On the wedding show before the divorce

When Chu Nian adjusted her mood and came out of the shower, it was almost twelve o'clock. She was sitting in the room, quietly looking at everything around her.

It's been three years...

She hasn't set foot in the house for three years.

But in this home, their room seems to have never changed.

She knew that the past three years had been a severe injury to Ruan Youran, but when Chu Nian really faced all this, the sympathetic pain came up along with the blood.

Their bedrooms haven't changed at all...

The big bed is the color of violet she loves, behind the bed is an abstract cartoon image of the two of them drawn by Ruan Youran, in the closet are all the light-colored skirts she loves... Her photos are still on the table... every corner... …even the watch she left at home when she left, the clothes she threw away after her pre-scene and slut sex…

Every place was cleaned clean, but the furnishings hadn't changed at all.

It's as if she never left in these three years...

Nothing has really changed.

Chu Nian hugged Xiao Sao, touched its fluffy fur, and felt its pink belly that was as warm as when she was a child. Her tears welled up little by little, forcing her back again and again.

She didn't know these three years.

How did Ruan Youran let her walk through such an environment again and again.

12: 30.

Chu Nian couldn't sleep. With her mother by her side, Xiao Sao was already sound asleep on the bed. The puppy's mind was very simple. It was picked up by Chu Nian back then. Owner.Chu Nian got up to go to the rooftop to look at the stars, but as soon as she left the living room, she smelled smoke unexpectedly.

In the darkness, there was a little redness from cigarette butts, Chu Nian was silent for a moment, and she turned on the light.

Ruan Youran was forced to half-close her eyes, and saw that it was Chu Nian. She didn't speak, and her expression was cold.

Chu Nian found that Ruan Youran had become silent, as long as she was there before, her small mouth would never stop, but now, she is so reticent.

What can time change?

One desperately wants to learn to open up and express...

The other has fully learned to shut up and bury everything in his heart...

Chu Nian was also silent for a while, and she said slowly, "I'm hungry and want to cook noodles, do you want to eat?"

She is not hungry at all.

It's just...suddenly speaking, she didn't know how to communicate with Ruan Youran.

Ruan Youran shook her head and continued to smoke.

Chu Nian cooked a large portion of noodles. Although Ruan Youran sat in the living room and didn't speak, she was inexplicably excited by this little bit of fireworks and this familiar feeling.

When she brought out the bowl of noodles, Ruan Youran was tilting her head and looking at the stars outside the window, her eyes were a little empty and her expression was blank.

Chu Nian pursed her lips, and she brought the noodles to the table.

In the past, if she was willing to cook the noodles, Ruan Youran would definitely rely on her and refuse to let go. You take a bite and I eat a bite of sweetness.

But now...

She didn't even look back.

Chu Nian was ready to accept her indifference.

She sat on the side eating noodles quietly.

Chu Nian's demeanor has been like this since she was a child, as if she had been trained, she ate the noodles quietly, swallowing one by one.

After she finished eating, Ruan Youran had already smoked her fourth cigarette. Chu Nian put down the bowl, stared at her for a while, and coughed lightly.

Ruan Youran paused, and she crushed out the cigarette.

She doesn't speak.

Chu Nian just looked at her like this.

With such a distance, and being at home again, Chu Nian felt extremely satisfied.

After a moment of silence, Ruan Youran said, "I want to turn off the lights."

She is used to the dark.

In the dark, she doesn't need to hide any emotion, any mood.

Chu Nian nodded, she got up and went to turn off the light, but she didn't leave, and sat with Ruan Youran in a fierce and quiet period.

I don't know how long it took, as if the air had frozen, and the two of them remained motionless.

The lock of the anti-theft door seemed to have been unscrewed, and Ruan Qiu sighed: "Hey, I'm so exhausted, so sleepy, madam."

Chu Qing's voice also came, "Hold on, didn't you say that after finishing everything, you can go out with Jianjian to relax?"

"It's really getting old. It's been a long time since I haven't moved around like this. The old waist can't stand it anymore."

Ruan Qiu said as she walked into the house, her nose twitched: "That bastard is smoking again, ma'am, don't you care?"

Chu Qing's voice was low, "The child is sad, but he refuses to say it. There is no other way to vent it. How can I say it? Also, why do you always encourage me? Don't you have a long mouth?"

Ruan Qiu hiccupped, and she said nonsense: "I know best if I have a wife or not."

Soon, there was a very colorful voice...

Chu Nian was silent, and Ruan Youran was also silent.

These two mothers... are really immortal.

Didn't you say you were tired?You can also kiss at the door for 10 minutes.

"Oh, that's alright, what are you doing, are you going to eat me?" Ruan Qiu got cheap and acted like a good boy, she tidied up her clothes: "I'm going to take a sneak peek at Jianjian, is she still insomnia and pretending to close her eyes to lie to me. "

These words were like a big hand, touching Chu Nian's heart, she looked in Ruan Youran's direction.

Ruan Youran got up, she turned on the light: "Don't look at it."

As soon as the light was turned on, both Chu Qing and Ruan Qiu looked at them in surprise, this is...

