On the wedding show before the divorce

After all, Ruan Youran didn't kiss Chu Nian, but she stretched out her arms and hugged Chu Nian and the child into her arms.

The golden sunshine shone on her body, expressing romance and tenderness, and even warming her heart.

Chu Nian leaned against Ruan Youran, sniffing the familiar smell on her body. His arms were soft and upright, with a heart dripping with blood. At this moment, the sun finally penetrated through the gap.

This picture is not unfamiliar.

In her mind and even in her dreams, she thought and looked forward to the picture thousands of times.

Now, it has finally come true.

There was a smile on the corner of Chu Nian's lips, and her amber eyes glowed faintly. She was a little surprised when she looked at her mother upright, she was so beautiful, even a child thought she was so beautiful.She looked up at Mommy again, and as expected, Mommy was also looking at Mommy, her eyes were so gentle.

Finish flying the kite.

Zheng Zhi wanted to eat barbecue, but after having Ruan Youran, she became very unscrupulous, and made all the requests that she didn't dare to make before, Chu Nian was helpless and speechless.

Ruan Youran had long been stupefied with the barbecue grill, and she ran around the yard with Zheng Zhi on her shoulders, one big and one small running to get skewers.

At noon, the elderly group also came over to have a meal. Ruan Qiu pouted her nose and smelled the aroma of skewers. She was a little anxious: "You know I'm losing weight, but you still make it so rich, bullying people?"

Last time at the awards show, a magazine reporter stared at her stomach and asked, "Is Mr. Ruan planning to have a second child?" Ruan Qiu was going crazy. Chu Qing tried to persuade her many times to no avail, so she simply ignored her.

Ruan Youran raised her eyebrows, and she taught integrity to string together: "People say that it's hard to buy fat when you grow old, so you can eat more, my mother doesn't dislike you, you can get less creases if you eat fat, can't you?" ?”

Ruan Qiu was furious: "Little bastard, who do you think is old?" She stood up suddenly: "Ask that little brat in your arms, who did she think of me when we first met?"

Ruan Youran looked down at Zhengzheng, who was wearing strings, she smiled: "Mom said you can't bully children, I'm still a baby."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Ruan Youran: ...

This baby is about to mature.

When the meal was almost ready, the doorbell rang. Ruan Youran didn't think much about it, she thought it was another friend. When she opened the door, she was stunned when she saw the person coming: "Mom..."

With the breeze blowing on her face, Mother Chu saw her smiling slightly, with a gift in her hand: "Youran, let me come and see Niannian and Zhengzhi."

"Ah—" Ruan Youran was a little startled, she turned to look at Chu Nian subconsciously, Chu Nian was also a little startled when she saw her mother, and then lowered her head.

Ordinary children, having such a serious illness and enduring such pressure, are almost unable to survive, and their mothers will be by their side.

But Mother Chu didn't.

Chu Qing is okay, good at restraint, but Ruan Youran looked at Chu's mother in surprise: "Oh, who is this? Isn't this my biological mother? I haven't seen you for a long time, and she looks more and more like a boss. I can't recognize it anymore. .”

Chu's mother naturally felt Ruan Qiu's malice and sarcasm, she smiled slightly: "Mr. Ruan, thank you."

Chu's mother also started in Yifeng at the beginning, and after she had accumulated almost all the contacts in various industries, she switched to a multinational company, and they hadn't seen each other for three years.

The door was opened.

Chu Nian walked in, and Chu's mother followed her. She glanced back at her integrity and smiled slightly.

Chu Nian sat on the bed. To be honest, until now, she didn't know what to say to her biological mother.

"You look better." Chu's mother sized up Chu Nian, and the most important thing was that her eyes were bright again.Chu Ma's face and aura are very similar to Chu Nian's, but because of her profession, she is more domineering and fierce.

Chu Nian was silent.

Chu's mother didn't care about her daughter's indifference, "I bought you tonic."

Chu Nian was still silent. According to the previous procedure, after saying these words, she should leave.

But this time, it didn’t. Chu’s mother stared at Chu Nian for a while, and she took out a file bag from her bag: “Niannian, this is all of mother’s assets, including four properties, stocks, and deposits. , I have gone to the notary office to write a will, and these are all yours."

Chu Nian frowned, and said aggressively, "What are you doing?"

Just say this right away?

It is rare to see a daughter like this.

Chu Ma was slightly surprised, she turned her head to look at her daughter for a long time, and asked, "Did she forgive you?"

Chu Nian pursed her lips tightly and clenched her hands into fists.

Chu Ma thought about it thoughtfully, and she nodded: "Youran loves you more than I imagined, such a feeling is really rare."

Her tone seemed to be talking about an ordinary person.

Chu Nian was very disgusted: "What's the matter?"

These years, the mother and daughter have met too little. Even on the day of her operation, Chu's mother just signed and hurriedly watched her get off the operating table and left. He gave a red envelope and left in a hurry.

