all sunsets in my world

The weather is getting colder and colder, He Cheng likes to stay in bed, and only when He Wen wakes him up again and again is he successful in waking up.Putting a scarf on him before going out, He Cheng looked at the pure white scarf hanging there quietly, reached out to touch it, and put it into the cabinet.

Qing Yongxi had been quiet for a few days, but she couldn't hold back anymore.When class was over, he stretched his long legs, blocking Hecheng's way: "How long are you going to ignore me? Ignore me forever?"

He Cheng was a little embarrassed and didn't dare to look at him: "I didn't..."

"Why don't I just tell you a confession? Is this embarrassing for you?"

"Keep your voice down!" He Cheng looked around and was relieved when no one noticed. He looked up at him and said, "I just didn't expect that you would..."

Qing Yongxi completely forgot how he disliked Ji Hong back then, he leaned back and answered his words: "I never thought I would like a man, did you?"

He Cheng: "Keep your voice down!"

"Okay, okay." Qing Yongxi retracted her legs, looked at him and said, "Don't you also like men?"

He Cheng blushed and had nothing to say.

"What a coincidence, we all like boys, but you don't like me." Qing Yongxi sized him up and asked, "You said if I didn't confess to you, sing that song to you, or kiss you on the face, what would you do?" Wouldn't it be so fast with your brother?"

He Cheng looked at him in surprise: "How do you know..."

Qing Yongxi smiled slightly, and said: "I go to the hospital at noon every day, seeing your radiance, I can guess it right away."

Is it so obvious... He Cheng thought to himself, he should restrain himself in the future.

Qing Yongxi said: "You don't have to be afraid, there is nothing wrong with it. In this world, there is not only love between men and women, but also love between the same sex. Although you don't like me, I support you and do what you want .”

He Cheng looked up at him, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, and said in a small voice, "Thank you, I have always regarded you as a friend."

Qing Yongxi laughed after hearing this, looked at him and said seriously: "Cheng'er, I can't pretend that none of this has happened. I like you. I don't know when you gradually changed in my heart. I'm a straight man of steel, so I was surprised myself."

What he said was serious, but He Cheng was a little embarrassed. Someone passed by, and the two of them were quiet for a moment.

"If I want to see you happily with others, I can't do it."

He Cheng felt something was wrong, and looked up at him: "What do you mean?"

When the class bell rang, Qing Yongxi sat up straight, waved to him, and said, "Let's go to class."

There are still more than ten days before the final exam. Class 1, a top class, always puts the exam first.Wu Jiang began to go into a perverted mode, and produced several test papers, which were either taken in class or taken home as homework.

After school, He Cheng and the squad leader walked together, and the cold wind blew head-on, He Cheng shrank half of his face into the scarf.The squad leader stretched his head to look around, and asked him: "Why didn't Qing Yongxi go with us recently? He didn't come when we asked him to play."

He Cheng was silent, and said after a while: "I don't know."

The squad leader didn't ask much, thinking that something might be wrong.Walking to the entrance of the hospital, He Cheng saw the back of the slender and outstanding figure from a distance, he raised a smiling face: "Brother!"

"Hello, brother." The squad leader ran over to say hello.

He Wen looked at him with a smile, and the monitor left after saying hello.He Cheng hugged his arm, and was afraid that people around would see him, so he let go slowly: "What shall we eat?"

He Wen hugged him, and said in a friendly tone, "Stir fry?"

"it is good!"

The two of them were eating, and the restaurant was a little far from the hospital, so they couldn't meet acquaintances.He Cheng lowered his head to drink the soup, then raised his head and asked He Wen: "Brother, was the hospital very busy with the car accident?"

"Yeah." He Wen nodded, paused, and said, "I'm very busy. In those few days, I watched life being saved in my hands, and my family members cried at the door of the operating room."

He Cheng was stunned for a while, he didn't know about it at all.Reaching out to hold He Wen's hand, He Cheng said softly, "Brother, don't be too sad. You have tried your best. Doctors are not omnipotent. Sometimes you can't control the cruel life, old age, illness and death."

It seems that he did not expect such words to come out of his mouth. He Wen was a little surprised and looked at him: "The doctor's duty is to save patients and snatch them from death. I want every life to be safe and sound more than anyone else." But when I saw that the patient had no vital signs, the family members cried out of grief, and at that moment I felt that I was too useless."