Ruan Youran was very depressed, "This is Chu Nian, you guys know him, right?"

……

Ruan Youran: "The program team is going to shoot a program, Director Niu specially called and told me to let me take it home to familiarize myself with the environment first."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing: ...

After finishing speaking, Ruan Youran turned her head to look at the two mothers, only then did Ruan Qiu realize that she should have some reaction, she immediately covered her mouth: "Miss you——"

Chu Nian felt the black line on his forehead.

How come mom is also a bigwig in the entertainment industry, why is this acting like the heroine in a 70's drama?

It was Chu Qing, she pinched Ruan Qiu, looked at Chu Nian and nodded.

Chu Nian's lips moved, she wanted to call "Mom", but she was afraid that Ruan Youran would be disgusted, so she froze there for a while, not knowing what to call her.

Ruan Youran quietly stared at the three of them for a moment, and sneered at the corner of her mouth: "You have seen it before."

Jianjian's sudden increase in IQ made all three of them stiff.

Ruan Youran didn't speak, she walked to the guest room alone, opened the door, closed it again, and locked herself in a safe space.

There was a moment of silence.

Chu Qing looked at Chu Nian: "Nian Nian..."

Chu Nian nodded, "I understand, this is what I should bear."

……

After tossing and turning all night, Chu Nian was not sad, but a little cup of hope in her heart was burning, and the filming would start the day after tomorrow. She cherished the time spent with Ruan Youran very much.

Although she stayed in the room and did not come out, Chu Nian still got up early in the morning and cooked delicious meals for the family.

Ruan Qiu pulled Chu Qing to discuss: "Could it be that we can't be so calm, we should quarrel with Nian Nian hysterically, cursing her and so on."

Chu Qing rolled her eyes, "You are sick, I feel that your daughter already vaguely knows something, why are you so embarrassed?"

Ruan Qiu didn't say a word, she looked at Chu Nian, who was busy in the kitchen, and sighed: "Emotions really make life and death, have you seen it? I don't care about her at all, but I look at Chu Nian's eyes ...they are all energetic, completely different from the lifeless before."

Chu Qing didn't want to gossip with her, "Don't say it's useless, now the focus is on the cheap, she is unhappy and self-enclosed."

Ruan Qiu nodded, and she looked into Chu Qing's eyes: "That's what it should be, she always has to vent, and the wound always has to scab and fall off before healing."

……

eat in the morning.

Ruan Qiu went in to find Ruan Youran. Ruan Youran didn't sleep all night, but she was lying in bed and refused to get up.

Ruan Qiu walked over, bent down and hugged her daughter: "Get up and eat, huh?"

Ruan Youran didn't speak.

This kind of expression and look really seemed very upright, Ruan Qiu's heart moved, and he habitually poked Ruan Youran's face: "Get up and eat, or I will kiss you."

Ruan Youran: ...

Is there such a terrible mother in the world?

She was forced to get up, washed her face, and went out without makeup.

Chu Nian cooks ordinary meals, but the ones that taste are obviously Ruan Youran's favorites, she doesn't even bother, she ate two steamed buns and drank a bowl of porridge in silence.

Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing were about to cry, my God, after so many days, the daughter who ate a little every day like a bird finally changed.

In the past few days, Ruan Qiu's mouth was going to be thin, and Ruan Youran acted as if she hadn't heard it.

Chu Nian was also very satisfied.

Although Ruan Youran still refused to communicate, she has been honest all these years, and the most important thing she lacks is patience.

In the afternoon, Dahua called the two of them. They hadn't contacted for many years, and Dahua was still a little nervous.

"Nian Nian, this afternoon, we want to hold a small-scale class reunion. Can you and Jianjian come? We also know that you are busy and it is inconvenient, so the monitor originally said that he would not call you, but we chatted this morning. Chat, I feel incomplete without you, don't worry, the place we chose..."

After listening to Dahua, Chu Nian went to look at Ruan Youran, who was staring at the light bulb in a daze.

Chu Nian: "Youran, Dahua asked if you could go to the class reunion."

Ruan Youran turned her head, she looked at Chu Nian and nodded.

It's also good to go out.

Nor does she want to trap herself at home.

Sometimes the longer she stays, the worse her mood will be and the more irritable she will be.

On the same day, Ruan Youran entered the house in a closed manner. Ruan Qiu went to the door and stared in like a puppy, but she didn't respond for a long time. She had no choice but to sit on the sofa dejectedly.

Chu Qing was arranging her coat. Recently, she and Ruan Qiu were both arranging handover work, so they were both busy. She looked at Chu Nian: "Nian Nian, your mother and I are going out, you and Jianjian..."

Chu Nian nodded, "I'll be with her."

The two originally wanted to go together, but Ruan Qiu was still worried. She asked his wife to leave first, and stayed there to see if it could ease the atmosphere.But Ruan Qiu walked around the door and people ignored her, so she had no choice but to be anxious.

Chu Nian felt sad seeing the two mothers like this. Her two mothers should have just set in the sun and it was time to enjoy life, but they were still working hard for them.

Chu Nian looked at the time, her eyes stared at the watch for half an hour, and at 10:30, she mustered up the courage to knock on Ruan Youran's door.

