Self-illness

Ru Jian probably deliberately arranged for her father and Lin Qing, mother and daughter to spend a year together, so the birthday celebration was held at night.

After finishing her shift on the last day at the end of the year, Chen Yi packed her things, and put the gift prepared by Kou Guaiguai in the bag. She didn't even ask Kou Guaiguai what was in it, it was always a good thing.

When it came to choosing items, Chen Yide admitted that Kou Guaiguai was much better at it than himself.

As soon as he put on his seat belt, Kou Guaiguai's call came: "Remember to come back early, I don't want to miss the first New Year with you, and my aunt."

"How is aunt today?"

"Let me tell you, after sleeping at home for one night, the whole person is a lot more normal, talking and laughing, and revealing a lot of my father's old secrets."

When Kou Kuaiai mentioned Chen Yuhuan, he couldn't help laughing: "It is said that your father once went out to play with friends and got drunk, and he came back to take a shower. After the shower, he came out of the bathroom and found out that he forgot to take off his clothes in the shower."

Chen Yi was suddenly amused: "It turns out that Dad still has such a side. I will drive, and I will come back as soon as possible to accompany you."

As soon as Kou Guaiguai hung up the phone, a text message from Ru Jian came: We are on our way, don't be late.

"receive."

It was still early, and it was estimated that he would arrive at Lin Qing's house after six o'clock.

Chen Yi drove along the direction he took Yu Fang home last time. As he got closer to the suburbs, the fireworks gradually increased. Many people set off fireworks in empty places, and many shops played New Year's songs.

The difference from previous years is that there are two more people in the family this year, and everything has become different.

If it were the previous years, she and Chen Changdong would spend time with their parents. Since their grandparents passed away, their parents would watch TV all night, and some of Chen Changdong's colleagues would come to visit the next day. The year will soon be over. Already, everything was normal.

When the car approached the path of Lin Qing's house, a few police cars suddenly flashed by the side of the road. The flashing red and blue lights made Chen Yi's heart tighten, but he kept comforting himself in his heart, how could it be possible.

These days, Ru Jian said that Lin Qing was very stable, walked around frequently, and never showed any symptoms.Before the New Year's Eve, it was common for the police to be dispatched, and it was not necessarily related to Lin Qing.

Thinking of this in her heart, her hands couldn't help shaking a little. Lin Qing always smiled flatly and gave satisfactory test answers when she said those words she believed in.

【Life is a choice, why is death a kind of freedom? 】

The car drove into the east three-story building of Lin Qing's house, and several police cars were parked scatteredly in the open space in front of the building, and some of them were pulling the cordon off. off staff.

Chen Yi stepped forward and was stopped at the door. She felt her throat was blocked by something: "What happened here?"

"The homeowner committed suicide by taking poison, and now further evidence is being investigated."

The police officer who stopped her said, the family members of the client went up just now, who are you the owner of the house? "

Chen Yi shook his hands and took out his work ID: "Let me go up and have a look, I'm a doctor."

The police officer looked at her ID: "You are a psychiatrist, who in their family is mentally ill?"

"May I go up and have a look first?"

Chen Yi raised his hands and rubbed his face, keeping himself calm and walking upstairs along the path the police officer let out.

She heard Ru Jian's cry, and then she saw Lin Zhaocheng standing at the door with a face full of grief and self-blame, and the forensic doctor in the room was doing on-site evidence collection.

Ru Jian knelt on the ground and cried loudly, a female policeman hugged her to prevent her from getting close to Lin Qing.

Lin Qing was sitting in a chair, covering her lower abdomen with one hand, and resting the other on the table. Her expression was the same as usual, and she even had a slight smile.

Tables and chairs are new additions.

Chen Yi noticed that the house had been redecorated from the inside to the outside, and the cement floor had been replaced with a solid wood floor, without the original bloodstains.

Yu Fang lay on the new floor in pain, she must have struggled.

Ru Jian saw Chen Yi next to her, and she almost knelt and moved over, pulling Chen Yi's clothes corner: "Why, why is it like this, she clearly agreed to do so many things with me in the future."

I don't know, I don't know.

Chen Yi shook his head dully, looking at the two temperatureless corpses in front of him.If she didn't approve her discharge from the hospital, this kind of thing wouldn't happen.

She suddenly remembered what Lin Qing said to her at that time, she said that she would never leave her mother again.

She took her mother away.

As a mother, Yu Fang thought that her happiness had just begun. She had an easy job and her daughter finally returned to normal. She must be looking forward to a happy life with all her heart.

"The time of death is close to eighteen hours. It is suspected that there is poison in the cake." The forensic doctor stated the test results beside him, and at the same time began to bag the body.

One of the police officers walked up to Lin Zhaocheng and said, "There may be reporters rushing over in a while, I think you should avoid it for a while."

Lin Zhaocheng nodded, and came to help Ru Jian: "Jian, let's go back first."

