On the wedding show before the divorce

Ruan Youran didn't sleep well all the time, and her alcoholism surged up from time to time, and the family was busy until midnight.

Chu Qing made some pimple soup that was good for digestion, and she fed it to Ruan Qiu, and after she came out, she looked at Chu Nian who was sitting blankly on the sofa, and said in a low voice, "Nian Nian, you can eat some too, it's delicious .”

Chu Nian shook his head, his eyes straightened.

Now food is just for her to live, and she has long been unable to taste the taste.

Ruan Qiu came over, and she touched Chu Nian's hair: "Okay, Nian Nian, your body can't be willful, huh?"

Chu Nian's face turned pale, she looked at Ruan Qiu and then at Chu Qing, and then nodded slightly.

The family eats together, but everyone eats like chewing wax.

After an unknown amount of time, Chu Nian put down the bowl and chopsticks, and said slowly, "I don't want to hide it from her anymore, and I don't want to do anything slowly..."

Ruan Youran was about to collapse, and she was about to collapse too.

Pain again and again, tears again and again...

She really has no end in sight.

Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing were silent, Chu Nian told the two elders their thoughts before and after, Ruan Qiu nodded: "We will not stop you from doing this, after all, it is unfair to integrity, but, Nian Nian, you body... You can no longer fly to the United States tomorrow, and I will do this."

Nian Nian's lips moved.

Chu Qing patted her hand, "Yeah, there are mothers. Before you officially tell Jianjian, you must first ensure your health. Go to mother's hospital tomorrow, and I will make arrangements for you."

It's really time.

Chu Nian didn't know how she nodded, her hands and feet were cold, and her heart was also cold.

to now.

Although Ruan Youran hated her, she was still able to communicate with her and didn't dare her to leave. Then...

Jianjian woke up at noon the next day.

Her head was hurting like a burst, she looked down at the pajamas she had changed into, and then looked to the side, in a daze, Chu Qing pushed open the door and came in with a bowl of porridge, "Are you awake?"

Ruan Youran nodded. Although she was awake, she still felt uncomfortable, and there was no comfortable place in her body.

Chu Qing: "Drink some porridge."

"I don't want to drink..." Ruan Youran turned to the beginning, she didn't like porridge the most, and before, if she wanted to drink something light, it was as difficult as going to heaven.

Chu Qing smiled, she put the bowl aside, looked at Ruan Youran: "Mama feed you?"

Ruan Youran looked at Chu Qing in surprise, her face was a little red: "What are you doing? You made me look like a baby boy."

"Isn't it Naiwazi?" Chu Qing stared into her eyes: "Crying, making noise and tossing until the middle of the night, Niannian has been waiting for you."

When Chu Nian was mentioned, Ruan Youran stopped talking, she lowered her head and bit her lip.

Chu Qing stroked her hair, "No matter how troublesome you are, you must always pay attention to your body. Didn't you say that you will wipe the drool on me and your demented mommy in the future? If you continue like this, I'm afraid it will not be as good as our body. "

Ruan Youran's eye circles were a little red, Chu Qing dragged the bowl: "Mom hasn't eaten with you for a long time."

In the end, she still drank half a bowl of porridge. Although it didn't help her mother's stomach, Ruan Youran felt that her stomach was getting better. She looked out and pursed her lips.

Chu Qing knew what she was thinking: "Niannian has some things to do. By the way, cheap, Sawyer came to you yesterday and said that she will go back to the United States tomorrow and hope you can contact her."

Ruan Youran nodded.

Chu Qing: "Niannian is in such a hurry, go home and bring her some daily necessities such as clothes."

Ruan Youran froze. The home her mother mentioned was their small home in the past. Although they didn't live there often, they hadn't been back for a long time.

Chu Qing stretched out her arms, hugged Ruan Youran, and gently pressed a kiss on her forehead: "Okay, mommy's baby girl, everything will be fine, huh?"

……

Sometimes, family affection has the same healing effect as love.

When Ruan Youran arrived at the agreed coffee shop, she was already in a much better mood. She even chewed gum to freshen her breath.

Sawyer's arrival caused quite a stir. She was wearing a very formal dress, with a pinched red dress like a flame, and her makeup was delicate and delicate.

She watched Ruan Youran sit down, and directly took the wallet in her hand: "This is the gift I bought for you before I left."

Ruan Youran took it, and she smiled: "I didn't bring you a present."

Seeing her smile, Sawyer lost his mind for a moment, "It's still the same hello."

Ordered coffee.

While chatting, the two of them deliberately did not bring up heavy topics, and they chatted freely as if they had just met.

