Self-illness

When Ru Jian woke up, she found Kou Guaiguai and Chen Yi lying beside her.

The sunlight came in from the window and fell on the book wall, the table, the chair, the curtains, and she reached out and touched the bed, but she didn't feel the heat. It was still winter.

As if nothing happened, even in a dream, it was hard for her to believe that the person who was supposed to sleep on this bed would never appear again.

The tears started to fall again.

Walking into the place where Lin Qing was sitting yesterday, Ru Jian saw a person sitting on the sofa, she was startled for a moment, and then cried loudly: "Mom."

Zou Yuxi came here a few hours ago, and has been waiting here until her daughter wakes up: "Enough messing around, can you go home with mom?"

"Lin Qing is dead."

"I know."

Zou Yuxi hugged Ru Jian tightly in her arms: "I know."

How could she not know, since she was with Lin Zhaocheng, she has been following the movements of Yu Fang's mother and daughter all the time.

After learning about Lin Qing's illness, she kept things simple in disciplining Ru Jian, and she could do whatever Ru Jian liked, because the doctor told her that mental illness might be hereditary.

Zou Yuxi is always afraid that Ru Jian will suddenly fall ill one day. Fortunately, her precious daughter is fine except that she is a bit headstrong and likes women.

Hearing the noise, Chen Yi and Kou obediently got up and walked outside the room.

Kou Kuaiguai recognized Zou Yuxi, and said hello to Auntie.

Zou Yuxi responded indifferently, and then discussed with Ru Jian: "Let's go back first, and we have to arrange funerals for their mother and daughter later, so we can't just leave it alone, can we?"

Ru Jian knew that the matter had come to this point and it was irreversible, so she nodded, she never listened to Lin Zhaocheng's words, but she always took her mother's words very seriously: "Chen Yi, I'm going back first."

Chen nodded and said, "Goodbye."

After their mother and daughter left, Kou obediently said, "Let's go back too, Dad and the others are still waiting."

When I got home and opened the door, I could smell the aroma coming from the kitchen. Li Nuowen came up to welcome me, his face full of joy: "Where did you two go? The food is prepared by us as guests."

It turned out that it was Amu who was cooking. Li Nuowen came to pay homage to Chen Changdong every first day of the year. Although he was no longer the dean, he was still a mentor.

Chen Yi's expression was gloomy: "Lin Qing, she still left this world."

Li Nuowen was stunned for a moment: "When?"

"Yesterday morning, taking poison with her mother."

Hearing their voices coming back, Amu quickly called Kou obediently and said, "You masters, come and help me."

Li Nuowen rubbed his hands together: "Don't blame yourself too much, you know her symptoms, and this situation is really hard to avoid, don't think about it so much, today's Chinese New Year, the living have to be well."

Chen Changdong also nodded in agreement, and Chen Yuhuan beside him quietly peeled off the candy wrapper, and then handed the candy to Chen Yi: "Come, Chen Yi, eat the candy."

It was the first time Chen Yuhuan called Chen Yi's name.

Chen Yi was still in grief, a little surprised, he didn't know what expression to use to face his aunt, so he asked Chen Changdong, "Why did she suddenly know me?"

"You must have heard us call you."

"Chen Yiguai, you have to listen to your uncle and aunt."

Chen Yuhuan stretched out his hand to run along Chen Yi's hair, as if treating Chen Yi like a child.

Chen Yi felt weird, and asked Chen Changdong, "Do I have an uncle?"

"Just listen to what she said, don't take it too seriously."

As Chen Changdong spoke, he turned on the TV and asked Li Nuowen about the hospital's personnel arrangements for next year. Chen Yiyi didn't want to interrupt for a while, so Chen Yuhuan played with his hair.

After dinner, Amu handed over all the keys to the cafe to Kou Guaiguai: "I'm going to focus on my wedding now, so I'll leave the store to you. It just so happens that Chen Yi still has a few days off, so hurry up Make preparations for opening in the new year, don't count on me anymore."