Come in a hurry, go in a hurry.

She didn't even hug integrity.

Not even a warm word or a comforting look.

Chu's mother didn't care about her daughter's temper, she looked at Chu Nian: "You may think that mother is cold, but you also know that mother loved you and father so much that she couldn't help herself, but the result afterward, as you have seen, life is better than death Nian Nian, my mother told you that deep love doesn’t last long, and that’s true of any relationship. If you didn’t have such a deep relationship at the beginning, you wouldn’t have suffered so much during those three years in the United States.”

Chu Nian took a deep breath.

Chu Ma got up, and she helped Chu Nian open the window, allowing fresh air to fill the room, "Mom has never been sorry to anyone in her life, but you, I lack the care that a mother should have."

"What happened to you?"

Chu Nian felt that her mother was very strange, she would never say these things to herself before.

Chu Ma turned her head and looked at Chu Nian. With a lift of her hand, the wig was taken off her head. She looked at Chu Nian fixedly. At that moment, her eyes were full of vicissitudes and grief.

Chu Nian suddenly opened his eyes wide, and took a step back uncontrollably.

Chu's mother was not sad, and even smiled slightly: "Niannian, my mother is sick, seriously ill, and has a few months to live. I came this time just to see you."

Chu Nian stared blankly at her mother, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

Chu Ma walked up to Chu Nian and hugged her gently.

It's been a long time since such a hug.

Chu Nian trembled slightly in her arms.

After divorcing her father, Chu's mother became indifferent, not only to Chu Nian, but to everyone.

She has always felt that the most useless thing in the world is affection.

Later, Chu's mother figured it out.

If you are indifferent to anyone, even the closest person, then no matter whether it is life or death, you will not be entangled in pain.

"Okay, kid." Chu's mother gently patted Chu Nian's back: "You are luckier than my mother. I paid wrongly in my whole life, but you found someone who loves you with everything. You have to live well." go down."

Chu Nian's body shrank into a ball, and a cry of "sob" came out of his mouth.

Chu's mother was still laughing, but tears also rolled down the corners of her eyes: "Mom is leaving."

"Where are you going?" Chu Nian grabbed her, where is she going now?

Chu Ma looked deeply at Chu Nian, and wiped away the tears on her face: "My funeral, everything has been arranged, these years, I have not given you anything other than money and material, I If I didn't raise you up, then I'm dead, and you naturally don't have to do anything for me."

Chu Nian bit her lip and looked at Chu's mother with tears in her eyes: "Mom, do you have to be so cruel?"

"Silly boy." Chu's mother looked at Chu Nian: "This is not cruelty, but relief." She looked out the window and murmured: "I have never told anyone in these years, in fact, from the moment I divorced your father From the beginning, I felt that there was no meaning for me to exist in this world, but you were still young... Later, when you grew up and had someone who loved you, my mother was very happy, but became at a loss again."

There were tears in her eyes after all: "Actually, now that I think about this life... everything I did was just to give him a sigh of relief. Now, this breath has finally come out. Seeing that you and integrity are gradually falling apart It's okay, mom can rest assured."

Chu Ma is a decisive person who is almost ruthless.

She said that Chu Nian didn't need to worry about it, even if Chu Nian tried his best, he would not fail to find any news about her.

When coming out of the room.

Originally, Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing were still angry, but they were stunned when they saw the unfinished tears on the mother and daughter's faces.

what's the situation?

"Youran, send your mother off."

Chu Ma looked at Youran and smiled, Ruan Youran was silent for a moment, she looked at Chu Nian and nodded.

The wind in the afternoon was a bit strong, and people who were blowing were unsteady in their steps.

Ruan Youran followed Chu's mother down the stairs one after the other. Chu's mother was silent all the time, but when she reached the stairs, she stopped and looked at Ruan Youran.

Ruan Youran also looked at her, sometimes looking at Chu Ma's appearance, she even wondered if Chu Nian would be the same when she was old.

Chu's mother's eyes were very light and a little far away. She raised her hand and stroked Ruan Youran's hair like before: "My child, I'm sorry."

Ruan Youran had a sore nose and turned her head away.

Chu's mother knew that she was angry, she looked at Ruan Youran: "Niannian is entrusted to you, I am not a responsible mother, but you are an excellent wife."

Ruan Youran looked at Chu's mother suspiciously, how did these words make her feel a little farewell?

Chu Ma smiled lightly: "Niannian is luckier than me, heh..."

Ruan Youran stared at Chu Ma and asked, "Mom, are you too busy recently?"

She knew that Chu Ma's voice became louder and more successful in the end, and she vaguely heard Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing talking about it, but she didn't ask deeply.

Chu Ma looked at Ruan Youran: "Actually, Youran, Nian Nian has nothing these years, she only has your love."

After finishing speaking, she said no more, turned and left.

Ruan Youran stood where she was, staring at Chu Ma in a daze, what... what happened?

when returning home.

