Self-illness

After Chen Yi came back from the hospital, he didn't speak much. After washing up early, he lay down in bed without eating.

Kou obediently saw that Chen Yi didn't eat, so he lost his appetite. Chen Changdong's face was also gloomy because he wanted to send Chen Yuhuan away, but Chen Yuhuan still said some inexplicable words in a foolish way.

Guaiguai didn't know whether to be happy or worried, but what was consoling was that Chen Yi didn't suffer from amnesia, and obviously still remembered what he saw during the day.

Chen Yi's obedient surprise and confusion were not at all surprising, but she was so concerned about worrying about Chen Yi that she didn't have the time to guess the cause and effect.

Kou obediently picked some irrelevant things to tell her, but she didn't get a response, so she took a shower and put on her pajamas and came out. As soon as she sat on the bed, she heard Chen Yi suddenly say: "Today I want to sleep alone, okay?"

This was the first time they proposed to sleep separately since they were together, and Kou guaiguai immediately grabbed it, and took a long time to suppress the choking in his throat: "Okay."

She still stuck it up stubbornly, and kissed Chen Yi's side: "Good night, I love you."

No matter what the truth is, I will never give up being with you.

This is the promise I made in my heart when I decided to be with you.

Chen Yi was powerless, or his heart was tightly blocked, and he only hummed to express his response.

She is very messy now, very messy, she keeps thinking, who is she, Chen Yi?

There was the sound of the door being locked and locked, and she knew that Yu had gone out obediently, but she really wanted to be held in her arms, patted on the back and said, I'm here.

But she struggled desperately again, feeling that she must look hideous and embarrassed now, and dare not face her lover.

Since she was a child, she always wanted to get rid of the state of eating alone, doing homework alone, and the parents' meeting without the company of parents. Since she was a child, she felt that she had lost her mother, and she didn't want her father to ignore her.

Suddenly one day, she discovered that she was actually a person who should have no parents, and everything became nothingness.

There is nothing left blank, excellent for whom to see.

At this moment, a face and a hug flashed through her mind, but soon, she shook her head and shook the shadow away from the line she saw on the tombstone during the day [Mr.

No wonder Chen Changdong's attitude changed suddenly, and he asked her to get close to Kou Guaiguai, clearly to bring Kuu Kuaiguai home, and he asked Kou Guaiguai to call him daddy.

Since Yu obediently appeared, he seemed to be a different person.

Everything is premeditated.

Chen Yi completely fell into the situation of self-conjecture. After filtering the people around him again, the black shadow in his head gradually became darker and darker.

She thought of Chen Yuhuan.

Chen Yuhuan knew her, Chen Yuhuan would always call Chen Yi's name, Chen Yuhuan would always say, you have to listen to your uncle...

That patient is her mother?

Stop thinking, stop thinking, stop, take a deep breath, you are a therapist, you can be calm and sane...

The long night is long, the cannibalism clears the dream.

Kou obediently hugged the quilt and slept in the living room, not daring to fall asleep for a moment. The living room was so quiet that there was only the sound of the door curtain fluttering slightly.

She already understood why Chen Yi was so similar to Chen Yuhuan, even if she was the daughter of Chen Changdong and Jiang Ruhui, she would not have any blood relationship with Chen Yi.

But what happened in the middle?

I dozed off unknowingly, and when I woke up at five o'clock, my heart was cold and I was no longer sleepy, so I just got up and started to make some breakfast, so I got the ingredients and put them in the pot to cook the soup slowly.

After tidying up, she quietly entered the room again, she couldn't stand being separated in the long night, seeing the person on the bed sleeping soundly, she gently slipped into the bed.

She gently passed her hand under the pillow, let Chen Yi pillow in her ring, and wrapped her arms around her waist.

warm.

Chen Yi tossed and turned all night, when he was in a deep sleep, he followed the dream and got into the obedient circle as usual.

