On the wedding show before the divorce

— or?

These words came out of Chu Nian's mouth, with endless temptation and extraordinarily enchanting.

People who are used to being cold and ascetic, but now she would say such words, the flames in her eyes were still jumping.

Ruan Youran's heart was flustered, she was silent for a while, and looked at Chu Nian: "Chu Nian, what are you doing?"

There was obvious resistance in her cold voice.

Chu Nian smiled faintly, and turned her body backwards, "I put on lipstick for you, what are you thinking?"

Ruan Youran: ...

People have long thought of retreating.

In those years together, such a scene almost never happened. Although Ruan Youran was still calm on the surface, his eyes staring at Chu Nian were shaking.

everything's ready.

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian went out.

Originally Ruan Youran wanted to drive by herself, but Chu Nian looked her in the eyes: "How about driving a car?"

Ruan Youran didn't speak.

Chu Nian lowered her head and said in a pitiful low voice, "I'm a little tired."

This word...

In the past, Ruan Youran almost tried her best to get Chu Nian to act like a baby, but now, her heart beat wildly after hearing it.

How long has it been since.

A lot of emotions fade away.

The separation she once thought would last forever.

But Ruan Youran misjudged her own resistance, she thought that now she could face Chu Nian calmly.

But it's just that she thought...

A word from Chu Nian, an expression, or even a casual glance can disturb her heart.

The weather is fine today, with a gentle breeze blowing comfortably.

Chu Nian was afraid that Ruan Youran would be disgusted by being too anxious, so she sat in the back. Ruan Youran didn't pay much attention at the beginning of the car, but then she inadvertently glanced at the mirror and found that Chu Nian was looking at her.

Eye to eye.

Chu Nian immediately turned his head away.

Ruan Youran frowned imperceptibly, she deliberately observed carefully, as expected... Whenever she went to look, Chu Nian must be looking at her, her eyes were full of reluctance and even a hint of nostalgia. ...bitter.

Ruan Youran felt a little uncomfortable.

It's not because of Chu Nian's gaze, but because she always faintly feels that there is a feeling of life and death parting in her eyes, as if she can't see it if she doesn't look at it.

Because she kept watching secretly, Chu Nian naturally saw Ruan Youran frowning, she pursed her lips, not daring to look any further, and took Ruan Youran's clothes on the back seat to cover herself.

Smelling the familiar aroma, the person in front of her eyes is the one she loves to the core...

She was close at hand, but her attitude was as cold as ice.

Chu Nian covered Ruan Youran's clothes, her eye circles were slightly red, she didn't want to be in a hurry, but time was precious... She was afraid that before she left, she wouldn't be able to have a real hug.

The distance was a bit long, and the school was in the suburbs of Changping, so everyone decided to stay there.

Surrounded by greenery, what Dahua said is right, there are indeed few people here, so you can avoid a lot of unnecessary attention.

Two hours later, Ruan Youran parked the car, and when she looked back, Chu Nian had fallen asleep at some point.

She leaned against the seat so softly, with her clothes still on her body, even when she was asleep, her brows were furrowed, and her hands seemed to be habitually placed on her chest.

This is not the first time Ruan Youran has seen such a painful appearance and such a movement, she was silent for a moment, then said softly: "Chu Nian."

Chu Nian slept very lightly, she moved her body, opened her eyes, and smiled at Ruan Youran.

That look, that smile...

It made Ruan Youran feel sad, since she was a child, she has long been used to pampering Chu Nian at the top of her heart.

When a person just woke up, there would be a mist of pity in her eyes, especially at this time Chu Nian, she seemed to be unable to control her eyes, and her eyes fell on Ruan Youran's face again.

She looked at it seriously, carefully, and it was heartbreaking.

Ruan Youran tilted her head, her voice choked with sobs: "Get up, the time is almost up."

Chu Nian nodded, she stretched out her hand almost out of habit, Ruan Youran looked at it, but turned around without holding it.

"Ahhhhh!!! Niannian!!!"

