all sunsets in my world

The three-day exam is over, and there are not many students in the school playground. From time to time, a few people come down from the stairs and run away after a few steps. of.

He Cheng held the pen in his hand, belatedly realized that Qing Yongxi hadn't come all day.He didn't pay attention to it the first day, thought he didn't see him the next day, and realized something was wrong on the third day.

He didn't dare to call him, turned around to look for him but couldn't find it, a classmate came down, He Cheng stopped him to ask, the person said he didn't see it.

In the corridor, Wu Jiang was walking towards here with a thick stack of test papers under his arm. When he saw He Cheng, he approached him with a smile and asked him, "How did you do in the test?"

"Very good." He Cheng took it briefly, and asked Wu Jiang: "Teacher, why didn't Qing Yongxi come to the exam?"

"Oh, he has gone through the withdrawal procedures."

He Cheng was astonished: "The procedure for withdrawing from school?"

Wu Jiang opened the door and entered the office, saying: "He is going to the United States, don't you have a good relationship? He didn't tell you?"

He Cheng simply suspected that he heard it wrong, or that Wu Jiang made a mistake.The sudden news made him unacceptable, dropping out of school?go abroad?

I learned it from other people, and I couldn’t tell what I was feeling for a moment. Apart from shock, there were also dull emotions surging up. He Cheng stood in place for a while, pacing back and forth, a little uneasy, or Deciding to inquire about it personally, he took a taxi out of school and went straight to Qing Yongxi's house.

It was still the familiar Guan Gong, the door was open, no one was there on the first floor, vaguely heard Xiao Feilong's bell ringing non-stop on the second floor, He Cheng walked upstairs, and heard Qing Yongxi's voice: "Get up and open!" Get up and pack your things, don’t you see? They’re still leaning towards people’s feet, so it’s not like they won’t take you away!”

He Cheng clenched his fingers nervously, and his steps were very light, neither the person packing the luggage nor Xiao Feilong noticed that someone had entered the house.Qing Yongxi was still teaching Xiao Feilong, but Hecheng stopped at the door.

He didn't dare to go to the door, but turned his head slightly to look inside.The big bed was full of clothes. In summer and winter, there were two suitcases open on the ground. It seemed that the man didn't know how to pack them. He actually threw several pairs of shoes in first.

Qing Yongxi was still throwing clothes on the bed, he was facing the closet, the bed was far away, several pieces fell on the ground, He Cheng clearly remembered that it was the suit Qing Yongxi wore when he first saw him.

"How to clean up this! Oh, it's so annoying..." Qing Yongxi muttered, and the next second shouted: "Aunt Liu!!!"

He Cheng was listening to his complaints, but was frightened by the sudden voice, trembling all over.Qing Yongxi seemed to be really angry with the luggage, her footsteps were heavy, and she walked out step by step with anger.

He Cheng stood at the door, at a loss, panicking like a thief.But there was no retreat behind him, he was in front of him, and he couldn't escape anywhere.

"Liu——" Qing Yongxi had just left the room and saw the person in front of her, "Auntie" stuck in her throat.

Looking at each other speechlessly, Qing Yongxi was so angry when he saw Hecheng that he didn't know where it went, like a deflated balloon, obviously a little surprised by his appearance, so unexpected that he couldn't react for a while.

He Cheng stared at him, but didn't speak.

"You...why are you here..."

He Cheng lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.Xiao Feilong heard the voice, was very happy to see Hecheng, and kept pawing his leg.

He didn't speak, Qing Yongxi also guessed it, walked a few steps in his direction, was about to speak, but heard He Cheng asked: "Have you completed the withdrawal procedures?"

"...Ah, yes."

He Cheng looked up at him, the man was still smiling, and asked in a serious tone, "Are you going to America?"

Xiao Feilong lay quietly on the ground, looking at the two of them, Aunt Liu didn't yell at him.Listening to his questioning, Qing Yongxi forced a smile but couldn't help but look at He Cheng's dark pupils staring at him, and replied: "Yes."

He Cheng saw that he responded very plainly, opened his mouth to ask, but didn't know where to start, took a deep breath and finally swallowed his emotions back into his stomach, and after a while, said softly: "It's too sudden. gone."

Qing Yongxi frowned.

"When was it decided?"

"It's been a long time." Qing Yongxi stared at him firmly, smiled: "It's not sudden, my parents have always wanted me to go to the United States, and they told me before transferring here, I didn't agree. "

He Cheng looked at him and understood.The sentence "Why did you agree now" almost blurted out, but I held it back abruptly, and found that he couldn't ask at all.

Why?It is not difficult for him to understand.

He Cheng lowered his head, looked at Xiao Feilong's smooth hair, and said: "I said it was too sudden, it was that night... You said you liked me, it was today that I suddenly learned from someone else that you were going to the United States... It was too sudden gone."

Qing Yongxi didn't speak, He Cheng looked up at him: "If I didn't ask the teacher, are you planning to not tell me when you arrive in America?"

After hearing this, Qing Yongxi narrowed her eyes and looked at him: "Did you ask the teacher?"

Seeing that he didn't speak, Qing Yongxi curved her lips and smiled, an indistinct light flashed in her eyes: "I thought you didn't care, and I didn't know how to tell you."

"I..." He Cheng bit his lip and paused: "I never thought that you would... you would like me, I have always regarded you as a very good friend."

"I know." Qing Yongxi said with a smile: "I also regarded you as a friend at the beginning, but not anymore, I want you."

Suddenly, the words that were too straightforward came out of his mouth, and he said it calmly, He Cheng was speechless for a moment.

"Cheng'er." Qing Yongxi took a few steps forward, kicked Xiao Feilong's obstructive paw aside, and faced He Cheng face to face: "If you like someone else, such as a girl or another boy, I will definitely not Give up, I will definitely snatch you back, if I can't snatch you, I will tear you apart."

He Cheng's palms were cold, and he stared at the neckline of his towel for a long time in a daze.He saw Qing Yongxi's Adam's apple rolling up and down, and heard him say: "But that person is your brother."

Qing Yongxi said: "It's the elder brother who brought you up since childhood, the elder brother you talk about every day. The elder brother you can hide in your arms and coquettishly complain."

Crane Orange's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"I'm not very surprised, I can quite understand." Qing Yongxi turned sideways slightly, with a half-smile: "You depend on him too much, you can't do without him for a long time, it's just that you realized it later and didn't realize it. .”

Qing Yongxi saw it very clearly, at first she didn't want to let herself think like this, but Hecheng's various behaviors, tone of voice, including eyes, always made him reinforce this idea time and time again.

If it is someone else, he is not afraid at all, but if it is He Wen, he is willing to admit defeat.

They were quiet for a while, He Cheng said in a muffled voice, "But..."

How should I say it?Do you want to keep him?In what capacity?friend?He has already said that he likes him, and in order to satisfy his own selfishness, did he ask him to stay and see him with his brother on the grounds of "I don't want to lose your friend"?

Why?

There are some words that make everything different. If you don't say it, he may never know, and he will never feel that he likes him.But is this fair to Qing Yongxi?

Qing Yongxi won't regret it either, He Cheng thought.

"Cheng'er." Qing Yongxi called him.He Cheng raised his head and looked at him, only to see him smiling slightly, with bright eyes and bright teeth: "My plane the day after tomorrow, will you come see me off?"

He Cheng's eyes were a little sour, and his fingernails were stuck in his palms. He didn't feel any pain, as long as he could hold back the feeling of crying.He stared at Qing Yongxi, almost gritted his teeth and said, "I'm not going to see you off."