When it was almost seven o'clock, due to the habit of the biological clock, Chen Yi opened his eyes and found that he was nestled in Yu's obedient arms.

"woke up?"

Yu obediently and carefully tested Chen Yi's state, tightening his hands tightly, for fear that she would push him away.

Unexpectedly, Chen Yi hummed, and then buried her whole body in her neck. It seemed like a long time before she replied, "I'm awake."

Everything is like a dream.

It's just that when eating breakfast, Chen Yuhuan still maintained her habit of not talking while eating, and Chen Changdong was also unusually silent, as if she had aged even more overnight.

After barely drinking some soup, Chen Changdong put down the bowl, and said, "If you are busy, I'll just send Yu Huan to the hospital today."

"Why did you send it back to the hospital?"

Chen Yi also finished eating, put down the bowl and chopsticks, glanced at Chen Yuhuan, then looked at Chen Changdong quietly and said, "Let's talk, and be good."

After tidying up, Kou obediently helped Chen Yuhuan to sit on the balcony. She usually watched the sky outside for a while, and then went into Chen Changdong's study.

Chen Changdong was a little at a loss, sitting in the wide-backed chair, his body sunken down a lot, and he was touching the temples of the reading glasses with his hands back and forth.

"We all know it, and I also want to understand it. It's all old things. When the story is heard well, you have to let us understand what happened in it."

The newly come in was surprised to hear Chen Yi's words obediently. At this time, Chen Yi had completely recovered his usual calm and quietness.

No confusion and helplessness.

"No matter who gave birth to me, I already exist, and I have become what I should be. Right now, I still call you dad, Chen Yuhuan is still my aunt, and I will still be with you in the future. So those in the past, Just wanted to hear from you."

At least let it all come to an end and dust off.

Chen Changdong shivered, and took the hot water that Yu obediently prepared for him: "I thought I didn't have many days, so I might be able to bring these old things to the ground."

But it's good to be able to say it, it's clear in my heart.

Chen Yuhuan was born with the root cause of the disease, withdrawn and depressed, and once even injured my mother, so the family decided to send her to the hospital.

But she ran away from home before it was too late. No one knew where she went or what she experienced. Two years later, she brought back a child, Chen Yi.

At that time, Chen Changdong had just married Jiang Ruhui.

After returning, Chen Yuhuan's mania became more and more obvious. After discussion, the family members agreed to send her to the hospital. I happened to be working in Nan'an Hospital at the time.

Speaking of this, Chen Changdong paused, he still felt that the briefer the past, the better.

After his wife passed away, he was too busy with work to take care of the two children at the same time, and from a doctor's point of view, he hoped that Guaiguai could grow up in a complete family.

He and the Huguo couple originally had a deep friendship, but at that time Wang Yilan had not been able to conceive, so she proposed to give the newly born baby to the Huguo couple to raise.

He didn't expect that the Gu Huguo couple would gradually relax their care of the children because of business matters, so they would go to play with Guaiguai from time to time.

The reason why Chen Yi was kept by his side was also because he was worried that Chen Yi would inherit a disease similar to Chen Yuhuan's. So when Chen Yi started to dabble in the inheritance of psychology and academics, he still thought that he was the right one. Decide.

"Probably so." Probably so, he was still holding the spectacle frame in his hand, without raising his eyes, like a child.

Chen Yi and Kuangaiguai were silent with each other for a while, although the matter was clear, it was all related to their backgrounds after all.

Chen Yi held Kuan Kuai's hand in her palm, and she asked, "Your original intention was to let Kuu Kuai come to me—and your side."

"Yes." The head on the back of the chair was even lower.

"I'm fine." Yu obediently looked around at the two people in the room, and continued, "Really, they are all my relatives anyway."

Chen Changdong let out a long breath, and finally said it, with a clear understanding in his heart.

The house was back to its former appearance. As soon as Chen entered the room to change clothes, he just took off his pajamas when Kou obediently threw him on the bed.