Fortunately, Dahua's cry like bomb/bomb broke the sadness. Ruan Youran and Chu Nian looked up together, Dahua was dressed up beautifully, and she specially made a pink skirt, she carried the skirt Some funny ran over.

Facing her old classmates, Ruan Youran's heart was also excited. Just as she was about to speak, Da Hua pulled her away and hugged Chu Nian tightly.

Apart from Ruan Youran, Dahua is the person who has the most bond with Chu Nian.

Chu Nian was hugged, her eye circles were a little hot, and she patted Dahua's back lightly: "Okay, I still look like a child."

Dahua hugged Chu Nian tightly. These years, the two have met each other and called from time to time.

But after all, it’s not like being together as often as when she was a teenager, and Dahua knows the nature of Chu Nian’s work and how busy she is. Sometimes, even if she misses it, she will secretly go to Chu Nian and Ruan Youran’s house to chat just fine.

"Where have you been?" Dahua's tears fell as soon as she said them. She has a hot personality, but she is quite handsome in appearance. Ruan Youran's evaluation at the time was a wolf in sheep's clothing. She cried like this She looked a little pitiful.

Chu Nian's eyes were also red, she hugged the big flower and didn't speak.

Ruan Youran looked at the students who walked over with a smile not far away, shook her head slightly, and left.

"Nian Nian, what happened?"

Dahua also felt that something was wrong, she stabilized her mood and stared at Chu Nian's eyes: "Youran didn't scold me."

If she dared to hold Chu Nian for such a long time before, Ruan Youran would have groaned from the side.

Chu Nian was silent for a while, then said slowly: "I did something wrong, she doesn't want me anymore."

She lowered her head, her eyes were red.

What? ? ? ! ! !

Dahua's eyes were full of shock, "Impossible!"

Basically denying without thinking, Dahua shook her head again: "Impossible, how could she not want you?"

The two of them have walked this journey, how difficult it is, how difficult it is, Dahua knows.

Back then when I was in college, the world was turned upside down. How many times did Ruan Youran say viciously that she was going to let go, and what happened in the end?Isn't it also that the more they fight, the more they fall in love, how could she just separate like this?

Chu Nian stopped talking, and put her chin on Dahua's shoulder, stabilizing her emotions.

Dahua was silent, her hand gently patted Chu Nian's shoulder.

After a while, Chu Nian smiled: "Okay, let's go, today shouldn't be sad."

Dahua looked into her eyes worriedly: "Nian Nian, your complexion is a little bad, and you feel tired all over. Are you too tired from work?"

She held Chu Nian's hand, Chu Nian didn't want to talk about these boring topics, she looked at Dahua: "How are you and Susu?"

Dahua and Susu, a pair of enemies, also started in college, and they are more tolerant. They have been tormenting and flirting with each other for almost ten years, and they are still not together. Every time Chu Nian listens to it, he sighs.

Dahua bit her lip: "I heard that she followed the advice of her family and went on a blind date."

She took a deep breath: "That's fine, she is a wealthy nobleman, she is different from a poor commoner like me, shouldn't everything be done right?"

Dahua was about to cry when she said this, Chu Nian squeezed her hand: "Okay, don't lose your temper, life is so short, you have been struggling for so long, you should cherish it."

Da Hua looked at Chu Nian in surprise, "Nian Nian you..."

Her family, Niannian, can actually comfort people.

Chu Nian stopped talking. She looked at Ruan Youran who was already quarreling with her friends in the distance, and said softly, "If I can go back to the past... I am willing to give everything."

back to those days……

This is what many people have hoped for countless times.

People, in this life, how many people can't help themselves.

How many times have you missed it.

I really understand that I suddenly know how to cherish that day, I am afraid that everything is really too late.

The relationship between students is always the most sincere. Ruan Youran feels that she has not been so relaxed for a long time. She used to be a famous person in school. At this time, there are a lot of people around her, everyone laughing and chatting, talking Where did this classmate go, what did that classmate do, what were the teachers doing, there was constant laughter.

Chu Nian in the distance was also the same as before, she was sitting there smiling and talking to her classmates, but her gaze was always on Ruan Youran softly.