At the end, Sawyer looked at her watch, and she got up: "Rousi, can you give me one last time?"

Ruan Youran hooked the corners of her lips: "Just send it off, don't say it so tragically, what is the last time? We are still friends, aren't we?"

still friends...

Sawyer's nose was a little sour, and her sapphire-like eyes looked at Ruan Youran: "Do you know why I left?"

Ruan Youran shook her head, a little dazed.

She is also very strange.

It was originally agreed that Sawyer would be a guest star in the next show, but now that she is gone, Director Niu is afraid that he will invite someone else again.

Sawyer looked into Ruan Youran's eyes firmly: "I'm scared when I see your relationship with her."

She spoke directly, Ruan Youran pursed her lips.Are you afraid?In the past, as long as anyone knew the relationship between her and Chu Nian, there was no one who did not envy their love.

Sawyer tried hard to relax herself. She leaned forward and hugged Ruan Youran: "Rousi, I don't quite understand your thrilling feelings, but seeing you suffer for love, seeing her love for you And so unlike her..."

She met Chu Nian on the set, she was so arrogant and cold, like a queen.

As long as she stood there, it seemed that every strand of her hair had an untouchable aura.

It’s like a big sister in the entertainment industry like her sister, and she has to look at her face when she says something, but Chu Nian looked at Ruan Youran, the pain and heartbreak in her eyes last night, when she wiped Ruan Youran’s face tenderness...

Sawyer murmured: "Maybe this is the magic power of love, but I don't want to. I finally understand what it means to be a couple for life in China. Whether it is love or happiness, even if it is pain, you can only love it." She gave it to you, right?" She smiled and left Ruan Youran's arms, Suoya smiled as cheerfully as when they first met: "So I suddenly figured out, in fact, sometimes deep affection is not necessarily a It's a good thing, as good as I am, eating and drinking, enjoying life. I have to go, Youran, if I don't go, I will become what I hate. "

Ruan Youran's nose was sour when she said this, she looked at Sawyer: "You want to be happy."

Sawyer nodded: "I will, and so will you."

Sawyer really walks the talk.

She is like a flame.

It came vigorously, and after making it clear, it dispersed gorgeously.

After seeing her off, Ruan Youran drove the car alone, thinking about her words on the way to Xiao's house.

One pair for life people……

Is infatuation good or bad for a person?

No one can tell.

It's just... Ruan Youran let out a sigh of relief, the beginning of love is always dazzling and makes people desperate. If you can control your emotional investment from the beginning and try hard not to get hurt, is that still true love?

When she arrived at the door of the house, Ruan Youran was a little nervous. The door was locked with a combination, and she didn't know if Chu Nian had changed it after she came back.

Enter her and Chu Nian's birthday, and with the sound of music, the door is opened.

open the door.

Everything in the room remains the same.

Ruan Youran looked at it but got wet eyes.

This is the small home where she and Chu Nian were outside.

The two bought it together, and even the decoration of each place was discussed by the two of them together.

The whole house is like the ocean, with a pure blue background, because Ruan Youran likes the sea, she thinks the creatures in the sea are extremely cute, and at the same time yearns for their gentleness.

Ruan Youran often pretended to be a sea monster in the room when she was happy, often bullying Chu Nian.

This hut was once filled with their laughter and laughter.

In the room, there was still the smell of Chu Nian, which proved that she had been here not long ago.

Ruan Youran was silent for a moment, she didn't dare to stay longer, she went straight into the bedroom, and packed clothes for Chu Nian with the suitcase she had prepared in advance.

Where to put the coat...where to put the skirt...even as small as where to put the panties...

Three years seems to cut a lot.

It's like never leaving.

Ruan Youran quickly packed up her clothes. Before leaving, she looked at the photo album on the table. It was a group photo of the two of them, from childhood to adulthood.

——Don't turn over.

Although she said so in her heart, Ruan Youran still moved her hands.

Turning to the first page, she was still a little baby fat back then, wearing a pink skirt and a hairpin, with one arm around Chu Nian's neck, smiling happily at the camera.

Chu Nian in the camera is also like a little princess, but she is not as fleshy as her face. She seems a little embarrassed and eats with her hands in her mouth.

Who would have known that the actress who was popular all over the country later had the habit of eating her hands when she was nervous.

Ruan Youran couldn't help laughing, she pulled out the chair and sat down.

The next photo was when the two were arguing. It seemed that Ruan Qiu had captured and photographed it, and there were her paw prints in it.

Chu Nian was very careful, and each one was marked with the time, but what she wrote was not the date in the traditional sense, but - our fifth year.