Kou obediently smiled and said, "Okay, get ready, we'll have a wedding and be godmothers."

After the opening, Chen Yi helped Guan Kou obediently do some miscellaneous things in the cafe. Chen Changdong and Chen Yuhuan became regular customers in the coffee corner. When they received a text message from Ru Jian, it had already been more than ten days since the opening of the new year.

"To attend Lin Qing's funeral, tomorrow."

Chen Yi replied to Ru Jian's text message: [Okay. 】

Because there were few relatives and friends, and it was inconvenient to disclose Lin Zhaocheng's identity, there were very few people present.

Kou obediently accompanied Chen Yi, and it was raining heavily under the gloomy sky, so everyone had to hold an umbrella to participate in the worship ceremony.

The two urns were buried together in the same tomb. From the two photos on the stele, it can be seen that Lin Qing is not very similar to her mother. It may be that her expression is too calm, forming a contrast with Yu Fang's slightly smiling appearance. big discrepancy.

After the ceremony, Lin Zhao had no scruples and they all went back first, but Ru Jian refused to go with them, but said to Chen Yi: "You can walk with me for a while."

"Everyone seems to be leaving me all the time, even my sister is leaving me."

Ru Jian stopped crying, but her heart felt tight. Chen saw that her hair was covered with rain, so she stepped forward to help her hold an umbrella: "Aren't we still here?"

"That's different. You have your own lovers, and I'm secondary."

Although this is very selfish, I just hope that everyone loves themselves and become the important one.

Chen Yi: "You will also have your own lover."

Ru Jian stared sullenly at the rain-drenched tombstones in front of her: "Why did Lin Qing die? It's so boring to die, and it's so lonely to be locked in these stones."

Chen Yi knew that Ru Jian's child had lost his temper, so he let her read the names and dates of birth and death on the tombstone, but secretly felt that the child's patience was good.

After walking around a few times, she saw most of the cemetery. Kou Guaiguai kept silent because she knew Ru Jian didn't want to talk to her.

"Jiang Ruhui, died at 19..."

Rujian stopped suddenly, and she saw a familiar name appeared on the stele.And when she heard Jiang Ruhui's name, Chen Yi and Kou Guaiguai both looked at the stele in unison.

Husband, Chen Changdong, daughter, Kou obediently.

Ru Jian looked at Chen Yi strangely, her heart was full of doubts, shouldn't Chen Changdong's daughter be Chen Yi, how could it be Kou Kuaiguai.

Chen Yi and Kou Guaiguai even looked at each other in blank dismay. More importantly, all three of them found that although the woman in the photo was well-dressed and wearing outdated clothes, her facial features were [-] to [-] percent similar to Kou Guaiguai.

Why did Chen Yuhuan always call Kou Guaiguai as Ruhui? At the beginning, Chen understood a little bit, and she also understood why Chen Changdong often had contact with Kou Guaiguai when she was young. Kou is obedient.Everything seems to have been decided long ago.

But who is she?

If Chen Changdong and Jiang Ruhui's daughter is Kou Kuaiguai, who is she?Her stomach churned a little, and she even thought that she might be related to Kou Kuaiguai by blood.

Kou Guaiguai couldn't understand why her name would appear on the tombstone. Her father should belong to Kou Huguo.But she looks so much like the person in the picture.

Chen Changdong, Chen Changdong must have something else that he hasn't told her.

Kou took Chen Yi's hand obediently, with a bad expression on his face: "Let's go home and ask Dad what's going on."

Chen Yi grabbed Kou Guai's hand and backed away almost screaming: "Don't touch me."

The confusion of the past few days seems to finally have a reasonable explanation. I have guessed thousands of possibilities, but I did not expect the result to be completely different.

In addition, he himself was still immersed in the shadow of Lin Qing's suicide, those sporadic fragments from the past overwhelmingly drowned Chen Yi, the crack in his heart burst open, and the couch sank, leaving a large area of ​​darkness.

