life for the rest of life

An Xiaobei has been waiting for Cheng Fang to explain, but Cheng Fang is the same as before, just briefly explaining it.An Xiaobei was a little disappointed, but also a little bit grateful in his heart - if it is doomed that there will be no good results, the sooner we know about it, the better.An Xiaobei despises his own ostrich mentality, but there is no way to change it. He still has thoughts about everything in his heart, for fear that he will accidentally destroy the only remaining possibility.Intellectually, he knew that he might have been broken up, but emotionally he refused to believe it.

In fact, as long as Cheng Fang kept silent, An Xiaobei was going to pretend he didn't know anything.Anyway, this kind of love can be delayed for a day.Although he said arrogantly and firmly when he left home, in fact, An Xiaobei has never been stable in all these years - no one can tell how long the love between the two men will last.The human heart is inherently difficult to understand and fickle. An Xiaobei has never fully understood the process. After so many years of uneasiness together, the only reliance is that illusory love.His own, and Cheng Fang's.Love is never a matter of one person, if there is no cooperation of Sheng Chengfang in this relationship, even if An Xiaobei claims to love deeply, he still can't believe that he can continue to love unrequitedly like this without complaint or regret.

There are many things that are always too beautiful when they are said, but they are inevitably cowardly when they are actually faced.So An Xiaobei was actually counting down his life from the day he and Cheng Fang were together.Maybe this is too extreme, but at least so far, Cheng Fang is the only person in An Xiaobei's life and he intends to.

This is An Xiaobei's obsession.

"But what's the use of obsession? It's more important to live well." The woman across from her was wearing exquisite makeup, and Cheng Fang's appearance was clearly visible between her eyebrows and eyes.

"I know. You are Cheng Fang's sister. In fact, if there is something wrong, you should go to him directly. And no one should intervene in the matter between me and him. Any third person under the banner of goodwill, bring What came was nothing but harm, not only to me, but also to him." An Xiaobei's expression was very flat, but his tone was very firm.

"Our family will be inherited by Cheng Fang in the future, and what he needs to bear is different from yours. Now, the company is in trouble, my father is lying in the hospital, everything needs to be handled by Cheng Fang, and you can't help. But Weiwei is different, our Cheng family and Zhang family have been friends for generations, and marriage is imperative." Cheng Fang said calmly.

"Why do you sell Cheng Fang if you really have a good relationship?" An Xiaobei couldn't help but sarcastically.

"There are no permanent friends, only permanent interests. Unifying the front is the most simple but most effective method of all. What's more, Weiwei and Cheng Fang's childhood sweethearts, their relationship has always been very good. This time Weiwei took the initiative to propose and ask Cheng Fang is getting married, this is a proposal we can't refuse. I didn't come to you today to discuss with you. You two have turned a blind eye for so many years, but now something happened at home, Cheng Fang As a child of the Cheng family, you must stand up." Cheng Fang always said the cruelest words in the most gentle tone.

"The so-called standing up means putting yourself on a woman's bed in exchange for the interests of the family? Cheng Fang has been studying and working for so many years, but in the end you chose to let him use his body in exchange for the interests of the family? "An Xiaobei couldn't help but raise his voice.

"The so-called ability first needs opportunities. If you don't have the opportunity to show it, no matter how great your ability is, it's nothing to be hidden. You are like this, and so is Cheng Fang. Without a family, Cheng Fang is no different from others .” After speaking, Cheng Fang left with her bag.

And An Xiaobei, who had been holding back for a month, finally asked Cheng Fang, "What happened? Do you really want to marry that Zhang Weiwei?"

"Xiaobei, trust me, I will take care of this matter, you don't have to worry about it." Cheng Fang pushed An Xiaobei away who rushed over, changed his shoes and put away his things.

"Cheng Fang, I just want to know the situation we are in now. If something happens, I don't know anything." An Xiaobei's face turned pale.

"I can take care of everything, you just need to take care of yourself." Cheng Fang washed his face and came out.