Ruan Youran felt that her heart, which had been numb for a long time, seemed to be infected by the breath of youth at this moment, it seemed to be hot again, and she came back to life.

Li Feifei was the last one to come. When she entered the room, she was out of breath, with an apologetic face all over her face: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry everyone, I sent the child to her grandma's house, so I came late."

Whoops!

Everyone booed, "Hurry up, punish yourself with three cups, Feifei, are you married and have children??!! What does your brother-in-law do? Why didn't you bring it for us to see?"

Li Feifei was very refreshing, she picked up the cup and drank it down, "Hey, isn't it because I got divorced the year before last and didn't have a chance to bring it to you?"

She spoke calmly, without any trace of sadness.Everyone was stunned, and after a brief silence, the squad leader got up and put his arms around Feifei: "Okay, it's rare for all of us to come together today, don't say sad things, come, let's toast together, for friendship!"

"For friendship!"

……

A toast to yesterday, a toast to the past.

In the blink of an eye, the former high-spirited teenagers have grown up.

Everyone hugged and sang and laughed, as if in a flash, they returned to before graduation.

Ruan Youran was very relaxed. At the end, the squad leader sang Errenzhuan. She tapped the bowl with her chopsticks to accompany the accompaniment, and her face was filled with a smile that she hadn't seen for a long time.

Chu Nian watched from a distance, his heart felt as if it had been ironed by something.

Da Hua sneaked closer and bit her ear: "Look, you still said that you separated, but when you look at her, your eyes are full of light."

Chu Nian didn't explain, but just looked at Ruan Youran.

Li Feifei also looked at Chu Nian thoughtfully at the side. She seemed to be thinking about something and didn't speak for a long time.

classmate reunion.

Feelings are real.

Time is also true.

It's been so long since I graduated.

Everyone has their own jobs, and many of them have already married and established businesses. It is inevitable that everyone will talk about family and children.

Liang Zi, who had a crush on Ruan Youran, has now become the boss of his own company. He always liked Ruan Youran, but he didn't dare to get close to him. Now, his face turned red from drinking, and he kept staring at Ruan Youran.

The squad leader was very discerning, and he asked Ruan Youran with a smile: "Youran, do you have any children?"

If that's the case, you shouldn't have asked.

But at the moment, everyone was drunk, laughing and chatting so loudly that they had long forgotten those extraneous objects.

child?

Ruan Youran subconsciously looked at Chu Nian in the distance, she smiled wryly and shook her head: "No."

People like her will never have children of their own.

These days, Ruan Youran also thought about whether she did something wrong in her previous life, so she has to be punished in this life.

It's like she likes children very much, but neither she nor Chu Nian can have them;

She loves Chu Nian very much, but she left without saying goodbye.

She couldn't get out, and she couldn't forgive.

When people grow up, are they always not as happy as when they were young?

After Liangzi drank the wine, her gaze gradually became obsessed, lingering on Ruan Youran for a long time.

Ruan Youran naturally felt it, she smiled and did not evade, raised her cup to respect Liangzi: "Come on, Liangzi, take a sip, thank you for taking care of me before, when you get married, you must tell me, I will give you and sister-in-law Wrap a big red envelope."

In the past, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian didn't attend many class reunions, that's why.

Young love is always nostalgic, obsessed, and never forgotten.

So, when we meet again, we are already adults, and we always want to make up for the regrets in our hearts.

Inevitably, there will be accidents where the gun misfires...

Chu Nian and Ruan Youran were influential figures when they were in college, but Chu Nian is fine, because he is cold and not good at expressing, many people have a crush on him even if they like him and dare not say it.

Ruan Youran is not. Her smile, her voice, and even her eyes... all easily inspire courage. After a party, Chu Nian stayed silent when she went home, and turned her back to Ruan Youran when she slept at night.

Ruan Youran coaxed for a long time, and then she swore firmly: "Okay, okay, Nian Nian, don't be sad, if you don't allow me in the future, I will never go to these parties, okay, huh?"

