all sunsets in my world

After the exam, the holiday ushered in, He Cheng stayed at home and didn't go anywhere.Cold hands and feet, turn on the air conditioner.After opening it for a while, it felt too dry, so I reached out and turned it off.He took off his clothes and climbed onto the bed, tossing and turning.

I was thinking about things in my mind, and fell asleep in a daze after thinking about it. When I woke up, it was getting dark outside, and several messages from Hewen were displayed on the screen of my phone.

He Wen returned home quickly, carrying a lot of bought snacks in his hand, and went to find his brother after entering the gate.

The sour and spicy taste spread into the nostrils, He Cheng came back to his senses, and looked back: "Brother."

"Well, it's a bit late to come back." Putting the meal on the table, the room was a bit cold, He Wen looked up at the air conditioner: "Isn't it cold?"

He Cheng watched him turn on the air conditioner and said nothing.After putting away the food, He Wen walked over a few steps, held He Cheng's face with both hands and touched it, felt cold after touching it, rubbed it a few times, bowed his head and kissed, only to find that He Cheng's eyes were a little dull.

"what happened?"

"Brother." He Cheng called him, but didn't know what to say.

He Wen walked over and brought the lean meatballs, which he bought from a nearby snack street, and they were still hot, he blew them a few times and fed them into He Cheng's mouth, waiting for more.

"Brother, Qing Yongxi is leaving, he is going to America."

He Wen looked up at him, and stirred the soup with a spoon.The lean meatball was still steaming, and there was a thin layer of white smoke in front of his eyes. He Wen asked him, "Well, when is the plane?"

"tomorrow."

He Wen knows that his younger brother is the most affectionate. Although he doesn't like Qing Yongxi, for He Cheng, he must cherish it as a friend.Seeing that he was in a bad mood, He Wen touched his earlobe: "Go and send it off."

"Brother..." He Cheng opened his mouth to speak, but swallowed the words again, and choked out a sentence for a long time: "Why is this happening?"

Even though they were unhappy when meeting each other for the first time, even though they didn't know that they would become friends with this person, even though this person was full of crooked reasons, after getting along with each other, Hecheng found that Qing Yongxi is a person who values ​​love and righteousness, and will make people happy, A very worthwhile friend.

During the winter vacation, Hecheng also wanted to ask him to play ball, play games, go to his house to play with Xiao Feilong, and then they could do homework together and review knowledge points.He even thought that the two of them would take the Qingheng exam together and be friends forever.

In just over ten days, the earth-shaking changes made him look like a fool, as if there was a huge clock, "咚咚咚" ringing in his ears again and again, and the deep and powerful "嗡——" sounded continuously. Haunting in his ears, he was too shocked to think calmly.

The lean meatball became cold, He Wen stretched out his arms to hug him, and said softly: "There are some things that don't make sense, go and give them away, Cheng Cheng."

After sleeping in the afternoon, He Cheng was in a daze until midnight, and He Wen was by his side, coaxing and comforting her, and finally hugged her gently in his arms.

After He Cheng fell asleep, he lowered his head to carefully observe his sleeping face, soft lips gently kissed the white forehead, and fell asleep with the person in his arms.

A few days ago, the weather forecast said that there would be light snow in the past two days, but it didn't fall yesterday.Qing Yongxi looked up at the dazzling sun, thinking that there would be no such thing today.

Aunt Liu helped him pack his luggage, cleaned up for the last time, and handed in the keys. Qing Yongxi looked at her and said, "Aunt Liu, you have worked so hard for so many years."

Aunt Liu is 50 years old and has a son who is about his age.Seeing him usually alone, I feel that he is lonely, and I will treat him as my own son in my heart, so I pay extra attention to food and drink in life.

Now that they are separated suddenly, it is inevitable that they will not let go, and their eyes are flushed. Aunt Liu said: "I went to the United States to follow my parents. It is also very good. I hope to see you again when I have the opportunity."

Qing Yongxi said: "Yes."

Going to the airport more than an hour earlier, Qing Yongxi completed the check-in procedures for Xiao Feilong. It was still early before the flight time. Qing Yongxi sat in the lobby with only one earphone on, and looked up at the entrance from time to time.

Because it was winter vacation, there were not many people at the airport, and people kept passing by, Qing Yongxi stared at the ground in a daze, pressed the phone to check the time, and kept repeating this action.

There are still 10 minutes before the departure time, and he has to go through the security check in advance.

Qing Yongxi sighed silently, with a self-satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth, after 15 minutes, he didn't look up again, he knew he couldn't wait, just like city A where it didn't snow today.