"Enter."

The very soft voice made Chu Nian's heart beat faster. When she walked in, she was surprised to find that Ruan Youran was sitting on the carpet and playing Lego.

At that moment, Chu Nian who had adjusted his emotions suddenly burst into tears.

Her expression, even the way she tilted her head, was exactly the same as Zheng Zheng.

At that moment, Chu Nian's heart was like a puddle of spring water, wrinkled by the blowing, how much she wanted to go up and hug Ruan Youran.

Seeing Chu Nian coming in, Ruan Youran tilted her head: "What's the matter?"

Recently, she always has to do something to keep herself from thinking about it. She discovered this kind of toy by accident. Although she is not good at technology, for Jianjian, as long as she holds it in her hands and does something, it is more boring It hurts well.

Chu Nian calmed down, "The place we made an appointment in the afternoon is a bit far away, we're about to leave, you—" She looked at Ruan Youran, "Can I help you with your makeup?"

In the past, it was rare for the two of them to participate in activities together.

Ruan Youran always relies on Chu Nian to make up. Chu Nian's technique is very good, and the light makeup makes people feel very refreshing.

Ruan Youran looked at Chu Nian silently, and Chu Nian looked at her.

I don't know how long it took.

Ruan Youran nodded lightly, Chu Nian smiled, she went to wash her hands, took a chair and sat in front of Ruan Youran, and put on makeup for her.

She said she was familiar with the environment in the name of Director Niu, but Chu Nian was so familiar with this family that it was very convenient for her to take whatever she wanted, even the housekeeper who came over during the day was surprised to see her.

Chu Nian held Ruan Youran's face seriously, looking at her with eyes full of love.

In fact, Ruan Youran's foundation is very good, especially the skin. It is said that when she was pregnant with her, the unreliable mother Ruan was very careful and basically drank milk as water. Ruan Youran did not have the anxiety of other female stars' skin care. She has When shooting on location, you can even go out straight away by messing around.

It's just that recently... the spoiled ones are a bit sallow and dry.

Ruan Youran looked into her eyes and said slowly, "Your skills are better than before."

This may be the result of repeated practice.

After all, it has been three years, and she suddenly disappeared again, so it should be normal to have other people around...

Chu Nian looked into her eyes, as if he could see into her heart: "I have never painted eyebrows for anyone else except you."

I remember that when she was young, Ruan Youran went to visit Chu Nian once. At that time, there was a young newcomer in her crew. It was not very sensible to bring money into the crew because of her family's money. She always liked to join Chu Nian. Originally, Ruan Youran Seeing that she was not pleasing to the eye, she actually acted like a baby to Chu Nian afterwards: "Sister, can you help me put on my makeup?"

Although Chu Nian refused, because of this sentence, Ruan Youran went home and tortured her several times throughout the night. In the end, she held Chu Nian's neck forcefully and looked into her eyes: "I think you dare to give someone else's attention. Try thrush!"

Chu Nian was angry and pampered at the time, she had no choice but to wrap herself in a quilt: "You~"

It's been so long.

Although it was the past, Ruan Youran's face was still inexplicably red. Chu Nian looked in a good mood, and her last task was to paint Ruan Youran's lips.

The cheap lip shape is very beautiful.

Not thin lips in the traditional sense, slightly upturned, very sexy.

Chu Nian was serious at first, but as she melted, feeling the softness, her heart beat faster, and her eyes met Ruan Youran's.

Paint it again and again...

She was nostalgic for that touch, and she didn't want to leave anyway.

Ruan Youran tilted her head, avoided her gaze, and asked lightly, "Have you painted it?"

Is her lips a wall?Need to repaint over and over again?

Chu Nian shook his head, and said seriously: "When you tilt your head, the paint is crooked, turn around, I will re-paint, don't move any more."

Ruan Youran: ...

Chu Nian gently wiped Ruan Youran's lips with a lip remover, her eyes were fixed on Ruan Youran, the heat almost burned her.

Wipe again and again...

Ruan Youran felt that her lips were going to be burned by Chu Nian.

For a long time.

Except when she was jealous and when Ruan Youran coldly argued with her that she was about to go crazy, Chu Nian once looked at her like this, but never again.

Ruan Youran's heartbeat was a little chaotic. She didn't like the feeling of being controlled and wanted to escape instinctively. As soon as she moved her body, Chu Nian said, "Don't move, or you will have to repaint."

My mouth is a little numb after being rubbed...

Ruan Youran simply sat there stiffly and let Chu Nian do what she did. Chu Nian's gaze was too hot, and she had to divert her attention: "Compared to this color, I prefer pink."

some powder.

Chu Nian smiled with her lips curled up, she looked into Ruan Youran's eyes: "Are you talking about my lip color?"

Ruan Youran trembled, she looked at Chu Nian, isn't that right, his lips are pinkish, she looked at Chu Nian indifferently, giving him the coldness of winter.

Chu Nian didn't take it seriously, a strand of curly hair scattered on her forehead, she licked her lips and eyes hooked Ruan Youran, leaned forward slightly and asked: "Either?"