In the photo, she and Chu Nian seemed to have quarreled, she kept a lollipop hanging from her mouth and did not look at Chu Nian, Chu Nian looked at her with cautious eyes.

Ruan Youran's heart ached.

That's it……

From childhood to adulthood, Chu Nian always looked at her with such eyes in many places she couldn't see, and it was because of this distress that she couldn't restrain herself again and again.

— Our ten years old.

That photo was Ruan Youran's favorite. The two of them were wearing yellow hair, crossing the road together, holding hands. Ruan Youran was changing her teeth, and when she smiled, she lost her teeth.

Such innocence.

- Our 12 year old.

This photo was taken by Ruan Youran herself, and she specially wrote a teasing line next to the photo—everything happens every day.

Chu Nian has been particularly enthusiastic about learning since she was a child. There are exercise books in front of her, and Ruan Youran is gesticulating with a spicy stick in her mouth.

- Our 13 year old...

In junior high school, Chu Nian has not changed much, still wearing school uniform, but now Ruan Youran is obviously rebellious, her hair is not tied up well, her eyes are full of obstinacy, she puts her arm around Chu Nian, leans her against him, laughs Domineering and strong.

- Our 14 year old...

This one, she and Chu Nian quarreled.

It was Chu Nian who was angry with her, sitting alone on the side of the road with tears in her eyes, she approached from behind, trying to cover her eyes with her hands.

……

15 years old, 16 years old, 17 years old...

Scrolling down one by one, Ruan Youran cried while laughing, and when she turned to the 20-year-old couple wearing wedding dresses looking at each other when they got married, she suddenly felt a sense of vicissitudes.

Human life is so short.

Her mother once told her that life is like a dream, and like dew is like electricity.

If you don't cherish it well, it will turn gray all of a sudden.

She continued to scroll down, it was all the bits and pieces of their lives.

In the 27th year, it was blank.

Ruan Youran was silent, she closed her eyes, that was when Chu Nian left her.

Originally, she wanted to close the album, but Ruan Youran subconsciously turned another page. She thought it would be blank, but it wasn't.

On the album, there was a horizontal B-ultrasound photo, Ruan Youran was a little puzzled, the B-ultrasound photo looked like a small Doudou, black and white, with an English paragraph below.

She lowered her head and took a closer look, her heartbeat accelerated suddenly, like a lightning strike.

that moment.

At that time.

Ruan Youran felt as if she was being burned by something, her whole body was hot, and her eyes were red.

She stared at the line of words, her hands trembled uncontrollably, and the blood in her whole body seemed to be ignited.

turn back...

It is still a B-ultrasound list.

It's just that there is Chu Nian's words on it.

— her four months.

—Her eight months.

—Her nine months...

Ruan Youran was short of breath, and her eyes were already blurred with tears. In the past, many guesses were like veins, which instantly closed and gathered together.

She flipped back again.

It's a picture of a child.

The child in the photo is wrinkled, but she is still smiling at the camera. She hasn't opened her eyes yet, but Ruan Youran is very familiar with those eyes. Every time she looks in the mirror, she will compliment the people around her: "Hey , look at how my eyes are so charming and beautiful, I am really afraid that I might accidentally confuse all sentient beings."

Fascinating all beings...

They have exactly the same eyes.

turn back...

It was the child wearing overalls and being hugged by Chu Nian and smiling brilliantly.

Underneath, Chu Nian wrote a line.

——Just one year old, my mother and I love you.

If you still can't believe it...

Then the face that was pasted and copied with her now.

Ruan Youran flipped through the album quickly and eagerly, and found her baby fat from the earliest days.

Two photos paired together...

The vicissitudes of life...

Something came to mind.

——A beautiful girl like me should have a beautiful and unrestrained name like the wind, but my two nasty mothers, who knew that they were showing affection, gave me such a shabby name, cheap?Hehe, when people hear it, they want to kick my ass from behind!If I become a mother in the future, I will never do this!

——I want to call my child upright, call it—righteousness!Hmph, I won't be like two mothers who ignore the child every day, and I will love her with my life! "

……

With a "snap", the album fell to the ground, and Ruan Youran hadn't had time to pick it up.

With the sound of "tick", the door was opened, and there was a soft and timid sound from outside the house.

"Will she not like me?"

Chu Nian bent down and stroked Zheng Zheng's hair: "Why, she loves you just like mother."

Zheng Zhi lowered her head, looking at the Lego gift she bought for her mother, she was still nervous: "She..."

The voice just fell.

The door was slammed open.

Ruan Youran, whose face was full of tears, came out. At this moment, she didn't need anyone to tell her, her eyes fell on Zheng Zheng's body.