Chu Nian turned around and got into her arms, with tears in his eyes: "I'm sorry... I'm just scared."

"I know." Ruan Youran kissed her forehead, how could she not know?

The past is still in my mind.

Chu Nian looked at Liang Zi in the distance who didn't know what they were talking about. She was silent for a moment, took a sip of wine, got up and went out.

The hotel is a bit stuffy, because of the consideration of confidentiality, the squad leader specially reserved a private room in the mountains.

The air outside was crisp and pleasant.

Chu Nian stood silently, feeling sad in her heart, if it was before, she still had the right to be angry.

What now?

Even if Ruan Youran falls in love with someone else, what can she do?

After Ruan Youran finished drinking with Liangzi, Liangzi smiled mischievously: "Youran, actually, I also know that I am wishful thinking, but there is always a thought in my heart, among other things, I hope you are all well."

"Thank you."

Ruan Youran put down her wine glass, she looked in Chu Nian's direction and found no one, so she also got up and walked out.

At the bamboo grove, she saw Chu Nian standing there alone. She was about to speak when Li Feifei suddenly walked over and stood beside Chu Nian.

In fact, last time, Chu Nian had already discovered something wrong with Li Feifei, but he didn't investigate further.

Now, the smell of wine came over with a strange aroma, and Chu Nian subconsciously moved to the side.

Li Feifei felt this alienation, she smiled helplessly: "I thought you broke up."

Chu Nian was silent.

Li Feifei looked at the sky in the distance: "Actually, Nian Nian, I can understand your feelings." She reached out to catch a ray of wind: "I used to think that the love that started when I was a teenager was indestructible, that's why I love you in the most brilliant career." Marry him at the peak of your life and have children. But what about later? It’s just a dream, no matter how deep the relationship is, it’s not worth the trivialities of life. Over the years, he’s been busy with his, I’ve been busy with mine, and ours The relationship has long since existed in name only.”

Li Feifei shook her head: "We are all at fault for the divorce, but the child is suffering."

Chu Nian remained silent.

Li Feifei turned her head to look at her: "How about you? Is your child okay?"

In fact, the last time we met on the plane, she saw Chu Nian's familiar way of raising children and the way she looked at Ruoruo, so Li Feifei guessed that she might have children too.

These words made Ruan Youran's heart skip a beat.child?How could she have children? !

Chu Nian turned her head and looked at Li Feifei expressionlessly: "I can't give you what you want. I have a wife."

Li Feifei nodded, "But she doesn't love you anymore, does she?"

She had been looking at Ruan Youran and Chu Nian just now, and Li Feifei found that Ruan Youran hadn't looked at Chu Nian while drinking, but Chu Nian had been looking at her. The friendship in his eyes made Li Feifei jealous, "You are not suitable."

Now Li Feifei already has enough confidence, "She is the proud child of heaven. She grew up in such a family that cannot be looked up to since she was a child. She will not understand the feelings of people like us who have worked hard all the way to have our own career." She said Looking at Chu Nian, there was a spark in his eyes: "If we are together, I will not make you sad, I understand you."

Chu Nian was not even in the mood to talk to Li Feifei at this moment, she shook her head.

There is no way to compare Li Feifei's so-called unforgettable love when she was young, with her love with Youran, and she doesn't bother to compare.

Chu Nian turned around to leave, but saw Ruan Youran standing behind the pillar.

Li Feifei also saw it, her expression remained unchanged, and she left slowly, but the moment she passed Ruan Youran, there was a hint of sarcasm on the tip of her nose.

They are not suitable.

For Chu Nian.

Ruan Youran is too childish.

Ruan Youran didn't respond, if this was her before, she would definitely be furious and pull Li Feifei to reason.

Now, she just looked at Chu Nian, with the breeze brushing her cheek, Ruan Youran said slowly, "Actually, what she said makes sense."

Chu Nian was quite happy seeing Ruan Youran at first, but now hearing her words, it was as if someone poured a bucket of cold water down from head to toe.

"What do you mean?"

Chu Nian spoke very aggressively, and her eyes changed. She rarely lost her temper, but when she was really angry, it was scary.

