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"Just to clarify, this has nothing to do with my professional ethics." Luo Yuwen raised his hand, "I am a doctor, and I first consider prescribing the right medicine, and then I consider whether the prescribed medicine can be found, and what are the requirements and contraindications?" .At least, your reaction is so strong, it means that I did not prescribe the wrong medicine, doesn’t it?”

"So what?" Lu Yanbei lowered his eyes and slowly stirred the porridge bowl with a spoon, "It's like a patient's organ is necrotic and must be transplanted to survive. Are you going to force the other person to donate their organs?"

"How could it be coercion? Of course we will ask her opinion—"

"Ask an admirer for advice, and ask her if she would like to save the one she loves?" Lu Yanbei asked coldly.

Isn't this a kind of persecution in the name of love?What's the difference between parents asking their children "I'm for your own good" and those who have helped others repaying favors unscrupulously?It's nothing more than relying on the other party's emotionally weak side to plunder without any scruples.

Of course, Pu Xiangnan would most likely agree, she looks shrewd, but she is actually stupid.Even if Lu Yanbei is not someone she likes, if she knows that she is in such a predicament, there is a high probability that she will lend a helping hand.

But precisely because of this, Lu Yanbei couldn't do this.

Luo Yuwen was taken aback by what she said, but quickly realized that something was wrong, "Are you taking the matter too seriously? We don't need her to donate heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys now, and it won't do much harm to her. damage, but it can help you gradually recover. When you can establish an intimate relationship with someone normally, her affection will be reciprocated, so what's wrong with that?"

"There really isn't much damage?" The spoon hit the edge of the bowl with a "Dang" sound. Lu Yanbei raised his head and looked at Luo Yuwen, "Of course there won't be any harm to the body, but the psychological harm will be Doesn't that count as harm?"

Her tone was not aggressive, but Luo Yuwen, who was sitting opposite her, felt speechless.

She is a professional psychiatrist, of course she knows better than anyone else that the psychological injury is far more serious than the rape. These wounds are invisible, hard to heal, hidden in the deepest part of her heart, and only she knows how painful it is.

"I've read the evaluation you wrote for me." Lu Yanbei continued, "You said I'm like a lonely hedgehog, maybe it won't hurt to let me stay alone. ——This was written at the beginning of the year, I hope You haven't forgotten."

Of course Luo Yuwen will not forget.

In fact, since then, her treatment of Lu Yanbei has been useless.Considering that Lu Yanbei's condition is quite stable and it is not a major problem that will affect her daily life, she has no plans to continue with in-depth treatment.

Lu Yanbei was very defensive, so Luo Yuwen said that she was like a hedgehog, with thorns all over her body erected at any time, and she would not hesitate to pierce anyone approaching. This is her way of protecting herself.Anyone close to her cannot avoid it, including her doctor.

At the same time, to Lu Yanbei himself, other people are also hedgehogs full of thorns. Even if the other party has no intention of hurting her, or even actively shows kindness, once they get close, it will inevitably arouse her stress reaction.

Avoidant dependent personality disorder, when facing the closeness of others, you will feel fear, anxiety, and fall into a bad mood.It would be fine if they could push people away in the first place, but if not, it would probably turn into hurting each other, and eventually both sides would suffer.

Whether it is for her own sake or for others, it is not a bad thing to maintain this lonely state.

This is the limit of what she can do as a doctor.The rest of the way, can only wait for the opportunity to come, or one day Lu Yanbei wants to drive out by himself.

I didn't expect the opportunity to come so quickly.

Seeing how bad Lu Yanbei's situation was yesterday, Luo Yuwen thought she just subconsciously chose to avoid it again, but he didn't expect that Lu Yanbei had already thought so clearly.

"You have to think about it, this opportunity is rare, maybe there won't be a second time." In the end, she could only remind again.

"Don't think about it." Lu Yanbei finally showed the first smile since the two met, although it was fleeting, "Even if she is willing, how can I bear it?"

Old scars, if you want to heal completely, you have to tear the wound open again, expose it to the sun, cut off the rotten flesh and blood, and completely eradicate the cause of the disease.This process is undoubtedly very painful.

In Lu Yanbei's situation, if Pu Xiangnan wanted to help her get out, he had to personally lift up these festering old wounds.During the treatment, she may also subconsciously choose to fight back because of too much pain, hurting the people around her.

Lu Yanbei didn't want Pu Xiangnan to see his distress, let alone hurt her.

It's all right, because people like you, what's the point of dragging people into this kind of shit?Fortunately, it was cured, and it can still be said to have a good result.If it was still not cured in the end, wouldn't it have given her hope in vain and ruined it again?

Luo Yuwen stared at her blankly for a while, then laughed and said, "If you can say such a thing, you are no longer the old you, maybe..."

Maybe she doesn't need any treatment, she doesn't need help from the outside world, and she can struggle to come out on her own.

The process is of course difficult, but love is the best at creating miracles, isn't it?

"Then you have to work hard." She stood up, reached out and patted Lu Yanbei's shoulder, "Since you are so reluctant, then while she still likes you and hasn't moved on, quickly adjust yourself and hurry up Her. Don't let her down..."

Lu Yanbei was going to refute, but when he heard the last sentence, he was slightly taken aback and missed the opportunity to speak.

She remembered what Pu Xiangnan said in front of the train station, "Treat me as an ordinary classmate from now on, I don't want to misunderstand any more."

And she praised herself countless times, "Sa Sa, you are so amazing!" "How can you know everything, Sa Sa?" "You can even give birth to a child. What else in this world can you not know?"

Whenever she said these words, she would look up at herself, with admiration and admiration in those big beautiful eyes.

In such eyes, Lu Yanbei sometimes has the illusion that he is truly omnipotent.

Will she be disappointed?To myself, this coward who hides at the slightest sign of trouble.

"I..." She hesitated, she couldn't sort out her chaotic thoughts for a while, and she didn't know how to answer Luo Yuwen's words.

"By the way," Luo Yuwen had already skipped that topic, "I know you don't like me interfering in your affairs, so I won't ask too many questions. But as someone who has experienced it, I can really give you a piece of advice."

She stood opposite the dining table and looked down at Lu Yanbei, as if a schoolmaster looked down on a scumbag, with a bit of contempt and complacency in her eyes, "When it comes to falling in love, sometimes you show weakness or even expose your own shortcomings. It’s not necessarily a bad thing~ girls’ hearts are very soft.”

After she finished speaking, she took out her mobile phone to check the time, then snapped her fingers in satisfaction, called out the QR code and yelled at Lu Yanbei, "It's just time to get off work. Exactly four hours, please pay, thank you."

"Are you sure this is the attitude a psychiatrist should have towards a patient with a high fever who is in a state of mood swings?" Lu Yanbei raised his eyebrows.

Luo Yuwen snorted disdainfully, "If you take your temperature again now, you will be surprised to find that the fever has subsided, dear~ As for mood swings, I don't think it's a bad thing for you, does it?"

Lu Yanbei shrugged, and could only scan the QR code to pay.

After Luo Yuwen left, she went to the living room to take a thermometer and took a measurement, only to find that her temperature had dropped to 36.8.

Are the current antipyretics so effective?

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-01-1400:12:22~2020-01-1506:33:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 in the sky;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!