"Cheng Fang, don't be like this all the time. I'm a man, so I don't need to hide behind you all the time." An Xiaobei roared in a rare way. Although he has never been a good-tempered person, he was just angry and awkward. Rarely get angry.

"Xiaobei, I'm very tired. Let's not quarrel, shall we?" Cheng Fang sighed, unable to hide his exhausted expression.

An Xiaobei didn't talk, took a bath quietly, and then fell asleep after reading a book for a while.Cheng Fang also had nothing to say all night. After washing up, he continued to turn on the computer to complete the unfinished work in the company.

After finishing his work, he went to bed, but saw An Xiaobei curled up and fell asleep by himself. It had been many years since he had seen him like this.When they first lived together, An Xiaobei was still not used to the life of two people. Every time, he curled up in a corner of the bed by himself, in an extremely uneasy position.Cheng Fang sighed again, and hugged him tightly into his arms.Normally, An Xiaobei would have muttered a few times before obediently leaning over and inserting himself into Cheng Fang's chest, and the two of them stuck together tacitly.But this night, An Xiaobei kept hugging himself stubbornly, frowning.

The familiar smell of shampoo and shower gel, slightly astringent breathing, my heart relaxes, and I bury my head in the neck of this person, sometimes wishing to grow old like this for a second, and only be with this person for the rest of my life.Cheng Fang never worried that An Xiaobei would not love him, nor did he worry that he would change his mind. The only thing he needed to worry about was the power outside the two of them.They need to fight against many people and things.Although he had expected it at the very beginning, what Cheng Fang didn't expect was that his family members would be so exaggerated and persistent.

But now, he had to pay attention to the problems facing the family.The career that has been passed down for several generations, no one dares to give up so easily in the name of being an unfilial son. Even the always strong father has a sudden illness and is still in the hospital.Cheng Fang could only put down the hospital affairs in a hurry, and hurried back to the company to deal with the matter.The pregnant sister and the long-lost mother are also helping out while taking care of the father, hoping to get through this difficulty as soon as possible.

As for this matter, An Xiaobei really couldn't do anything to help him, so he didn't want to tell him, it would only increase his troubles.Privately, Cheng Fang didn't want An Xiaobei to know that his family almost overwhelmingly supported the cooperation plan proposed by Zhang's family.The conditions are very generous, almost free support to the Cheng family, and the only requirement is that Zhang Weiwei wants to marry Cheng Fang, whom he has admired for many years.

Cheng Fang has been trying to find other quick and effective ways. He loves this family very much, and like any Cheng family, he wants to protect the inheritance left by his ancestors, but the price does not include his marriage and happiness.Cheng Fang has always been a rational person, so he knows more clearly what he wants.He wanted to have a good talk with An Xiaobei when everything was a little more stable. During this period of time, he could clearly feel An Xiaobei's uneasiness, but he no longer had the time and energy to comfort him.

It's just that time never waits for anyone, so there is no waiting for the future.

The invitation was brought by Cheng Fang's mother, "I know this is cruel to you, but there is nothing we can do. If, if you are a girl, at least we don't have to work so hard. If you can marry Cheng Fang We parents will not stop you, but the way you are now is not a good thing for both of you. If things are exposed, it will be difficult for you to survive in the company, and your friends will be alienated, and it will be even worse in the future. It is difficult. Please understand my heart as a mother. Weiwei is a good girl. She knew Cheng Fang earlier than you, and fell in love with Cheng Fang earlier than you. When our family was most difficult, Weiwei was willing to stand unconditionally. In Cheng Fang's body, help him. Whether it is us or Cheng Fang, we are grateful to her."

At that time, Cheng Fang's father had been hospitalized for two months, and Cheng Fang had also moved home for a week.Cheng Fang's father's illness has not improved, he has been in the ICU, and the critical illness notice has been issued several times. Although the company's affairs have improved slightly, the core problem has not been resolved.People in the company were also impetuous, and Cheng Fang's mother fainted for a while.Reluctantly, Cheng Fang decided to move back home, busy with his brother-in-law and family affairs, so that his pregnant sister could relax.