Ruan Youran seemed to be looking at her, and also at the bamboo forest behind her: "We are not young anymore, since we have separated, we have to plan for the future."

Chu Nian's eyes instantly turned red.

Ruan Youran murmured: "It may be painful at first, but... you will find someone who loves you more, and so do I..."

Isn't this the so-called life?

Chu Nian was so angry that her breath became short of breath. She stepped forward and stared into Ruan Youran's eyes and asked, "Do you have to say such things to hurt me?"

Ruan Youran shook her head, she turned and left.

Chu Nian bit her lip, and said word by word behind her: "If you want to love, just love, Ruan Youran, in this life, I will not love anyone except you."

People left, I don't know if she heard.

Chu Nian was so sad that she wanted to spurt blood, she put her hands on her chest and took a deep breath.

It's ok... she can persist...

Ruan Youran didn't know what was wrong with her, she said those things in a mess, originally for Chu Nian, but in the end, she was the one who felt sad.

She found an empty room and sat down, trying to reach for a cigarette in her pocket, but it took a long time to find that she didn't bring it.

Do not turn on the light.

Just sit with the curtains drawn.

The cold air in the mountains gradually seeped out, and the room was a bit big for family gatherings. Ruan Youran felt a little cold, and she hugged herself slowly.

With a "creak", the door was pushed open, accompanied by a faint familiar aroma.

Chu Nian walked in, although she didn't turn on the light, but she seemed to be able to see, went straight to the corner and covered Ruan Youran with the clothes in her hand.

Ruan Youran remained silent, Chu Nian squatted down, she looked up at Ruan Youran, "Don't be like this, okay, Youran?"

In the darkness, Ruan Youran couldn't see her, but tears slowly fell.

"Even if it's hate, even if it's anger, even if it's not love..." Chu Nian murmured, "You don't want to be like this."

miss.

I miss that Ruan Youran who used to giggle all day long.

I miss that bitch who doesn't have a single word in his mouth.

The smell of tears filled the air, Chu Nian grabbed Ruan Youran's hand, and slowly placed it on his chest: "It hurts a lot here."

In the darkness, she couldn't see Chu Nian, but she could feel the beating heart under her palm. She was about to speak when she heard a "squeak" and the door was pushed open again.

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian were startled, they were about to get up, when they heard the familiar voice, they were all quiet.

"what are you doing?"

Dahua's voice, she seems to be used to the chair when being grabbed.

Soon, Susu's voice came over: "Are you going to be ashamed? You just drink when she gives you wine?"

Dahua: "What right do you have to control me? You leave as soon as you say, and you just leave a message and want me to wait for you to be your widow?"

Susu was furious: "You promised me, you will believe me, I need time to deal with the matter in hand, and then stand in front of you cleanly, are you so impatient?"

Dahua cried: "Clean? Hehe, you are too dirty now, get out, don't touch me."

Susu raised her voice: "Get out? I'm not clean? I'll let you see who is not clean."

Immediately afterwards, there were various indescribable sounds.

The clothes seemed to be torn apart. At first, Dahua struggled, but later, it became another voice.

Ruan Youran in the corner was going crazy, how could it be such a coincidence?With so many rooms, these two people have to choose this room?What now?By the way, Ruan Youran suddenly remembered that there seemed to be a back door. Chu Nian was still holding her hand on her chest, and there was a stimulating voice in her ear, and Ruan Youran suddenly pulled her hand back.

Taking a deep breath, Ruan Youran was about to calm her beating heart, and then quickly slipped out of the back door.Chu Nian suddenly hugged her neck, and in the darkness, Chu Nian's unique fragrance rolled over, her gentle breath sprayed around her ears, and she almost uttered a voice with her vocal cords against Ruan Youran's ears: " Don't move, it's not easy for Dahua."

The breath was itchy, and Ruan Youran felt his heart was itchy.

Immediately afterwards, Chu Nian's body also pressed over, as if to prevent Ruan Youran from escaping: "Don't make any noise, it will disturb them."