The umbrella in her hand was picked up by the wind, fluttering in the rain to the low place below the mountain.

Ru Jian didn't expect that her unintentional actions would bring such a big trouble to the two of them. Seeing Chen Yi fainting suddenly, she trembled with fright: "Chen Yi, what's wrong with you?"

"Call the ambulance quickly."

Kou obediently turned his fear into fear, but still maintained his rationality. All doubts and answers can be temporarily let go.She was more worried about Chen Yi.

She had already noticed that Chen Yi's condition recently was very bad, very bad.

After Lin Qing committed suicide, Chen Yi showed a lot of annoyance and anxiety during this period, and Chen Changdong and Kou obediently confessed his inner worries in private.

Judging from Chen Changdong's professional scope, Chen Yi is actually a person with very poor tolerance. His heart is too closed, and he never wants others to fully understand and know her. It is like an egg, which is very stubborn when held in the palm of the hand. The kind that would fall apart on the ground.

Chen Changdong said that Chen Yi is the kind of person who has self-order, and there is nothing very solid in her concept, but once it is set, it is difficult to reverse it.

Don't look at Chen Yi as a calm woman. In fact, when she is stubborn, she will be more persistent than ordinary people. She can only look inward and wrestle with each other. Only when the positive side wins her can she accept and resolve inner conflicts.

Fortunately, it was just fainting. In the hospital, Kou obediently straightened his body and leaned against the wall. Chen Changdong's phone number was on the phone.

After exiting the dial-up interface, Yu obediently decided not to tell Chen Changdong about this matter.

"Probably because of too much mental stress, let the patient pay more attention to rest, and do a proper neurological examination."

While the doctor and Kou were talking obediently, Chen Yi woke up with a needle in her hand.

Her head hurt a little, she forced herself to sit up, but her head was always a little dizzy: "Why am I here?"

Kou Kuaiguai was shocked at first, and then tried to say: "You passed out in the cemetery."

"Cemetery?"

Chen Yi's face was full of doubts: "Why should I go to the cemetery?"

Ru Jian next to her was even more frightened by Chen Yi's reaction. The psychiatrist in her eyes suddenly lost her memory like this: "Don't you remember?"

Chen Yi was silent for a while, and then he hardly answered anything. I was very nervous, but decided to go back first.

Ru Jian followed Kou Guaiguai and looked tired, so she didn't dare to leave by herself, and accompanied them back to the Chen family.

Chen Changdong read the newspaper as usual, while Chen Yuhuan sat on the balcony looking at the sky after the rain, muttering to himself.

Seeing Chen Yuhuan, Ru Jian was taken aback again, and guessed in her heart why Chen Yi and Kou Guaiguai reacted so strongly, but with the lessons learned from the past, she tried her best to keep her mouth shut and say nothing.

Yu obediently thought that he came back a little late today, and he didn't call to inform him, so he asked, "Dad, have you had dinner yet?"

Chen Changdong turned his head and saw Chen Yiyi entered the room with a tired and gloomy expression. He obediently frowned slightly, as if he was in a bad mood. He said lightly, "We ordered takeaway, and we ate it."

Kou obediently came out of the room, closed the door softly, glanced at Chen Yuhuan briefly, and then said in an almost non-discussive tone: "Well, let's take aunt back to the hospital tomorrow first."

Chen Changdong saw the disgust on Kou's obedient face, he was a little confused, so he asked, "Why so suddenly?"

"Chen Yi has to go to work, and I have to watch the store. Your legs and feet are not good, and you have to get injections and infusions every day. You can't take care of your aunt."

Chen Changdong himself has always been wary of Chen Yuhuan's state, and he has to rely on Kou to take care of him as a frail person. He feels guilty for a long time, his slack eyelids droop, and it is to make his tone sound strong , nodded firmly and said: "Yes, send her back to the hospital first."