The door of Chu Nian's house was closed, Chu Qing and Ruan Qiu carefully sat on the sofa in the living room, and Zheng Zheng also quietly lowered his head to play with toys, the family atmosphere that had just eased a little, disappeared again.

Ruan Youran thought for a while: "Mom, you two go back first, honesty, Mommy will wash your face, you go to bed."

Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing wanted to say something, but seeing Ruan Youran's strong appearance, they gave up. The child has really grown up, especially in the past three years, what Ruan Youran has suffered is not only pain, but also It made her transform and grow quickly. Now, she has unquestionable authority in every gesture.

After sending the two mothers away, Ruan Youran bathed Zhengzheng and put her into bed. She turned to see Chu Nian, Zhengzheng's little hand reached out and grabbed her clothes.

Ruan Youran looked down at her, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Her upright dark eyes were a little apprehensive and frightened, she stared at Ruan Youran, her small mouth tightly shut and said nothing.

Ruan Youran looked sad, she turned around, hugged Zhengzhi, and kissed her forehead again.

Sometimes, the warmth of physical contact is better than all the comfort of words.

After being kissed, hugged and coaxed by Ruan Youran, Zheng Zhi finally spoke, and she shrank into Ruan Youran's arms: "Mum, was that pretty aunt just now grandma?"

Ruan Youran felt pain in her heart when she heard the upright words, she nodded, "Yes."

Tilting his head straight, "Why haven't I seen her?"

Ruan Youran held back her sadness, and touched Zhengzheng's soft hair: "When Zhengzheng was very young, grandma came to visit you. You were too young to remember, but when Zhengzhi grew up, grandma had to work hard to make money. Integrity creates good conditions.”

Zhengzhi let out an "oh", as if he understood.

Ruan Youran kissed her forehead again: "Integrity, you have to remember that although the expressions are different, grandma loves you just like grandmas."

Zhengzhi finally smiled, and she got into bed contentedly: "Mummy, I understand, go and comfort mom."

Ruan Youran looked helplessly at Zheng Zheng, a little kid the size of a ghost.

Zhengzheng was a little worried: "I see that my mother seems very sad."

Ruan Youran tucked in the quilt for her, "This is not something the baby should worry about."

"En!" Zheng Zheng nodded vigorously, and she looked at Ruan Youran expectantly: "Mommy will coax Mommy well, won't she?"

Facing that expectant gaze, Ruan Youran's heart melted, she sighed softly, and nodded.

Now, Zhengzhi was really happy, she lay down obediently, and waved her little hand at Ruan Youran: "Go, Mommy, Zhengzhi will sleep obediently."

Ruan Youran nodded, she walked out, and when she was about to turn off the lights, she said honestly, "Will you secretly kiss your mother too?"

"What?" Ruan Youran froze for a moment, she turned to look at Zhengzhi.

Ruan Youran asked subconsciously, holding the extremely ugly little bear bought by grandma in her arms, "I always see mommy secretly kissing you when mommy is asleep, and mommy is so happy at that time."

Ruan Youran closed the door, thinking about the honest words, she subconsciously touched her face, it was a little hot.

Go to the bedroom.

The door was ajar, the curtains were drawn, the room was dark, and the air was filled with the scent of Chu Nian.

Ruan Youran opened the door and walked in. Chu Nian only occupied a corner of the bed. These days, they both slept in separate rooms. If she didn't mention it, Chu Nian naturally didn't dare to say it. Can bear.

There was a big double bed, but Chu Nian only huddled in a corner. She covered herself from head to toe with a quilt, curled up like a silkworm baby.

Ruan Youran looked distressed, she walked over and sat by the bed.

Chu Nian was crying silently, her body trembling slightly.

She doesn't understand.

Why……

Why is God so unfair to her...

When she was young, she wanted to have a happy family and be loved by her parents like other children, but she didn't.

Growing up slowly, she hoped that her mother could talk to her more and spend more time with her, but she didn't...

After becoming an adult, she hopes to be able to grow old with Ruan Youran, but she can't...

What did she do wrong?

Why do this?

Even though her mother never hugged her, never kissed her, and never gave her even a little warmth of family affection, she still didn't want her to die and wanted her to live well.

Blood is thicker than water.

She loves her mother.

She didn't even say love to her mother just now, she just left.

How many times in her life will she go through this kind of leaving without saying goodbye?

Ruan Youran gently pulled the quilt away, revealing Chu Nian's tear-stained face.

She hesitated and didn't know what to say to comfort her, but Chu Nian suddenly turned around, she hugged Ruan Youran all at once, hugged her tightly with her trembling body, and whispered in her ear with all her strength: "I love you , Ruan Youran, I love you!"

The hot heartbreaking tears fell with "Love You".

Chu Nian hugged Ruan Youran tightly, and she cried loudly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you! I don't want to leave, I don't want to leave...don't leave me...don't want me..."

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