"It's all your fault, it's all your fault."

Perhaps if she had a father, Lin Qing would not be like this.Ru Jian couldn't understand that Lin Qing, who had been with her for so many days, suddenly threw away everything in the world like this.

Lin Zhaocheng couldn't hold back Ru Jian, so he had to leave first.Chen Yi stayed with Ru Jian: "She should have planned it long ago, but I didn't find out in time, my negligence."

Soon everything in front of them was emptied, and they sat in the house that no longer had an owner, breathing hard on the hard floor.

"Here is a letter, which should be left for the family members."

The police officer in charge of handling the scene asked someone to take a photo of the letter, and then handed the paper to Ru Jian.

"I was born at four o'clock in the morning, I left this world just at the time of birth, and selfishly took my mother with me, and we shared the pain that the birth caused us many years ago.

Jane, you always love to cry and laugh. You should bless me at this time. After all, this is what I have always wanted to do. Probably no one alive can understand my choice. You have to know that this is the only thing I have for my own destiny. The decisions that can be made may not be so beautiful, but there are very few things that we can decide and clarify in our lives.

If you ask me what other wishes I have, I hope that you can live a good life on my behalf and see more of this world.Say hello to Dr Chan for me, she is a wonderful person. "

After reading the letter, Ru Jian cried even harder: "What kind of bullshit theory, can you die just like this, and tell others to live well."

Chen Yi was not as sad as Ru Jian, but her heart seemed to be scratched open. Something kept sinking, and she couldn't help it, making her feel extremely empty in her head.

After a long time, Ru Jian finally stopped crying, she stood up and pulled Chen Yi: "I'll show you her room."

Chen Yi had been to this room before, but now when he came in again, it was completely different from before.

The wall is full of books, and you said sobbingly: "Aunt Yu said that Lin Qing likes to read, so I bought a lot of books for her, and she only read these, and she hasn't finished the rest yet."

"The window also helped her make it bigger. When I asked someone to be her client, she promised me that I would not jump from the window."

Looking out of this widened and enlarged glass window, you can see the scenery of the outer suburbs, and you can see that fireworks are blooming everywhere. No one cares that two lives here have stopped functioning.

Chen Yi's cell phone rang, and Kou obediently complained on the phone: "Are you almost home?"

"Something happened, I might have to go home late."

Chen Yi's voice was a little hoarse, Kou obediently felt tight: "What's wrong with you?"

"fine."

Suddenly being asked this question, Chen Yi burst into tears all at once: "I'll be home in a while."

"I don't want to go, can you stay here with me for one night?"

Hearing that she was leaving, Ru Jian begged Chen Yi, and at the same time said obediently to Kou on the phone: "Obely, let Chen Yi accompany me."

Kou obediently heard that Ru Jian's voice was full of tears, and felt even more uneasy: "Did something happen?"

Chen Yi took a breath, and then said sullenly: "Lin Qing and her mother passed away."

"I'm coming to find you."

In the room, Chen Yuhuan had already taken medicine and went to bed. Chen Changdong insisted on watching the New Year's Eve party and was still watching the TV. Kou obediently explained the matter in general, and then went out with Chen Changdong's key. Before leaving, he did not forget to tell Chen Changdong : "Dad, happy new year."

Chen Changdong nodded and told her, "Be careful driving on the road."

Ru Jian climbed onto the bed, wrapped herself in the quilt, and felt the smell about Lin Qing: "She doesn't like to use perfume, but she still has a fragrant smell on her body, if only I knew about her earlier."

Sitting at Lin Qing's desk, Chen Yi accidentally found some pictures that Lin Qing had drawn casually recently. The pictures were very abstract, and the last one seemed to be drawn recently. I want to leave it to you."

Among most of the abstract paintings, the only one that is different is the portrait of Ru Jian. Ru Jian hugged the painting and cried again: "Chen Yi, I will never have a sister again."

Kou obediently took a taxi to the address given by Chen Yi. She hurried up the floor and walked through the empty living room. Chen Yi walked out of the room and motioned her to whisper: "Ru Jian just fell asleep, she is tired from crying, don't make noise. Wake her up."

Chen Yi hugged Kou Guaiguai tightly as if she had found support: "It's all my fault, I didn't hear Lin Qing's implication, she thought about all this when she wanted to be discharged from the hospital."

Kou obediently patted her on the shoulder lightly: "Many things are out of our control, it's not your fault."

Chen Yi kept shaking his head: "I could have stopped it."

"There are not so many original ones, right?"

Kou Kuaiguai was panicked, she was afraid that Chen Yi would panic, that she would suddenly keep mumbling to herself like Chen Yuhuan: "I don't want to, I don't want to."

The author has something to say:

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To her, Bai Yunmo was a ray of light in the darkness, a sprout in the emptiness, the tenderness of the past, and the deep love in the dream.

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That year was the Year of Jiazi in Qing'an,

This year is the sixth year of Qing'anjia.