"You scared me to death." Yu obediently bit Chen Yi's neck, and then hugged him tightly.

Chen Yi also stretched out his arms to hug her: "It's actually just a dream. The moment I opened my eyes and saw you, I wanted to wake up and understand what is the past, what is the future, and what is the present."

Chen Changdong on the balcony dragged his days-limited body, and sat beside Chen Yuhuan who was muttering to himself, looking at the world outside together.

Said, at least partly so.

Life is coming to an end, he has thought about it, what should he do if he chooses all over again?

There is no definite answer, I just think it's good enough.

It will still be like this in the next life--

Live like a tree, half of which faces heaven, half of which faces hell, and the rest is left to the world.

"end. "

The author has something to say:

But there are more than one hundred chapters as I wish, and I am determined to finish it.Now I think this ending is very mild, but the character design has been obviously weakened.

Everyone in this article is the same as the original Miss Wen Mingbing. Everyone has their own knots, greed and cowardice.

Chen Yi longed for a perfect and complete life, so he worked hard since he was a child, trying to get Chen Changdong's approval—as for why Chen Changdong ignored her, you can guess the cause of Jiang Ruhui's death.

Kou Kuaiguai is greedy for complete freedom, but she is restrained by Shisan, and her arrogant personality is cut off by Shisan.

Xu Mi is indulgent, her greed is to seek knowledge, and it ends with the confusion of love, and the pursuit of good and evil cause and effect, so it is set that she can only choose to have sex with Ye Qianyan and not flesh.

Ye Qianyan is a morbid body. In fact, she belongs to a relatively perfect and concentrated life in the setting. Even her living conditions are close to perfect. She is actually a character that does not exist in reality. The novelization of her body is obviously a bug. also many

Lin Qing is the complete dark side, her greed is the almighty self-explorer, she rejects any ideological shackles, and insists that only herself is the only one, so no matter what kind of people appear in her life, they will affect her. It will no longer be affected, no matter what kind of psychological counseling Chen Yi does, it doesn't matter.

And Ru Jian is relatively positive. She dares to love and hate, and she is very calm. She will be jealous but will not hate because of it. She is in a place where she believes that there will always be hard work, accumulation and memory. She is easy to cry. She is also easy to laugh. Amu is a very down-to-earth person. She has experienced many realistic things, so it is good to pursue stability and plainness, so Lin Nuo's calm temperament is very good for her.

As for the plot itself, Jiang Ruhui's death was accidental, and you should think of who the murderer is. Also, originally, Chen Yihui fell into a complete morbid crisis, but I think it's really confusing to write it down like that, so I gave up treatment and wrote She just woke up from a dream.

Let me reveal again, in fact, originally, the ending should be:

Location, a clinic of Nan'an Hospital:

[Hey, Dr. Chen, that patient wrote you into the book, and even conceived a partner for you named Guaiguai. 】

【Which patient? 】

[It is the multiple split personality who keeps writing and drawing all day long. 】

【Um? 】

【It's the one who always calls out the name of the hospital as his own. 】

Haha, this is self-defeating. In fact, the scene that was finally fixed in my mind was when Xu Mi received a manuscript that Chen Yihe obediently sent to her. The writer signed the manuscript as Thirteen. After reading it, Xu Mi hugged Ye Qianyan smiled gently: "It's up to me to write things like this. Thirteen's perspective is wrong. Things should start from...."

The final destination is Thirteen, who wrote many, many letters and diaries, and finally collapsed. Do you still remember that she has four personalities? ? ?So she kept coming back to the hospital.

Then Xu Mi also came back, pregnant with Ye Qianyan's child.

At the same time, she redrafted what Shisan wrote——

The reason why Xu Mi changed the draft is because I originally wanted to rewrite this article, but my spirit was very haggard, so let's wait for many years.

May I still hold up my pen when my hair is gray.