, be careful."

Yuan Jingkun let him fiddle with him. When the wound was wiped with alcohol, he even frowned. Compared with the pain in his heart, this pain was nothing at all.

Yang Ruide packed the medicine box, and was quite puzzled by his reaction: "Doesn't it hurt? Didn't you say that the fingers are connected to the heart? You are quite calm."

Yuan Jingkun stood up and went to clean up the messy kitchen, but was stopped by Yang Ruide: "Hey, hey, you should rest well, don't get hurt when you come back, I'll go. I really don't know what you are thinking every day !"

Yuan Jingkun didn't insist any more, and sat back on the sofa again, feeling dull pain from the wound, burning heartburn.

Gong Xinuo's sleep is getting worse and worse, lying on the bed every night, thinking of Yuan Jingkun's face, he can't sleep alone.After falling asleep for a while, his figure appeared repeatedly in the dream, and he always woke up several times a night.

Poor quality of sleep, poor energy during the day, busy company affairs, heavy exam pressure, and having to accompany Gong Xi, Gong Xinuo is in a state of overload, always feeling heart suffocated and uncomfortable, chest pain intensifies.

Gong Xinuo inquired about Yuan Jingkun's residence, and drove to a quiet residential area in the suburbs after get off work.Yuan Jingkun's residence is not far from the school, which is convenient for commuting to and from get off work.

Gong Xinuo parked the car in the temporary parking space designated by the community, walked into the community, stood in front of a milky white building, raised his head, and saw Yuan Jingkun's room with the lights on.

The apartment that Yuan Jingkun rented was located on the third floor of the entire building. Gong Xinuo stepped back a few steps, so he could see his room without looking up.

Gong Xinuo felt that there was no reason to be close to Yuan Jingkun, and the distance between him was getting farther and farther away. With a hopeless relationship, he and Yuan Jingkun would never go back together.

Gong Xinuo stood there all night, standing motionless, the lights in the room turned off and on, turned on and off again, he wondered if Yuan Jingkun was like him, unable to sleep every night.

The sky was slightly bright, and the morning light shone on Gong Xinuo's body, and the mist shrouded him, making his figure blurry and ethereal.

Gong Xinuo's body shook slightly, and he moved his stiff and paralyzed legs, as if he had a dream, and he slowly walked out of the community after waking up.

Gong Xinuo returned to the villa early in the morning with a pale face and tired eyes. When the door was closed, his consciousness gradually blurred. When his vision was lost, his body slipped uncontrollably and leaned heavily on the door. so tired.

Gong Xinuo woke up leisurely, it was past noon.

He opened his eyes with difficulty, looked around the familiar environment, his eyes fell on Yu Jiyang's back, and struggled to sit up.

Yu Jiyang poured the porridge into a bowl, picked it up, turned around and saw that he had woken up, and breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank God, you finally woke up. You didn't know that you suddenly fainted at the gate, which scared Mrs. Qin enough."

Gong Xinuo rubbed his eyebrows, unable to remember what happened before he fell into a coma: "Really?"

"Of course!" Yu Jiyang sat in front of him, holding up a spoon full of porridge. "Doctor Xia said that you are overworked and have pleurisy, please, don't take those useless exams, you are already good enough! Those large and small certificates can be used as a bed! You have Exam addiction?"

Gong Xinuo frowned, seeing that she was wearing a beige off-the-shoulder sweater, with the overly open collar pulled up to cover the exposed collarbone.

"Old-fashioned!" Yu Jiyang laughed at him, and opened his collar again. "If I don't show it now, do I have to show it again in my [-]s and [-]s? I am willing to show it at that time, and no one wants to see it."

Gong Xinuo didn't speak, but lowered his head, avoiding the spoon near his mouth, took the porcelain bowl, put his lips against the side of the bowl, and slurped the porridge.

Yu Jiyang didn't care about his attitude, stood up, turned his back to him, and asked seemingly unintentionally: "Hey, who is Yuan Jingkun?" "Yuan, Jing, Kun, Jing Kun, it should be a man's name, does he owe you money? Let you remember it when you are in a coma."

Gong Xinuo was stunned, he actually called Yuan Jingkun's name when he was in a coma, and Yu Jiyang overheard him.He didn't want to explain to her, and felt uncomfortable again. He put the bowl aside, lay down silently, pulled the quilt tightly, and covered his head.

Facing him, Yu Jiyang touched his ears, wondering what happened to Gong Xinuo?

Who is Yuan Jingkun who he kept calling out?

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