life for the rest of life

It was already 10 days later when Cheng Fang contacted again.This is also their tacit understanding. Every time Cheng Fang goes home, Cheng Fang calls. An Xiaobei is afraid that if he chooses the wrong time, Cheng Fang's parents will dislike him even more.But now this tacit understanding is very ironic no matter how you look at it. An Xiaobei actually never knew what it was like for Cheng Fang to go home by himself.In fact, Cheng Fang rarely mentioned his affairs at home. An Xiaobei always felt that he didn't want to make himself sad, but now looking back, he always felt that Cheng Fang was just hiding something.

Doubt is like an infectious disease, once it starts, it spreads extremely fast, and it can't stop.An Xiaobei tried to stop such boring behavior, but the situation intensified, and sometimes he didn't know whether it was because he began to doubt that he felt that there was a problem, or if there was a real problem and he had to doubt it.These things tortured An Xiaobei so much that he couldn't sleep at night. He once wanted to go directly to ask Cheng Fang, but proudly let himself fidget and wait.Waiting for Cheng Fang to tell himself is like waiting for the executioner's knife to fall on the execution ground. The longer the time, the greater the fear, but there is nothing you can do.

"Xiaobei, I still have something to do here. I may not be able to go back for a while. Can I contact you after I deal with it?" Cheng Fang's voice seemed to be a century away, but An Xiaobei had to admit I miss this voice very much, and I miss the person who has this voice.This matter was taken for granted, and before An Xiaobei could resist it rationally, he was already worn down by habit.It's okay, there is still time, he will definitely come back and explain to himself.An Xiaobei told himself this.

In the past ten days, An Xiaobei has been struggling between crazy hatred and increasingly unreliable trust. He has not slept well for ten days, and spends every day in self-torture.

Waiting turned out to be the most frightening and powerless thing in the world.

However, when Cheng Fang came back to the home where they lived together, it was already a month later.During this period, An Xiaobei also went to Chengfang's company, but he didn't meet each other once.Cheng Fang seemed to be so busy that his feet didn't touch the ground. Every time he made a phone call, he was careful and concise. He always had only one sentence, "Honey, wait for me to come back."

An Xiaobei became more and more desperate, "Cheng Fang, you don't want me anymore, you will never come back. I can't wait for you anymore."

Desperate An Xiaobei cried every night in the room where they had lived for three years, curled up and cried on the big bed they had loved countless times.The group created by the students has already preliminarily determined the money for Cheng Fang's marriage. Everyone is curious about who the new bride is. Many people kept chatting with An Xiaobei in private, but he didn't reply to any of them.He may be the one who doesn't care who is the bride the least of all, anyway, no matter who it is, it is a nightmare and an abyss to him.

And all these things about Cheng Fang, only Cheng Fang didn't know.

Cheng Fang, who was returning home, dragged his tired body, looked at his lover, and couldn't help laughing, "Xiaobei, do you miss me?"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for An Xiaobei to speak, he threw his coat and briefcase and hugged the person opposite him and kissed him directly.I don't know who said it, the body can express the inner emotions better than words.Cheng Fang kissed very carefully, but he couldn't stop after tasting it. As the kiss deepened, the two of them breathed heavily.Cheng Fang hugged the person in his arms even tighter, and his lips had already attacked An Xiaobei's neck.An Xiaobei woke up with a "click" and pushed Cheng Fang away.

"I'm hungry, let's eat first?" An Xiaobei's face was flushed, but his eyes were already clear.

Cheng Fang, who was still immersed in the strong thoughts of Xiaobie, still had blurred eyes, and he only wanted to eat the person in front of him, the person he had been thinking about for the rest of his life.

"I want to eat you." Cheng Fang whispered in An Xiaobei's ear, with magnetic voice and warm breath, An Xiaobei almost rushed forward to deliver all his longing and uneasiness, but finally held back.

"Hmph, eat and eat, look at your sloppy look, don't clean up, don't even try to sleep with me today!" An Xiaobei took two steps back, and replied proudly.

"Decree, ma'am." Cheng Fang laughed, washed his hands and went to the restaurant.

"Cheng Fang, it would be great if you only gave me your love." Thinking that Cheng Fang might smile and talk to another person (or a woman) this month, and kiss gently, An Xiaobei couldn't hold back the tears drop down.

Taking a deep breath and wiping away his tears, An Xiaobei went to the kitchen to make some soup.

"Wow, daughter-in-law, you are so kind to me. Do you know that I'm coming back today? I've cooked so many dishes, and I like them all." Cheng Fang took the rice handed over by An Xiaobei without hesitation, and ate it heartily.

"I thought you would come back every day, and I cooked a bunch of your favorite dishes every day, but the first 20 days were wasted." An Xiaobei was just thinking about this.

After dinner, Cheng Fang was stopped from washing the dishes, An Xiaobei cleaned up quickly and neatly by himself.The man who urged him countless times to take a bath still leaned against the kitchen door and looked affectionately at the busy An Xiaobei.

"Hurry up and take a bath, what's there to see?" An Xiaobei was angry, but his heart was a little sad, wondering if the countdown to such days had already begun.

"Honey, let's wash together. I'll wait for you to shave me." Cheng Fang licked his face without shame.

"Go, go, why should I go? I'm still not good enough to serve you?" An Xiaobei has long been familiar with Cheng Fang's flirting method without technical content, and he handles it with ease.

"I won't know until I get to bed, hehe." Cheng Fang continued to say inappropriate words, but he still didn't move.

When An Xiaobei took off the apron on his body, Cheng Fang, who had been standing still, took him into his arms with a stride, and it was undoubtedly another French kiss.This time he was not as polite as before, and he didn't stop his hands. After a while, An Xiaobei was stripped and half naked and dragged to the bathroom.Without closing the door, she just leaned against the not-so-spacious bathroom and licked and kissed her lover who had been separated for a month, while stripping him and herself naked with ease.

The two bodies are close together, and the familiar smell of each other is reassuring. Even though the touch of the body is as natural as breathing, sparks are ignited within a moment.Cheng Fang is the abstinence and greed after a long absence, An Xiaobei is the willful determination after despair, this night, they seem to return to the time when they first fell in love, everything is so compatible and crazy, with a fragrance and a little hysteria.

After being satisfied, Cheng Fang carried An Xiaobei responsibly to the bathroom and took a well-behaved shower, then dried the two of them carefully, wrapped his lover in his arms and fell asleep contentedly.An Xiaobei also squeezed his chest tightly, listening to his heartbeat, this position was not comfortable at all, but he felt at ease, stubbornly refused to turn around and just buried his face in his lover's arms.

"I really want to die with you just like this. Then you will only belong to me forever, and I will only belong to you forever." An Xiaobei gritted his teeth, but finally sighed, and just hugged the people around him tightly. Months of sleep finally arrived as scheduled.