"Brother, don't think like this. There are many accidents in life that we cannot predict. If some patients are sent to the hospital late, they will still miss the opportunity for rescue. The success rate of rescue is not guaranteed by doctors."

He Wen has been a doctor for a long time, of course he understands.It's just that, as a doctor, he is even more a person of flesh and blood. Every time a life is declared dead, it is equivalent to a sharp knife in his heart.

"What Chengcheng said makes sense."

He Cheng filled a bowl of soup with a bowl, and blew for him considerately: "Drink the soup, brother, it's a big bowl, can we both finish it?"

He Wen said with a smile: "It's okay, drink more, go back and have a rest in my office."

There is no tension about the final exam, Hecheng only has the joy of having a holiday soon.The people behind him didn't move, and he didn't dare to move in his seat.That day Qing Yongxi asked him if he was still a friend?He nodded and said yes.

But both of them understood that after that night, the two of them could no longer return to their original state.It will be awkward, there will be a gap, and there will be no topic.

He Cheng felt a little sad.He would have been happy because he had made a true friend before, but he didn't expect this friendship to end in this way.

He went home and told He Wen that He Wen had just taken a shower and his hair hadn't dried yet, and said: "There are some feelings that you can't decide by yourself, Cheng Cheng, look at it."

He Cheng nodded: "He is a very good friend."

What was said could not be taken back, what happened could not be forgotten, He Cheng chose to accept it.

He Cheng looked up out of the window, the weather was bad and gloomy.He said, "Brother, Chinese New Year will be next month, why isn't it snowing?"

He Wen's hair had already been dried, and the two of them were wearing fluffy pajamas and leaned against the window together: "Wait a little longer."

It was getting late, Hecheng was a little sleepy, so he said good night and prepared to go to bed.He Wen stopped him and leaned against the door: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

He Cheng's expression suddenly became a little unnatural.

It was quite normal to sleep together before, and he would even take the initiative to ask to sleep with He Wen.Now that the relationship is established, I am embarrassed to do such a thing.

Seeing his shy look, He Wen raised his eyebrows slightly, and directly stretched out his hand to pull him away: "I was clamoring to sleep with me before, but now you are not willing to let you come?"

"I..." He Cheng was speechless.

He Cheng lay on the bed, not daring to move for a moment.He Wen got on the bed and looked at him, and asked, "Aren't you going to take off your clothes?"

Seeing the thick pajamas on her body, He Cheng was stunned for a moment, then got up and took off completely.The air conditioner was on in the room, and it wasn't cold, so I took off the quilt directly.

He Wen looked at him, shook his head and smiled helplessly.He took off his clothes, turned off the light, and stretched out his hands to hug He Cheng's body.

He Wen didn't have the habit of sleeping naked, he only wore a T-shirt and pajama pants.As he touched the tender and smooth flesh of He Cheng, he couldn't help feeling a little distracted.

In the silent night, He Wen said, "Cheng Cheng, your heart beats very fast."

He Cheng closed his eyes for a long time, and said softly: "...That's because it's different now, I will be happy and nervous when I'm with you..."

He Wen couldn't hold back his smile when he heard such a sentence, and as if on purpose, he turned He Cheng's body over with a little force with his hands.

The moonlight shone in through the window, but I still couldn't see the other party's facial features clearly.He reached out to touch his eyes, nose and warm mouth. He Wen couldn't hold back, and lowered his head to kiss them.

Lips and teeth blended, He Cheng's body visibly trembled.The tip of He Wen's tongue traced the edges of He Cheng's lips, gradually becoming dissatisfied, he poked his tongue in and caught the wet, hot and smooth tongue sucking vigorously in his mouth, and the sound of saliva from the two mouths was very clear.

He Cheng's heart was beating fast, and he could clearly feel that He Wen was very hot.The lips parted, and a stream of clear saliva was pulled from both mouths.

He Cheng was kissed so badly that he blushed and burrowed into his arms: "Brother..."

He Wen forced himself to be calm, but a certain part of his body was honest.He Cheng was dishonest, stretched out his leg and bumped into it, both of them were stunned.

"Brother, that..."

"Cheng Cheng." He Wen looked at him in the dark: "Aren't you sleepy? Go to sleep."

How can he still sleep, He Cheng understands that he is changing the topic.The bed was warm, and both of them were hot, He Cheng left his embrace and said, "Stay away first."

He Wen couldn't laugh or cry.