The air ticket was wrinkled by him, Qing Yongxi stood up and walked in with the luggage.He couldn't see the white and crystal snowflakes floating outside, nor could he hear the anxious footsteps of someone running.

"Qing Yongxi!"

A shout came from behind, and Qing Yongxi's footsteps stopped abruptly, her hand holding the luggage tightened a little.

He didn't even dare to look back.

He Cheng looked at his back, panting for breath as he ran too fast.Qing Yongxi didn't move, he raised his steps and walked forward, probably because their behavior was too abnormal in the eyes of everyone, and people kept paying attention to them.

He approached and stared at Qing Yongxi.

"Aren't you going to look back at me?"

Qing Yongxi licked her somewhat dry lips, turned around slowly, looked at He Cheng's messy hair because of running too fast, and that hair that he had complained many times about being "like a girl" of a face.

He bent his lips and smiled, stretched out his hand to smooth his hair, and asked, "Is it snowing outside?"

He Cheng looked at him: "It's snowing, the first snow this year."

"Ah." Qing Yongxi was a little surprised, stared at him, raised her eyebrows and said: "It's a pity, I won't be able to see it for long."

He Cheng kept looking at him, breathing uncontrollably.

"Cheng'er, I'm really happy that you can come and see me off." Qing Yongxi tilted her head slightly to look at him, with reluctance in her eyes, he wiped it away, and said with a smile: "At least I saw you You still care about me, okay, I am content."

"will you come back?"

Qing Yongxi looked away, shrugged: "I don't know, maybe..."

Maybe... what?Is it not up to him to decide?

There was a scorching hot feeling in his chest, which made him almost unable to stand on his feet.Looking at He Cheng in front of him, Qing Yongxi's thoughts drifted far away, as if the first time we met was yesterday, he was wearing stained pants and kicked He Cheng's desk over.

At that time, He Cheng's expression was shocked, and there was a strong sense of innocence under the shock. That person was no different from the person standing in front of him now, except that his eyes were red.

Who would have thought that with just one kick, he would slowly walk into his boring life.Who would have thought that he would really like a boy.

Qing Yongxi thought of every word he said when he disliked Ji Hongshi before, and smiled helplessly, feeling deeply slapped in the face.

In fact, if you like someone, it doesn't matter whether he is a man or a woman, as long as it is him/her.

Feelings in this world never make sense, Qing Yongxi realized it.

Time passed by, and a notification sound came from the lobby, urging passengers to get on the plane as soon as possible. There was not much time left.

Qing Yongxi looked at him quietly, smiled and reached out to flick his head, saying: "I hope that when we meet in the future, you will have grown to 1.8 meters."

He Cheng has a sore nose and a sore throat: "Who wants 1.8 meters, I must be taller than you."

Qing Yongxi smiled, raised her eyebrows, opened her arms, her voice was still hoarse: "Hug me, Cheng'er."

He Cheng lowered his eyes slightly, and was hugged tightly into his arms.He was not as tall as him, half of his face was buried in his neck, and there was a scent of lilies from the sweater that entered his nostrils, which smelled faintly and nicely.

"Although this world does not support homosexuality, we are brave enough to love someone. No one has done anything wrong. Love is great. You have to believe in your brother and yourself. There may be difficulties and setbacks in the future, or strange eyes, Orange Son, you must always remember that you have done nothing wrong." Qing Yongxi whispered in his ear, and after she was silent, there was no time, he let him go slowly, and said: "Thank you for showing up Goodbye in my life."

Maybe it was because she wanted to cry at the beginning, or maybe she was stimulated by those words, but He Cheng couldn't hold back her tears in the end.In the hazy vision, I saw the back of Qing Yongxi who turned and left directly.

further and further.Qing Yongxi didn't dare to turn her head back, her eyes were flushed, and hot tears rolled in her eyes.

Thank you for appearing in my life, making my boring life a little more fun, laughing and laughing in the quiet and empty big house, you make me feel that I am no longer alone, even though now, after hugging, I Back to you, separated, separated by two places.

This love that was born in ignorance, this unrequited love from beginning to end, will finally come to shore slowly.

He had an earphone on his left ear, and a soft male voice came from the earphone, singing slowly——

It's too late to smile and lie... Anyway, it doesn't matter if it hurts once

"Even without you...I can survive"

I don't know if you remember the things we agreed on

Say goodbye one day...don't look back

Go too far, slow down a bit, but you won't meet next time...

Happiness appears, two ends, not in our world...

Watch it again, the memory is very sweet, I am still by your side.

……

But at the end of the story we are all gone.

The author has something to say:

"Actually all the same"

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