south and north

In fact, Luo Yuwen had already guessed this result, otherwise Lu Yanbei would not have made himself into such a miserable state.

But the more this happened, the more it showed how much that person had influenced her.

"Would you like to tell me about your affairs?" She was silent for a moment, then asked again.

Lu Yanbei looked up at her, but didn't speak.

Luo Yuwen sighed inwardly.It seems that although there has been a little change, the vigilance in Lu Yanbei's bones is still the same.She smiled helplessly, "Okay, it's fine if you don't want to say it. But are you contacting me at this time to save this relationship?"

Lu Yanbei was slightly taken aback, "I don't know."

She really didn't think about it, but probably because of her illness, she suddenly felt that it was difficult for her to persevere alone, and among all the people she knew, only Luo Yuwen knew her situation best.

Usually I think she is a bit annoying, but at this time, she is the only one who can turn to help.

It's just that Lu Yanbei never had the hobby of telling others about himself as a story, and calling people over, he just didn't want to stay in this empty home by himself.Moreover, she knew that she was sick, but she still couldn't bring herself to take care of it, so she had to find someone to help.

So Dr. Luo, who had completed his mission, had no choice but to go into the kitchen to cook porridge for her.

Before you left, you were afraid that she would be bored, so you turned on the big TV in the living room for her, "What do you want to watch?"

Lu Yanbei didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but when he glanced across the screen and saw the word movie, he suddenly changed his mind, "Let's watch a movie."

"Look at what?"

""love letter"."

In order to find this old movie, Luo Yuwen spent a lot of energy. She pressed play and asked, "Why do you want to watch this all of a sudden?"

Lu Yanbei did not speak, but stared at the screen seriously.

The sky had darkened unknowingly, the light in the living room was not as bright as before, and the flickering light and shadow on the big screen shone on her face, inexplicably feeling very lonely and making people dare not approach at will.

Luo Yuwen didn't ask any more questions, but turned and went to the kitchen.

After years of studying abroad, Luo Yuwen has long been accustomed to eating in cafeterias, and has not lit up any cooking functions.When I entered the kitchen, everything looked unfamiliar.So it was just a simple porridge, but it made her feel like a world war, with ping-pong-pong, jingling, ringing non-stop.

But Lu Yanbei gradually relaxed when he heard the movements coming from the kitchen.

She buried her face in the quilt, watched the plot development on the screen one by one, and a sentence suddenly appeared in her mind: Love is like a bad cold. When it comes, you resist it. No, it disappeared without a trace.

What do I think?Lu Yanbei asked himself.

There is no answer.

Pu Xiangnan was not the first girl to confess her love to her. In fact, Lu Yanbei's type was very popular among girls. Contemporary young people were bold and straightforward, and many people expressed their affection for her.But Lu Yanbei has never been troubled by this, she can always grasp the just right degree, and politely refuse without losing face, so that people can't say a word about her.

But Pu Xiangnan is different.

Obviously this result was what she wanted, but when she really got it, not only did she not breathe a sigh of relief, but she became even more irritable.

Pu Xiangnan was right, in fact, she was the one who overstepped at the beginning.

Lu Yanbei seems to be kind to everyone, but this person actually has no heart at all, he just conceals it well so that no one will notice.So she didn't care about the people around her coming and going.Whether she likes it or hates it, it's like a breeze blowing on her face, which can't stir up any ripples in her heart.

But Lu Yanbei always felt that Pu Xiangnan seemed to have seen through his not so clever disguise, so he always kept a distance from her and didn't get close to her easily.

At the beginning, perhaps out of a kind of remedial psychology, she paid more attention to Pu Xiangnan than others.Gradually, even she herself couldn't tell how much was fake and how much was true.But spending time with Pu Xiangnan was very pleasant, and she seldom even considered such issues.

But if people do bad things, they will be punished.

Pu Xiangnan's confession caught Lu Yanbei by surprise. She felt that she had sent a wrong signal and did not grasp the distance properly, which caused Pu Xiangnan to have an illusion.

The first reaction is to set things right.

But they all know that, if they talk about it, it is impossible to return to the intimacy of the past without any grievances.

So... Lu Yanbei smiled wryly, it wasn't what she wanted at all, ever since she rejected Pu Xiangnan, this matter was completely out of her control.

She hates this feeling, and because of this, she always keeps a distance and doesn't have an overly intimate relationship with anyone, so that no matter what happens, she can deal with it calmly, without being sad or hurt.

It's a pity... There are always accidents in this world.

The aroma of white porridge gradually permeated the kitchen, and as the smell penetrated into his nose, all of Lu Yanbei's physiological functions seemed to be activated.It wasn't until then that she realized that she had been having a dull pain in her stomach, obviously protesting her master's neglect.

Lu Yanbei remembered belatedly, as if...he hadn't eaten since noon yesterday.

The body seems to have lost consciousness, as if a certain part of this person also loses its function and becomes dull with the departure of another person.

Lu Yanbei had to admit that Pu Xiangnan seemed to have a greater influence on her than she thought.

Luo Yuwen's cooking skills are very average, and the porridge is just ordinary white porridge. In addition, his tongue is weak due to illness, so he can hardly taste the taste. He put down the spoon in dismay.

"Don't tell me you're going on a hunger strike." Luo Yuwen glared at her.

"It's because your porridge is too unpalatable." Lu Yanbei retorted.

Luo Yuwen patted the table, "Sick people are not qualified to pick and choose. You must finish the porridge today, or I will count the time spent cooking porridge as the consulting fee."

"A profiteer." Lu Yanbei picked up the spoon again.

"To be honest," Luo Yuwen looked at her, "I'm very curious about that little girl. It's really not easy to make your iron tree bloom. Are you sure you really want to give up? I think you should like her a lot Yeah, why not give it a try? Maybe you too can build a long and stable relationship like anyone else."

Lu Yanbei's situation is called avoidant-dependent personality disorder.Most of these problems are related to the original family.I didn't get enough care, attention and love, so I didn't learn the ability to love and be loved, and I couldn't establish a long-term stable relationship with others.

Seriously, it's not a big deal, at least not enough to call for a psychiatrist.Many seemingly normal people have some troubles in this regard.

It was only because of Lu Yanbei's special situation that he became Luo Yuwen's patient.

After so many years, finally someone can break through her closed shell and walk into her heart. It's a pity to just give up like this.

"Because I like her, you want her to become my medicine to help me treat my illness?" Lu Yanbei sneered, and looked up at Luo Yuwen, "Doctor Luo, what about your professional ethics?"

The author has something to say: I feel like I'm cursed QAQ

After I planted the flag and said that it would be more than [-] days, I have been suffering from various problems, such as stomach pain, headache, body pain, and now I have a fever.

A high fever of 38 degrees, does it sound familiar?That's right, in yesterday's update, Sa Sa had a fever of 38 degrees, and then immediately retribution came to me QAQ

The last time I wrote that my menstrual period was early, and the next day I also...

I don’t know if it’s the two of them who are poisonous or me_(:з」∠)_

All in all, this is a chapter of a short little gentleman orz squeezed out by a disabled person (?)

感谢在2020-01-1223:38:45~2020-01-1400:12:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: the state official wants to light the lamp, and I changed my name again;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: I changed the name to 5 bottles again;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!